Nikui Desu

Ugh... She's such a faker. Does she intend to make people fear her or something? Not happening, though. Come on, the Celine Mc Louis thing wasn't enough? You deleted that account and now you set another one up? 

What the hell do you want more? Do you want people to hate you more? Can you just stop pretending to be who you're not? Just put your own real name, for God's sake or don't make an account at all!

Blizzer Blood? You couldn't have done better than that? How fake can you get? Isn't it enough you already made people angry by lying to Puan Z to get everyone in trouble?! Isn't it enough that you write people's names just because you hate them? How many more times are you going to keep that up until you get sick and tired of your own lies??!

Ohh, and I think Shuen's angry at me. Apparently, she read my blog about when I said there was a limit to being rude. Well, I'm sorry but I didn't exactly know you were joking, right? And what if I said what I wrote was a joke?

-_- Now I'm being confused. -_-

Oh well, I'll stop here. Ciao!

Quarantine

I just found out my school was quarantined for one week. This is the good thing about having friends who actually update their blogs. -_-

Can't believe I'm gonna be stuck at home for a whole week! Thank God my mom ain't exactly under quarantine or we wouldn't be able to go out and eat. Eeesh. Unfortunately, people suspect we have H1N1 so my mom's students might stay away for a while.

And thank you to those who know about me and my "chills" yesterday. I feel a little better now, but I've still got my cold. I hope Thong gets better too. "I still hate you!" :P

Wow... The minute I signed in to MSN, so many people asked me how I was today. ^ ^ Thank you again, everyone. Funny, the people in my class are the only ones who asked me about how I was. Then again, Sakura asked me too, so that means she's been reading my blog. ^ ^ So I'm guessing they don't know about my situation. It's not like they read my blog anyway.

Thank you Dhan, Jus, Chucks, and Sakura who bothered asking for how I was. I gave Chucky my new number instead of my house phone number, which is now cancelled, so you can all get it from her. ^ ^

I was so bored at home that I actually decided to read New Moon. I liked the whole concept of the Volturi, but sometimes, the Bella-love-triangle thing with Edward and Jacob just throws me off and irritates me. For God's sake, it's obvious she's torn between the both of them and yes, we all know she'll end up with Edward anyway, so why is it Stephenie has to make it seem as if Bella might actually put Jacob as an option?

Frankly speaking, in the book, naturally, people would love Edward, so I decided to take my options off the main characters. So right now, I like Jasper and Alice :) Damn, I love Alice! She's so cool and... small, but still!! :P I finished reading it just moments ago, but of course, I skipped some parts. I didn't wanna read the whole thing because some parts bore me.

I'm debating whether or not to read Eclipse, but I read that the other day, so I'll skip it. The most irritating thing about the Twilight series is... Whenever I hear the words "Twilight", "New Moon" or "Eclipse", the first thing that comes to mind is Bella. -_- I hate Bella. Grr... Breaking Dawn, not so much, because the title seems weird. No idea why. -_-

I like the font they used for the titles, though... -_-

Random...

Anyways, I'll just continue Flawless Hearts for now. I even took out the Dictionary and Thesaurus so I could continue my "fetish" for finding bombastic words to use. Dang, I like that. ^ ^ 

Listening to Runaway by The Corrs now. ^ ^ I'm supposed to go and bathe now, actually, but since my mom hasn't noticed, let's just keep it between us :P

Alright, will ciao now. Will update when anything interesting happens and I get the H1N1 flu. Let's all hope not, ne? :)

Fever Desuka?

I came home early from school today. I was feeling really cold in school even in the classroom when everyone was complaining about how hot is was. I even had to use Kanga's PJ clothes to keep me warm. 

I was doing just fine when that asshole of a Geography teacher insisted Thong and I go to the Pejabat room. Oh, I didn't mention? Thong's also sick. He's in a worser condition than I am but we got sick at around the same time.

Tch, asshole.

Anyways, in the Pejabat, my mom and dad got me and I went back home after filling up some forms. Apparently our schools are closing down tomorrow, but I don't until when. I ate lunch at some porridge place. Not bad, really, because the food there was quite nice and I'm not a porridge person, so it should taste reasonably nice. 

I didn't see the doctor. I thought I'd be better soon anyway. It's just feeling cold. If I sweat it out, I'll be okay. So since the time I got back and went to change, I went to sleep, listening to my iPod on the speakers. Then I think my brother came back and switched it off...

Asshole. :P

We didn't have class today with Puan Roh. My mom cancelled class so she's coming next week instead. I just had Mushroom Soup with bread for dinner. Ironic that I have to survive on that, but hey, even the soup had its qualities. I ate two pieces of bread with it and now I'm typing this. I just replied my sister's mail and oh my God, I mention again, the guy bloody looks like Xiah. 

I'm debating whether or not to put it in my blog. Can I? :)

I'll wait till my sister gives the green light, ne? :)

Yeah, and since I'm sick, I probably don't have a lot of things to write. I was asleep almost 3 quarters of the day. I'll update when anything interesting happens. For now, I'll just continue writing Flawless Hearts. ^ ^

Ciao!

Zero No Tsukaima

I love this anime. As above, it's called Zero No Tsukaima, involving a little mage girl, Louise (I know!!! :P) who's an aristocrat. Everyone in her school was supposed to summon a familiar. And normally, their familiars would be animals, but in Louise's case, she got Hiraga Saito, a normal human who probably misses his home... and his freedom.

So being tied together for an eternity, they are to help each other and develope the trust among them. Sooner or later, they both fall in love with each other. However, what with other people loving Saito as well, things aren't going well for Louise.

There are also problems involving the Academy they study in and they have to work together to accomplish their missions. Vowing that he will protect Louise, can Saito really do it? Will Louise trust Saito enough with her life?

That's for me to know and you to find out. ^ ^

This anime has three seasons. Season 1: Zero No Tsukaima. Season 2: Zero No Tsukaima - Futatsu No Kishi. Season 3: Zero No Tsukaima - Princess No Rondo.

I really love this anime. I want to buy it, because I haven't watched the first season yet, but yeah... But I don't think I'll like the season 4, if they have it, because there's this other girl who falls for Saito and she's insistant on having him. Grr...

Louise *Kugimiya Rie*
- Shana (Shakugan no Shana)
- Iwaki Rizel (Rizelmine)
- Alphonse Elric (Fullmetal Alchemist)
- Imai Hotaru (Gakuen Alice)
- Nagi (Hayate no Gotoku)
- Taiga (Toradora)
- Happy (Fairy Tail)

Saito *Hino Satoshi*
- Yuji (Shakugan no Shana)
- Koichi (Kimikiss)
- Riken (Otome Youkai Zakuro)
- Koichi (Nabari no Ou)

"Who's Danya Cute??!!!"
"I think Jus did it!"
"*Wolf whistle*!!"
"Oh damn it!"
"Me too! Actually, no."
"We're all gonna die!"
"Shut down computer sekarang!"

Haha. Well, I gotta go now. Ciao!

Shimatta!!

Oh shit! Oh thank the Holy Lord!! I just barely escaped from the clutches of Puan A's Oral Assesment. Haha. If I hadn't, I'd have wanted to make up an excuse and listen to her say in her usual, smiling but actually angry face, "I've given you ample of time!"



-_- It's becoming quite a common thing.

I just want to say something...

I-hate-Thong.

Does he have something against me or something? Have I done anything wrong to you? Did I even look at you??!! I don't friggin' know half the things about you! All I know is: Your name, your age, your looks and how much you love calling people bitches and swearing.

I have peanuts to do with you!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

Ugh.

Anyways, I'm in ICTL now and I just finished my Sejarah work. The teacher's letting us do what we want right now so 3 quarters of the students here are playing Counter Strike. I think only some Malays and good Chinese people aren't playing it. I'm here, blogging and playing Restaurant City whilst listening to my beloved DBSK perform Stand by You on Youtube. Yes, yes, the computer can log in to YouTube. Big deal :)

So sad Shuen doesn't like DBSK anymore. There's a limit to being rude you know. I mean you know I like them, right? Eeesh. It's not like I say Super Juniors sucks, right? :(

Kanga's reading my blog about the whole Bon Bon fiasco right now. Haha. Apparently, the way I say it is... "more fun". -_- Anyways, Danya's busy playing Counter Strike right now so I have no comment on her. Only... occasionally, she starts saying, "Eee!! So close!! Argh! Hehe, I feel like I just killed somebody. Haiz... the pleasure of killing Jus is so nice. Did you die?? Jus, did you die? Haha, yeah!"

"Oh my God! I for-got!! What do I wanna do!!"

That's Kanga, of course. She's freaking out because she can't remember what she was about to do. Oh, she just remembered. She wanted to play Chess. -_-

"Ah, noob!" that was Danya.

Okay, I'm doing that very frequently nowadays. Oh, and apparently, my mom says I use the word "apparently" a lot. -_- That was proof in proof itself damn it! :P

Nothing's happened yet, so I'll stop here for now. I'll review Zero No Tsukaima in the next post cause I finished it yesterday. ^ ^ Ciao!

Ho Ho Ho!!

No, it's not Christmas :P

Okay, so I woke up today. It was raining in the morning, so there were traffic jams, which resulted to me being only in school past 7:30 a.m. when everyone was already upstairs and waiting for classes to start. -_-

First was Sivik, I think, and there were stuff done, I think. I seriously forgot... No wait, was that yesterday or today?? Argh... I think it was today. Anyways, after the 1-period subject, we had Science, which meant me salin-ing the stupid Peka Science. Not to mention I lent it to Jus so he could copy it. 

Asshole.

Anyways, after Science was recess. I stayed in class with Danya, Cleo and Kanga, finishing my KKS. Unfortunately the asshole probates found us and asked us why we were inside. They asked us to come out immediately. Tch, with that stupid arrogant voice, who would wanna listen to them, right? Eeesh. They even called Puan M! Assholes.

But with the quick thinking of Kanga and Danya, we got out just barely discovered. ^ ^ After recess was over, it was PJ and since the teacher didn't come, I went on with my KKS. I intend to hand it in on Friday so I have to finish it latest by tomorrow. I'll be photostating from Cleo and Danya and maybe a little from Kanga, so yeah...

I'll be very busy on Thursday. I want to finish it on time this time. 

Okay, so yeah, I've finished most of my Elemen 2. I just need stuff for my elemen 1. I'll be surfing the net quite a bit too tomorrow to find more pictures of BBGS and all that. I want full marks for it, but something tells me I won't, as usual :P

After PJ was over, we had BM and unfortunately, she wanted to use the Tatabahasa book, which I didn't have, so I was forced to use paper, like Jus. Unfortunately, again, Puan Z found out so I got knocked on the head. Despite that, she told me I looked pale. I thought she was being nice, but she added after that, "Selesema babi eh?"

-_- I do not have H1N1, okay??!! :P

But I did feel dizzy and even my mom said later that I looked pale, but I think I'm fine. Yeah... After BM was KH and Puan Suz came in for class. Gave us work and all that. Oh yeah, and Danya gave us some sanitizer, so we rubbed it on our hands. "We" meaning Jus, Kanga, Danya and I. I think Chucky got some too. 

Anyways, so Kanga, being stupid as she always is :P, suddenly smacked me out of nowhere whilst I was talking, so I think I tasted some of the sanitizer. :( So I decided to stick my tongue out but it got worse when I did it again, so I decided to rinse my mouth.

I couldn't exactly keep it in my mouth the whole time, right? So I... *censored* Sorry, it's not nice to say what I did :) 

After KH, school finished. Danya and the Masis went somewhere for another class and Kanga and I were left to wander around before Choir started. Cleo found us and was about to change. I thought Kanga was going to come but she suddenly charged off. Tch, the least she could've done was tell us she was going to get him. She looked so desperate, racing off like that and nearly banging a teacher.

No wait, she did bang into the teacher. -_-

And Cleo and I, me being very confused, were left alone. I accompanied Cleo to change and we went out to the primary school side after that to buy food. I bought one sardine sandwich and she bought a tuna sandwich. She was saving money that day, so she couldn't buy her cheese hot dog.

She then went to the chinese lady to tell her hello and was staring at the Sour Power. I asked her to buy it if she wanted it, but she needed to save money, so I bought it for her. She was... Let's just say... Cleo-hyper, kay? :P

We went back after that and welcomed them at the canteen. I ate a burger and began talking with Kanga, Cleo and Nicky. Andy joined us too after that. *Note, Andy and Andyy are different people* :)

Halfway through, I decided to go away, because for some reason, Kanga didn't look too ecstatic, so I went to the Bilik Serbaguna to play the piano. Prii joined me after that and she sang whilst I played "This Is Me" on the piano. Cleo and the rest joined us soon too. We sang various songs, including the Brahma Of My Heart. That song's nice to play on the piano, and when we sing the Choir style too. ^ ^ I'm debating on whether to record what we did and post it on YouTube. That'd be so cool :P

After that, we had Choir. Oh, and guess what? Apparently, I'm "capable" of being the Pengerusi for our Akhir Tahun Jamuan after the exams. So I was elected Pengerusi of the Jamuan whilst the others started warming up. Kas, Mvonne, Jiun and Char were amongst my AJK and we started to discuss our deco and stuff. :)

Then we joined them for the May Our Paths Meet Again song. ZunZen also asked us to sing the Centenary song but the pianist didn't know how to play it. Kanga suddenly told her that I knew how to play, so I did. Not bad, I could play even when I haven't been playing it for so long. Haha. I also managed to tiong the correct notes for 1,2,3,4, our other Choir song. ^ ^ 

After that, they together with other people joined us to send me off home. Danya followed too :) Oh yeah, and I forgot to mention Jus got hurt? Apparently, a ball scratched him when a guy kicked it. He didn't know he was going to kick the ball, so he rushed to it and bam, kena. :P

I went to Giant after my parents fetched me because they wanted to terminate the house phone line. Oh yeah, starting from today, I'm not using the 017 number, just to let you know. Yeah... I'll be using my sister's phone number. ^ ^ Ate at A&Ws today and was very stuffed by the end of it. :P Went back home then and bathed.

Watched Zero No Tsukaima, found the laptop, watched KuroKami, practised the piano for about an hour plus and here I am now. See how long the posts are when I don't break it up in half? Now you know why I update so many times :P

But I'm not complaining :P

Kay, gotta ciao now. Watching Zero No Tsukaima again. Louise and Saito are meant for each other. I really hate that stupid maid and what she does to get Saito from Louise. Buzz off woman! He's Louise's!

Funny, everytime I type the word Louise, I always end up typing my name first, cutting off the last letter and replacing it with 'e' again :P 

Ciao then!

Mukatsuku

So bloody angry. Nobody bothers to tell me anything but I'm somehow involved in it. You ask me questions, make me curious and then leave me there to gawk about what the hell might've happened?

This is why I try not to involve myself at all. You're all people who do that to people. You say "You might use it to threaten me next time" but do you even know why the hell I do that? You don't know what the fish I'm trying to hide or what I feel, so why don't you just keep your trap shut if that's all you intend to tell me.

I'm annoying, yes. I'm nosy, yes. I'm unsophisticated, hell yeah. But what's it to you? Just because I play one minor role in it, I don't deserve to know the truth? I want to yell it out to you, to feel satisfied with your stupid look after I'm done crapping about what I feel, but I just can't. 

This new feeling, I decided then, can be used in my book. It's the first time I felt like just blowing a fuse and shouting at people. But what would you care? Why would you care? You only intend to use me as somekind of stupid tool so you don't get scolded by our Theory teacher. You can just look at me and say "Eh, check for me" and then push me aside when there are personal things.

And it's not like you need time or anything. You just don't want me to know. I'm tired of playing your stupid game. I'm tired of helping you. I'm tired of getting you out of trouble just because I'm nice! 

I stand by the corner and sulk, but I look back at what are you doing?

... 

Playing basketball.

I give up.

* * *

Jasrel's leaving our tuition soon. So it'll be just me, Jen-itor and Sean after this week. Apparently she's going somewhere but I don't know the details. Vienne was being high and mighty again with her being "awesome". I didn't get to laugh that much or tembak people that much because my shoulder was aching. 

Didn't I tell you? If I cough, sniff too hard or laugh, my shoulder starts aching and it feels so painful. But hey, the only thing I can do is wait for it to heal. ^ ^

My brother's probably busy sms-ing Sean now to check on what's happened during class. I found out quite a number of things too, only that's all I knew because everyone was being so secretive.

I guess I am an unreliable person, no? I talk about how friends should be treasured and how they should be remembered, but how does it feel like to be cut out from everything? Sometimes, I don't even wanna know. Don't even wanna play the stupid role. 

Because all that'll ever come out from that jerk's mouth is "You'd probably threaten me with it later." Think, you stupid ass, why do you think I do that?

Make sure you don't even let me in anything next time, okay? 

Eeesh. Gonna continue watching Zero No Tsukaima on animeseason.com now. Haha, new anime, new anime site. Mwakakaka. ^ ^

Will ciao now. Ciao! 

Kokoro No Brahma

Do you remember the nights

You lullaby me to sleep

Turning my tears to

Comfort and to laughter

Do you remember the days

Being the flowers in the sky

You showed me wisdom

And guide me all the way

You have sacrificed for me

Leaving heartprints of your love

Brahma of my home

Teacher and my saviour

You're the hero of my life

Gave me everything and more

Brahma of my joys

Brahma of my heart

*Instrumental*

I will remember your hopes

I will make your dream come true

I will turn your fears into

Courage and compassion

I promise to take care of you

Share with you all the love I have

Please do believe me

My love for you shines true

You have sacrificed for me

Leaving heartprints of your love

Brahma of my home

Teacher and my savior

You're the hero of my life

Gave me everything and more

Brahma of my joys

Brahma of my heart...

Brahma of my joys

Brahma of my heart...

Credits to Kanga who heard this song somewhere. -_- Apparently Brahma means "Guardian" but I don't know how much of that is true.

*Am frowning at my dad*

Sorry, he's snoring like some bulldozer right now and I'm trying to ignore him. Anyways, I put the video here, so enjoy the song. ^ ^

After school, Cleo, Kanga and I were nearby the Bilik Serbaguna room and we started singing Brahma of My Heart, with me harmonizing, of course. It was surprisingly nice but Kanga suddenly blew a fuse because Cleo suggested to sing the song for Choir. No idea why though. -_- Then she started scolding Mentos because he tried to hide her lyric paper she wrote for Cleo. I'm like "What the hell?"

Best part was, she said, "Stop being so childish la!"

"Excuse me?" I said, annoyed. "Who calls me Bu Bu Sa?"

"That's Cleo okay!"

"And Bon Bon Sa?"

"That's not childish!"

"It's BON BON!!!"

-_- I gave up. She can do what she wants to do. But sometimes I get so irritated with her I feel like strangling her. It doesn't help when she gives you that stupid look and says "What the hell is your problem?!!!"

-_- Oh, and Shuen's lisp is SO CUTE!!! She can't pronounce 'S' like my sister with retainers on so she says 'S' with a 'th' sound at the back.

And guess what? I'm kinda addicted to this game in Facebook called My Puppy. ^ ^ I adopted a Schnauzer and called it Mico after my late mini Schnauzer, Toby's daughter. Unfortunately, I can't play Restaurant City because it's undergoing maintenance... Again...

I just downloaded S.E.S's Dreams Come True and it sounds so "Barbie"-y. I let Cleo read Flawless Hearts today but she hasn't given comments. Kanga, Cleo and I played Bingo today in the library. Out of the quite many times we played, Kanga only won three times. Once against Mentos and twice against me. And that's only because I exchanged my papers with her. -_-

I have to go now. My class is starting in 10 minutes. ^ ^ Ciao!

Danya No Tameni

Okay, this is for Danya. She has an Oral Test tomorrow and she wants me to help, so I'll just do this for her. ^ ^ See, I'm so nice :P

Anyways, the points will be as follows:-

-No one can survive in this world without friends. You need friends like you need food :P

-Different qualities in people will determine the kind of friends you have.

=If you are stubborn and annoying, most likely your circle of friends will consist of people like that.

-People like to have friends who can listen to their problems with ease, so be a trustworthy person; who will always help when people are in trouble.

-Friends dislike people who don't know when to keep their mouths shut, backstabbers, liars, and dishonest people.

=People who talk bad about others behind their back.

-Friendships will have their ups and downs so we should all try and keep them intact by not fighting and finding a solution to the misunderstandings.

-When a friend is in trouble, for instance if they are being bullied or teased, stand up to the bullies and teach them a lesson for picking a fight.

-Friends ought to be treasured, so cherish every friendship you have.

End with something like this:-

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the years after that. So keep in mind that all the friends you have now must be kept well in your heart. No matter how little you talk to them now, let them know they are dear to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, let new friends know you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend. Someday, you might feel as if you have NO FRIENDS at all, but when you know you have that special someone that will always remember you, take comfort in that reality; knowing someone out there cares for you and always will.

I treasure my friends and I don't want to lose any. I love my friends, now until forever.

~Session closed~

You're welcome, Danya! :P

Yappari...

Haha, it was just as I had expected. Only, it took him about half an hour after meeting me before he finally apologized. Best part was, I knew exactly what was gonna happen. What else? ^ ^

Okay, lemme tell you, then. 

I was pissed with him on Friday, right? Because of that whole "I don't care" thing during the Sejarah quiz. Well, it just so happens my mom couldn't drive out of our house the next day because my dad brought the remote out, so I had to skip English class, which meant he didn't see me during tuition. 

He thought I didn't go because of him. HAHA!

And apart from that, my Internet's been going a bit crazy and haywire these days, so I haven't been going online. Again, he thought I didn't go online because of him. Apparently, he apologized on MSN but I wasn't online so... Never saw it.

Downloading the Black Cat series now. ^ ^ What? You don't exactly expect me to buy the CD right? I mean, yeah, I wanna watch it, but I don't exactly wanna buy it. 

Oh, and I'm sorry Che, but I bought an anime yesterday. ^ ^ It's called Kurokami, you know, the anime from the night market that you made me switch to another anime instead so you could buy your Beethoven Virus CD. I also have the soundtrack ^ ^ Cost me a bloody 33.90, but I guess I can spare a little more since I haven't been buying anything recently. 

I also saw Hell Girl 3 on the racks but decided against buying that series first. I mean, Danya would've loved it, but I'm sure she can buy it on her own, right? Of course, there would be an advantage if I was the owner of the CD, but yeah, we'll work something out. ^ ^

Okay, so I can't download Black Cat, fine, be that way, it's not like I care. Eeesh. :( I'll just find something else to download. Hmph. -_-

I need to practice, but I'm too tired and lazy. I need to get started on KKS, but I'm too tired and lazy. I need to get on with Sivik Kerja Kursus, but I'm too tired and lazy. 

I think I'll start at 5:30 -_-

*Pause*

Oh yeah, so I'll blog about today. I woke up, changed, went downstairs, then drank my Enercal Milk and got to the car. My mom sent me to school. My brother was sick today so he didn't attend school.

I took the broom with me, by the way, however, when we were about to go to our supposedly new class, they told us to go back upstairs because our disclipline teacher hadn't given the orders. So we had to bring everything back up again. I'm not complaining though, I'd rather spend more time in my class now I have the chance. ^ ^

Had Seni class then ran down to the canteen to book our places. I was too late, though, but luckily Dina had saved seats. Though... they were there and they kept calling Dina and Andyy sluts. Best part is, I don't even know why. Andyy looks more innocent than Dina and Dina does not look like a slut. 

Man, talk about having eyes up their asses. -_-

After recess, we had BI, which reminds me, I also have English Oral test on Thursday. Shit. Anyways, after BI, we had Sivik where we discussed our project. Then, we had Maths, new teacher. Man, I hate her. She's uptight and annoying. Grr. Then we had KH, where we cleaned the Bilik Masakan. Dang, that place has a lot of dead cockroaches. -_- I freaked out, thank you :(

Then I went home. Had McD's for lunch. *ENVY ME, CHE!!! :P*

BIG NEWS THOUGH!!! Inuyasha finally has an ending! It's coming out in Japan this fall. It's called Inuyasha Kanketsu-han, or in English = Inuyasha the Final Chapter. Can't wait for it to reach Malaysia, though I doubt it'll be anytime soon. -_- 

Kay, gotta ciao now. Till something interesting happens and my mom finally explodes and lets me buy whatever anime I want, which is probably never, ciao!

Aho

Guess what? I was blog-jumping from Hannan's blog and guess what? That asshole has a blog. Tch, and he privatized it. What? Scared people might actually find out you have more than one girlfriend? 

And what's with that fake blog site name anyway? Finally realized there might be someone out there that hates your every single gut in your body so you decided to change your name? No difference anyway, your name doesn't change who you are. Names are just words that people refer to you as, but don't bother, because names like "asshole" and "bastard" also exist and I bet if I find those words up in Pictionary, I'd see your face.

You're the definition of two-timer. You're the reason it was made. You take one girl, confess, and you're a couple, but then you find someone else and instead of breaking up with your previous girlfriend, you come up with some lame story and say "I'll break up soon" but you'll still be with her anyway. 

Asshole. Two-timer. 

And now you broke up with your current one, you're going to go fishing again for another. You just love playing them around in your palms, don't you? You think girls are a prize for assholes like you? You think you can just say "I love you" and get away with murder?

You're SO wrong. 

But why do I care? Right, because one of your victims are my friend. How low can you get? How pathetic can you be? 

How many more till you get sick and tired of it?

Vo-Mit-Tu

I had a very terrible experience yesterday. At about 12:30 something when I just finished my last post, I felt some weird pains in my stomach, so I walked upstairs towards the bathroom.

Then it came, like a sudden jolt of lightning and the next thing I saw was my regurgitation in the toilet bowl. I vomitted all that I had eaten and the feeling was horrible. My stomach churned and twisted but the only thing I could do was let everything out. 

My brother, who was beside me, patted my back to make sure everything came out. I called for my mom and he got her. She asked me what was wrong and I told her my stomach was aching. It was so painful to the extent where I was close to tears. The worse feeling from vomitting is when you feel it coming, but can't let it out.

I felt a little better after that but the minute I leaned back, the feeling came again and another pile of puke came out. It went on for about 5 times before I finally managed to console myself and rest on the couch. I went back into the room after that and tried to lie down. I sat up for a while first and my aunt helped me massage my chest to let the vomit subside, but when I lied down for about 5 minutes, it came again.

I didn't make it to the toilet this time and puked on the floor near my brother's bed. The switched on the lights immediately and my brother got my mom again. All the tablets that my mom asked me to take came back out again. This resulted in all three of them cleaning up after me. I tried to say "sorry" but all that came out of my mouth was "S... S-S-S..."

I held a bucket in front of me in case I vomitted again. This time, I stayed outside on the sofa, in case anything happened. For a while, nothing happened, but I lay down outside for a while before finally confirming that I wouldn't vomit anymore. When I went inside the room, I put the bucket under the air-conditioner so I could reach it if I ever felt like vomitting again.

But I didn't vomit again, to my relief. I felt so much better after I got everything out. The feeling was horrible. I never wanted it to happen again. Especially since what came out of my mouth wasn't exactly a very pretty sight. To top it all off, I had a sore throat because of vomitting, so I dreaded my music class the next day. -_-

I'll stop here. I'll post about today in the next post. ^ ^ Ciao!

Nemutte Itai...

I celebrated my grandpop's brother's birthday today with my family and his, of course. We went to eat at some hakka restaurant called Hee Lai something... I forgot, okay? Sheesh...

Alright, so I left the computer on the whole time we were there so right now it's been connected to the Internet for like... 10 hours and counting? 

So we ate and ate and ate and there were people singing Karaoke. I didn't sing, though. Didn't want to, and all the other hogged the mike anyway. Also, I had to admit, it was fun to watch my cousins once-removed try to sing. Especially one of them named Ka Jun. At least, I think that's how you spell his name -_-

Okay, this is a very VERY short post because I really want to sleep now, so I'll just stop here. Ciao!

Skippy Skippy

I skipped my English class today. -_- My mom said it would be difficult to go in and out of the house because our very smart father took the remote, leaving us no choice but to stay in. 

I went out to the shop for lunch, but I figured I was too full from eating my bun which consisted of ham and an egg. ^ ^ I then came back home to plant an atom bomb in my mom's toilet before proceeding downstairs to the computer to play Restaurant City and watch Maria Holic. I think it's actually quite a nice show, minus-ing the fact that the girl's practically a lesbian for wanting a girl partner, but you can't blame her because she gets the hives whenever she comes in contact with boys.

And in turns out the "girl" she likes is a cross-dressing sadistic boy. Haha, interesting, no? Unfortunately, my sister thought it was just plain gross just because the woman said she wanted a lesbian partner. HELLO? This is anime, whenever they say things like that it just means its hilarious. -_-

Apart from that, I've got nothing to report. Nothing nice has happened so far. I'll be going to Theory class later and I insist on the computer being on until the downloads are finished. If my dad dare use the "It might spoil" tactic, I'll just remind him of what Uncle Nel said about computers meant to be on during the night. Haha. ^ ^

Not to mention the MSN messenger is being retarded, so I can't sign in and chat. -_- 

Am watching the Fourth episode of Maria Holic now. It's actually quite amusing, now you think of it. You can share a good laugh. Especially when the sadistic guy is actually the voice of Hitsugaya Toshirou (Bleach) and Edward Elric (Full Metal Alchemist). At least, he sounds like it. I love his voice. ^ ^ But he's mean... He purposely does things that make contact with her skin so she gets the hives. -_- But I hope they end up together in the end. ^ ^

I'll review it when I have the time, but for now, I'll stop here. ^ ^ Ciao!

Jigoku...

I just listened to BigBang's Wonderful under recommendations by Sakura. Not bad, really, but I'm starting to think all their songs sound the same. Even with BigBang's Lies and Haru Haru, it sounded a little like the same, but overall, it's okay. ^ ^

I listened to this song almost a few months ago, but I realized I never put the video up, so I'll put it up now. ^ ^ It's Stand By You by my beloved DBSK :) Enjoy it, because all of them looked H-O-T here. ^ ^

And their voices are a whole new thing :)

I was hoping they'd come to Malaysia, but what with the economy and no one wanting to sponsor them... It'd be a little difficult, no? :) 

I think we'll have to take someone's car to tuition today, because my dad just drove off with the Nissan and took the remote. -_- Ggggrrreeeaatttt...

-_-

Am playing Restaurant City now. I bet all of my chefs and waiters are probably dead now, including my sister. -_- I've got to go feed them and then grab some stuff from people's restaurants. Mwahaha. ^ ^

My brother's listening to music on the TV now. I don't even know why he bothers listening to those channels because some of the songs that are there are so rockish and... well, senseless. -_- Oh well, the morning's still young, so I'll just leave it here for now. ^ ^ Ciao!

Eh...

I just came back from tuition and am supposed to be practicing the piano but hey, I still have other stuff to do, you know? 

"Like what?"

-_- Shut up. :P 

Anyways, I still haven't eaten dinner yet, even when it's already close to 10. That'd be because my parents, aunt and brother are out, leaving me alone. Oh, no wait, they just came back. My mom's gonna fetch my brother back from tuition now. My dad's nowhere to be found and my darling Snowy got scolded by my mom for coming into the house.

-_- How's that for news at home, Che? :P

Anyways, I'm going to continue "Flawless Hearts" later on when my mom scolds me for going on the computer for too long. Though I've got an excuse and that would be to check my mail. :) 

School was boring, as I mentioned just now. I'm looking forward to tomorrow's class. ^ ^ Kay, gotta ciao now. Ciao!

Tsumaranai!!

Today-was-boring! All we did was yak and yak and yak and memorize our Sejarah stuff for our quiz coming up at the end of the school hour. For the girls, KH was spent with the boys and Puan Raf because apparently Puan Suz was unavailable. After that, we had one period in the library, where I talked about the documentary of "Secrets of the King Cobra" that my parents and I watched on the Discovery Channel the other day.

I was supposed to be writing "Flawless Hearts" as well but I forgot about it -_- After that, we had the last period in our room. It was the Pengawasan time so Puan S came in and monitored us. Kanga and I were talking about her boyfriend and what my "opinion" was of him.

Then she read that "Mates, Dates and Guide to Life" book that Naddine borrowed from the National Library. -_- I know, the National Library has those kind of books. And it's under the "Bahagian Dewasa" part. -_- Yikers. They had stuff like your First Kiss and How To Get A Guy and all that. Ugh, not my kind of book.

However, they had some funny bits like:

She: You look like my fifth boyfriend.

He: FIFTH? How many have you had?

She: Four.

Yeah, all those kinda corny lines, you know? Oh, then there was:

Wrong way:

He: What are your favourite movies?

She: Oh, I have plenty, like... (blabbers a lot here)

He: Oh, I don't watch any of those.

She: Really? I'll tell you what you're missing... (continues blabbering here)

He: Okay... Thinks: We don't have a lot in common.

Yeah, so these funny bits are the ones I don't mind reading. Apart from that, it's all Kanga's. I mean, come on, like I'll ever find someone good enough to go through all that trouble. Ugh. :)

Apart from that, school was boring. I got 5 mistakes out of 19 questions in the Sejarah quiz, which means 15 corrections for me during the weekends. Haiz... Good news is I brought the "Flawless Hearts" book so I can continue this weekend and give it to Shuen to read on Monday. Also, I have to work on my Sejarah Kerja Kursus because the deadline's in 9 days. 

When I reached home, I ate Chicken Rice and showed that off to my sister, who apparently can't eat much except for Maggi Mee down in Singapore :P 

I LOVE MALAYSIAN FOOD, BY THE WAY!!! :P Just to annoy her.

"Screw you la."

Okay, she literally replied that. :)

Gotta ciao now. Till something interesting happens and I gain supernatural powers that will benefit by exploiting them, I'll stop here. Ciao!

Taisetsu No Omoi...

My precious memories... What will become of them? What will happen to my beloved class? My class, that Kanga, Cleo and I skipped two Choir sessions to paint morales and painted decorations? We put our hearts and souls inside what we did. We had fun doing it and we thought we'd actually have the liberty of seeing it for one full year till we leave the next year.

We really thought so.

But no. We got asshole-y comments from asses and irritating bitches and bastards who thought they were "not nice" and "ugly". If they haven't noticed, we paid for what we did. But apparently, those assholes don't exactly know that. They think they can just waltz in, write their names on the lockers they wanted and even start by putting books inside. 

You know what? I should've taken those books from Wuss's locker and hid them somewhere else so they can ponder about where the hell they could've put them. Should've thought of that before stuffing it inside someone's locker eh?

Assholes...

~ * ~

Speaking of assholes, another one would be you. What the hell is wrong with you, huh? How dare you just say that to me and think I wouldn't change my opinion of you?! You told me you wanted to study well for PMR and impress her with your straight A's but that was all talk and no do. 

Was that all that you said just bullshit? Was it all for show? Were all my efforts in teaching you a waste of time?

You tell me "I want to study" and "I want to get good results for my PMR" and even "I want to get good marks for her" but what's the point if all that comes out of your mouth when even a quiz comes up is "I don't care"? If you don't care that even a quiz is coming your way and you're in no where near being prepared, what makes you think PMR will be any better?

Don't screw with me when you say you want to study. Don't tell me lies and trick me into believing you'd actually study in time for your PMR. Don't just talk about wanting to impress her because you can't even do so much as make someone like me look up from her table. 

For-get it.

Even now as I'm typing this, I've already made up my mind. I will no longer help you. Until you can prove to me that you really want to study, that you will work hard and study even at the eleventh hour, then I'll think about it.

Right now, "I don't care" about you.

4 In The Morning - Gwen Stefani

Trust me, it freaked me out when I found out this song was sung by Gwen Stefani because frankly speaking, I'm not exactly a fan of hers. But this song is an exception. ^ ^

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)

NANDATTO?!!!

Apparently, Kanga's "boyfriend" turned out to be one of my brother's old friends. Of course, I know him too, and I was seriously shocked to see him walking alongside with her when she went to "get" him. 

Tch, who'd have guessed ol' Nicky would be Kanga's boyfriend? And since I never really knew his name and he never knew mine, we never made the connection. Though... I realized when I was talking with him, Kanga didn't sound too happy. I don't know about that, of course, it might've just been me.

"Ohh, so you know each other from a long way laa!!" 

It sounded so much like we were flirting. News to you, my dear friend, but I don't like guys like him and my standards are way higher. He might be funny and "sweet", but trust me, these kind of relationships don't really last long.

I'm not trying to be negative, Kanga, but how many relationships so far have worked out when we're in High School? Close to none. None have gone for more than 3 years. Not even 2. Counting one year would be a risk as well.

Also, now that I look back at it, you shouldn't have done extravagant things with him yet. You should've saved them for when the time was right. Jumping at it... Didn't it seem like you were too... I dunno... desperate? This is my opinion, of course, I don't mean it like you're some kind of lowlife ass. 

But you should've given it more thought, you know what I mean? Definitely a longer time than 5 minutes, of course. ^ ^ But like I said, that's my opinion. It's up to you how you'll base your statistics. ^ ^ 

* * *

Anyways, I had practically nothing to do at home today because I left my "Flawless Hearts" book at school. -_- Had tuition and am going to work our Sejarah Kerja Kursus tomorrow with Danya and Jus. But Danya pissed me off a little just now because she was all "How the hell do you people sleep so early??!!" and all that. Well, it's not exactly my fault I have to sleep early right? It's not my fault I don't have parents that let me sleep past 11 o'clock, right? I don't exactly have parents who think sleeping at 10 is early.

What makes you think I can sleep at such an early hour anyway? I sleep way less when I can but obviously, that's why I wake up looking like a zombie every morning before going to school, which normally results to my cranky attitude towards people. You know, when I ask people not to talk to me and stuff because I still need some peace of mind. 

And that misleads people most of the time.

Anyways, I still think Shmuck is an asshole. She's a friggin' arse and doesn't even deserve such a mild term like "Shmuck". I wish I could give her a more suitable freak name like the freak she is but I can't exactly dump it in a blog and not say it to her straight in the face, right? Hello? Me here?? :P 

Kay, gonna ciao now. Till something interesting happens and Superman flies to my doorstep in a tutu and confesses his love for ballet dancing, I'll stop here. Ciao!

ITTAI!!!

Unfortunately, my parents probably wouldn't believe me if I said I had another headache. This time, however, my stomach also hurts like crap.

Marvelous. -_-

Am in ICTL now and yes, I'm supposed to be doing work, but obviously I'm not about to do any of that, am I? :)

"I know your deepest, darkest secrets..."

-_- Danya's being... weird now. "I'm an underwear model." Oh my God, somebody save her. "Are you gonna cough out a furball?" "Don't hurt me! I'm innocent!!"

Okay... I think Danya's got the Pet Society fever. She's staring at her screen going, "My pet!! My cute pet!!" And Jus is trying his every best to try to console her because she's literally going nuts. Okay, I think she's better now. Now Jus, Sheng and Ihmi are around her. Thank God she didn't realize Ihmi there or I think she would've freaked out. -_-

Haha, I'm playing Restaurant City right now and doing my ICTL work at the same time. Okay, so I'm practically cheating because I'm just copying whatever Kanga's typing in her computer. Hey, sometimes it's helpful, right? :) And it doesn't help that Jus is only helping Danya play Counter Strike, so... -_-

Ooh, Kanga's showing me some gay pictures Cleo sent to her, telling people they might be gay, but it's not like people get hurt because they're gay. However... -_- They didn't have to have a picture of them kissing, right??? -_- I gotta wash my brain right now.

But the "girl" of the gays is seriously girly. I mean, all his poses are so gay, it's almost possible to mistake him for a girl. -_-

Best part is, when Kanga showed it to Jus and Danya, the both of them looked away the same direction at the same time. How hilarious is that? -_- Okay, I've got no life. But Kanga just keeps going back to look at the gays. -_- Weird...

Oh and Kanga was so friggin' weird today because she was like, "Hey, Lou, can you ask your brother and go out to Times Square this Saturday?"

I'm like, "What? Why?"

And then the tale went to her and her new boyfriend, who will be going to Times Square. Apparently, she's "scared" of being alone. What does she think will happen? That people will suddenly come out out of nowhere and rob them? -_-

Jus is still teaching Danya how to play Counter Strike. Sometimes, I just have to wonder... :P Oh, and I think you might've noticed, but I hired my sister to cook for me in Restaurant City.

"Oh, suddenly you can hire me now la?! You wait, when I come back this August, I'm going to order you around so much we'll see who's the boss of who!"

I'm scared... :P Kay, gotta ciao now. Till something interesting happens and Shmuck gets married to a chimpanzee... Wait, that's possible, okay, till something interesting happens and Kanga gets married to King Kong, becomes Queen Kong and starts ripping the citizens of New York into a million pieces, I'll stop here. Ciao!

White Horse - Taylor Swift

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on, the days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known
I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now

Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

One Time - Justin Bieber

Ay,ay,ay,ay,ay,ay,ay,ay
Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, (one time), I'm a tell you one time
me plus you, (one time), I'm a tell you one time

One Time, (one time)
One Time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
So we gon keep keep climbin till the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
When your hurt (I’m not right)

Chorus:

& girl your my one love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl, always makin time for you
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you) 
(hey)

You look so deep
You know that it humbles me
Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world (your world) is my world
And my fight (my fight) is your fight
My breath (is your breath) is your breath
When your hurt (I’m not right…) 

Chorus:

& girl your my one love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm'a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need and I'm a tell her one time
One Time, One Time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime
She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side cause she is the one (for 
me….hayayayea…)
& girl

Chorus:

You're my one love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)
And I'm a be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl always makin time for you
I'm a me tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love 
you)
I'm a tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I'm a tell you one time
Me plus you, (one time) I'm a tell you one time 
Me plus you, (one time) I'm a tell you one time

One Time (one time)
One Time

Atarashii Uta

Credits to Sakura who asked me to listen to this song. ^ ^ The guy's cute and the song doesn't sound as bad as I thought it would be so... Knock yourselves out :)

White Horse by Taylor Swift...

Teardrops On My Guitar by Taylor Swift...

Yeah, I'll be posting up lyrics soon, kay? It'll be the first in a long time I'll post stuff up anyway, knowing my parents. :)

Gakko Wa Sabotte

I skipped school today. I was having a bad headache and my mom let me skip. The good news is I get to sleep some more to relieve my pain. The bad news is I have Sejarah tomorrow, I haven't studied, and my teacher's gonna make me stand, seeing I didn't hand in my book. 

Shit.

Danya, help me... :P

If there was a way for her to print it out so I can just stick it in my book... Haiz... I'm probably asking for too much by doing that, though. -_- 

*Pause*

Oh my God, I just finished chatting with Danya and she said she'll write it down for me on a piece of paper so I can stick it in my book in school tomorrow... I LOVE YOU, DANYA!!! I meant that figuritively, but the idea's still there, right? :)

THANK YOU!!!

My head's still aching... I tried to sleep it off but obviously it's not working. Maybe I'll just doze off to sleep when I'm tired... But I'm tired now...

And it doesn't help that some idiot's child is screaming outside and making my headache worse. Oh, and I left the TV on upstairs. Whoops. My parents aren't home at the mo, and neither's my aunt. My brother's out to tuition too. Haha, I'm technically home alone. :)

But I still have to work and practise the piano. I'm going to work on my pop songs and Auntie L's work too if I don't wanna embarrass myself next Sunday. I also have a Grade 8 piano exam as well as my Fundamentals 5 -_- This year and the next is gonna be torture for me. Yeh Dong has it good, since he's finished his Grade 8 but I still have it coming for me -_- Haiz...

Chatting with Danya and Ihmi right now. Apparently, Danya 'hates' Ihmi but I don't know how much of that is true. -_- 

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow, but I can't skip for no reason.

"Yeah right. You love skipping school."

Singapore, remember? :P

Anyways, I'll update later if I feel like the room isn't spinning. Ciao!

Kyou Wa...

I have a headache, a stomach ache and a flu right now and I'm not supposed to be blogging. If you read my previous post, you should've known about this earlier and about my day yesterday. 

Right now, I'll blog about today. I nearly fell on Chucky during Perhimpunan. Why I was standing? Well, for one, we were singing the Negaraku song. Secondly, I had to stand, together with a few other people because I didn't bring the stupid school's peraturan book. 

Anyways, making my way upstairs, wobbly-ly, I sat down and before I knew it, my heart beat increased in pace and my breath was getting heavier and heavier. The numbing feeling was familiar to when I nearly fainted in Moral class the other day. Kanga and Chucky brought me out because I felt like puking but thank God, it didn't happen. They then brought me to the Sick Bay, where I literally spent my whole day in school.

Oh, not to mention a teacher caught me in the teacher's toilet. Shit. I think it was Puan R. I couldn't see properly because I left my glasses in class, which also means I'm having difficulty reading what I just wrote. My glasses in class also resulted to Ihmi using it and leaving it in class. Looks like I'll get it tomorrow. ^ ^

And I'm sorry, Cleo, for making you buy me something to eat today. I really thank you. But I also realized I had my croissants from yesterday -_- Thanks anyway.

Thank you, Chucky, for taking the trouble to bring me to the Sick Bay, even though I know you just wanted to skip classes. Thank you, Kanga, for caring and bringing me to the Sick Bay as well. 

And lastly, thank you, Danya, for accompanying me during recess. I know you were pissed at Ihmi for whatever reason, I do not know, and I won't force you to tell me if you don't want to. Thank you anyway.

I feel better now after sleeping for about more than 5 hours today, excluding the time where I slept at night. ^ ^ Oh, and just for the record, I think the Harry Potter movie was awesome. Okay, not awesome, but good. It was definitely better than the previous movie. Best part is, my parents don't know what'll happen in the end, but I do, since I already read the book. Oh, and my dad was like, "You read the last book right?"

"Yeah."

"That means you know what'll happen in the end, right?"

"Yeah."

"Tell me."

"No. Find out yourself."

"If you don't tell me, I'll tickle you until you beg for help."

-_- Dad, can you get any lamer than that? :P But I still didn't tell anyway. I kind of forget some parts so I intend on reading the book again before the movie comes out next year. That is, if the movie comes out next year.

Alright, I'll stop here for today. I'm sorry Kanga, I couldn't see your boyfriend today either. I will tomorrow, since I'm staying back for Choir.

If I'm going to school at all.

Till something interesting happens and the whole population of boys in the world can tell me (without it being a lie) that they don't watch p*rn, I'll stop here. Ciao!

Kurushimi

I'm technically not supposed to be blogging right now because I have a headache, a cold and a stomach ache, but I just woke up from sleep so I feel a little better. I'm going to have to switch the computer off soon anyway because it's not like I'll be alone in the house forever.

I'll blog quick, kay? Starting from yesterday, since I didn't blog then. I woke up went to school as usual, went for class as usual but something happened during one of the relief periods. One guy, Mr. Mat, I'll call him, who has relieved us before, relieved us again. However, this time, he wanted to know if what he heard was true.

What did he hear? About us from our class? We were naughty, loud and arguing with teachers almost 24/7. But from what he had relieved us before, he could deny it, because we were good and well-behaved. When asked what our problem was, Sheng took the opportunity to explain how we didn't like the monitor and the assistant monitor. 

Whatever we said, the result was the same. It was under Puan Z's orders that Wuss had to write even the most miniscule of problems. We couldn't argue to that. But after our session with him was over, I told him about how I didn't mind Wuss as much as Shmuck because she wrote our names in her book, not because we did something wrong, but because she hated us so much.

He told us he would tell Puan Z. 

Too late, though, because we had one more period of no-teacher-in-class and Puan Z came in. At first, it was just a normal relief session, but Wuss realized her book in which she writes everything down, was missing. 

Puan Z immediately suspected the boys and Haylie, who have been in her book before. However, neither Haylie or the boys took it, but Puan Z didn't care. And the whole period was just Puan Z accusing them, not listening to their reasons. Sheng tried to put up a fight, but no matter what he did, Puan Z was, no doubt, she scariest teacher in school anyway.

However, Puan Z gave them till today to find the book. But what I heard from Chucky was good news. Nobody was given BSLs whilst her class was going on.

So the day was pretty much like that. However, when it got to KH time, I got pissed with Chucky and Kanga, because they were insulting each other. Be it in English or Chinese, I couldn't bear with it, so I shifted places, annoyed. As I said, they could fight, just not in front of me, and to avoid listening to their petty arguments, I shifted myself to Haylie's table, where I could concentrate properly.

I couldn't see Kanga's boyfriend today, though :P 

I'll blog about today in the next post. Ciao!

Harahetta...

I'm so hungry!! I didn't eat breakfast and I haven't eaten lunch yet!!! 

HUNGRY!!!

Sorry, the only thing I can think of right now if food. Thank God we'll be watching Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince today or I swear I'll die of boredom in my own house. Looking forward to seeing Tom Felton as well, haha. You know, Draco Malfoy? His real name is Tom Felton, doi. Only noobs don't know that.

Sorry, influence from being close to Jus for so long. I'm still helping him hook up with my friend. Best part is, my friend's so blur with whatever I'm telling him. She keeps on saying, "Tell me! What were you talking about?" and all that :P

So yeah. I woke up at like 10 today and my body was aching all over. I'm surprised I could walk straight. 

Wait, I couldn't...

Haha. Joking, joking. But seriously, my shoulders were aching and my stomach was growling for food but there was nothing at home to eat so I have to bear with it till lunch. Haiz... Then I have my music class today with Ms. C. I'm looking forward to playing the Ensemble, though. I couldn't last week because I was in Singapore and the week before that, I couldn't because I had to go the the Electone Fest.

But both were worth it, I guess. ^ ^

Listening to Tian Tian Ye Ye now. Oh, and I can play Bless the Broken Road on the piano now, so for those who've seen the Hannah Montana Movie and heard this song, I hope you can sing it whilst I play the piano on Tuesdays and Wednesdays in school ^ ^

Chatting with Sakura. It started with movies when I asked her if she's watched Harry Potter, but she said she hasn't. And then the topic of movies changed to The Proposal, the movie she already watched with her friends. She said it was hilarious and her friend and her couldn't stop laughing her ass off.

And then it changed to link lists on people's blogs. She said she'll come back and have me teach her! ^ ^ She'd better come back quick, then, cause I can't wait forever and grow a beard. And trust me, for a person with more guy hormones than girls', I think it'll be quite fast for me to grow one. 

She just came back after microwaving some leftovers from her brother's lunch. Poor thing. She also has a craving for chocolate chips... -_- Random :P 

I'm also chatting with Jus. Though I was pissed off at one point because of something he did quite a while ago. Sorry, can't tell anyone. I promised. I made him promise never to do it again either. If he does and lies to me, he's SO gonna get it from me. ^ ^

I'll try not to be severe. :)

Alright. Gotta ciao now, because I've got class soon and I need to eat!!! :) Till something interesting happens and Shmuck and Wuss get sacked, I'll stop here. Ciao!

Gomenasai!!! ... Naaante :P

I think my brother has something against Jus. For some reason, he always says, "You don't speak to him anymore, I tell you! Don't tell him anything anymore ah!"

And I'm like, "What's your problem?"

"Why you must talk to him?! You like him izit?"

"He likes my friend la! And please, I've got better taste! I never ask you not to chat with your friends, right?!"

I mean, come on! What does he have against Jus? Just the fact that he can't speak good English? Shouldn't my brother be glad one person's English is worse than his? :P I'm not trying to say Jus is unsave-able, but my brother shouldn't say those things. I'm helping Jus pikat my friend and helping him study at the same time.

Not to mention, he has alot to work on studies-wise. 

Oh, and guess what? My family and I are watching Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince tomorrow. Those who have watched it said it was really nice and Andyy said it has the most funny one among the 6, so I'm really, really looking forward to it. Oh, and Danya, I'm going at 6:30 p.m. on Sunday, so can you please confirm the thingymajing? :) However, I booked places where only 5 people can sit. If you have a good idea, best to tell me like NOW. It's showing tomorrow, remember? :)

Alright. Nothing else to chat about. Till something interesting happens and my brother actually learns how to think smart, ciao!

Tian Tian Ye Ye. In English, it's translated to Every Day, Every Night. Enjoy this song as it's sung by the Chinese group F.I.R. 

... Is it just me, or I'm listening more Chinese songs? The post before this was a Chinese song, if translated to English, means One Last Time. Haiz... :)

But of course, I still love Bless the Broken Road by Rascal Flatts. Dang, that song's nice. Also, I like this new anime song by Ayaka called Te Wo Tsunagou which means "Let's Hold Hands." I forgot from which anime this song was, but hey, it's nice right? :P

I think it's from Bleach. I dunno. :)

I just got a reply from my sister saying Singapore is a really Kiasu place :P She also needs more money to survive there. What with the laundry stuff, food and stationary, she needs more than what the University gives. How are we going to send it to her, though?

She says she misses ordering us around and she thinks my blog is too detailed. 

... It is?

Weird, I think it's just normal for a post to be like this. Is it not? :( ?? Oh well, no use pondering :) 

Kay, gonna ciao now. Gotta finish my Theory work or Miss L will personally slaughter me. ^ ^ Till something interesting happens and a certain someone dies of leukemia, ciao!

最後一次

This was seriously sad. The story in the video might not be true, but the girl who sang this song actually died of cancer. 

I don't know how much of this is true, but people say they have her information in the Internet but I'm too lazy to check it out. This girl's name is Lovynn Khan.

Enjoy

Tanjobi Omedetto

Happy Birthday, Jiji. To tell you the truth, I didn't remember it was your birthday today. Sakura told me and then I wished you. Sorry. :)

But I hope all your wishes and dreams come true. You're officially 20, so you have freedom, right? I hope your culinary dreams all come true and you cook splendid food. Even now, I don't exactly know what you want to be when you grow up, but I'll support you anyway.

I can't say much, but I just want to say keep working hard and study well. Don't sms with Cleo too much if it troubles you :P Don't go online too often either or you won't have time to study. 

That's all I want to say. Good luck making your cake. Too bad I can't eat it :P Ciao!

Hitori Bocchi

Yes, yes, for those who know and understand Japanese, you're right. I am right now, in my own house, all alone. I just came back from tuition at Sean's house. His mom sent me back and even made sure I was okay in the deserted house before she left. I think she's nice, in a way.

Because none of the lights were on and it was pitch black when I came in. I made a mental note to self: Always remember to switch on the lights before I leave the house. I don't want robbers to rob the house, especially not mine.

But it was definitely the first time I was really scared. Hey, how would you feel if you had a relatively big house with no lights on and a lady who just told you about her sister who was robbed of her stuff because no one was at home.

Usually, I wouldn't even have to bother about all the "being afraid of my own house" thing, but it's the fact that no one's in the house. Since my maid left, the house is always deserted. Haiz... I wish our new maid comes soon...

Right now, as I've nothing to do, I'm watching Nagasarete Airantou (a new anime on Youtube) whilst playing Restaurant City. ^ ^ I'm also, of course, blogging and I intend to reply my sister's emails. I am also chatting with Jiji but things get boring real fast because we don't have anything to say to each other. 

Oh, it just got interesting. We're talking about Shmuck. Also about how Cleo annoys me sometimes. ^ ^ I just finished telling him about our history with Shmuck and how we all came to hate her. Puff-t, if he actually took the time to actually read our blogs, he'd know what's going on in school. 

But I guess he's also busy with his own stuff, eh? 

Alright. I'll be reviewing Nagasarete Airantou in a bit, I think. When I think it's interesting enough to review about, then I'll review it.

^ ^

Ooh, I gotta go eat now. Will be back to update in a jiff. Ciao!

Kesaa

Haiz... You don't tell me why I have to bathe downstairs, naturally I wouldn't, right? I never liked the bathroom downstairs but you just insist on having us bathe downstairs. You don't ever explain why it is important to let the water flow up but instead you scold me when I bathe upstairs. 

How am I supposed to know how important it is to bathe downstairs when all you just say is, "The water pressure's low upstairs so bathe downstairs today." Especially since not only is the hair dryer upstairs, but so is my shampoo. And I can't exactly walk pass the door naked with nothing around me except my towel, right? Your student's mom was still outside then, you know? Eeesh.

But never mind. I'll ignore you now and relax. Chatting with Jus now. He made me pissed off today because of reasons I shall keep to myself.

Yes, Danya, I still won't tell you. It's private and confidential. Mwakaka. But it's nothing you would wanna know about anyway.

Oh, and that reminds me... I'm going to his house for tuition today. I have to remind myself not to talk to him. I nearly did when he came yesterday for my mom's class. Luckily I remembered. :)

Then there's Shmuck again. I found out that under her username, Wuss had gained access and printed out the whole Anti-Wuss thing before Haylie had the opportunity of changing it. How unfortunate. Wuss also gave it to Puan Z, which means Haylie and Ihmi are probably in deep shit. 

Oh man, I hate that woman! During IP, I think, nobody came in yet so Haylie went to tembak Shmuck teruk-teruk and she was like, "It's not my fault okay" and stupid, unbelievable stuff like that. Man, that woman's is so annoying! I was like, "You're the big, fat liar anyway."

And she was like, "I'm not talking to you."

"Who says I was talking to you? Perasan!" 

Shuen said something too, but I forgot what it was. All I remember was her stupid black face glaring towards our direction. Even Brandy was annoyed with her. She told me herself that she wants to go up to her and say, "Hey, you know? This class has a lot of liars and backstabbers."

You know why? Because a few days ago, Shmuck asked Brandy, "Hey, what do you think about liars and backstabbers?" Best part was, she actually jeling at Brandy, like it was Brandy she meant. I bet she did. 

That stupid eff is only writing our names in her stupid book because she hates us, not because we did something wrong. Everyone in the class now doesn't mind Wuss as much as Shmuck. Wuss doesn't write Haylie's name anymore. At least she's finally acting more like a friend. Shmuck, on the other hand, just wants power. I bet she's dripping with self-pride as she misuses her position as Penolong Kelas. 

She's such an asshole.

Tch, nothing new, then again.

Alright. I have to go about finishing my tuition work if I'm going to spend the rest of my free time there continuing Flawless Heart. It's a story I'm working on with Shuen. I also want to continue the story I made with Danya, "My First Pointe Shoes."

I was also daydreaming about how nice Fame was. The play I watched with my dad yesterday, I mean. My sister read my blog ^ ^ That means she read the post I made for her. Wheepee! ^ ^ At least now she's cheered up a little and there aren't any misunderstandings between her and her pals. ^ ^ Alright then, I'll stop here. 

Will update if Shmuck kills herself with a spade. Then again, that is possible. Still, the best will be for Shmuck to finally get a life of her own, then I'll update. :) Ciao! 

Hontoni Suteki

I cannot find the right words to describe it, but I can tell you it's more than just awesome, fantastic, great, super and solid. To have high school students act like that is not, and I repeat - not, easy. 

What I'm talking about? Oh, I just came back at about 11 something from Cempaka International's Box Office Production 2009, Fame. Fame is a play where everyone in the school participates. It was really, really, really great. Like I said, there are no words to describe it.

 

Not only could they sing and dance, but they could act and really portray their feelings on stage. It was really a remarkable experience. The lead actress was expressive and really good. One of the other characters was a girl named Serena Katz, played by Claudilea. I know she's definitely foreign, but she can sing like... like... well, really, really good. She's even better than Cleo, I think. 

Not only can the girls sing, but the boys can sing pretty well too. I especially like this guy's singing named Nick Piazza played by Jes Ebrahim Izaidin. He was really good. There were pretty girls too like Iris Kelly played by Ellya Sam Mun-Yee and Esther Sherman played by Law Zenna. Damn nice.

Fame is actually a musical, which means there were songs sung by the casts. There were nice ones and not-so-nice ones, but overall, it was a really good production. The Cempaka schools have it once every year, so I asked my dad if I could come every year as well ^ ^

Oh, and before I forget, the Cempaka schools' Chairman and Founder of the schools, Datin Freida Pilus, is so fun!! Unlike our principals, who only know how to yak and nag and complain about our attitudes, Datin Freida Pilus joins in the fun and even danced along after the play. She was so nice and sporting, you know? 

Really, really, awesome. Marvelous. Spectacular. Terrific. I need more words even then. The storyline might've been boring and somewhat cliche, and sometimes unbelievable, but the students made me literally freeze in my seat as I took an expedition around the Cempaka world of drama and literacy. 

It was a seriously great experience for someone like me. I'm actually ashamed of saying I belong to my school's drama team. Compared to them, our team sucks ass, seriously. I'm not trying to offend or insult my school, but honestly, Cempaka rules.

The students can seriously breakdance, shuffle, do ballet on pointe shoes like professionals. It's practically impossible to believe that they're only in their mid-teens/teens. It was incredible, honestly. I cannot find anymore words to describe it. 

Apparently, the show last year was even better, but I didn't catch that. Damn!

Well, I have to sleep now. It's already 12:22 a.m. and I have school tomorrow... Shit. Kay, ciao then! :)

Daizoubu

This is for my sister who is apparently having some difficulties:

Don't worry so much, okay? Whoever that thinks like that about you is just either stupid or just plain jealous. Don't bother so much, okay? Because you know that whenever there's a time you'll feel you're not wanted, you'll always find a place at home. 

You don't need to keep your feelings all  in a box, you know. You don't need to care what other people think, because we at home are confident that you will definitely let the MPYO shine. Do something that will make them regret they ever doubted you, okay? And whenever you feel like you have problems, I always have an ear out for you, so if you're stressed, you can rely on me. I'll make sure those peabrains don't tease you.

So what if they're not ecstatic? So what if they give you shifty glances? So what if they don't want to tell you their opinion of you? So what if what came out of that  *********************** was true? You don't need other people telling you what they think about you. You don't need to know their opinion of your being who you are. If they doubt you and think you're some lowly person who knows peanuts about being a leader, they're wrong and don't deserve to be called friends.

You should always be proud of your position and always be confident because nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent. If you hear a voice within you which says "you can't paint", then paint, and that voice will be silenced.

...

Okay, I got those quotes from Eleanor Roosevelt and Vincent Van Gogh but I think they'll forgive me if I use them now ^ ^

But out of the many ones I could see, I chose these two because they mean more than the others do. Please don't think lowly of yourself and make sure you strive forward no matter how rocky the road is. Walls aren't built to keep people out, but to see how many would sacrifice the time and effort to get over it.

...

I got that from somewhere as well but I can't seem to remember from who.

BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT'S IMPORTANT!

Many people go through hard times and problematic situations. I, too, have had my fair share of not-so-happy times, but I learnt to overcome them when they happened and the sky didn't fall. 

Okay, I got that from somewhere again... :P

But you understand what I'm trying to say, right? You must always be confident of yourself and let others think they are inferior to you, because if you are the one thinking it, then you are indeed on shaky ground. Don't just complain and cry in your bedroom, because when sucess comes, they come in cans, not can'ts. 

Yes, I got that from somewhere... -_-

So please, know that even when you're down and sad, your "La Familia" will always support you and have faith in you. If your friends won't be your knights in shining armor, we will. *That was original!!! :)* Ciao, che che!