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Friday, April 30, 2010

We Are One - Cam Clarke & Charity Sanoy

As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand

And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned

But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone

We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?

Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?

Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun

Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun

All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one

Gemuruh Jiwa - Faizal Tahir

Bila bertalu rentak dikalbu
Hasrat yang tersirat semakin kuburu
Bila bergema laungan gempita
Harapan bernyala nadiku berganda

Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

Bila bertalu rentak dikalbu
Hasrat yang tersirat semakin kuburu
Bila bergema laungan gempita
Harapan bernyala nadiku berganda

Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

Ungkapan ini bukan sekadar bermimpi
Segalanya pasti kan terbukti nanti

Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

Gemuruh jiwa semangat membara
Dari puncak ingin ke angkasa
Berkalungkan bintang berkelipan
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa
Menyerlah jauh dari yang biasa

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

圧迫る

I feel like dying.

I really feel like dying.

I feel I could rid my existence from this world and rot someplace where I won't have to feel as if someone's dumping 5 tonnes of bricks on my back.

I don't know what to do anymore. 

*          *          *

Originally, I had typed something else in this space, but I decided it was too personal, and I don't exactly wanna make them public, so yeah~

Hope you understand.

Today, I woke up reasonably early. About 5:50++ a.m. Got ready, bathed and everything. Thank God my mom decided not to make shake for me today cause besides the fact I would be late by the time she was done, my brother had a stomach ache and had to take a dump.

Managed to get to the library in time, though.

Will have to stay back tomorrow for some World Book Day thing. Which reminds me, *luckily*, I have to find some stuff about my school during the year 2006 and give it to Danya tomorrow. Bleghh~ 

Anyways, after that, we had to go down to the hall and listen to the teacher talk. Was quite emotional today though, cause one of our teachers were leaving due to a promotion somewhere and she couldn't refuse *it's some kind of bad luck if she refuses*

Yeah, I think she was crying when she was giving her speech and hugging teachers whilst receiving presents. She's a nice teacher. She taught my class last year for Seni :)

That aside, after the whole emotional and sentimental stuff, we had to stay a little more in the hall before we made our way to the Bilik Serbaguna for a relief session. Our teachers didn't come today, I guess. During that time, we resumed our talk on the 7 Wonders of the World that Puan S was talking about in the beginning of the year. She never got to finish it so she wanted to end it.

We were late for recess. Had sizzling noodles yet again -_- And we were kinda late, and since Danya is not quite a quick eater, she had some leftovers. She was gonna throw it away, but I immediately disagreed, emptied my egg sandwich into Kanga's tupperware and transferred her noodles into my tupperware.

I wasn't about to let it go to waste :P

After recess, we had PJ. Played with Danya's guitar while the teacher did some SEGAK stuff. Bleghh~ Hate that stuff. It's so annoying -_- 

On the other hand, we didn't have to do anything else :P

Next was one period of Maths, but we reached the library late and on top of that, didn't bring our books because we thought the teacher didn't come. Therefore, we watched Astro in the AV room. I know, it's so "chun" :P

We watched Discovery Channel cause Disney was showing Monster Allergy -_- Haha. It was about this guy who went somewhere to become a Makonde. It's hilarious cause there was this ritual where boys of age had to undergo castration/circumcision and they grabbed the guy as well :P

Luckily he got away with it.

Didn't get to finish it, though, cause 40 minutes only lasts so long. Went back to class after that and had Moral. Continued the next few units and stuff like that. Then rested for the last 20 minutes because she finished the last bidang for that day.

School ended at 1:10 but we had Scouts and some audition for the Suara Emas thing, so we stayed back. Had lunch at the canteen. Finished the sizzling noodles and bought char koay teow. Mwakaka.

By the way, I'm listening to Purple Rain by Shin Hye Sung :P Long time no listen, dude!! :P

The Suara Emas thing... Yeah~ There were people who could sing and people who couldn't sing. There were some who only couldn't sing well because they couldn't pull the high notes. In our case, we weren't brave enough to go near the microphone.

Andyy can finally harmonize, though. Thank the heavens, someone else in the school can actually sing the second voice. Bleghh~

*mutters something under my breath and smiles at the computer*

Anyway, after that, we continued Scouts again. Told the teacher why we were late and then sat down. We were told to wear our full-Scouts' uniform every Wednesday starting from next week -_- Oh, and our group work was to form a group of three and bring a potato, egg and a spoon.

Lord knows what they'll make us do, but hey, I'll wait till next week :P

If Danya'll be in my group, we can ask Chucky to be in our group :)

Am listening to It Was You by Lynn feat. Shin Hye Sung :P

After Scouts ended, we went back home. I was very drained already because of some conflicts within the boundaries of my mind. I felt like World War III was going on in there -_- 

On the way back home, though, we dropped by some Jabatan place to collect my IC. Yes, I received my new IC and I look... weird -_- Like always, what's new? :P The left side of my hair was longer than my right -_-

When I came back, I went to bathe and came down again to eat the ais kacang my aunt bought for all of us. Then, read some of Dina's Thirst book before my mom's student went home and she asked me to practice Impro.

Bleghh~

After I played one exercise, my mom and dad started saying, "No, it's not supposed to be like that. It's supposed to be this, this, this and that, that, that."

Couldn't stand it. Cried.

Know why? Everyone expects something different. My group class teacher told me I could do it one way, my individual teacher another way and my parents some other way. Who the hell am I supposed to listen to? I tell my parents my other teachers told me I could do that but they say no. 

What else can I do? Who do I follow? I can only handle so much.

What with stuff in school also building up and KGT due in about 5 days' time. 

Now you should know why my prologue is so morbid.

As my parents both tried simultaneously to console and teach me the right ways, my tears eventually stopped and I continued to practice. So right now my eyes really hurt like crap -_- The joy, right?

I just stopped practicing and was chatting with Dino and Shuen just now. Was going to do my PEKA cause it's due tomorrow but like everything else that's screwed up, my papers weren't in my bag. Oh, I can feel the bliss.

-_-

This is where I'll stop today. CIAO!!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

The Way - Clay Aiken


Theres something bout the way you look tonight, Theres something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you. Theres
something bout the way your lips invite, maybe its the way that i get nervous when your around. And I want you to be mine
and if u need a reason why,

[Chorus:]
It's in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me, the way that I want you tonight,
It's in the way that you hold me, and the way that you know me, when I can't find the right words to say,
You feel it in the way, you feel it in the way.

Theres something bout how you stay on my mind, theres something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep Oh girl
no. Maybe its the look you get in your eyes. Oh baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile. And the reasons they
may change but what i'm feeling stays the same.

[Chorus]

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby.
So don't ask me to describe, I get all choked up inside, just thinking bout the way.

[Chorus]

There's something bout the way you look tonight.
There's nothing more to say then, I feel it in the way.

楽しいです

Darn...

I had a lot of fun today :)

It didn't start too well, though.

Woke up late. At around 6:15 -_- Cause I was too tired to even get up. My maid had to wake me up and considering I wanted to wait for her annoying voice to reach me, I must've been kinda crazy :P

Anyways, reached the library in time :P Once again, I was reminded to do my duty in the library after school today. Unfortunately, Danya didn't come to school, so she didn't get the message. I would have to relay the message :)

However, after the librarian briefing, all of us had to go to the hall and wait for about a good half hour for some lecturer to come. I thought it was a bengkel Teknik Menjawab Soalan, but it turned out to be some dude who used to indulge in the over usage of drugs but stopped. You can say he was to give us a motivational talk so we don't ever take drugs.

At around 8:50, the lecture ended and we all went back to class. We then took our wood work and went to the bengkel. For the rest of our KH time, we did our wood work and then went for recess when 9:30 came.

Had sizzling noodles again -_- Grr~ I really have to stop.

The subject after recess was Sejarah and we did some Bab 4 stuff. I was super happy today because I could finally concentrate and listen when the teacher explains. Most of the time Kanga distracts me in class so I can't listen to a word the teacher's saying.

Halfway through Sejarah though, the fire alarm rang -_- We all had to go all the way downstairs to the field. Bleghh~

I hate fire drills. You have to sit in the field with all the insects and mutant ants around -_- Not to mention there are crickets and other disgusting creatures -_- One nearly got to me but some dude from another class stepped on it and the parts of its body was strewn across the field -_-

Grr~

Thank God we were allowed to go after that, but that was to the hall -_- To hear yet another lecture on fire drills. The guest lecturer also demonstrated how to use the fire extinguisher. It was quite cool, though :)

Anyways, after that, we had BM. Went to the computer lab and did some Penulisan work. Not bad. I could do it :) And the teacher was fun anyway :P For Danya, our homework is to do our Siri Topikal book m/s 37. The one about vandalism -_- Do in Penulisan book *obviously* :) You can copy from me tomorrow if you'd like. The info is in Yahoo Groups though. You can check there :)

When BM ended, we were going to buy some buns at the Ko-op but our teacher shoo-ed us out :( Went to class and had to starve during the whole of extra class -_- Our first subject was Maths. Did some worksheet.

Oh, and Kanga and I played this crazy game. We weren't allowed to touch anything that wasn't ours except our table, chair and personal belongings. It was hilarious. We weren't supposed to let anyone touch us either.

Funny~

I started squealing like crap cause everyone tried to touch me -_- Especially the guys -_- Assholes :P But, they're still fun in a way, so :)

Had KH worksheets after that. Seriously, though, the teacher wore her underwear upside down cause she was so uptight -_- Grr~

At 2:30, I ate my burger outside the library then went to do my duty. ZunZen came later on to tell me more stuff about the library. Saw Shakh in the library so I asked her what we were doing during English Club later and she told me we would be at the AV room watching a movie or something.

I was thinking of Sound of Music.

Unfortunately, we were then informed that we could only use the AV room during P&P or when the teacher's there to lock the place up. So, we weren't allowed :P

However, I wasn't discouraged *cheh~ :P* I decided we could do some games and activities for our English Club. *Just in case you forgot, I'm the Vice President of the club. Mwakaka* :P

We were did a game in which you give each group a letter and they have to give a name, country's name, food name, animal name and object's name that starts with that letter. The usual. Had 8 rounds of that and then we had the word building game where you give them a sentence and they pick letters out of it to form words.

Yeah~

In a way, it was successful :)

I was glad, of course.

After that, we went back home. I bathed, skipped lunch and went straight to MC for English class. Aah~ English was fun, as usual. We were talking about life and death decisions today. Organ transplants and stuff like that :)

It was cool.

We talked about My Sister's Keeper too :P Cause it had something to do with stuff like that. Turned out I was the only one who actually read that book :P

Mwakaka.

After it ended, we were given work and let off :) And now I'm here :) Watching HTTYD whilst blogging :P It ain't easy :P Chatted with my sister a while before this and Hafi too :P I'm surprised she reads my blog :P

Okie then. Imma done with what happened today :) Look forward to more :P CIAO!!

~26/04/2010~

:)

Sorry for the brief privatizing :) I had to do... stuff :)

Anyways, as for what happened on the 26th, I woke up reasonably early. Went to school, went to the librarian morning briefing and got reminded to do my duty the following day.

First subject was BM and we did some Siri Topikal stuff in our books. Used my Kamus Dewan. Mwakaka :P Then we had recess. Had the sizzling noodles again but I was late because there were a few other people before me -_-

After that, we had Moral. Went to the class next door and did Unit 13. Oh, and we have to do our own notes from the 9th to the 12th unit -_-

The absolute joy~

Anyways, after that we had Science. Went to the Science lab and listened to people do their presentations on the 6th chapter. I, unfortunately, was not there the first time they were talking about it, so I was kinda blur what with all the silicates, silicons and stones and stuff like that -_-

Homework was to do notes on the chapter, checkpoints and for my group *consisting of the other people who didn't come on the day I didn't either*, we were given another powerpoint task.

At 11:50, we had BI. For the first period, we had some exercises. After doing those exercises, the rest of the students were allowed to do their Oral. I already did mine, so I didn't really have to worry :)

Maths was the last subject, but our teacher didn't show up, so we practically did our own stuff. Mostly I was talking to Danya and playing "Truth or Dare" with Chucky and her friends at one point :P

At 2:30, I went home and bathed. Ate lunch, then read some manga on the computer. At 5, I went to the office to practice all the way to 8 o'clock. That was when my lessons started and they lasted till 9:30 this time because her other student didn't show up.

Waited for my mom to finish her classes today because she was gonna end soon anyway.

Then went home.

Did some work, used the computer a while, blogged a little, then went to sleep at 4 minutes before 12 midnight -_-

That's about all for "today" :) CIAO!!

Monday, April 26, 2010

おこってる

God.

Honestly.

Did you think I was immune to your whacks or something?

Did you think I would smile and laugh at every hit you throw at me?

I'm not Cleo. I actually feel the hurt. And I didn't care the first time, but the second time, you went too far. My pain receptors are working fine, okay? I know what hurts and what doesn't.

Yes, I know you don't like her. I know that you tahan her because she annoys you and hits you. But you know what? She did it only because you slapped me first. Just because I slapped myself, it doesn't give you any bloody right to hit me.

Using some lame excuse like "To balance the pain" is complete and utter bull. Do you find it amusing to slap someone just because they annoy you a little? I'm not your slapping douche bag.

And I only stopped you from using my umbrella to hit her because number one, it's my friggin' umbrella so I have the God forsaken right to take it away from you, and you were gonna hit her in front of the teacher.

Are you blind?

You don't think I'm looking out for you, do you?

You think that I'm trying to take her side and everything and so indirectly, you can just take your anger out on me? For God's sake, I've got better things to do especially with TWO piano exams and PMR coming up.

If you think you're being pressurized by the teachers, your colleagues, or your parents, imagine that amount of weight three times more for me. Everyone expects me to ace everything. Try having your parents run a prestigious music school and sign you up for whatever exams they think you should think without asking if you want to go through it.

And you can wonder why I get SO mad at you. You can wonder why EVERYONE gets so mad at you. Cleo is the only human being in whole school who is able to tolerate your nonsensical behaviour. When it comes to other people, you've got to have a serious attitude change or you're gonna end up stuck with only Cleo as your friend for the rest of your life.

Yeah, you can hate me, but I'm only telling the truth. You ask for my advice, I give it to you, and then you just cast it aside and ask more questions. Exactly what the hell do you want from me? I've given you whatever advice I had, and all you could say was, "I don't what to do la~"

If you decided not to listen to me in the first place, don't bother asking me at all. Right now I've got more important things to think about than changing your relationship status.

God, I'm so pissed off.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

忙しい

~Blogged about yesterday on the previous post~

Woke up once at 7 something and then really woke up at 5 minutes to 10 -_- I had a class at 10:30 -_- So I rushed like shit, yeah. Bathed despite the unbelievably cold and obvious lack of water in the tub -_- As if that wasn't enough to slow me down, I went downstairs and my maid told me my mom insisted I made my shake -_-

Figured I had time since it was only 10:10. Did my shake and then went to prepare my stuff, including my iPod to keep me company on my walk cause my dad was out and unable to send me to tuition -_- At 10:20, I set off.

Reached at around 10:30++ and did some Sejarah. Sean and Su were already starting their work -_- That was when I realized my class was supposed to be at 10, not 10:30.

The joy, right?

Class was alright, I guess. Was tiring, though, but it was alright. Class ended at 1:30 and I had to walk back again because my dad was still out and Sean's father was going out... on a motorbike -_-

Yeah, hell no.

At home, I watched TV while eating some toasted bread, some fried rice and some leftover long "nuggets" from yesterday. At around 3 o'clock, there was nothing nice showing on Disney or any other channel, so I decided to play with my brother's guitar.

Was looking for Rascal Flatts guitar tabs -_- Yes, I was kinda obsessed, you can say. But considering I only knew D, G, C, and A, I couldn't play much -_- Once again, thanks Danya for that much :P

5 minutes before 4, I went for Theory class. Sean said he would come to my house at 3:45 but seeing he would make me late if I waited, I left first.

Theory class was alright. The good news was there was no class next week. Then again, my family and I wouldn't be here anyway. *Winks at my sister :P* What's more, we weren't given any homework :) Woo~

Class ended at 5 and I waited downstairs for a while because I wanted to buy the HTTYD DVD from the dude that was supposed to show up but didn't -_- Grr~ Hey, if the DVD was of a better quality, I didn't see why not, right?

Played with the Electones in the shop while I was there and then read "When The World Revolves Around You", a fanfiction of Rurouni Kenshin on www.fanfiction.net :)

Listening to "One" by DBSK :)

Random -_-

Then, my mom finished her classes and I played with her iPhone for a while before we all went home after my aunt closed the shop.

Told Sean on MSN that we would be "Sun Si Doi" for dinner and not with him. However, halfway through our dinner, we saw his family and I said in my head, "He planned this." :P

Unfortunately, we finished earlier than him, so we went home first. But not without buying some icecream from the shop beside it :P Mwakaka.

Went home and then chilled for a while. And then I decided to blog :) Hehe. I'll be playing my brother's guitar again after this cause yes, I'm still kinda obsessed :)

Now I'm listening to "Stay With Me Tonight", the a capella version from DBSK :P

Okie then. Seeing there's nothing else I can blog about at the moment, CIAO!!

~23/04/2010~

It was Xian's birthday today. That's why, after we went up to the classroom, we all sang a birthday song for him :)

On the other hand, I woke up quite early today. At around 6, I think. Changed and all that, then found out my parents were going for golf, which meant I would have to be at least 10 minutes behind schedule -_- Drank my Milo, downed my pills, packed my bag and jumped into the car.

It was drizzling by the time we reached the school, so my dad dropped me off at my brother's school and I took an umbrella down. Was a spoilt one though -_- The joy, right? :P

After I reached the school, I went straight up to the library and had my meeting. Good news: ZunZen wasn't going to be able to stay back, so Danya and I were let off librarian duties after school. However, we would still have to go for duty during recess.

When our briefing was over, we went downstairs to the hall. It was Friday, so the Muslims had their prayer thing, if I'm not mistaken, and we were told to read books and such. Since I would be staying back till 4 o'clock, I had decided to bring my tuition books with me to school, but we weren't allowed to do homework during that time, so I reluctantly read Chucky's KOMSAS ulasan book instead.

*Glares pointedly at prefects*

If that wasn't bad enough, my ribbon must've fallen off in the car, cause when I was reading halfway, a prefect went up to me and said, "Err... You're not allowed to use that kind of rubber band." It wasn't even a rubber band. And it wasn't even a normal scrunchee either. It was the black one with frills and little sequins on it but I was hoping they wouldn't notice if I used my large white ribbon. Couldn't find my stupid black plain one so I used that.

Then she also said, "Do you want a ribbon too?"

That was when I noticed my ribbon wasn't there and I said, "Shit. Okay, fine, how much?"

I wasted a good 70 cents -_-

*Continues glaring pointedly at prefects*

Nope, that still wasn't bad enough. I didn't wanna change my rubber band yet, and soon another prefect came up to me and said, "You're not allowed to-" Blah blah blah -_- And I was like, "I already bought one."

Obviously she didn't see my rubber band but only my ribbon so she continued, "Your rubber band-"

"Yes, I bought that too," I was exasperated. Eeesh, couldn't they just buzz off?

"You have to change it now."

*I'm glaring daggers at prefects now*

After changing my rubber band and tying the ribbon on, I told my friends, "I seem to be attracting loads of prefects today."

The Muslims were done soon after that and our class went up. In class, like I mentioned above, we sang a birthday song for Xian and then classes resumed. It was Seni first and I sat beside Danya so we could do something *I forgot* and Kanga joined us soon -_-

Bleghh~

After Seni, we had Sejarah and our teacher gave us some homework.

Then came recess. Went straight to the library and arranged our books and all that. But Danya got pissed at Kean Weng in the library cause he thought Danya was being power crazy cause she had the class key but it actually wasn't like that. Honestly? I felt like slapping him for saying stuff like that cause it was not true. Just because he was pissed he was irresponsible, it didn't give him a reason to place his anger on the wrong person.

Signed out for Danya cause she was seriously angry after that and stormed out of class straight after recess was over.

Geography came after recess but our marvelous teacher didn't come for class so we could do whatever, in which case, it meant Kanga and I singing "Our Song" while Danya played her guitar. However, during our second period of Geography, our principal came in so we panicked and packed the guitar straight.

She gave us a quick test and when she found out about Xian's birthday, we sang another birthday song for him and she gave him a hug.

BM was last for the day. Our teacher was kinda angry about the keys being misplaced and given to all the wrong people so she re-elected the monitor, vice monitor and treasurer. The ending results were:

Monitor - Khoon.
Vice Monitor - Danya.
Treasurer - Dhillon.

Haha. Congrats again, Danya :)

After that, we handed in our KOMSAS and BM pocket files. Then, school ended. Kanga, Cleo, Danya and I had lunch and then we sang "Our Song" beside the hall where there was a barren space. When we were resting, Danya taught me some chords on the guitar!! :)

Now I can play Therapy :P

Went to 7 Eleven to buy some stuff for Kanga and Cleo because Cleo was sick so we wouldn't let her go out. Used my umbrella cause it was drizzling.

At four o'clock, we went home :)

After I came back, I rushed to bathe and eat lunch then go out to my tuition place at Sean's house with my dad cause he wanted to go somewhere else too. Classes was alright, I guess, but I really hate the guy whose name is the same as my brother's.

He's so annoying, my God. He would purposely make Nic really pissed because he thinks he's oh-so-great. I can't wait for next week cause we're having this showdown. Girls vs. boys. I'll show 'em how lame and stupid he is.

Grr~

At 8 something I went home with my brother. Played my brother's guitar :P And then went to sleep :)

That's about all for "today" :) CIAO!!

Thursday, April 22, 2010

朝の熱

Nyeh~ Skipped school today cause I got morning fever. I felt super cold and when the fan blew me it was like a jolt into the north pole or something -_- So my mom asked me to skip school and go back to sleep. It feels as if I've been skipping school so frequently nowadays and although it doesn't seem like a bad thing to sleep away at home, it kinda annoys me.

After my mom told me to not go to school, I drank some warm water to get rid of my puny stomach ache. Then, I crept back upstairs, stripped off my pinafore and jumped into my brother's bed. My aunt told me to cause sleeping on the mattress is bad for my posture and I would be getting the direct air-conditioning.

Bleghh~ My brother's bed is so damn hard. It hurt just to move around on that thing. Eeesh -_-

On the other hand, I woke up at 12 something today. Went downstairs and had my frozen sandwich that I was supposed to take to school as well as my now-iced Milo :P Oh, and of course, since I've been able to watch HTTYD whenever I pleased, I watched it during breakfast :) Or rather, brunch -_-

Then, I used the computer a while. Had to charge my iPod cause I seriously finished it super quickly. Didn't charge it with the computer though, did it with my mom's iPhone charger. How significant it was for her to have an iPhone. Mwakaka.

I'm not getting tired of the soundtrack or the movie yet, but I hope I don't ever :) I have a funny feeling it's gonna be in my iPod for quite a while :) And I just realized I played the trailer 48 times -_- Haha. So far I've played the HTTYD fully for 4 times :) Haha. Including the time in the cinema, that's five!!

Anyways, yeah, so after that it was pretty much just me being on the computer for a while. Bathed at 2 something. After I bathed, I went downstairs to eat lunch. Yes, I watched it again -_-

After that, I did some work. Did my Maths and finished one Buku Nilam. Mwakaka.

Had a Uphamol at around 5 something cause I developed a headache -_- Wasn't good enough for me to skip tuition, though -_- So I set off tuition at 5:10 or something like that. Yeah, went super early. Was watching Avatar episodes on my iPod :) Yeah, converted them earlier. Wanted something to do, so... :)

Yam didn't come today, though, cause she was sick, apparently. Weird... I saw her yesterday and she was fine -_-

Class was alright. Funny, as usual. No work too, as usual :)

Just came back not long ago. Watched more Avatar and the only reason I was here was to put more videos inside :P Am watching Maid Sama too, cause there's a new episode now :P Love Usui :P Mwakaka.

Yes, I'm fantasizing once again about an anime guy. Hey, it ain't my fault guys in reality don't fulfill that kind of expectation :P Haha.

Okie dokie then. Will ciao now and blog tomorrow if time so generously permits :)

CIAO!!

~21/04/2010~

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, CHE!!!

Mind you, I would've wished you yesterday, but I didn't go online. After I came back home from school, I pretty much slept the rest of the day.

Anyways, may all your wishes and dreams come true, la-di-da, have a wonderful TWENTIETH birthday :P

Yeah, you can kill me for emphasizing on that when we come over on the 1st :P

That aside, I actually can say I enjoyed the 21st. Woke up late, though. At around 6 o'clock. I wanted to sleep a little more -_- Anyways, went to school, went for my morning briefing, then went to the hall for assembly.

After that, we went upstairs to our class. First subject of the day was English. Did our Oral. Nearing the end of our English lesson, the nurse came in and told us to go downstairs for our injections -_- Yeah, everyone started going, "Oh my God~" and "Oh no~" and "Shit~" and I'm like "I'll definitely get out without them touching me."

And I did :)

Told them I received an injection but didn't know what it was called. Which was 100% true.

So I got off and went back to my class. Did my Maths while waiting for the rest to come up. Second subject was Science, but since most of us were still stuck downstairs cause of our injections, we didn't have Science.

Then came recess. Went to the library and arranged my shelf. In other words, I didn't eat. Bought a filet and ham at the Ko-op for after school, though.

PJ was after recess and we all went to the back of the hostel for our activities. Since I wore my Koko uniform today, it could be second as PJ attire so I played in that. It was alright, I guess.

After PJ was Maths, but before our teacher came in, Shob told us the ones who were supposed to duty yesterday *cleaning the classroom* were to go and see her. Let me tell you why, we had dubbed the dirtiest class in the school and our teacher wasn't very pleased.

So we had to go and see her. Did. She told us to clarify our mistakes with the teacher-in-charge yesterday which was Puan Dah. We practically turned the school upside down trying to find her. Eventually did, though, cause of me *not to brag* Thank God I decided to peek into one of our computer labs or we would've gone to our teacher and said we couldn't find her -_-

Yeah, so we "clarified" our mistakes and was to warn the people on duty today to do their duties properly. When we went back to class, our Maths teacher was there, but she didn't teach us anything cause Maths only lasted one period.

Last was Moral, but our teacher didn't turn up, so we could do whatever we wanted in the classroom. Then the Interact peeps came in and told us we had to go to the Bilik Pameran to look at the exhibition. After that, we went back downstairs.

After Moral ended, I accompanied Shuen to call her mom for a while then we set off to the condo because Kanga insisted we had lunch with Duku *it's JUST a nickname* Unfortunately, there was no place, and there was only half an hour left for us to have lunch with him *he had to go back at 2* so we parted ways and went to the canteen instead.

Ate my buns there, then spent the last of whatever time I had left till 3 at the library. Finally finished arranging my shelf :) I feel so accomplished :P Joking, joking. But part of it is true :)

Scouts was alright today. We played a Treasure Hunt, but it's not really a Treasure Hunt cause we just needed to find clues that led us to the next clue and the last clue was our Scouts' President. There were 6 Form 3 girls, including me and the rest were Form 1 and 2 boys. We were divided into 5 groups and I was in the same group as Danya, because I arranged our positions to be like that :P

We set off to find the clues, then. To tell you the truth, Danya found all the clues. I was just running around and the other two boys weren't as co-operative. Only one of the boys, Qal, were cooperating -_- The other one... wasn't very enthusiastic about finding anything.

We had 5 clues to find and we managed to find all. Now all that was left was to find our President. Danya and I were soaked in sweat from head to toe and now the boys were no where to be found. We tried to search on our own then. The last clue was "Alas, you're nearly at the end. But 'Ring ring', I hear something on the ground floor" so we all searched the ground floor. We tried every single public phone available but found nothing.

I was thinking maybe it wasn't a phone but an alarm, but we got no leads.

However, as we were passing the Bilik Rehat Guru, I realized something. Before this, Danya looked in, but the grill was locked. When we passed this time, it was open. I stopped Danya and said, "That was locked before, right?"

Danya gave me a look, and we both pushed the door open. Jacque was there. She was one of the people who told us our instructions. Danya said "Oh, I thought you were Ron *our President*" Jacque just laughed. Then, Danya asked, "Is our President in here?"

Suddenly, she laughed and snuck out. We checked behind the door and saw another girl who gave us our clues, but she immediately said, "It's not me" and went out. She closed the door and we were left inside. Dark and quiet.

"Can we switch the lights on?" Danya asked the girl earlier, but she said no, so we had to search in the dark. Honestly, you don't know how scared we were. There were about 7 tables inside and their table clothes were all moving due to the wind so we had to search under every one. I held the curtains up and Danya checked under the tables. Finally, she got to the last table and I heard her say, "Oh my God, Lou, I found him. He's here."

She said it in a very quiet voice, though, so I didn't really know if she was serious or not, but she gestured for me to go there, so I did. Ron was lying straight down under the table.

Danya asked, "Are we the first?"

"Yeah."

We said "YES!" and hi-5ed each other. Then he was like "But don't tell the other teams where I am. I wanna rest for a while." He said he was surprised we could find him.

Suddenly, we heard the other scouts and we hid so they wouldn't find us. Honestly, though, I was wondering, "Why aren't they coming in?"

We heard Shuen's voice next. "Are you in there?"

Danya then said, "No, we've looked in here." That was when I realized the grill was locked. With us still inside. We immediately 'panicked', while denying Ron was inside :P Finally, someone unlocked the grill and we went outside, once again hi-5ing each other cause we were such good actresses :P Cheh~

We felt so satisfied we found him. It only took the both of us. Seriously. Danya literally found all the clues without anyone's help and I only found the last big one, and even then, Danya found him. I just led us to the right place.

Damn~ :)

After that, all 6 of us sat down and talked about each of our experiences. I pitied the rest because they didn't have any friends. We probably only found him because we had each other and our perseverance. We wouldn't let anyone else be the winners. You could say our pride was high :P In the room, we actually thought of switching the lights on, but we couldn't because that would mean our maruah would fly with the wind, if you understand what we mean.

Yeah~ :)

Overall, it was a good experience. My head was throbbing and we nearly gave up, but I'm glad we didn't. We didn't get a prize either, but I was happy enough. Halfway through the game, I completely forgot we would get a prize if we won cause all I wanted was to win.

I'm glad we did :) That's prize enough.

Yeah~ Then the rest of the day was just me going back home, bathing and sleeping the entire day. My right hip was aching again. The injection was wearing off. It hurt to run, but I still did anyway. And it paid off. I watched HTTYD on my iPod :) Yes, I finally finished downloading it. I love Hiccup and Toothless, mwakaka.

Woke up at 8 something only to eat, then went to sleep again.

That's all :) Will blog later. My mom wants me off now :) CIAO!!

Monday, April 19, 2010

注射液

NO~~~~~!!!

Phew~

It's a lucky thing I'm still able to blog like this. Good thing I'm alive too.

Lemme tell you why.

Today... We had...

To have...

An...

Injection.

Yeah, you have no friggin' idea how much I hate needles poking holes into me. Wasn't it bad enough to have my ass poked by some Indian doctor in Pantai? You want me to get another one without even a week difference in date?

Hell no.

Luckily, my mom didn't fill in one part of my Kesihatan book so they technically weren't allowed to touch me. MWAKAKAKAKA!!! No way am I gonna let them get the "ok" :P

School was boring today, though. There was nothing new. Oh, but I received my Science and Maths marks. Got A for both, which is good. Oh, and I just realized I got B's for my Kemahiran Hidup, Geography and Sejarah, not a C.

:)

Yeah~

Those who kena the injection today said the dude took such a long time to poke the needle in and take it out. Tch, the retard :P

After I came back from school, I watched Avatar until about 4 something nearing 5 cause my dad came back :P After bathing, I went out to practice. Practiced and practiced and practiced.

Then, I had class at about 8 o'clock with my teacher. We did some Impro and I listened to the two very talented piano prodigies play their ensemble piece. I seriously love the way they play. It's so damn good and it sounds so professional.

Plus, they have fun playing.

Okie then. I'll blog more later maybe. Gotta ciao now :) CIAO!!

~19/04/2010~

Bleghh~

"Today" was a Sunday. Woke up at around 10 or 11 something, I think, then went downstairs to practice a little cause I had class on Sundays.

Read some manga first, though. Then, I went to practice, bathe, then eat lunch with my mom, brother and music teacher. Had char siew meen cause I didn't feel like chicken rice -_- After having chicken rice, I went to class.

Class was... alright, I guess. I could play, I mean, but that's cause one of the exercises, I already tried at home -_- Which just means I couldn't play for peanuts.

Bleghh~

On top of that, we've gotta perform our third exam piece and our JOC piece next week. The absolute joy~ :P

After class ended, I went back home and used the computer for a while. Went to Kanga's blog cause she left a comment in my Cbox about my homework. Found out my homework then set about to doing it. Most of it was BM stuff. I decided I'd do that at night...

... While watching Avatar -_-

I missed the show, and I started like the day before "today", so I got hooked again -_- Yeah, and before that, I was watching the What's What Edition of The Wizards of Waverly Place the Movie. Yeah~ It was alright, I guess :)

Had McD's for dinner. My parents went out and my grandparents came over, see, so I had a filet and yeah~ :) My grandparents already ate, that's why they didn't eat over at our place. My aunt gave me enough money to buy take out so... :)

Slept at 1 something cause that's when my parents came back home -_-

That's about all :) CIAO!!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

だめ

Bleghh~

I did not really enjoy my school's International Understanding Day (I.U. Day) today. Can't believe I spent a good RM10 to go for it. Plus, I saw Fina's boyfriend and... -_-

Trust me, I don't know what the hell possessed her to like him anyway -_- He looked like some gangster that would beat someone up for nothing. I don't get it. I imagined him to be someone caring and gentleman-like.

Suddenly, I'm not so surprised why he does stuff that Fina says he does. He looks like that kind of person. Fina, no offense, this is an advice to you from me: It's a good thing you're not together anymore. You can find a better guy.

Anyways, I had to wake up at around 9 something today to bathe and drink shake before going to Sean's house for tuition. Wore my black striped shirt and Billabong surf pants because I was under the impression I would have to wear something presentable for tuition, IU Day and my Theory class later.

See, my schedule was supposed to be like this:

10:30 - Tuition at Sean's house till 1.
01:00 - Go to IU Day till 3:45.
03:45 - Leave for Theory class till 5.

Yeah, a kinda all-in-one-shot thing.

However, halfway through class, my aunt called up and told us there was no Theory class because our teacher turned up sick.

Woo~ :P

That meant he didn't have to turn up yesterday to finish our Theory homework :P Oh well -_-

Listening to "Hiyaya" by DBSK :)

~Till the end of time~

:P

Anyways, after our class, we went to my school for the IU Day. However, even as early as three o'clock, Sean and my brother were already thinking of going back home. Honestly, there was absolutely nothing to do. Plus, the food was crap. Just fried rice with one miserable sausage and the nugget-on-stick thing -_-

I just took the sausage and gave Fina the rest.

Oh, and guess what? I must've knocked my head super hard because I was talking to Calan today. Yes, the same dude whom I have actually hated for a really long time. But I just got sick and tired of hating him cause it doesn't benefit me anyway. Besides, at the moment I feel like I don't have the right to hate someone.

Due to some specific but confidential reasons.

My parents are going out so I'll be having dinner with my brother and Sean today. Speaking of Sean, my friends met him today. Now they know who he is. Ihmi kept thinking he was my brother because that ass said we were siblings -_-

Cacat.

Anyways, after that, we just went on with the program. There was this senior who sang and she was really good. Her name is Sookie, I think -_- I don't know how to spell it :P Anyways, she sang "Blues" and "I'm Gonna Getcha Good". Yeah, she was fantastic.

On the other hand, when Nahd sang, she was abit unstable because I think she was most probably nervous. The mistake was they didn't send someone up with her so she'd be comfortable. Anyone would feel nervous and scared on the stage alone. Especially if they're not professionals and it's their first time.

Yeah~

But all the same, the songs were alright. Sookie and Nahd did a duet with "Colours Of The Wind" but they didn't harmonize, so I was trying not to get annoyed with all the same melodies from both people.

Why can't people in the Interact Club learn to harmonize anyway?

That aside, after that, we went home. Danya showed up halfway though -_- She said it was all a last minute thing.

Bleghh~ :P

Yeah, then we left. Danya asked if I wanted to go to Papa Rich, but Sean's father was already on the way, so I couldn't go :(

Uh-huh...

So I gotta go now cause I'm going for dinner :) Will blog again if there's anything worth blogging about. CIAO!!

Friday, April 16, 2010

病院

Damn~

This is the first time I'm blogging in a while :( Probably because I haven't been able to sit at the computer for a long time thanks to my "marvelous" body.

Tch~

Anyways, I had to skip school today because my parents wanted to bring me to see Doctor Sunthara in Pantai Hospital at around 9 o'clock. I had to bathe at around 8:30 a.m. which was torture, cause the water was so friggin' cold.

That aside, I had shake in the car, so I was full by the time we arrived at Pantai. Didn't know I would be going there, though, since I had a bad history with that hospital *glares pointedly at Ravindran*

Yeah, so we saw the doctor at around 10 o'clock. Which meant we had to wait for a good hour before he finally came. We were first to see him and we told him of my problem. He asked me to lie down on the bed and I did. Then, he did the usual inspection of my legs and then asked if it hurt whenever he did anything. He lifted my legs up and bent them, but they weren't very painful.

However, after he told me to shift onto my left side and lifted my right leg, I nearly screamed. Holy shit, that hurt.

Then, he instructed me to go downstairs to the Ground floor for an X-Ray. So we went all the way downstairs and waited for me to get an X-Ray. Halfway through, my dad had to go for a meeting, so my parents went home to switch cars. Which meant I was alone for a while. When it was my turn, I went in and the lady asked me to pull my pants down cause my pants material is metal or something like that. Luckily I had a blanket to cover me.

After that, my mom came back and we went upstairs after we collected my X-Ray. Saw the doctor again and he told me that my problem was caused by two things.

Cause number 1: I'm still suffering from growth pains.

The good news: It's normal.
The bad news: It's going to be an on-off thing till I finally stop growing.

Cause number 2: I remember there was a second cause, but I can't remember what it is :P

Sorry!! :P

Anyways, he gave me an injection. You should've seen my reaction when I realized I was gonna need an injection. I was like "NO!! I'm gonna die~"

:P

My mom said, "Don't be such a-"

"Baby?! Sorry, can't!!"

In the end, I still had to get it, though. Jumped a little when the needle poked me, but after that, it was alright. Haha.

Then my mom and I went to Leisure Mall to have lunch at Old Town. I had a Western Platter and my mom had her usual hor fun. I had an orange smoothie and my mom had some tea.

Then we ordered some takeaway for my aunt and brother.

Ooh, and we got cookies from Subway!! Woo~ :P

Yeah, and now we're back home. I'm downloading more DBSK old songs cause I miss their old songs so much. The songs they sing now are a little too rockish and techno-ish for my taste :) Listening to "Your Love Is All I Need" :) Damn, I love that song. That's probably one of the best songs they sang :)

God, I love it.

Yeah, so I'll blog again once more in the evening, I think. I've gotta go for tuition anyway. Will blog about the days before this in other posts :) CIAO!!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

いったい!!!!!

I hate my body so much right now. I hate my legs, I hate my hips, my whatever slip disc that Chucky mentioned and the rest of my friggin' useless body.

Wanna know what happened? I'll start from the beginning.

Woke up at 5:50 a.m. today thanks to my aunt's phone. Managed to leave early and arrive at the library one of the earliest. Listened to the morning briefing. Not bad. Nothing new, just that I had duties on Friday -_-

After that, we went to the hall and did some silent reading after singing our national anthem. After that, we went back to class. That's when my left hip started hurting. As long as I moved it to contract or expand, it hurts like crap.

And that was just the beginning. Wasn't it already bad enough my left hip was hurting? After recess, it got worse. Both hips started to hurt like shit and my walking pace slowed down SO much I would always be the last to be in class whenever we went somewhere for lessons. Not only that, but I have to angle myself in such a way that my hips don't move at all because like it or not, your ass still moves when you walk.

Oh God, even now it hurts.

The only time it didn't hurt *notice I used past tense cause now it hurts* was when I stood completely still and didn't move at all.

Grr~

If that wasn't bad enough, we had to go for IP today and switch classes with 3A. Walked super slow, as usual. And I was really burdening Cleo and Shuen because they kept helping me.

Sorry~

Then we had BM for our last subject of the school hours and we had to go to the library's AV room and discuss about our penulisan peribahasa. Oh, and Kanga, in case you come across this post, we DO have work for BM, but we have to hand it in the next week. I'll tell you the peribahasa tomorrow, kay? :)

After BM, we had to WALK all the way back to class for extra classes. Had Science and Sejarah, then we were left off.

Went home, bathed, ate, did my tuition homework only to find my brother saying I shouldn't go for tuition because it would be terrible to not be able to walk fast down the stairs after class cause that's the rush hour, man. You won't get down the stairs unless you run cause there are loads of people behind you.

Trust me, it would take me at least 10 minutes to get down especially from the second floor. And I'm talking about ground, 1st then 2nd kind of floors.

So, as impossible as it sounds, I skipped English class today. I did NOT wanna do that :( Already I skipped Lidra in school :(

I feel like crying.

Damn this eff-ed up body of mine.

Ciao.

Monday, April 12, 2010

メイド

Guess what? Our ex-maid is pregnant!! O_O

Yes, che, Kak Sih is pregnant! She called Daddy yesterday and told him the news. She couldn't call the rest of us because she lost our contact numbers.

Anyways, she's due 24th of April. Haha. Pity it wasn't the 21st, eh? She's still the same as ever. Really excited about hearing from us :) If you get the chance, we'll send the number over to you and you can call her :)

Yeah~

Had dinner with Uncle Ti yesterday at a restaurant near his house. Was hilarious. You should've seen my mom's reaction when she saw the tankful of frogs. There was actually this guy who started taking the frogs up for his son to see and my mom was like, "That stupid man! Why is he playing with the frog?! Ugh, finish eating then go home la!"

:P

But she said that good humouredly.

The food was alright, I guess. Had fish, chicken, eel and veggie. Oh, and bean curd. Tch, you should've seen my reaction when I found out I had eaten eel cause I did not know! It looked like ham yu fa lam po and my dad lied to me! He said that was chicken!

And he started laughing when I found out :(

Grr~

Overall it was okay. Class was... alright, I guess, yesterday too. I can't sight-read for peanuts, though. I hate it, cause my mom's student can sight read quite well and I can't!! :( He's SO gonna get it :P

Uh huh~

I did NOT have a comfortable sleep last night. I have a runny nose, a head ache, my hips hurt and so do my feet.

The absolute joy~

Plus, I've got to practice like shit later cause I've got class and then come home and do WORK cause I've got school tomorrow.

-_-

Grr~

I'll stop here for the time being. CIAO!!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

期のこと

Bleghh~ I'm blogging about what happened on the 10th right now, cause I forgot to blog yesterday -_-

Woke up really early!! At around 9:30, which is considered a really big accomplishment considering the fact I've been getting up only at about 10 or 11 o'clock during weekends. Yeah, so I got up, washed and changed, then went downstairs to, I think, use the computer. Hey, I don't remember, kay?

If I'm not wrong, I read Tokyo Crazy Paradise and Remote. I'll be reviewing those two when I finish them. I've actually read Remote before, but didn't know if I should review it cause the drawings weren't really that nice, but they story was alright.

Oh wait, no, I didn't manga yet. I watched Pirates of the Caribbean 3 first. Yeah~ Had Milo, bread and egg and a piece of chocolate in the room. It was all dark and all that cause I didn't switch the lights on and I didn't use the air conditioner either.

Haha.

I love Jack Sparrow :P He's hilarious.

Anyways, after that, I wrote stuff in my book and all that. Bathed at around 3 o'clock cause after I went upstairs after the writing, I was watching TV and saw there was nothing nice to watch.

Then at 3:30 or something like that, Sean came over. My brother and him went out to play basketball so I left for Theory class before him. Was accompanying my aunt behind the counter :) Then, at 4 o'clock, we had our Theory class. Sean came the latest -_-

Then again, what's new? :P

Anyways, Theory class was alright. We have some homework -_-

After class, I waited till the CD man came but he didn't come. Tch, the asshole I was waiting for so long to get HTTYD but he didn't show up. Grr~

So I waited for nothing. On the up side, we went to KLCC after my mom finished her classes and we had dinner at Koryo-Won. *Yes, che, wreath in jealousy!! :P* However, we only had dinner after my brother and I went to Kinokuniya. My brother wanted to go there to buy this "Nature and Nurture" book by a John Locke that Sir Sean from MC recommended, but couldn't find it so instead, he spent about 78 bucks plus on a fictional book that seemed interesting to him -_-

Actually, the book had a 25% discount. It's original price was 99 plus, I think.

On the other hand, I bought a book on Mythology *both Greek and Roman included* for 55 ringgit. After the 25% discount, it was 41 ringgit and about 35 cents.

I also bought the 15th volume of KAZE HIKARU!!! WOO~ you don't know how happy I was when I saw they had one more volume in stock now. Plus, the one I bought was the only one there. Mwakaka.

HAHA :P

After the dinner, we went home. I read the manga and 68 pages of the Mythology. Love it :P

Then slept :)

That's about all. Will blog about "today" in the next post :) CIAO!!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

~09/04/2010~

I don't really remember what happened on the 8th cause I don't have my diary with me, so I'll just talk about the ninth first. Sorry I didn't update, that was cause I was too lazy and I actually have not been using the computer for my own selfish reasons lately.

Anyways, woke up at 6 o'clock :) With the help of my aunt's handphone. Made shake for my brother and myself again and then went to school. Reached reasonably early today. Dropped my bag off at the hall and went upstairs.

We were already assigned mentors *the actual term they're using is pet sis and pet bro, but I, like another librarian, prefer the term mentor* and my mentor is ZunZen. Danya has the same mentor :) I pity whoever got the first V Prez as her mentor because he seems like a very strict dude. He may seem nice when he's not talking, but you find him quite annoying after you get to know him.

One girl got the Prez as her mentor. Two got the second V Prez. Two got the first V Prez. One got the Treasurer. One got the Head of Nilam *because their first names were the same* and yeah, so on and so forth.

After that, we went down to the hall, where the Malays did their Yassin *or however you spell it* while the rest of us just read books. I read up on Geography. I have to get crackalackin' on Sejarah and KH as well.

Then, the students who were uninvolved with the Hari Anugerah Cemerlang went to the Pameran room to have a Teknik Menjawab Soalan for English. It wasn't so bad, but the lecturer had to ask us to be quiet or get out of the room, which was kinda embarrassing for our teachers.

I wanted to knock everyone's heads too.

After that, we had recess. I wanted to go to the library but since Shuen wanted to eat, we all went to the canteen. I bought a ham bun and ate at the canteen too.

At the canteen, we stood by Chucky and Brandyy's table. Then we started bad-mouthing Justin Bieber :P Well, actually we weren't insulting him, we were just imitating how he would probably sound like after puberty and when his voice changes :P

Hilarious.

When recess ended, we had to go back to the Pameran room for another Teknik Menjawab Soalan for Geography.

Oh dang, I loved that lecture. The lecturer, Teh Swee Kee, from Taman Maluri was really good. Unfortunately, she didn't get to cover up the Tingkatan 3 syllabus because she was in the afternoon session in her school, which meant she had to leave early.

Yeah, so she was really, really good. Because of her, I now can memorize all the banjarans in Malaysia. Woo~ :)

Anyways, after that, we had to stay in the Pameran room till 12:30, when we went home. Cleo and Chucky accompanied me to my brother's school today because they had time and Kanga had to go for some basketball thing :P

At home, I played with my mom's iPhone :P Got second place. Mwakaka. First place is me too :P

Then again, fourth, fifth, sixth place is probably me too :P

Only third place is my aunt, but that's another thing considerable if I continue playing :P

Anyways, after that, I bathed, then went out to the shop because I had to pass my dad something. So I took my tuition bag and my books so I didn't have to walk there and have my dad send me instead :P It worked. Plus, I got to eat. Mwakaka.

Tuition was alright, I guess, but Sean went all, "Do you have issues with me?" and I'm like ???

-_-

Retard.

Other than that, class was alright. My dad fetched us from tuition too at around 8:30 because I had to wait for my brother -_-

At home, I listened to my iPod with the speakers and did my own work. Then, at around 12 something, I went to sleep~ :)

That's about all :) CIAO!!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

何でもない

Bleghh~

Today, I managed to wake up reasonably early cause I had the help of my aunt's phone. Woke up at 6:18 in the morning. Actually, I set the alarm to ring at 6 but I was really tired, so I decided to sleep a little more. Went to wash up and dress myself, then woke my brother and mom up.

Unfortunately, I couldn't find the friggin' probate tag, so I had to leave school without it. Where the hell did that ass of a maid put my tag anyway?

Left the house at 6:40 *thank God*, so I reached school in time for the librarian briefing. Danya came after that. We were told to stay back tomorrow for another briefing from 2:30 to 4:30 :) Can't wait :P Jiunn will be briefing us. Mwakaka.

Anyways, after that, we had the assembly and the Muslims had to go to the Pameran room for a Teknik Menjawab Soalan for Agama, so obviously we weren't there. We were forced to sit down at the hall for Lord knows how long before recess came.

When it came, I was too lazy to take my bag and stuff upstairs so I just took it with me to the canteen. Ate sizzling noodles as well as my egg sandwich today. Yumm~ I was super hungry. Sue me.

Went upstairs to our classroom when recess was over. During PJ, the teachers didn't come in because almost all the teachers were involved in the Hari Anugerah Cemerlang, so we just talked in class. During the last few minutes of PJ and the beginning of Maths, Shuen and I did notes on Growth. We haven't learnt in yet in Science, but I decided it'd be better if we studied first rather than wait for our teacher to teach us.

I'll have to finish my KH notes too -_-

We got our Maths paper during Maths today. Mwakaka. Got 39/40. I hoped I was the highest, but Haylie beat me, but apparently she was pretty much copying all the answers, so... -_-

Yeah~

Woo~ :P

After Maths was Moral, so we switched classes as usual and learnt Moral -_- Did some "thank you" card for our parents. I took up quite a lot of time helping my friends so I didn't really finish mine in time, but I finished it anyway. The teacher stayed in class *together with my other friends* to wait for me to finish.

:)

Come to think of it, the coloured pens are with me :P They're actually Dellie's :P

Anyways, after that, Kanga, Cleo and I accompanied Shuen till she went back home at 2 o'clock before we went to the mamak shop near the school. I ate roti telur and drank soya bean whilst Cleo and Kanga ate Cleo's homemade lunch which consisted of sausages and scrambled eggs.

Yes, I ate some too -_-

After we paid, we went back to school. Went for scouts. Was quite interesting. We were supposed to be doing some marching, but we were kinda busy filling up forms, so... yeah~

Guess what? Halfway, Cleo and Danya spotted two people fighting outside the Pameran room because from the ground floor at a certain angle, you can see all three floors. I kinda panicked because they were really hitting each other. One of the two fell to the ground while the other continued beating him up.

I was like, "Etto!! Teacher... Fighting... Aahh~"

-_-

Our guru penasihat went to settle stuff. Turned out to be Form 5 people "playing".

Bullshit.

I know one of the guys and he's a real jackass.

That aside, after scouts ended, Cleo and Kanga left and I went to my brother's school and went back home. When I came back home, it was already pretty much 15 minutes to 5 o'clock so I went to bathe first then watched "Picture This" on the TV with my mom. Starred Ashley Tisdale. Not bad :) Funny :P After that, I watched a little of Rush Hour 2 before realizing there was The Nanny, so I watched that instead :P

I love Niles :P

Yeah, then I went to practice from 7 o'clock to 8 something, drank shake, practiced again till 8:45, then went to the toilet. Then, at nine o'clock, I continued till 9:30 and then stopped.

Aiseh~

I'm listening to the soundtrack, again, obviously :) I love Forbidden Friendship, but I've already told you that before -_-

Alrighty then :) Will stop here. CIAO!!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

おわった

Exams ended today. Woo~

But once again, I'll start from the top.

Woke up at 6 o'clock today because I set my aunt's phone's alarm clock to 6 :) Unfortunately, due to me wanting to fit some of my money into the new purse my mom bought for me a few days back and my vain, self-obsessed brother who insists on prettying himself up before school, I left only at 6:40, which is almost as bad as the days before.

Reached the library late, obviously. This time, though, we had the meeting in the library so it was cooling to be under the air conditioner. Mwahaha.

After that, we went down for assembly. The Form 3s had another Teknik Menjawab Soalan, though *we had a KH Teknik Menjawab Soalan yesterday* so we went to the Pameran room for the lecture. It was alright, I guess. Sat beside Shuen again.

The dude was quite knowledgeable and technical when it came to "ramal"-ing the 2010 PMR paper. We got the gist of it, so yeah~

The price to pay was having our recess late. We only finished at 9:50 so our recess extended to 10:10. Unfortunately, the stupid teachers decided to push our Maths exam earlier from 10:25 to 10:15. However, they decided to push it again earlier to 10:10. What the hell, man.

Jackasses.

Though, Maths was relatively easy. Especially since we had the use of the calculator :P I forgot to bring mine, though, so I had to borrow it from some junior. Yeah, so it was kinda easy :) So far I've confirmed only one mistake, and I hope it stays that way.

Science was harder, but also relatively easy :) Well, for someone who didn't study much, of course :P

After that, we had extra classes, in which we first had Maths and then Geography. During Maths, we marked the Maths exam papers for other classes. So far I've realized only one mistake, like I mentioned above, so yeah, it's considered quite good. Unfortunately, it's not the highest :P Then again, I haven't counted the second paper yet either -_-

For Geography, however, I think our teacher wore his underwear upside down, cause he was pissed off when he came to our class. It's the sissy Arman, that's who. That bastard should lock himself up in his room and cry his anger out cause he has no right to take it out on us. Tch, the bitch.

And he's so effing rude. He calls us as if we're dogs or something.

The only dog is him.

Tch, the bastard.

He called Chucky "the girl with the orange shirt". How much more annoying can he get, exactly? Him being pissed off at us are making us ample pissed at him because I felt like twisting his sad-excuse-for-a-man's-neck 360 degrees.

Thank God it ended soon.

Ate my fillet bun after that in the canteen. Then went to the classroom to have a few chess games with Danya. I won only one game out of 3 games :( Danya's a much better player than I am, so... I probably only won cause of luck anyway :P

Serious. And also probably because she was pretty much out of her mind by the third game :P

Haha, joking, joking.

I think :P

Anyways, after that, I came home and prepared for class. At 5:30 I set off and went to MC.

Aww... damn, class was great today. It was funny, hilarious and... well, all in all, it was just great, kay? We read a short story by Jeffrey Archer called the Perfect Murder and well yeah~ it was nice. Our homework was to write two essays :)

Woo~

This is why I love MC English classes :)

And I just returned not long ago. Am starting on my KGT :) Yes, it's hard to believe, but believe it you must. So yeah~ I haven't got much to blog about now I've blogged about my day :) Okie then :) CIAO!!

Monday, April 5, 2010

まだ死

You know how it feels when you hear a close friend *or even a friend* tell you, "Oh, my grand aunt passed away yesterday" or "My distant grandpa passed away" or even "My grand uncle twice removed passed away", it doesn't really hit you as they have lost someone important, does it?

Take me, for example, when a certain someone told me that her/his grandma passed away but she's not really close to him/her, I couldn't really understand it as he/she lost someone dear.

Now I know.

No matter how far apart you are from your relatives, no matter if they've stopped visiting, no matter if they have family members who diss you, they're still family. I couldn't believe it when I heard my grand uncle passed away.

I literally exclaimed "What?!" when my aunt told me about it. Couldn't bring myself to accept the fact that my grand uncle *whom we often dub Amitapha* who had seem so lively and cheerful everytime I saw him, just passed away.

Guess when it happened?

This morning.

It was really shocking. We didn't expect it at all. Not my dad, not my brother, not my aunt, not me.

But what really pisses me off is that no one told us about it. We had to hear about from a third party. Can you believe that? Someone who wasn't related to us got to know about his passing first before we did. Exactly how much more of a jackass can that side of my family get?

He was first admitted to the hospital because of a similar lung condition to my grandpa, but we never even got a whiff about it. Our uncles didn't tell us and neither did our aunts. My dad's cousins kept their effing mouths shut about the whole damn thing and our indirect cousins didn't do shit either.

So why the hell should I go to their house for his funeral? I can respect him from my house, I don't need to step into their filthy abode to do so. You don't know how much I liked my grand uncle. He was so nice, and so funny, so full of life.

And when he died, we didn't even know. They didn't tell us.

Do you know how rejected we feel? As if we didn't belong to the family anymore. As if our connections were much too loose and our relationship too far apart to receive news about his death.

But I'm going to put it aside because my aunt said it was probably not their fault and I can't be rude. But imagine yourself in my shoes. Wouldn't you feel rejected too?

Ciao.

P/S: Yes, che, "Yi Diau" passed away.

~04/04/2010~

Haha, notice the date? :P

Anyways, "today" I woke up at 11 something with the help of my oh-so-loving dad. Went downstairs and had breakfast.

After that, practiced like crap for my music lesson at 2 o'clock. Had lunch at Yap's chicken rice shop at around 1:30 and then left to the office for class.

We played one of our exam pieces today and I played my first piece. Bleghh~ Screwed the last page because I was too nervous -_- I gotta learn to play in front of an audience or I'll never be able to play for the examiners well.

Bleghh~

This is why I hate exams.

I absolutely detest exams.

Wish there was no such thing.

But the world is cruel and so is life, and I gotta deal with it -_-

Anyways, so after my class ended, I went home after reading the comic section of that day's Star newspaper :P

At home, I used the computer. My parents soon went out so I continued using the computer some more. After that, I left the computer and decided on watching TV. Got the Pirates of the Caribbean DVD out and watched the first movie.

Ahh~ It's been long since I watched that. Hilarious :P I love Jack Sparrow :) At around 7 something, my grandparents came so we went out. Except my grandma, cause she was too lazy to go out. We went to Tesco first, by car, to get my brother's books with my mom's permission. I just waited with my grandpa outside, but I was so irritated by the small annoying children that wanted to play with toy cars.

They're toys, but you can maneuver them using the steering wheel. It's big enough for kids. There was this one especially retarded-looking kid that annoyed me to the max when he started screaming. Go to hell, will you?

There was another pair of siblings that pissed me off too.

Ugh, I hate children.

Soon, my brother finished his stuff and we went back home, then went to Dhurbar for roti telur, yumm~ :P Had 100 Plus too :P Mwakaka. My brother had koay teow goreng but it was too spicy for his taste -_- He had iced lemon tea.

My grandpa had the usual tosei and his drink.

Then we went back home. I continued watching Pirates of the Caribbean and my grandparents went back to their house. After the movie finished, I watched another movie. The Chipmunks 2 with my brother, but he only came up halfway through the show -_-

After that show finished, we watched Rush Hour 2 that was showing on HBO. Haha. Jackie Chan's hilarious :P With the help of Chris Tucker :P

Then we went to sleep, me playing my lullabies again before I fell asleep :)

CIAO!!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

授業

こんにちわ。私の名前はルリサです。どもよろしよろしくね?

Haha. Sorry about the above statement. It's just the normal greetings given by Japanese people to whoever they're meeting :)

Heehee.

Anyways, I'm currently at the shop now. I've installed the Japanese language thingymajing on the computer so... Haha.

Starting from the top, I woke up at around 9:15 because I was supposed to have class at 10:30 and follow Sean to his house cause he had lessons with my mom and lesson with his own dad with Su and I later.

Ate ham and drank Horlicks for breakfast -_- I thought my aunt would've bought something for me but nahh...

That aside, Sean's dad came to pick us up in his car. Mwakaka. When I reached the house, there was still time before lessons started, so I did my work. Su was already there though, and doing work too.

Lessons was alright, I guess. We finished only at 15 minutes to 1 o'clock -_- Had lunch there too. I helped in the kitchen to make Korean noodles and fry eggs. Woo~ Haha.

Listening to "Forbidden Friendship" :) It's awfully nice. You should at least listen. If you can, watch the friggin' movie, will you??

Can't wait for the CD dude to come. I really want to watch HTTYD again. Unfortunately, to watch the one I downloaded, I have to register at some FunPass place but that would involve getting someone's credit card number and signing up for a free one week trial before I get to watch so...

I'd rather watch it the legal way.

Though I tried using fake numbers -_- Bleghh~

Listening to "Wavin' Flag" by the Young Artists for Haiti song :) It's really quite nice, you know, but for some reason, my brother doesn't like it.

Credits to Sakura for asking me to listen to this song. Mwakaka.

Yeah, I'll be going to Summer Feels later for dinner cause my parents are going to watch an MPO concert. Haha. That means I'll be buying food for my aunt cause she's not going to the concert.

Okie then. Will blog if anything exciting happens, yeah? :) CIAO!!

もっともっと


Uh huh~ 
This is the second mannequin drawing I drew
Meet Mannequin Quelle 
~Waiting for someone~
Ain't as fancy as the first,
But it's still something :) Haha.
The flower in the mannequin's hand 
Is Cleo's work, obviously
I can't draw so well yet -_-
So I gave her credit too
By letting her sign the picture :)
Yes, we all know I'm nice :P


I didn't edit this one much
I didn't have much ideas either
I wanted her to look like a samurai, 
But ended up looking like a samurai/ninja
-_-
I'll work on that :)
Her left hand's holding a katana
Whilst her left hand's holding the sword's sheath
Yes, I'll work on those too :P
But here's Mannequin Sabre
~Swift as the wind~
~Silent like the night~


This is Mannequin Vestra
~Keeping the balance~
She's holding a dagger in her right hand
And her left hand's by her head
I drew her because I was thinking of a pose
And that's what I came up with
It's not 100% what I imagined
But I'm still blooming :P

There's actually one more that I took a picture of, but I can't seem to find the bloody picture anywhere in iPhoto -_- That's the one I did before Vestra. Her name's Hazel and she's supposed to be "one with nature".

I'm drawing mannequin drawings number one because I'm trying different styles. I don't wanna keep drawing faces and the same looks all the time, so I tried the figure minus the face. 

Hence "mannequin". 

And I'm actually focusing on the hands and the movements of the figures this time because I wanna improve drawing the structure and positions of the hands and other ligaments. I'm working on the hair as well -_-

Yeah~ But here's the gist of it :) CIAO!!

Friday, April 2, 2010

誕生日でございます

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUKU!!

You're... 49 years old!! Next year you're 50, but you're still my lovable aunt! :) Love you lots, ku :)

Once again, the normal wishes, may all your hopes and dreams come true and although you don't read my blog, always know that no matter what you do, I'll always love you :) We have our ups and downs, especially since we live together, but we're always gonna be together :)

*          *          *

My ass hurts.

It seriously hurts like shit. And I don't mean my whole ass, but one particular spot on each side of my ass. Like the bone part -_-

Anyways, I'll start from when I came back from school. Bathed, ate, whatever, then went to watch TV. Was watching Pink Panther 2 :P Jacques Cluseou is funny, but he's stupid too -_- Maybe that's why he's funny :P

Was watching The Extremely Goofy Movie as well. Mwakaka.

Soon, my mom found out I was watching TV so I had to go downstairs. That's when I started to do my Maths work because I was having tuition soon. At around 4:30, I left the house to my tuition place at Sean's house.

Was listening to my iPod on the way because I absolutely love the HTTYD soundtrack. It's so soothing and unlike the crap people are listening to nowadays. Not that ALL of 'em are crap, but a great majority of them are.

Bleghh~

Orchestral music rocks :)

Listening to Forbidden Friendship now. Absolutely love it. As well as See You Tomorrow :) There are 24 songs in the soundtrack, but I only favor 6 including Test Drive and This Is Berk :)

Anyways, while I was walking there, it started to drizzle. Luckily I reached the house before it started pouring. Was the first one there :) so I started listening to music and continuing my Maths work. Soon after, Viv came and we talked. I let her watch the HTTYD trailer and she loved the dragon too.

Who doesn't??

I let her listen to the soundtrack as well and that got us talking on broadway musicals and how awesome they sound live :)

When everyone else arrived, classes started. It was alright, I guess. Was talking about quite a lot of stuff and quite a number of people :P Finished 10 minutes early today because we were all quite tired. At 8:15 *I was thinking of waiting for my brother*, my aunt called and asked when was I going to the shop to help her.

That was when I remembered I was supposed to -_- So 10 minutes later, I arrived and helped her with some stuff and the purchasing of books and what not. When all had settled down, I started writing and posting posts of my blog and yeah~ :)

Oh yeah, come to think of it, I haven't taken a picture of my drawings yet -_-

Anyway, yeah~ :) And now I'm listening to the HTTYD soundtrack whilst blogging. My sister should've watched that video too right about now with her boyfriend but she's not online so I can't chat with her.

CIAO!!

P/S: Sorry I haven't been online, Sakura :) Will use ebuddy so MSN won't go gay on me :)

Gakko

Ola~

I'm currently in school and yes, I'm technically not supposed to be doing this especially since it's BM now and I kinda respect the teacher cause she's awesome :P

Anyways, I'll just briefly blog about what happened so far today :)

Woke up terribly late today. I wonder why -_-

"Hmm... Maybe it's cause of the fact that you slept at 1 o'clock in the morning yesterday and on top of that you slept in the afternoon -_-"

Shut up :P

That aside, I wasn't THAT late *I used to go to school much later but that was before I became a librarian probate* Woke up at 6:30. I know it's partially my fault for not waking up, but can't my maid wake me up earlier? Bleghh~

I nearly swore when I found out what time it was. But, being the good girl I am *cheh~* I didn't :) I just packed my bag, dressed and drank my Milo super fast like it was just a sip of water -_- Yes, I was exaggerating. Congrats upon figuring that out.

-_-

Reached the library at about 7:00 and everyone else was already there. Bleghh~ The head librarian thanked us for doing the layout thing for the magazine. We're actually helping the Digital department because it was originally their job to design it. Haha. Oh well :)

Our next briefing is next Thursday and I can't wait. Woo~ Jiunn will be briefing us :)

After the assembly, we went back to class and had Seni. We were doing some weird tenunan thingymajing and the questions in the book. There were some controversial issues that erupted when Hokkien Woman woudn't stop insisting that the crocodile pattern looked like a lizard pattern -_-

Bleghh~

Anyways, after that, we had Sejarah, but the teacher *as usual* came late and we only had 10 minutes of her class. Why doesn't she just roll under a rock and rot there? We're better off studying by ourselves.

During recess, I went to the library. Shuen was reading some social studies' books and I just randomly browsed the premises -_- Cleo joined us later then and told me she had a surprise waiting for me in my classroom on my table and I'm like... Okay...

Found out it was a chocolate muffin as a "sorry" for not being able to lend me her Seni exercise book. I was like, "Oh my God, you cacat girl. You didn't have to... It was nothing!"

-_- Aiseh~

By the way, during Geography, we got our Geography paper back. Got 65% :( Need to study more on the geographical thingymajings in Malaysia. Bleghh~

The history paper can stay with the teachers for a longer time. I ain't in any rush -_-

And now we're having BM. We just finished our exercise, so right now everyone's hyper with Facebook and everything but I'm on Plurk and Blogger. Fina was like, "Everyone uses Twitter" and I'm like, "So?"

Eeesh, just because we don't use the most updated stuff on the Net, it doesn't make us any lamer or cooler than we already are. Tch, it's what inside that counts and not the stuff people see on the outside.

Puff-t -_-

Okie. Gotta ciao now :) CIAO!!

Thursday, April 1, 2010

楽しい

Ahhh~ I had such a good time today. Had my first librarian probate training :) But I'll start from the top. My maid woke me up at around 6:20 and I went to get dressed. Woke my brother up and then my parents.

I've been going for librarian meetings late, though. I was supposed to reach by 6:55 but I've been reaching at 6:59/7:00 :( It's not much difference, but I like being early -_-

On the other hand, we were notified we were going to start training every Thursday from now on and start our duties on the second week of April. I would've rather had Fridays too, like they had initially planned, but they decided against it.

Danya didn't come for the morning briefing today. I guess she was too late. At the morning assembly, we did some "silent reading", kononnya, and then went up to class. Class started with Maths, but the teacher didn't turn up, so we could do our own work. Did more mannequin drawings. Mwakaka. I'll take a picture and post it up soon.

Kanga was hilarious. I told her I posted it on my blog and she said, "How did you post it on your blog? It's still here!"

-_-

Anyways, Cleo helped me with one of the drawings. She helped me draw the flower :) So I asked her to sign the picture too :) I'm so nice :P

Yeah, so I'll take a picture of that and post it here later. Look forward to it :P

Listening to "Romantic Fight" from the HTTYD soundtrack *yes, I've shortened the name, so remember that HTTYD stands for "How To Train Your Dragon" :)*

Love it :)

So the first period of Maths, we were under some woman. For the second period, we were under Cik Sri Devi and she returned our BM papers. I got 20/30 for my Pemahaman. I'm just waiting for the Ringkasan and the exam next week.

Yes, my unbelievably "smart" school has decided for us to finish the rest of our papers next week. What the hell was the point of separating them then?!!

Eeesh.

Anyways, after that we had KH. Got our kerja kayu and did some work.

After that was Recess but I went to the library again. Sat with Nadine and soon, Cleo and Shuen joined us. When recess was over, we went back to class.

BI was next and we did some work in our new Topical book before we had Science. Got our Science papers back. Got 36/40 which meant I had 4 mistakes. That's already counted good :) I think I was second highest :( Not happy enough :P

Did our corrections and then copied down some work.

Then came Sivik, our last subject of the day. The teacher was talking about community service, but I wasn't listening -_- Haha :)

Had an hour and 50 minutes to spare after school ended before my librarian training, so I went for lunch with Danya and Fina at the mamak stall near 7 Eleven cause we're kinda banned from the condo :P I didn't eat, though, I didn't bring money and I had my biscuits with me :)

Haha.

Went to the library 20 minutes earlier than the appointed time. Good thing too, cause it started 5 minutes after I came. I didn't even get time to sit down and do my own business before we were called to the AV room. Mwakaka.

Got our modules for the training and everything. After a short tour around the library and briefing about the rules and regulations in the library, we had this kind of icebreaking thingymajing.

We were to work in groups of pairs -_- and design *with newspaper cuttings* our dream library. I worked with Danya and a new girl from Tsun Jin, Becky. Ohh, and we weren't allowed to talk either -_-

I was quite satisfied with our work :) From the head librarian, he said we really planned things out well and we avoided talking whenever possible. All in all, it was really fun :) He took a picture of our work too.

And everyone else's :)

After that, we went home but I only reached home nearing 4:45 cause my dad only showed up at half past four -_- I had to go to the toilet too -_- Geez, thanks Dad :P

Ate lunch, bathed and everything, then took my iPod and left for tuition at 5:30 :) Class was alright. It was Ngai's birthday so we sang a Happy Birthday song for her. It's actually quite surprising that the guys didn't join in the song because in school, everyone's so sporting :)

I love my school class :)

Yeah, so class was okay. We did adjectives. It was easier on me cause Cik Sri Devi already taught us about it :) But I still made mistakes -_-

Thanks to my "wide" vocabulary in BM -_-

Came back home 2 hours ago and now I'm blogging :) I was using the other laptop to read Chucky's story and Unwanted Desire :) I really like those two stories I'm working on right now. I hope I'll be able to continue them soon *and remember my ideas*

I don't have to worry about Danya's story though, cause I already planned EVERYTHING out. Just need to type it now.

Mwakaka.

Yeah, so :) I guess that's about all :) CIAO!!