変の夢

I seriously had a weird dream last night. I dreamt about me being in school, but for some reason, Fina was sitting beside me in the dream. I don't know what class I was in, but I was in a classroom. And all of a sudden, we saw this hornet on the wall.

I ran to get the teacher, but she said something really weird. She said, "And where are your class fees?"

At first, I thought why the hell would she need something like that. And then she said, "I can't do anything if I don't use the money to buy something to kill the hornet."

Okay, so *I don't know exactly how the money ended up with me* I gave the teacher the money in an ang pao *because in my class, we really do keep it in a red packet :)* but she looked surprised. Oh, and I forgot to add, but I've never seen the teacher before. It's not anyone from school -_-

Anyways, she said, "What is this?"

"The class fund?"

"Why is it in this beat-up thing?" *Or something among those lines*

"I-I don't know. We keep the money in that."

"No. You need to keep it in something nice like a box."

WHAT???

I know! I can't believe it either! It was at that point of time I knew it definitely had to be a dream. No way would a teacher insist money be kept in a nicely decorated box!!

So I said, "But teacher, there's a hornet in the classroom. Can you get rid of it first?"

And the teacher got up and followed me to class. I thought, okay, she's going to get rid of the hornet, but she walks in and starts teaching!! And I'm the girl standing by the wall, trying to find the stupid hornet since I don't know where it could be now. 

Then the teacher looked at me and said, "Why aren't you sitting at your place?"

So I cautiously walked over to my seat and sat down. I looked at Fina and said, "Where's the hornet now?"

She replied, "I don't know. But two were killed when they whammed into the wall, but I'm so scared now."

"Yeah, me too. If it stings one of us, we're in for trouble."

"No, I didn't mean that."

"Then?"

"The dead hornets fell into my bag."

-_- Okay, this is going beyond just a weird dream -_-

And I think it ended there, because for some reason, I can't remember anything else. I don't know what happened to the hornet in the classroom. I don't know why, but now, even when I know it's just a dream, my legs keep shaking. Lemme tell you why - in the dream, I shook my legs vigorously so the hornet wouldn't come near me.

Yes, it was indeed a weird dream. Hence the title of this post "Hen No Yume" which means "weird dream." -_- 

And so I shall blog afterwards. I'm busy reading manga and watching "Final Approach" on www.animeseason.com :) CIAO!!

将司鷹野 a.k.a. Max Takano

Yeah, you guessed it. *Or did you?* :P I went to Max Takano's concert today with my parents and brother. Ugh, and of all the people he had to bring, he had to bring Sean. Does he even listen to Max Takano's music?

Anyways, yeah, after my music class today, we went straight to KLCC to his concert. *Which means I wore slippers to his concert :P* Only Mommy noticed. Even I didn't know -_-

But damn, he was so awesome. My mom videotaped some bits of the concert, so I'm going to upload them into Youtube and post it here. It's really, really good :) He played a few classical numbers and he also played his arrangement for Pirates Of The Caribbean. 

He also played "Rasa Sayang" using a whistling tone. It was hilarious. It's a real pity my sister didn't get to see it, cause it was really amazing. He's funny too. Kept making jokes and I nearly toppled out of my chair because of him.

He played this one "romantic" song from the Red Cliff movie? He said, "I dedicate this to all the people who are in love."

Then he added, "I also dedicate to people who used to be in love."

We couldn't stop laughing. My stomach hurt and it made me even more miserable cause I couldn't laugh my normal guffaw, which means I was holding most of it in :P But damn, he's funny. 

But the piece was really beautiful. Made my heart go "doki" :P

You can't ask me about his finger technique and expressions, though, because his back was facing me from my angle. Only my parents could see his fingers properly. We were sitting at different seats, so~

Yeah~

There was a guest star too. Some Miss Teoh, who was playing the Er Hu. For those in my school, no, I didn't mean Winnie :P She was marvelous, though, Miss Teoh. She really knew how to play the Er Hu, even during fast pieces. It was ticklish listening to the fast melody.

They played three Chinese songs - the last one my favourite - before moving on to the more classical pieces. He played George Gershwin's Rhapsody in Blue as well as the Gavotte. Ahh~ Such nostalgic music :P One from Nodame Cantabile and the other from La Corda D'Oro :)

He played some Opera music too. He was speaking with a slight Japanese accent, so I couldn't catch his exact words, but it was based on a myth about this woman who was famous for her beauty. *Which means loads of guys are after her* But her heart was cold, so she gave them each three questions and if they didn't answer them correctly, they died.

Yeah~

We clapped for an encore, of course, and he played two more pieces. Both of which were nice pieces too, but I preferred the second piece :)

Alrighty then. My aunt is making noise -_- My sister would know what I mean :P So I gotta ciao. CIAO!!

新しい

I look as if I have a mustache -_-

Sorry, che, looks like Daddy bought me new earphones too :P Don't worry, I'll use Daddy's one first and you can keep the one you bought. When I spoil this one then I'll use yours :P

Seriously, I couldn't stop laughing when he gave it to me. But I didn't wanna tell Daddy that che che already bought it for me, so I just kept quiet and thanked him.

Let's just keep this to ourselves :)

On the other hand, I just came back from Theory class and I-am-beat! My neck is still stiff and I can't bend/turn to the right. I finished Mamotte! Lollipop so I've got nothing else to read right now. Was searching for Wagamama Fairy Mirumo De Pon but Mangafox doesn't fall the full manga series.

Then again, I'll be having Summer Feels for dinner so it can't be all that bad, right? -_- My parents and brother are going out to some wedding dinner. My brother didn't wanna go, though, but too bad.

Plus, he says New Moon is better than Twilight. You know what? I think he just likes how Jacob turns into a werewolf. That's what he said. 

"Oh my God! Jacob damn cool la! When he transform that time into a wolf, it was so cool! You know normal wolves are *shows* this size, right? Well, Jacob was so big!!"

And I'm like "Shut up~"

-_-

*Pause*

My mom and aunt just came back from work. They're going to the dinner soon, but my aunt's staying at home to have dinner with me. She doesn't like weddings either. She asked me, "You want to go?"

And I said, "Eeew."

:P

No way am I gonna watch two lovebirds stand at the podium saying the two words that'll mess their lives up forever :P

*Pause*

Ah Ming says "He's Dedicated To Roses" is nice, so I'll try that manga. It's a manhwa, though, which means Korean Manga :)

Alrighty then. I shall ciao now. CIAO!!

Mamotte! Lollipop

Don't bother with the anime, just read the manga. The anime irritates me like crap because Youtube doesn't have the subbed episodes and watching it raw just makes me crazy because I have no friggin' idea what they hell they're talking about.

I mean, yeah, I can make out what they're saying cause I know a little bit of Japanese, but it doesn't mean I know everything, right?

It's kinda interesting, though, this manga. However, obviously, it's a little outrageous at times, but it makes your heart skip a few beats, so it should be okay, right? Another reason why I prefer the manga is because the drawing in the anime ain't so nice :)

*The girl's hair in the anime looked too big for her head -_-*

Anyways, this is about a girl called Yamada Nina. She's just your average elementary schooler. However, she's always had fantasies about meeting some dude who will protect her from danger. *We all know that doesn't happen in reality, but this is an anime, so bear with it :P*

So she was having some cake at some store with her friends when something dropped from the sky and landed on her cake. Thinking it was candy, she swallowed it, only to realize later when a swarm of people start falling from the sky that she just consumed the Crystal Pearl, used in a wizard exam.

She gets more confused when two guys teamed up for the wizard exam, Zero and Ichii, appear in front of her and say, "Until the exam is over, we will protect you."

So obviously, her life turns upside down, since in school, all her left and right seats are reserved for Zero and Ichii. Oh, by the way, Zero's the one with blue hair and the other's Ichii. Personally, the first time I saw the both of them, I knew immediately the girl would end up with who I thought she would end up with.

It's always like that in anime. The more aggressive and mean one is the one who'll "capture" her heart in the end. The other one probably has some bad experience with girls, even if he looks cuter.

My guess was right :)

However, it's still quite interesting. Not to mention, there's a dude who has a partner who likes to make him cross-dress so it's amusing to read what happens :)

And again, I'm not going to tell you anymore, cause then there wouldn't be a point to reading it. So enjoy if you wanna try this :) CIAO!!

終わった

I just finished the whole 78 episodes of Daa! Daa! Daa!~

Nowhere near as nice as the manga, though -_- For one, more interesting things happened and the ending was much nicer than the anime one. Tch, I thought Kanata and Miyu would finally be honest with each other :P

However, at least they showed Miyu and Kanata when they were older with their daughter, Miu, so I don't really mind :) Ohh, and Ruu, Wanya and Pepo *don't ask -_-* came back too, so that's fine. Ooh, and Momoka looks good too.

Thank God they didn't show Hanakomachi :P

Oh well, if I'm not satisfied enough, I'll just go and read the manga again so... No sweat :P I really love Kanata and Miyu~ They're such a cute couple :P I'm waiting for another good manga. Kare First Love is starting to bore me, cause the drawing ain't that nice.

Ooh, come to think of it, I'm not even done with Kamichama Karin yet -_- They have a second season *manga* for that manga too so it should be quite interesting. Why is it the manga is always better than the anime? Why can't it be the other way around?

Why is it the one which doesn't move always seem to move us?

Eating McDonalds for dinner, but it hasn't come yet. Grr~

Haha. In my last sentence, I was going to type "but it hasn't come what may" :P Cause I'm listening to "Come What May" now :P Haha.

Asking Chucky if she can come tomorrow when I follow my brother to watch New Moon but her father said its too far -_- Curse the geographical distance. Puff-t.

Brandyy can't come too cause she already watched it, for one, and she's going out with her family tomorrow. Asked Haylie too, but her dad ain't lettin' her out either. Sms-ing Shuen, but she hasn't replied.

WHY~

Ooh, she just came online. Mwakaka.

Now, for the grand answer~

...

... ...

She said she's lazy to go -_-

Aiyo, what's taking McD's so long? I'm so hungry!!

*Pause*

Okay, fine, I had marshmallows and a little bit of the crackers despite my uncured throat, but that's no reason for them to be late!!

:(

:P

Alrighty then. I shall go now. CIAO!!

残念

My brother and I decided not to go to Genting with our parents today. You see, even if we went, we wouldn't play the games anyway, so why bother? I just wanted to go there because I thought we had booked a hotel room, in which case I would be able to write and draw.

However, all rooms were unavailable -_-

On the other hand, my brother didn't wanna go in the first place. He'd rather stay at home and talk with his friends -_-

It's just not the same without a third party -_- Yes, che, you may be perasan :P I guess we'll just have to wait till you come back then :)

Yeah. At first, my aunt came in the room last night and said, "We're going to Genting at 2 o'clock, okay? We stay there for one night. I'll wake you up, yeah?"

But there were no rooms, so we'd decided to go today in the morning at around 7:30 a.m. So I woke up at around 7 something to bathe. However, when we got down, I realized going there would just waste my time since I wouldn't play their games.

And hell would I ride the roller coaster -_-

So in the end, we didn't go. I stayed home and watched "Bakemonogatari" :) It's actually a really nice anime :) Love Koyomi :P My parents left RM50 to eat lunch and dinner before they left so I had chicken rice. Made my brother change some of my money because my purse was bursting at the seams already -_-

Read more of "Kare First Love". It's the manga I'm reading now. Yeah~ It's actually quite interesting, but it's quite short, so I'll have to keep finding more manga.

Worse come to worst, I'll just start typing Unwanted Desire and write Flawless Hearts. Though, the book's with Shuen -_- She might return it to me tomorrow if she's coming to Leisure Mall to watch New Moon with me.

Come to think of it, I haven't gotten her and Chucky's answers yet. Haven't asked Brandyy. I don't have her number -_-

They'd better answer quick -_-

Oh, not to mention my neck is friggin' hurting right now. Must've slept on one side too long so my neck's stiff. It hurts when I bend or turn my head to the right -_- Haiz~

You know, the Karaoke version of "Kimi No Shiranai Monogatari" and "Staple Stable" ain't that bad either. You can download the Karaoke versions at www.gendou.com :) I love that site. It's marvelous for finding anime music and/or their lyrics in romaji, kanji or just plain english.

Yeah~

Alrighty then. My brother wants to use the computer right now -_- Grr~

Speaking of this computer, I got a shock today when I found out the Mac couldn't switch on. Haha, I can imagine my sister's reaction now.

My Sister: WHY YOU @#$%&?!! HOW DARE YOU MESS THE MAC UP, YOU @#$%&?!! I'LL KILL YOU WHEN I COME BACK!!

Then again, I fixed it, so my life's safe with me... for now :P

Okie dokie. Will ciao now. CIAO!!

Bakemonogatari

If you can minus the multiple attempts in seduction by Senjogahara Hitagi *the girl*, then this anime is actually quite interesting. The characters are elaborated and detailed with their own specialties, so it's easy to differentiate them.

Araragi Koyomi is not your average teen. He's actually one-tenth of a vampire. The anime doesn't really explain how he was turned into one, but with the help of Oshino Meme - a middle-aged homeless guy who specializes in ghosts, gods and all those spiritual stuff - his transformation stopped.

Nonetheless, he still inherited some vampiric powers such as the ability to heal super fast and his sense of sight is much sharper :)

Oshino Meme, speaking about him, he's some kind of handler with what they call "oddities" such as vampires, weird going-ons and/or extraordinary people.

So one day, on the 8th of May, Araragi Koyomi meets Senjogahara Hitagi when she slips on a banana peel on her way down the stairs and falls into the arms of Koyomi. But what's this? Koyomi realizes she's as light as a feather.

Not wanting Koyomi to butt in her business further, Hitagi threatens Koyomi by stapling the inside of his mouth.

*I forgot to mention. When people "fight" in this anime, you might wanna cover your face with a pillow, because they-are-really-violent*

However, chasing after her almost after he got stapled, Hitagi was about to declare a war *and she starts brandishing all sorts of stationery from her pockets* when Koyomi shows her the inside of his mouth.

She gasps when she realizes there was no wound.

And after gaining her trust, Hitagi introduces her to Oshino Meme, whom he says can help her overcome her weight problem. Turns out she had her weight taken away by a Crab God. They explain about her situation of course, but I can't really tell you everything that's happened or you wouldn't need to buy the CD :)

The songs in the anime are really nice, though. I've already given you the lyrics to the two songs I love the most :)

Oh, and for those who like romance anime style, then you'd like this, because Hitagi is hilarious when she confesses in the second episode :) The last episode is my favourite though, cause Koyomi meets Hitagi's dad and they go on a date :P

The "date", though, is not during the day, it's during the night, and it's really nice. No fancy dinner or dances like that. Instead, it's a night out :) Really, really nice. Hitagi's really funny cause she's blur and dense :P

I love Koyomi. He's so cute :P If you look at the last picture on top again properly, you'll see some of his hair stand on end, right? It moves according to the situation, so it's hilarious to watch :P

There are only 12 episodes, so I finished the whole anime today :) Shall I reveal the voice actors and actresses now?

Araragi Koyomi *Kamiya Hiroshi*
- Kaji Tetsushi (Ultra Maniac)
- Mario (Law of Ueki)
- Paul Ferman (Hakushoku to Yosei)
- Takashi Natsume (Natsume to Yujin Cho)

Senjogahara Hitagi *Saito Chiwa*
- Kokoro (Kokoro Library)
- Shouda Sumire/Hijiri Yoichi (Gakuen Alice)
- Tenko [chibi] (Law if Ueki)
- Saegusa Yuki (Dance in the Vampire Bund)

CIAO!!

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Staple Stable - Chiwa Saitou *Bakemonogatari*

ima nara mada ma ni au kara
tettai shita hou ga ii yo
motto kanchigai shite shimau mae ni
staple stable

kimi o tojita kotoba no hari
itsunomanika kono mune ni
sasatte shimatteta itai
kimi no sei da yo

konai de
konna konna watashi o
minai de
sonna sonna doko made
hanasanai de
anna anna egao de
donna dare ni mo

doko made demo tsuzuku
kono sora no you na
owari no nai eien o chikatte

ijiwaru de yasashii
sono umi no you na
kokoro ni tobikondara uketomete

omosa ja hakarenai konna omoi
kimi dake ni ima tsutaeru kara

mirai wa mada kimattenai
sore ga kibou datta no ni ne
itsu kara naze fuan ni kawatta
staple stable

kou iu toki kou iu koto
ieru aite omoiukabete mita
massaki ni yappa
kimi dake nanda

sagashite
anna anna watashi mo
minuite
konna konna doko made
hanasanai de
sonna sonna egao de
donna toki ni mo

doko made demo tsuzuku
kono sora no you na
owari no nai eien oo chikatte

ijiwaru de yasashii
sono umi no you na
kokoro ni tobikondara uketomete

omosa ja hakaranai konna omoi
kimi dake ni ima tsutaeru kara

narande nekoronde
miageta hoshizora ni
egaite iku seiza
futari dake no STORY

negai wo kanaete
hikaru nagareboshi

modokashisugiru kyori
senobishite mita
kyou wa ne kore ga watashi no seiippai

futashika de sasai na
mainichi da kedo
ashita mo tonari de waraeru you ni

doko made demo tsuzuku
kono sora no you na
owari no nai eien o chikatte

ijiwaru de yasashii
sono umi no you na
kokoro ni tobikondara uketomete

omosa ja hakaranai konna omoi
kimi dake ni ima tsutaeru kara

* * *

今ならまだ間に合うから
撤退した方がいいよ
もっと 勘違い してしまう前に
Staple Stable

君をとじた 言葉の針
いつの間にか この胸に
刺さってしまってた.. 痛い
君のせいだよ

来ないで
こんな こんな私を
見ないで
そんな そんなどこまで
話さないで
あんな あんな笑顔で
どんな 誰にも

どこまででも続く
この空のような
終わりのない永遠を誓って

いじわるで優しい
その海のような
心に飛び込んだら受け止めて

重さじゃ量れない こんな想い
君だけに 今 伝えるから

未来はまだ決まってない
それが希望だったのにね
いつから なぜ 不安に変わった？
Staple Stable

こういう時 こういう事
云える相手 思い浮かべてみた
真っ先に.. やっぱ
君だけなんだ

探して
あんな あんな私も
見抜いて
こんな こんなどこまで
放さないで
そんな そんな笑顔で
どんな 時にも

どこまででも続く
この空のような
終わりのない永遠を誓って

いじわるで優しい
その海のような
心に飛び込んだら受け止めて

重さじゃ量れない こんな想い
君だけに 今 伝えるから

並んで寝転んで
見上げた星空に
描いていく星座
二人だけの物語

願いを叶えて
光る流れ星

もどかしすぎる距離
背伸びしてみた
今日はね これが私の精一杯

不確かで些細な
毎日だけど
明日も 隣で笑えるように

どこまででも続く
この空のような
終わりのない永遠を誓って

いじわるで優しい
その海のような
心に飛び込んだら受け止めて

重さじゃ量れない こんな想い
君だけに 今 伝えるから

君の知らない物語 - Supercell *Bakemonogatari*

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大変

I should just hide under a rock and die.

The exam today was MUCH better than the last one, but I don't know if it's enough to pass. Stupid me. Why couldn't I just effing count properly?!!

Oh right, I was shaking too hard -_-

Ass.

Curse my nerves. 

I sang in pitch, that's the good thing. Bad thing, the note values towards the end... Yeah~ Went downhill -_- But I managed to keep the same timing in a bar -_-

That's not good enough.

Second one was better than the first time I went in, but I don't know if it's enough. I stumbled at the second line because the effing sharp came outta nowhere. Managed to go on without stopping, though, and ended in pitch.

I just pray and hope its enough. I'm begging the Gods to pass me this time. My mom said if I don't pass, I'm grounded and hell would she let me use the computer.

On the other hand, my dad treated me to ice cream and nuggets on the way back. Haiz~ I just really, really hope I can pass this time. It's so hard when you really wanna pass but having your teeth clicking against each other ain't exactly helpful -_-

Pray I pass.

* * *

I managed to get the Wi-Fi thing on the iMac working. Yes, che, I know you love me :P That means your laptop can work when you're in Malaysia even if you ain't got connection :)

Listening to "Come What May" now :)

Guess what? Che, and everyone else who knows me well, you're never gonna believe me. I'm going to be watching New Moon at Leisure Mall with my brother and his friends this Saturday. Haha. Yeah, no joke.

But I wanna go with my friends too~ So I wanna try asking Shuen and Brandyy :) Oh, and what more to complete the group than ask Chucky, right? :P

Seems like the outing with Fina and Danya has been cancelled due to some mishaps -_- So yeah~

So far I've already asked Shuen, but I don't know Brandyy and Chucky's phone numbers so I'm asking Shuen to ask them in my place :) Hopefully they'll be able to come, cause I don't wanna watch New Moon alone. I need someone to complain to :P

No joke. You know, it sickens me to hear someone praise Twilight's Bella? I mean, yesterday, in MPH, I seriously choked when I heard someone say, "Yeah! I love Bella! She's so cool~"

Cool, my ass.

Eeesh. I seriously choked -_- 

Oh, and I just earned RM10 from my dad cause I managed to get the printer to sync with the Mac, which requires downloading quite a lot of stuff. Mwakaka. Don't underestimate me, people!! :P He kept saying, "You need me. You can't do it alone."

IN-YOUR-FACE!! :P

Anyways, that's about all I can talk about for today. I love you, che, for buying me the new set of earphones!! :P Can't wait for you to come back!! :) 

Going to Genting tomorrow! HAH! To book my sister's friends' rooms :) So we get to go anyway :) CIAO!!

Zero Gravity - David Archuleta

Lyrics | David Archuleta lyrics - Zero Gravity lyrics

いいでしょ？

Nice right? Right? Right? Right? RIGHT?!!! :P

Sorry :P I drew this picture yesterday when I was watching Daa! Daa! Daa! Actually, I drew quite a number of pictures yesterday and fixed some too. It's just that I love this picture best, cause I've never drawn from a straight angle before.

Got inspiration from Miyu's mom, Miki, who was standing in that position at the beginning of the song :P

I'm talking about Miyu's mom Miki from Daa! Daa! Daa! :P

Here's a close up:
I really love this picture. I keep staring at it :P Not to be perasan or anything, but seriously, I've never drawn a picture like this before. But, for some reason, it seems as if the character's from someone in the Law of Ueki -_- But never mind :P

Just came back from the shop. Practiced like crazy~ I really don't like having to practice for my exams -_- And what's more, I've got this stupid sore throat and I have to keep swallowing in order to get rid of the stupid blockage.

Eeesh.

On the other hand, after this exam, it's total freedom for me. My actions were still restricted because of my make-up Fundamental exams -_- 

"It's your fault you failed. Tch, how can you break the family record, huh?"

-_- Well, you can't really say I broke it, considering the fact my brother's never had exams before :P But never mind. All I need to do now, is get ready, go in, sing, sing and play, and I'll be as good as free :)

Just hope the questions aren't so hard. I've been practicing, so I pray I'm ready. Pray they don't give me cut time, or 3/4 or 2/4. I want 4/4 or 6/8. PLEASE~

As for the singing part, as long as they don't give me questions that confuse me, I think I'll be alright. I'd like 4/4 and 6/8 for that too, please :P

Yeah, if prayers came true all the time, I wouldn't be suffering so hard now, would I? -_-

Alrighty then. I'll stop here cause I need to go and bathe. CIAO!!

むかつく

I'm pissed off right now. For some reason, I knew I should've asked how many episodes the CDs contained. Great, now I effing wasted my money on the episodes I could've got online with better quality and subs.

I'm really pissed off.

On the other hand, I've got my friggin' exams today. Fundamentals. My mom says if I don't pass this time, she'll disown me.

Trust me, I do not doubt her.

This post is going to be short, cause my aunt just came down and I'm to follow her to the shop. If I've got time after this, then I'll blog some more. CIAO!!

My Hero Is You - Hayden Panettiere

You know I try to be
All that I can
But there's a part of me
I still don't understand

Why do I only see
What I don't have
When my reality
Its things are not that bad

Your faith has shown me that

When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah

Now when I start doubting
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
Oh believe me thereain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you

I never saw the way
You sacrificed
Who knew the price you paid
How can I make it right
I know I've gotta try

When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah

Now when I start doubting
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
You believe there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you

And I hope that you can see
You're everything that I wanna be, ooh

When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah

Now when I start doubting
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind, and a power in me
Oh believe me there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you

My hero is you

Before The Storm - Jonas Brothers feat. Miley

Yeah
Woah

Miley:
I know this isn't what I wanted
I never thought it'd come this far
Just thinkin' back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are.

Nick:
We were young and times were easy
But I could see it's not the same
I'm standing here but you don't see me
I'd give it all for that to change

And I don't want to lose her
Don't wanna let her go

Miley:
I'm standing out in the rain
I need to know if it's over
Cause I will leave you alone
Nick:
Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold her
Both:
Like I did before the storm (yeah)
Before the storm

Nick:
With every strike of lightning
Miley:
Comes a memory that lasts
Both:
And not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash
Miley:
Maybe I should give up.

Miley:
I'm standing out in the rain
I need to know if it's over
Cause I will leave you alone
Nick:
Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm

Miley:
Trying to keep the lights from going out
Both:
And the clouds from ripping out my broken heart
We always say,
A heart is not a whole
Without the one who gets you through the storm

Standin' out in the rain
Knowing that it's really over
Please don't leave me alone.
I'm flooded with all this pain,
Knowing that I'll never hold you
Like I did before the storm

Yeah
Like I did before,
The storm.

Goodbye - Miley Cyrus

I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
A memory I want to forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and than
Put it down
'cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
A memory I want to forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember those simple things
We talked 'till we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one that you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye

Saying goodbye
Oh, Goodbye

見つけた！

やった！！

BANZAI!!! BANZAI!! BANZAI!!!

I FOUND IT!!

PRAISE THE LORD!!

Guess what?? I found the CD box sets for "Daa! Daa! Daa!" CAN YOU EFFING BELIEVE IT?!!! I'm so friggin' happy!! There were three box sets that make up 78 episodes :) But damn, there are a lot of CDs. Altogether, there are 16 CDs. That is a LOT for a 78-episode anime.

But who cares?!! I'm still so happy!!

Cost me RM30, which is considered cheap if you think about it. It's original price was RM49.90 but they cut the price so~ :)

Found it at AnimeTech in MegaMall/Mid Valley when my family and I went there. The first thing we did when we arrived was go eat lunch :) Went to that place where they were famous for their "xiu long bao". Had the vegetarian egg fried rice :)

Though, the rest of my family couldn't really finish their dishes cause it was a big dish. Another thing I loved about the restaurant = huge servings :P

After that, the others were shopping at Robinsons and all that. Obviously I wouldn't want to shop, so I went off on my own yet again.

Went to AnimeTech first, saw Daa! Daa! Daa! and bought it straightaway. Then I went to Rock Corner, but there wasn't anything there that was interesting -_- I then went to Pets Wonderland :) Doi :P

There were two German Shepherds, one Golden Retriever, two Shih Tzus, one toy poodle, two Jack Russell dogs and one white dog *I think it was a Labrador* The German Shepherds were so cute!! The Golden Retriever was sleeping -_-

The Toy Poodle was a male -_-

But they were in their cages, so I couldn't touch them :( That's why I didn't spend much time in Pets Wonderland. After that, I watched Kamichama Karin on my iPod cause I downloaded the videos. I didn't wanna stand long, so I decided to go to MPH. Browsed around but there wasn't much to see. 

Yes, the collection was humongous, but you get what I mean, right? I saw Kaze Hikaru, but only the 3rd Volume, and I already read that online -_-

After that, I rejoined the rest of my family. Had Chocolate Cream Chip at Starbucks whilst my brother and mother had a Cafe Latte. Shared my drink with my dad *obviously -_-* and then went to Marks and Spencers for the second time this week.

Didn't take long, though, and soon, we were in the car again on the way back home. I just finished the rest of the Kamichama Karin episodes in my iPod so I'm charging it now whilst watching Daa! Daa! Daa! but I think I'll practice first. 

But I'm eating now, so I'll watch until I finish my dinner :)

*My brother ain't here, so I gotta take the opportunity :P*

That's pretty much what happened today. My parents visited my grandparents with my brother in the morning, so I was pretty much occupied with the computer in the morning as well. Slept at 3 something again last night watching Daa! Daa! Daa! on my iPod :P

Woke up at 11 something though, which is good for someone like me who slept at 3 -_-

Alrighty then. I shall stop here for now. CIAO!!

Come What May - Ewan McGregor & Nicole Kidman

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day 

When I'm With You - Westlife

The Saltwater Room - Owl City

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the planes that aren’t there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert, I drew my over shirt
Around my arms and began to shiver violently before
You happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on
All my islands have sunk in the deep, so I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home some nights, when we count all the ship lights
I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
We’ll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow


So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Time together isn't ever quite enough
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time

Fireflies - Owl City

You Would Not Believe Your Eyes
If Ten Million Fireflies
Light Up The World As I Fell Asleep
Cause They Fill The Open Air
And Leave Teardrops Everywhere
You'd Think me Rude
But I Wouuld Just Stand And stare

I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

Cause I'd Get A Thousand Hugs
From Ten Thousand Lightning Bugs
As They Tried To Teach Me How To Dance
A Foxtrot Above My head
A Sockhop Beneath My Bed
A Disco Ball Is Just hanging By A thread

I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

When I Fall Asleep
Leave My Door Open Just A crack
Please Take Me Away From Here
Cause I Feel Like Such An Insomniac
Please Take Me Away From Here
Why Do I Tire Of Counting Sheep
Please Take Me Away From Here
When I'm far Too Tired To Fall Asleep
To Ten Million Fireflies
I'm Weird Cause I Hate Goodbyes
I Got Misty Eyes As They Said Farewell
But I'll Know Where Several Are
If My Dreams Get Real Bizzare
Cause I Saved A Few And I Keep Them In A Jar

I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

When I Fall Asleep
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

When I Fall Asleep
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Because My Dreams Are Bursting At The Seams

かわいい

Kawaii!! I love Kanata and Miyu!! :P Am downloading Daa! Daa! Daa! episodes as I'm blogging. It's only 1:49 p.m, so there's not much to blog about, but I'm scared I get too carried away with manga and anime that I'd forget to blog, so here's my first post for today :)

Woke up at around 10 close to 11 again, only this time, I only grabbed 6 hours of sleep because I slept at 4 something last night. I was watching Daa! Daa! Daa! on my iPod :P

Charging my iPod now because it ran out of battery. Hey, you don't expect it to still have enough battery after watching 11 episodes of Daa! Daa! Daa! right? 

My throat's not so bad now. My mom made some vinegar drink to ease its soreness. I can still sing "Come What May" reasonably well, so it means its condition is better :P Listening to "Stand" by Rascal Flatts now. I love that song.

Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what you're made of

You might bend till you break

Cause it's all you can take

On your knees you look up

Decide you've had enough

You get mad, you get strong

Wipe your hands, shake it off

Then you stand

Love the chorus :) It's so nice~ 

*Pause*

Ugh, my mom's students are here, so I can't listen to music right now. Grr :P

Just emailed my mom's mail to my sister after adding my own stuff :P I really need new earphones because my left speaker is softer than my right. Why? Oh, haha, you'll never guess. I dropped it into a tub of water. To balance it, I dropped my right speaker in after that, but it didn't work. Retarded -_-

Ate the marshmallows my aunt bought from Marks & Spencers the other day we were at KLCC. Come to think of it, I haven't watched the anime I bought yet. I'm beginning to think I might regret it, because I searched it on Youtube, and I didn't really like what I was seeing. 

Oh well -_-

Haha, guess what manga I'm reading now? Kamichama Karin. I reviewed that anime too. I just wanted to see how different it was from the anime, so I decided to read it. I've got plenty time on my hands anyway :P

Wait, I still have my Fundamental Exams -_- But let's just forget that for a moment :P

Yeah, so I'll just stop here. CIAO!!

大好き！

Man, I absolutely LOVE "Daa! Daa! Daa!"!! You know, that anime I reviewed last time? About the girl, Miyu, the dude, Kanata, and how they somehow ended up living under the same roof *Kanata's house* when Miyu's parents went off for some NASA thing and Kanata's dad *the only one he lives with* went off to Egypt.

And whilst they were deciding what to do, a UFO landed in the shrine and a baby came out together with its "sitter-pet", Wanya -_-

I read the manga!! It's so cute~ I love the ending!! I love Kanata!! I hate that Hanakomachi woman that likes Kanata. She's so annoying. Leave Miyu and Kanata alone, you retard!! :P

That aside, today, I woke up at 10 close to 11 and that's cause I slept at around 3 something the night before. Was watching some Russell Peters videos before turning in. I love the "Women Are Thinkers" video. Damn, it's hilarious.

I'll put it up if I have the time :)

Watched a little of Rave today whilst my brother was using the computer. The other times included me using the computer to read manga :) I'm thinking of reading another manga, cause I already finished "Daa! Daa! Daa!" You know what's retarded? I can't find the friggin' CD for that anime~

And I can't find it for Kirarin Revolution or Kodomo No Omocha/Kodocha. Aiseh~ Why can't Malaysia have a sufficient supply of good anime? I always scream in my mind when I walk into Rock Corner or Video Ezy because they never have good anime.

I'm waiting for Sotong to take us out to Petaling Street again so I can buy their anime at super cheap prices.

-_-

I'm trying to download as many Daa! Daa! Daa! videos as I can into my iPod so I can watch it tonight before going to sleep. My mom's coming back soon -_- I practiced today, by the way. Sang all the exercises, including the ones with the accompaniment too. I think I have a little sore throat, though, so I can't eat fried stuff until my exam this Thursday.

But no one knows about my throat except my dad, but I don't think he cares much -_- If I tell my mom, she's probably just gonna start nagging again. I don't even think she'll believe me :P

Spent most of my time reading manga today, though. My parents were out almost the whole day so I could use the computer for quite a while. As a bonus, my brother was out with his friends for quite some time.

And now he's sleeping :P

Am going to use the laptop to continue typing my stories later when my mom comes back and shoo-s me off the seat -_-

Didn't have class today, just so you know. I bet you were wondering why I had so much time today, right? My teacher had to go somewhere to examine some students. Lucky!! :P

*Pause*

My parents just came back from work. Haha. I'm still busy downloading some Daa Daa Daa videos, though :P My brother's still catching forty winks *thank God :P*

I think that's about all I can say about today. Like I said, I didn't do much. If I say I didn't do much, that probably means when I say I did something, I did it for a long time, which took up most of my day :)

Gotta go now. CIAO!!

阿呆

ほんとにバカだね？

阿呆だ。

* * *

Sorry I haven't been blogging :) I was either too occupied with the stories, watching anime, or just reading too much manga to be bothered to blog :P I know it's really late. It's already 12:20 a.m. but I'm still blogging.

Haha, my parents aren't any better either. They're watching G.I. Joe and some Pelham movie. We went to KLCC today. I finished reading the 14th volume of Kaze Hikaru there :P They actually unwrapped it and let me read it :P I also bought an anime. It's called "Bakemonogatari" and it involves vampires -_-

That's not the only reason I bought it. The guy looked cute so... Yeah~

I'm a sucker for cute anime dudes, so... :P

My sister made me listen to this song called "It Happens Everytime" by a band that Jesse McCartney used to be in. It's okay, I guess.

Guess what? I was re-reading Kitchen Princess on Mangafox. Haiz... I really love that manga. They should really make it into an anime -_- I also read the manga for Marmalade Boy. I've seen the anime on Youtube before but they only had it in Spanish dubs, so I didn't watch it. Rather, I read the manga. 

It was kinda interesting. The story line amused me enough to finish it. Oh, and after my music class ended today, YiZen returned the Rave CDs to me so I was just re-watching them in the music room when my sister demanded I Skype with her :P

Come to think of it, I missed Skype-ing Sakura today -_- ごめん

Anyways, KLCC was okay, I guess. I went to Kinokuniya whilst the rest of my family went to Isetan to shop. No way was I gonna shop -_- After browsing a little, I went to Video Ezy and Rock Corner. Bought "Bakemonogatari" and then returned to Kinokuniya to read Kaze Hikaru.

My parents weren't done yet by the time I finished the manga, so I went around some more. Was watching a part of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince when they played it in Video Ezy. The screen outside was playing "The Proposal" and "Up". Haha. 

Finally, I joined my parents and we went to eat at Spring Garden. Wasn't that bad. I was really stuffed by the time I finished. Had beancurd, fish fillet, some veggie, noodles and egg. Yumm :P

Had seconds :P

After that, my mom, dad and I shared an ice-cream from New Zealand Natural :P Cookie and vanilla flavoured :) Later on, my mom and dad went to Billabong for a while cause my brother wanted to see some pants. 

Guess what, I bought one too -_- All all I said was, "Hey, this looks nice" and my aunt pushed me into the dressing room and ordered me to change into it. It fit so it was purchased -_- My brother got one too, obviously, or he'd be crying :P

Then, my mom went to Marks & Spencers to try some clothes. Wait, did I say "some"? I meant a bundle full of 'em. My heels were sore and my legs were on the edge of giving way by the time she finished. Good thing was, I got 100 Plus from Cold Storage :P

So we came back home. I continued watching Rave and my brother switched the computer on. You know, that dude's a real ass, because, I mean, I'm Skype-ing with my sister and after I'm done with her, I use it for a while and suddenly, he comes up to me and snaps, "Get off the computer! I'm using it okay! You come back didn't even play the piano!"

And so what?!!! You think you're the boss of me? At least I can play the piano. All you can do is watch all of us in envy. And it's not like you try to get better anyway. You just take my exam as an excuse to get me off the chair.

Good-luck-trying. This is not like my final school exams. And I already practiced yesterday and the day before. Plus, I had effing class today and all my energy's sapped when we went to KLCC. So why don't you just buzz off? You had all the time to use it when I was studying for my finals. I didn't even use it. 

It's my turn, ass.

Tch.

*Pause*

I just finished some show my sister wanted me to watch about this Caucasian dude that speaks perfect Singlish -_- The dude's funny la, but I think I've seen funnier. This one didn't make me laugh much.

Okiedokie then, I think I shall stop here for today. CIAO!!

最後の日

Today was the long-awaited last day of school. Everyone broke the rules today :P Handphones, cameras, DSLRs, iPods - you name it. Everyone brought stuff that we weren't supposed to - except the goody-two-shoes like me *:P* and Shuen and those who don't have much to show off.

Thank God I didn't bring my iPod either, cause after recess, there was a spot check going on. They even checked the library *where most decided to hide their possessions*

It was hectic.

Even for Brandyy, cause she brought her MP3 to school. Listened to Tokio Hotel's "Automatic" but didn't really fancy it. Ohh, and Chucky likes "One Time" by Justin Bieber now. Haha. I can still remember how she didn't like the song.

Used to, that is :P

There were quite of interesting songs in Brandyy's MP3 such as "When I'm With You" by Westlife. She also had "Fireflies" by the Owl City group. That song doesn't actually sound so bad but when you listen to it too many times, yeah... 

Anyway, so we had to hide Danya's DSLR *which actually belongs to her sister* and Brandyy's MP3. Hid it at the Bintang Cafe :) Not bad. Danya was really worried the DSLR would fall, but it didn't.

Apart from that, there's the whole thing with the pizza fiasco. They needed the pizzas by 12:30 but handphones weren't allowed and Puan Z's phone had no credit. The stupid public phone didn't really help either.

Finally, they found a phone by some English teacher. Our English teacher couldn't help if she wanted to. She's such an asshole.

All in all, it was quite an exciting day at school. Spoke to friends I haven't been able to for a long time such as Dellie, Nitz and all the ex-1B's. Danya went on a "blonde joke" marathon and kept telling us jokes about how blondes are stupid :P

Spoke with Fina for quite a while too. Haven't seen her around for a long time and it was nice to finally sit and catch up. Maria and the rest... Yeah... They weren't really with us, cause they were busy with some other people. Ahh, who cares.

After that, I went downstairs and played this game with the guys, Kanga and Danya. It was quite interesting. But our hands were really painful after that. *Cause it involved the victor to hit our hands at the end of the game -_-*

It was fun, though :)

Then came the pizzas. I had to go already by then, so I thought I'd just take one slice :) Hugged Kanga, Danya, Shuen, Brandyy and Chucks today just before going back home. Wished them all Happy Hols and then went back.

Ate dim sum for lunch with my aunt at the shop. Came back and bathed, then finished off the last of the Law of Ueki. Ahh~ I love Ueki :P Love that anime too. Funny, cause I thought it was stupid when I watched it on Animax. Guess you have to watch everything to really like it. Haha.

Just came back from tuition. Did Geography questions. *Yes, even though my exams are over, I still have to study -_-*

Good thing is, no tuition next week. Mwakaka.

Bad thing is, my mom's nagging for me to practice singing for my exam this Thursday. Damn, I really hate those exams. Grr... -_-

Ate bean sprouts and broccoli for dinner. Yes, that's all. I didn't feel like eating much. Ooh!! I just realized!! I can read manga too! HAHA! Mangafox, here I come!!

Oh, that reminds me. I drew three pictures yesterday :) Not bad. After not drawing for a while, I seem to have improved :P But it's far from Syah's drawings. I intend to get better :) Returned Maria's yearbook to her today. Finally.

Man, I'll miss the Dedikasians. All of you, I'll forever remember you, so don't forget me :) Happy hols and have a great new year :) CIAO!!

ほんとに

ほんとにバカですね？

You know, you would seriously think and register it in your stupid brain that the reason I called was so you could accompany me back. 

But no. Instead, you don't even mention that you're done with whatever business you have with that asshole and in the end, I go back alone.

You really wanna piss me off, don't you?

And now the only thing you can say is, "Yeah, my sister's back already. Yeah, I'll try to come online today. You online till what time? Yeah, I will talk to her..."

Or something among those lines.

General idea = you-are-an-asshole.

And the other guy is no exception. You say you're tired and you wanna sleep. So why is it when he's there, you always perk up? Oh, suddenly, you're not exhausted anymore.

Four words = You make me sick.

Get out of my life. Get out of whatever classes you don't feel like going to because you think you can do better stuff with your time. Do me an effing favor and disappear.

Think about what you're saying the next time you deny being mean.

自由

FINALLY FREE~!!

Holy crap! Exams are friggin' over, baby!! No more picking up my text books and reference books, trying to study whilst watching anime!! 

...

You're not supposed to know that!! :P

That aside, we had Geography, English Paper 1 and KH today. Surprisingly, I could answer the Geo and KH questions with... well, I guess you could say "ease", but there were some which led me to a dead end -_-

English = pie :P Not being perasan or arrogant, but seriously, you would've thought so too if you saw the paper.

Though, there were some questions which made me pause for about 2 minutes or so before finally deciding on an answer. There was this question which didn't make sense at all. 

"You've tie in with me that they are still your parents."

Now, what the eff is that supposed to mean? And they expect us to find out what "tie in" meant. There was pursue, discuss, match and agree, but I couldn't guess the answer, so I just looked at the words "tie in" and decided on "match". 

If it's wrong, it doesn't matter, I think I can afford to lose one mark :P I'm not being a show-off. Oh, and we got our BM Paper 1 today. Didn't do so well. Only got 28/40 and my parents kept nagging about how I could've done better.

"Yeah la. Last week you can still watch anime and don't care about your exams! Only this week you didn't watch anime!" 

-_-

Right...

Anyways, I'm waiting for my other subjects :) I'm kinda confident about Maths and Science, though. Oh, and I'm not that worried for my Sejarah~ Though the only person who got an "A" in Cleo's class was Cleo, and that's only 77%

*Gasps*

The smartest dude in school got 85% and even that, a girl beat him at 87%. Apparently, the girl's always been better in Sejarah -_-

Aiseh~

Still, I'm happy, and that's all that matters~ :P

After school, I didn't bother waiting for Kanga. I went straight to where I normally waited and my parents came soon enough. Knew we were going out for lunch cause my aunt and brother were inside. Ate hakka noodles at the usual store.

Ordered a large :P

Came back home and watched Law Of Ueki cause my dad was using the toilet, so I couldn't bathe yet. He came out soon and I went in, bracing myself for the stench -_- 

After bathing, I watched the Law of Ueki again. I had to stop for a while to clean up the stuff in the music room cause my sister's friends were dropping by. *Yes, che, it's your fault!* :P Then I resumed watching it again.

Just came down cause my aunt came back from work and hogged the television. So, I decided to blog, since I haven't been frequently doing that for a while.

See? I can NOT use the computer when I want to, right? Mwakaka. And now, I don't need to suppress myself!!

...

STORIES, HERE I COME!!!

Oh yeah, I'm goin' on a writing marathon, baby!! Unwanted Desire, Flawless Hearts, TRUTH, and even the story I was making with Danya and the present for Sakura. I'm gonna use my time these holidays to write and write and WRITE as much as I want before I face PMR next year.

MWAHAHAH!!!

Okay, now I'm just... over reacting -_-

My mom's teaching right now. I could hear her screaming at one of her always-screamed-at students even while I was watching the Law of Ueki. I'm gonna finish that anime soon. Haha, and even Danya can't restrain herself from watching Shugo Chara any longer. Mwakaka.

Anime~ Here I come!! :P

Alrighty then. Me shall go now. CIAO!!

ごめん

I seem to have misjudged you. I'm really sorry I thought you were bad for even a moment. Sorry I didn't trust you.

Though, could you blame me? 

So many things have happened. I can't make head or tail of anything so far. All I can say now is I'm sorry if I've been bossy, annoying, irritating or over protective. 

ごめん

＊ ＊ ＊

ファイド　トウ　ブラック

That's the title of the Bleach movie we bought for Sean. "Fade To Black". Looked cool. Rukia's hair was silver-ish black. 

Sean's an ass, by the way, cause he told me that when he opened the present, he said, "I think they didn't want it, so they gave it to me." -_-

That's why I told my brother, "Which idiot buys a present for someone and rips off the plastic? Just to remove the price tag?"

Haiz...

Good thing that was all cleared up, though. It was a mistake on my brother's part. He's a real noob :P

Then again... :P

Exams were actually okay today. We had Maths and PJ yesterday. Danya was a little sad about Maths, though, because for some reason, she couldn't decipher the questions. I'm not being arrogant or proud, but from my point of view, I think it was fun. I don't know why, even my sister says tricky questions are what make them so much fun.

Yeah... The questions were tricky, but I managed to solve almost all of them. So far, I've confirmed two mistakes :) It's still something, right? Others found the second paper harder than the first one, though, but I think it was better than the first paper.

Alright, I'm weird, okay?

That aside, PJ was mostly just tembak-ing. Of course, there were some I were confident about, but the ratio to those I knew and those I didn't, well, yeah... I think you understand.

On the other hand, Science was kinda much easier. Even Danya said she'd change her favourite subject from Maths to Science. I wouldn't though, I'm still a 100% English lovin' person. My brother and his friend Khai Po are in my house right now, working on some project. 

Actually, it's not their project, it's just my brother's. Only, Khai Po is helping him cause it so happens the project involves drawing. The last time I checked, my brother couldn't draw if he traded his life.

Hmm... :P

I'll be watching Fade To Black soon. My brother already watched it, that asshole. Wait till I finally rid myself of my exams tomorrow. I'll watch it too and hog the computer faster than he can say "Shit."

Kay, I'll sign off now. CIAO!!

Forever - Rascal Flatts

Ooo Ha-hey oh-oh-aah
I miss you so much
Your light, your smile, your way, and everything about us
Though you're gone, you're still here
In my heart, in my tears
Yeah you sure left your mark and we were just getting started

[Chorus]
It wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough... Together...
But it was long enough, yeah, it was long enough... to last forever...
Sometimes I get so mad; I scream and swear at this
Cuz' this, isn't how we planned it
I sit here, in a cold room... Prayin'
Waiting on you
To run back through that door, the way it was before

[Chorus]
You left, it wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough... together
But it was long enough; yeah it was long enough to last, forever...
I feel Cheated (I feel Cheated), defeated (can't believe it)
Can't believe that you're gone (your gone, your gone)
Oh it was wrong (so wrong)
It wasn't long enough
It wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough...
Nooo it wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough...
Together (Together)
But it was long enough; yeah it was long enough, to last,
To last, to last forever...
(It wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough)
No it wasn't long enough...
(It wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough)
Long enough...
(It wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough)
Whoa-oh-oh-oh Oh-ooo-oo 

Words I Couldn't Say - Rascal Flatts

In a book- in a box- in the closet
In a line- in a song I once heard
In a moment on a front porch late one june
In a breath inside a whisper beneath the mooon

There it was at the tip of my fingers
There it was on the tip of my tounge
There you were and I had never been that far
There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away

What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

Theres a rain that will never stop fallin
There a wall that I tried to take down
What I should have said just wouldnt pass my lips
So I held back and now we've come to this
And it too late now

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

I'm Movin' On - Rascal Flatts

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

Chorus
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on 

Why - Rascal Flatts

It must’ a been a place so dark, couldn’t feel the light Reachin’ for you through that stormy cloud Now here we are gathered in our little home town This can’t be the way you meant to draw a crowd  Oh why that’s what I keep askin’ Was there anything I could have said or done Oh I had no clue you were masking the troubled soul, god only knows What went wrong and why you’d leave the stage in the middle of a song Mmmmmmm  Now in my mind I keep you frozen as a seventeen year old rounding third to score the winning run You always played with passion no matter what the game When you took the stage you shined just like the sun  Oh why that’s what I keep askin’ Was there anything I could have said or done Oh I had no clue you were masking the troubled soul, god only knows What went wrong and why you’d leave the stage in the middle of a song Yah yah yah  Now the oak trees are swayin’ in the early autumn breeze The golden sun is shining on my face The tangled thoughts I hear a mockingbird sing This old world really ain’t that bad a place  Oh why there’s no comprehending And who am I to try to judge or explain Oh but I do have one burning question Who told you life wasn’t worth the fight They were wrong They lied And now you’re gone And we cried  Cause It’s not like you to walk away in the middle of a song  Your beautiful song Your absolutely beautiful song

Stand - Rascal Flatts

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright
You'll be alright

Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you stand
Then you stand

Life's like a novel with the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon with only one way down
Take what you're given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you stand (then you stand)
Yea, then you stand (then you stand)

Everytime you get up
And get back in the race
One more small piece of you
Starts to fall into place, yea
Ooohhh

Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you stand (then you stand)
Then you stand (then you stand)
Yea, then you stand (then you stand)
Yea (then you stand)
Ohhh (then you stand)
Ohhh (then you stand)
Ohhh (then you stand)
Ohhh (then you stand)
Then you stand

問題

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still harder gettin' up,
Gettin' dressed,
Livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over

I would trade, give away
All the words that I saved
In my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do...

* * *

To think I could relate.

Screw it - 14/11/09

Screw the effing promise, if I don't blog about this now, I'll never get around to doing it.

I'm so effing pissed. Yeah, sure, I actually had a tinge of fun today and I got to eat really nice food *not to mention, I cooked some too* but that's not the point.

It just had to happen today and there of all the effing places. Could you not have chosen a better day and time to come?

No, I didn't have my menstrual cycle -_-

I'm talking about the stupid fever. Right as we were playing some game, it came. I felt so God-forsaken-ly fever-ish that I think I was crying. After the games *which I thanked God for* I had to go to the toilet and rest before going back out.

Nobody noticed. That's actually quite irritating considering the fact I was gone for quite a while. Then again, who cares? It's not like I'll ever be missed anyway.

Yes, I'm really pissed off. Not only that, but the effing fan was blowing so fast, the fever came back almost immediately after I came out of the toilet.

By the way, Viv came, Ginny came and so did Miche, which was good, since I haven't seen Ginny and Miche for a very long time.

Met a new person too. Dan. He's quite interesting, actually. Super tall dude. 195 cm. Older than us, of course. He guessed Ginny and I were 15. Haha. We get that all the time. Worse, sometimes. Can you believe it? A relative thought I was 24 years old. Pah.

So, if you asked me if I had a good time, I have to say that not the whole time was good. I was there since 2 something. Helped make the tuna sandwiches and the spaghetti made my right hand really ache. It was hurt the whole time the rest of the day went by.

But like I said, nobody noticed.

Not even my brother noticed, so what do I have to complain about?

I think there were about a several times I started tearing. Going to the toilet didn't help, even though I relieved my tears. It was seriously eff-ed up. And I really tried to get out of the games. Viv asked me to accompany her and I would have, but Sean's dad said if we both came out, the others would follow.

Monkey see, monkey do.

So I ended up having to play and try my best to keep myself from falling unconscious. I really seriously, nearly fell unconscious. Having everyone shout and all that didn't help either, but add more misery by giving me a head ache.

I thought the day couldn't get any worse. Guess what?

They started playing basketball in the house. More head ache. Thanks so much for bestowing upon me the marvelous gift. My arms were cold, my legs were cold, I had to blow into my T-shirt to get myself warm, but why would anyone care?

Haiz...

That's all. I've had enough. Ciao.

ARIGATO HAYLIE-CHAN!

God bless you, Haylie. Thank you so much for telling me about the seni exam tomorrow and telling me what choices there were. Seriously, screw all the teachers who re-scheduled the exams again. They just find it so amusing to change the exam dates again and again and again, don't they?

I tried to study for Seni - I borrowed Sean's book when I went to his house at 5 o'clock. Why so early? My brother wanted to go to his house, so I tagged along, since I would get tempted by the computer if I stayed home.

Didn't work - the studying, I mean. For one, I read, of course, but the answers provided for the questions are different from what the notes said. I didn't know which one to follow so I gave up.

Studied Science and did Maths today, obviously. Got Viv addicted to "Love Like This". Haha. Did Simple Machines for Science and Ratios for Maths. Not exactly what I wanted, cause I wanted to revise Form 1 stuff. Never mind, though, I'll just study hard at home.

Was raining after class today so I made Sean "ferry" Viv out :P It's so cute!! He didn't want to, but I made him. "What gentleman makes a lady walk in the rain??" I asked. His mom also said that. Mwakaka.

Ugh, but she wanted Sean to ferry me out too, so before that happened, I quickly put my slippers on and ran out.

Am I supposed to go for his party?

Oh, and this hiatus might take quite a while, because I'm going to force myself not to touch the computer. I won't even charge my iPod. If the battery's low, I'll ask my brother to charge it for me. I have to divert my attention to my schoolbooks. Especially since I'm not fairing so well in my Geography and Sejarah. I mean, yeah, I can understand, but that's not the point.

The Form 1 syllabus is the problem.

And then we've got Science and Maths. Crap. This is so bad. Plus, for Sivik, we have to study all the tokoh and the Tema 6 Mutiara Kata. I've got some of them down, but I don't know about the rest.

Then there's PJ -_- Damn it.

I'm not saying "Crap, I should've studied earlier", since I knew this was gonna be the result. Sulking and regretting won't get me anywhere. Tomorrow, I'm going to bring my Komsas books and Geography to study.

This is the last time I'm blogging for quite a while, so I'll just go quick. Finished "Her Majesty's Dog". It's damn cute and the ending's damn unsatisfying -_- Well, cause there's no continuation, but other mangas are the same, so never mind.

Love Hyoue, he's so cute :P

Yeah, went to the market with my aunt today because I couldn't sleep after Kanga called telling me I had to go to school for some Etika Makan thing. It's not like I didn't want to go, okay? My mom was sick and my dad couldn't send me. So even if it was in the morning, it was a "fixed" thing for me to skip school.

I just wished my friends told me earlier so we could plan stuff out.

Never mind. No use crying over spilled milk anyway. Thank you, Kanga, for bothering to call me. Sorry you ended up wasting your money cause I couldn't come. Thank you, Brandyy, for letting me know about what other subjects are for the rest of the days.

Looks like I'll have to review "Her Majesty's Dog" when the holidays come. Sorry for being so abrupt :) It won't be for long.

Wish me luck everyone, cause I'm gonna need it.

CIAO!!

Gambatte!!

Good luck for students taking exams in four days' time. Tch, eff the teachers who developed brain tumors. Scheduling exams on the last few days of school is just retarded. You think that's gonna keep us from cutting school?

Exhibit A just proved you wrong!

:P

That aside, I gotta go study soon. Am going to study Geography first, then Sejarah, then Science, then Maths, PJ, Sivik and then get stuff prepared for Art. Ugh, can you believe it? I'm having Sejarah and English on the same day -_- Friday's only BM. Tuesday's English and Sejarah. Wednesday~ Yeah, I'll ask my friends :P 

But I know Art is on the very last day of school. Can I just screw that? No wait, it affects which class I'm going to next year.

I'm torn between the classes, though. Don't ever wanna get into first class but second class is an all-girls class, which means the teachers would start nagging when we get just a tad bit too loud. Haiz...

Today was exhausting as usual. It's Monday, remember? Skipped school. Haven't studied yet, cause I've been practicing the whole day. My shoulders are sore and my fingers are typing slower than usual. My legs are a little cramped *probably cause of my weight, but never mind* and I have to accompany Snuffles later.

Made a song for her :P But never mind. I'll post just the piano accompaniment if I'm feeling up to it. If not, too bad :P Better if you never hear it anyway. Haha.

I love Snuffles, I love Snuffles, I love Snuffles, I love Snuffles, I love Snuffles.

I love Snowy, I love Snowy, I love Snowy, I love Snowy, I love Snowy.

Yeah, I LOVE YOU!!! 10x :P

Oh, and once again, I love Snowy :) Ooh, speaking of dogs, "Her Majesty's Dog" is really nice. The manga, that is. The guy's damn cute and the girl's pretty too. The storyline's kinda interesting and I haven't gotten bored of it yet. 

Got bored of Hana Kimi. It was long, so I thought I'd try it, but nahh. It was long-winded and I didn't get half the stuff mentioned in there. 

Will post a review for them both soon. 

Guess what I'm watching now, by the way? The Wizards of Waverly Place Movie. It's out on Youtube. I didn't feel like waiting for the 22nd of November to watch it on Disney Channel, so... Yeah...

Will ciao now then. Nothing much has happened. Got a little angry with my mom because I was sent to get some Peptamen thing for my grandma but the dude said it hasn't come in yet. Best part was, when I came back, she told me I was supposed to go to the other pharmacy *the one my mom STOPPED going to* -_- Yeah, tell me next year, mom.

Didn't get to Skype with my sister today. She couldn't. We chatted, though, and my brother pissed the both of us off -_- Don't know if she's coming on later, though. Chatted with Ngai today too. You know, from MC? Yeah, I'm returning next year. Am waiting for my mom to call and ask if there are any free places. Guess what? Sean's coming too -_- Bleghh... Won't be able to study -_-

My brother's joining MC too. For his own form studies, of course.

Alrighty then. If anything else comes up, I'll blog, but for now, CIAO!!

Good Morning Call

Yes, I just finished the manga for "Good Morning Call." This manga consists of 56 chapters and I managed to finish it within two days -_- Yikers :P

This story is mainly about some misunderstandings with some real estate agencies that led to Yoshikawa Nao and Uehara Hisashi living together. If that's not bad enough, Hisashi apparently has a number *large number, though* of fans who think that Hisashi is "Everyone's Hisashi", meaning he can't have a girlfriend.

However, living together has made Nao and Hisashi quite acquainted, so when things get ugly, in order to save Nao, Hisashi declares her his girlfriend.

And as every normal manga, the both of them fall in love -_- 

Anyways, this story... It's got some good elements inside, but I find there are a number of unnecessary parts. I can't really pinpoint them, but you'd feel a tad bored when you get to the ending. Plus, the problem near the end was resolved too fast.

Unlike the other mangas like Kitchen Princess or High School Debut *or Rurouni Kenshin, for that matter*, this story's ending is satisfying, but the problem was solved too quickly. It's as if the manga has to be hurried to finish -_-

Another bad point is the fact that the characters don't have a lot of variety, meaning they don't have their own special traits. Translated: Everyone looks the same. You can only differentiate those who have particular characteristics such as curly hair, short hair, long hair or a little on the chubby side. Other than that, it seems as if the cartoons were doubling as the minor characters as well.

I couldn't even differentiate the antagonist and the protagonist at one point -_-

But this story is funny and if you don't mind spending your time reading manga like this, then I guess you can try it :) CIAO!!

Owari Desu

Haiz... I've just finished reading the Rurouni Kenshin manga. Damn, Yahiko looked damn hot when he grew up. Kaoru looked better last time, though, but she still looked good. Kenji's cute, but I don't like the fact he hates Kenshin.

Ahh... Kenshin cut his hair and he looks damn good~ :P

Sano... Yeah, they didn't get a pic of him when he grew up, but he still looked good before anyway. Tsubame looks much prettier and she wears more... How do you say... modern waitress clothes. Hmm... -_-

I'm starting another manga. It's called "Good Morning Call" but I don't know if it's nice or not. Haven't seen much of it. The drawing attracted me, so I thought I'd give it a go. The storyline was interesting too.

Damn, as I had said just now, the manga is always better than the anime. At least Kenshin didn't die in the manga. Bleghh...

*Pause*

Haha. I just went to the toilet and I was afraid my brother would snatch the computer, but he's watching Bleach in the room, so I think he won't bother me for a while. He's watching the part where that arrow guy's fighting that really stupid woman at Aizen's hideout. That part was hilarious, especially that hollow who was with him. His name escapes me -_-

Alrighty then. I'll stop here. Will post a review for "Good Morning Call" soon. CIAO!!

P/S: Yes, I will study soon :P