~24/11/2011~

Today's million-dollar question: Why is blood thicker than water?

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Ola :)

Sorry for the long-awaited post -_- Unfortunately, I can't really remember what happened on the 23rd. I just know about the 24th and 25th.

Very, very sorry.

Anyways, on the 24th, we woke up at 10 something. Bathed and got dressed then went downstairs to grab some breakfast. My sister got Subway and I got half-boiled eggs.

:(

I wanted Subway too~~ :P

My sister, at first, had to go for rehearsals with her other friends, but thanks to someone who called in sick, rehearsals were cancelled. Instead, she studied Jap with me. She had a test at 1 o'clock so she wanted to get as much as possible down before that.

At 12 something, she sent me off to Kent Ridge Road because Guam invited me to her house for a baking session.

AWESOME!!

It was exciting for me too because that meant I was going to be using the MRT alone for the first time. The experience was great. I couldn't stop smiling like some stupid idiot who's never ridden on an MRT before.

I love Singapore's public transport. You don't get stuff like that in Malaysia -_-

After the MRT ride, I waited for about 5 minutes before Guam got me. We then went for lunch in a nearby place. I had some meehoon stuff that she recommended. Halfway through, I met my sister's other friend, Law. Not long after, we were joined by Pascal.

After lunch, we went shopping for ingredients. At around 3 something, we went back to Guam's house and chilled around for a while. Played the piano whilst Pascal played some game on his laptop.

Then, we started baking. Well, I did most of the ingredient mixing, but Law and Pascal helped to whisk the eggs :)

My sister joined us soon after.

The first time it came out of the oven, it wasn't cooked enough -_- Second time it went in, it wasn't cooked enough.

I think the third time worked. We definitely gave up :P It didn't taste too bad, though. After eating, we chilled a little more, watching videos and all that, before heading out for dinner. We had dinner at this dim sum place. Nice stuff.

Then we headed back to PGP and watched Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood till 2 something :P

That's about it :) CIAO!!

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Mayo Chiki!

Okie dokie :) Another anime review after a long time. This was one of the more recent ones that I fairly liked. It's called Mayo Chiki.

Sakamachi Kinji is your average 17-year-old who attends school like every other normal human being.

なんてね

Like anime would allow for such a lame ass story line where the main character is an average person living a normal life. Unlike other "normal people", Kinji has gynophobia.

For those who have no idea what the eff that is, it's a fear towards females.

Uh-huh, this wimp is scared of girls.

Not to say he's actually scared of them, but more like his condition prevents him from going anywhere near them. This sickness causes him to suffer from a nose bleed every time he comes into physical contact with other girls.

On the other hand, there's the all-popular Suzutsuki Kanade, the very rich single daughter of the high school principal, and her butler, Konoe Subaru, who is loved by all the girls in the school.

What they do not know, however, is the fact that Subaru is actually a very real girl. Kinji just had very bad luck finding out when he accidentally walks in on her in the boys' bathroom - so technically, it ain't even his fault.

They don't care, nonetheless, so now, he's always being kept a close eye on by Subaru and Kanade because Subaru was only allowed to be a butler (which is obviously so because butlers are always male) on the condition that no one found out about her real gender.

Hallelujah, that's pretty much how the story goes. This show is quite nice. The first episode might be a bit... pervy, though, just to warn you in case you decide to watch it. Even so, it's alright.

Sakamachi Kinjirou *Hino Satoshi*
- Saito (Zero no Tsukaima)
- Yuji (Shakugan no Shana)
- Koichi (Kimikiss Pure Rouge)
- Koichi (Nabari no Ou)
- Riken (Otome Youkai Zakuro)

Konoe Subaru *Iguchi Yuka*
- Enri (Fractale)
- Tsukihi (Bakemonogatari)
- Sakura (Otome Youkai Zakuro)
- Kaede (Nyan Koi!)

That's about it, then :) CIAO!!

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Astarotte no Omocha

It's been long since I reviewed any of the animes I watched, so I'm just going to review the ones I've watched before, but never really got around to reviewing.

This has been out for quite some time now. They're in stores too, but I didn't buy it because I watched everything online. This one's called Astarotte no Omocha, which literally translates to Astarotte's Toy.

It tells the story of a ten-year-old succubus princess, Astarotte (also known as Lotte), who has just come of age. In this anime, it is customary for a coming-of-age succubus to have a male harem. Quite unfortunately, due to an incident in previous years where Astarotte walked in on her mother and some other dude. Due to this, she is insistent that she will never have a male harem.

However, since everyone around her was pestering her to have a male harem because it was her "duty" as a succubus princess, she relented on the condition that a human male joined the harem.

Once again, quite unfortunately for her, they managed to run into Tohara Naoya, whom, under very complicated circumstances, was brought to their world to be a part of Astarotte's harem.

Oh, and he brought his ten-year-old daughter, Asuha, as well.

This anime is... quite alright, except for the fact that I think it's twisted because of Naoya's past with Astarotte's mother, Mercelida. I hated Mercelida because she made Naoya part of HER harem too, which means Asuha is a product of their... err... togetherness -_-

Bleghh~ That's just SO wrong.

I like Naoya. He's nice and cute. But he's an asshole as well. They never end up together. It's animes like these - where the main character is just too friggin' young to "end up" with anyone - that piss the shit out of me.

Eeesh.

Either way, that's just from my point of view. A few ecchi scenes here and there, but hey, animes nowadays are bound to have that sort of element in one way or another in them. Not a personal favourite, but I got by it.

Love the ending song, though, "Manatsu no Photograph". You would've seen it already if you've been diligently following my blog previously :)

Haha.

Astarotte Ygvar *Kugimiya Rie*
- Alphonse Elric (Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood)
- Shana (Shakugan no Shana)
- Louise (Zero no Tsukaima)
- Rizel (Rizelmine)
- Hotaru (Gakuen Alice)
- Taiga (Toradora)

Tohara Naoya *Sato Rina*
- Negi (Negima! Master Negi Magi)
- Ichijo (School Rumble)
- Ibuki (Asu no Yoichi)
- Mayu (Bleach)
- Yumie (Seikon no Qwaser)

That's about it, then :) CIAO!!

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サブウェイ

Today's million-dollar question: What did you have for lunch?

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Ola :)

Yes, I'm still blogging. Don't look so surprised. Have a little more faith in me.

-.-

Woke up at 10++a.m today. My sister didn't have anything planned in the morning so we were allowed to wake up a wee bit later than yesterday. Almost 10 minutes after waking up, we continued watching Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood. After four episodes, my sister and I bathed, then went off to have brunch.

Subway. Nice.

It was to go, though. So we ate in the Student Lounge in YST again. I had the usual tuna sandwich and my sister had the Subway Club, which was also very nice. I might consider that the next time I am fortunate enough to have Subway.

After eating, my sister and I headed to the Seminar Room where she was going to be rehearsing with some other people for something I'm not too sure about. Even now as I'm typing this, I'm listening to them practice. I absolutely love trios, quartets, quintets and all that because the sounds of the instruments blend together much more... nicely?

Sorry, my range of vocabulary hasn't expanded in the past few... years. Haven't been reading. Should find time.

Should stop talking to myself.

Okay, never mind, then :) Will continue later in the day. CIAO!!

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~22/11/2011~

Today's million-dollar question: How much does an average female need to consume per day?

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Ola :)

I know, I know, I'm sorry I didn't continue from where I left off yesterday. Remember, I've posted about previous days in the previous posts, yeah? :)

After a lot of hours alone in the Lounge Room, waiting for my sister to finish with her own stuff that morning-afternoon, she came and picked me up with Guam. Then, we headed off for lunch in the Cafe Cartel. Don't ask me where that was - I have no idea.

I had a very nice dish of chicken and mushroom macaroni as well as a minty lime soda drink. My advise, don't get the minty lime soda drink. It's not as nice as what it makes itself out to be. I was fooled.

Yeah~

Pascal joined us some time during our lunch and ordered his stuff - some humongous burger that he, in the end, had to take apart bit by bit to eat individually.

-.-

Not long after, my sister left us because she had something else to do in YST. I, on the other hand, was offered to join Guam and Pascal as they went to have Pascal's hair cut.

So yeah, I followed them. It was absolutely awesome because I got to use the EZ Link card to access the MRT. Guam and I toyed with Pascal camera for a while - but he started taking weird pictures first.

Where Pascal got his hair cut, Guam and I watched Kung Fu Panda 2. They served very nice iced lemon tea too. Guam insisted because she was in love with it. Laughed quite a bit thanks to the movie and we managed to catch the whole thing before we left the place.

Pascal's hair... Well, it was okay, I guess. One just needs to get used to it. He looked all the more like Pascal when he took his glasses off, though.

HAHA.

Following the haircut session, Pascal, Guam and I met up with my sister for dinner. Dinner was fantastic too. We had a Chinese style dinner with omelette, yam stuff, kangkung, and salted egg prawns. Nice. Had a nice laugh about some personal stuff too.

Aiseh~

After dinner, my sister and I rushed back to YST because she was page-turning for a guy's recital. The guy was absolutely legendary - to me, anyways. He played REALLY well. Oh, and he was the guy who said The Three Musketeers was a great movie too, so I shall dub him D'Artagnan.

My sister and I went back to PGP after all that. Made her watch Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood after getting a late-night snack at the Foodgle place. Nice~ :P

At 2 o'clock, we went to sleep :) Will blog about today in the next post, yeah? CIAO!!

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Right Here Waiting - Kurt Hugo Schneider *Richard Marx* + D

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
But how can we say forever

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it, baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it, baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

Waiting for you

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I Did It For You - Charice

Minutes turn to hours
Hours turn to days
Knew what I had to do
Couldn't find the words to say
Had the perfect story
Stories have an end
Had to turn the page cause
To keep you was a sin oh ~

You know I loved you with
(Everything that I had)
But what you needed I
{Couldn't be, held you back)
I cared enough about you
To give you the chance
To find someone who care

I broke your heart
(I did it for you)
Tore us apart
(I did it for you)
Just walked away
(I did it for you) Oh ~
For you ~

You wouldn't want my everything
(did it for you)
Someone you knew that I couldn't be
(did it for you)
Why don't you ever understand me
But its true, its true
I did it for you, for you ~

I could say I'm sorry
Wouldn't mean a thing
Tell you what you want to hear
Baby what you wanted wasn't for me
Held you by a string
Had to cut you loose
Cause forever something we can't be

You know I loved you with
(Everything that I had)
But what you needed I
{Couldn't be, held you back)
I cared enough about you
To give you the chance
To find someone who care

I broke your heart
(I did it for you)
Tore us apart
(I did it for you)
Just walked away
(I did it for you ) Oh
For you

You wouldn't want my everything
(did it for you)
Someone you knew that I couldn't be
(did it for you)
Why don't you ever understand me
But its true, its true
I did it for you ~

They say the ones that you love
Are the ones you hurt the most
For all the pain that I've caused you
Baby I'm sorry ~

I did it for you~
(I did it for you)
Tore us apart
I'm so sorry babe
(did it for you)
Just walked away
I did it for you, for you ~

You wouldn't wanted my everything, everything ~
(did it for you)
Someone you knew that I couldn't be
(did it for you)
Why don't you ever understand me
But its true, its true
I did it for you, for you ~

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しんりゅはなに?

Today's million-dollar question: What is a best friend?

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Ola :)

I posted about the 21st in the previous post so go read that first :P

Anyways, today, I woke up at 2 o'clock in the morning just to go to the toilet. Bloody pissed me off. Had to run to the toilet. Was so afraid people would see me 'cause I was in my jammies -_- I DID run into someone, but she was wearing jammies too, so it didn't make me look like an idiot.

Good thing was that I didn't have a headache anymore :D

Went back to sleep.

At 8 something, my sister woke me up and I had to go and bathe. At first, I thought I'd hate to use the hostel's toilet, but quite on the contrary, I think I prefer that toilet to the one at home. You see, the one at home is either too cold at first or too hot later.

-_-

Bleghh~

Took a bus to some place where my sister bought breakfast. Kaya toasts and half-boiled egg. Yum~ The kaya was way too sweet, though. Could hardly taste the egg. Sister left me not long after she ate because she had some class.

So it's just me, alone, in the student lounge, using the school's computer to blog -_- Listening to Charice's "One Day" now. Nice to know Cleo likes this song too. Was listening to Jason Chen's "Best Friend" too. I like that song. It's really nice. If you haven't listened to it, listen to it -_-

Haha.

Since it's only 10:34a.m, there's nothing much to tell of today, so I'll leave the rest to later in the day :) CIAO!!

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~21/11/2011~

Today's million-dollar question: What is my haven?

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Ola :)

Yes, yes, you may applaud :P For it is that time of the year where I finally get back into the blogging spirit. Very, very sorry to have had kept my many readers in suspense whilst I decide every day that I am just way too lazy to sit and blog about my day.

-_-

I-am-SO-egoistic.

When it comes to my writing skills, I mean. Not to say they are anything close to being of the credible sort - I've just recently come across someone who writes much better than the shit I bring myself to write (and he's not even an aspiring author - I think -.-).

As for why I'm rekindling my love for blogging, it's probably because I have a lot of time to spare. Why?

I. Am. In. SINGAPORE!!!!!

Yes, yes, imma in Singapore. Travelled here yesterday, by bus. As I'm typing this, I'm actually speaking in that 'Uh-huh, yeah, I did it. In your face, suckers' tone.

Sue me.

Anyways, I caught the 9 o'clock bus yesterday on Aeroline. Very narrowly missed it, though. My mom thought I was supposed to collect the tickets only 15 minutes before departure time. In actual fact, it was 30 minutes before. I was pretty much 10 minutes late collecting my ticket when we realized. Didn't help that my dad was thinking of cancelling my trip there.

Went ballistic.

Thankfully, there were people still collecting tickets when I arrived so I didn't miss the bus :)

Boarded at 9:08a.m and slept for a while. Not long after, they served breakfast. There was a chicken and ham sandwich, some pastry thing and an apple. Left the apple. Didn't fancy the pastry. The sandwich, though, was nice :)

Quite unfortunately, it didn't occur to me to take a picture of it to post in my blog -_- Not that taking pictures on my sucky phone will help appeal to the audience -_-

Bleghh~

The five-hour trip was tiring, though. Passed time by watching cartoon movies on the bus, but I didn't watch any of them till the end. There was "Horton Hears A Who" which I stopped pretty fast because it was quite boring. Then I watched "How To Train Your Dragon" but it was the one of bad quality so I didn't bother continuing. Next, I tried "Chicken Run" but stopped after the pit stop because it was getting boring.

Also, at this point of time, I was already feeling really dizzy.

Last movie I tried watching was "Despicable Me". That was the longest movie I watched but even so, I didn't finish it. After all, I'd already watched it before, so... Yeah.

Spent the rest of my time either messaging my parents or my sister. I was too afraid of falling asleep in the bus for fear I might miss passing Malaysian or Singaporean immigrations. Those places are just too damn intimidating. All the lanes look the same. It's hard to tell which one I'm supposed to go to.

Either that or I'm just plain stupid.

Anyway, after passing Singaporean immigrations, it started to rain. Heavily. It's like Singapore knew I was going to invade -_-

My sister was there to pick me up when I got off the bus. We were all smiles. My sister brought me back to PGP first before we went for lunch. Had chicken rice and bubble tea. Wasn't too keen on my sister leaving me to buy the bubble tea, though, 'cause the dude started talking in Mandarin and I didn't understand -_-

Well, not until he gestured.

After that, I followed my sister to YST where she had to do some photoshoot stuff with her friends, Guam and Pascal. At first, I didn't like Pascal. He seemed way too... err... outspoken. Loud, too. And he wanted me to lick and polish his shoes before he gave me access to his 2TB hard drive which had 1TB worth of anime inside.

I know, right?

After the shoot, we went back to the room where he let me peruse his hard drive. He also gave me an insight to each of the anime. It was that moment when I decided to give him a second chance. After all, if he could spare his time to explain all that to me, he can't be that bad :P

...

Oh, I think I forgot to mention he's a photographer. He used to go to my sister's college, MCKL. He takes really good shots of my sister.

Of anyone, actually. His stuff are awesome. The way he gets protective over his equipment can be quite annoying, though -_-

That aside, I transferred like... 5 animes into my sister's laptop? Absolutely awesome. I think her hard drive's already full.

HAHA.

It's because of Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood.

Soon, we left the place for dinner at this Japanese place in The Cathay called Nihon Mura, which means Japanese Forest. It was really nice. The only thing that ruined my day was that I was having a splitting headache thanks to me watching movies on a moving vehicle.

Aiseh~

Stupid move.

Pungent joined us halfway through dinner and ordered more stuff to eat. I was already full so I didn't eat anymore. After footing the bill, we left the place. My sister and I grabbed that 1.20SGD ice cream which she liked - coffee flavour :P Then, we went to this place Guam took us to which sold tau fu fa. Nice stuff, but I didn't take much. I still had a headache, that's why.

When we returned to PGP, it was only 10 something, but I was so bloody tired and annoyed with my headache that I fell asleep straightaway.

That's about it for the 21st :) Tune in for today's post! CIAO!!

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Nick Pitera

My sister introduced me to this genius. I absolutely love his videos. Especially those where he sings the female lead.

Absolutely fascinating. CIAO!!

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Best Friend - Jason Chen + D

Do you remember when I said I'd always be there.
Ever since we were ten, baby.
When we were out on the playground playing pretend.
Didn't know it back then.

Now I realize you were the only one
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before
Back when we were so innocent

I pray for all your love
Girl our love is so unreal
I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you, somebody pinch me
This is something like a movie
And I dont know how it ends girl
but I fell in love with my Best Friend

Through all the dudes that came by
And all the nights that you'd cry.
I was there right by your side.
How could I tell you I loved you
When you were so happy
With some other guy?

Now I realize you were the only one
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before
When we were so innocent.

(Chorus)

I know it sounds crazy
That you'd be my baby.
But you mean that much to me.

'Cause nothing compares when
We're lighter than air and
We don't wanna come back down.

But I don't wanna ruin what we have
Love is so unpredictable.

But it's the risk that I'm taking,
Hoping, praying
You'd fall in love with your best friend

(Chorus) x2

I remember when I said I'd always be there
Ever since we were ten.
When we were out in the sandbox [playground] playing pretend.
Didn't know it back then...

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Max Elliot Slade

Holy shit. I'm in hunk heaven :P

He's so cute, no? Che, you recognize him? :P :P I was watching the two movies again. Managed to download them fast because of the awesome Internet connection now.

MWAHAHA. CIAO!!

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Mistletoe - Jason Chen *Justin Bieber* + D

Aye, it's the most beautiful time of the year,
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer,
I should be playing in the winter snow,
But Ima be under the mistletoe.

I don't wanna miss out on the holiday,
But I can't stop staring at your face,
I should be playing in the winter snow,
But Ima be under the mistletoe.

With you, shawty with you,
With you, shawty with you,
With you, under the mistletoe, yeah.

Everyone's gathering around the fire,
Chestnuts roasting like a hot July,
I should be chillin' with my folks, I know,
But Ima be under the mistletoe.

Word on the streets Santa's coming tonight,
Reindeer flying thru the sky so high,
I should be making a list, I know,
But Ima be under the mistletoe.

With you, shawty with you,
With you, shawty with you,
With you, under the mistletoe,
Yeaaa.

With you, shawty with you,
With you, shawty with you,
With you, under the mistletoe.
Hey love, the Wise Men followed a star,
The way I followed my heart,
And it led me to a miracle.

Aye love, don't you buy me nothing,
'Cause I am feeling one thing,
Your lips on my lips,
That's a Merry Merry Christmas.

It's the most beautiful time of the year,
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer,
I should be playing in the winter snow,
But Ima be under the mistletoe.

I don't wanna miss out on the holiday,
But I can't stop staring at your face,
I should be playing in the winter snow,
But Ima be under the mistletoe.

With you, shawty with you,
With you, shawty with you,
With you, under the mistletoe.
Sing it again!
With you, shawty with you,
With you, shawty with you,
With you, under the mistletoe, yeah.

Kiss me underneath the mistletoe,
Show me baby that you love me so,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Kiss me underneath the mistletoe,
Show me baby that you love me so,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.

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Every Breath - Boyce Avenue + D

Lyrics are in the song :)

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We Found Love - Megan Nicole *Rihanna feat. Calvin Harris* + D

Yellow diamonds in the light
And we're standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive
It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

Shine a light through an open door
Love and life I will divide
Turn away cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind
It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

Yellow diamonds in the light
And we're standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive
It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

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The Hardest Thing - Tyler Ward feat. Kurt Hugo Schneider + D

1st verse:
still framed photograph
of you and me together
is all i have of you and me
anymore
we were so inlove and
we thought it would last forever
but we were torn
by the storms

chorus:
and i won't forget you
I can't forget you
and the hardest thing I've done
is how to live without you
and I wonder why
we both walked away
i'm lost without you
still crazy for you
just turn around come back
because your smile is overdue
and i miss you

2nd verse:
If I only knew the words to say
that would make you turn around
I would say the words to you
more than a million times
It's been forever but that hasn't changed
what you mean to me
and darling can't you see?

Chorus:
that I won't forget you
I can't forget you
and the hardest thing I've done is
how to live without you
and I wonder why we both walked away
i'm lost without you
still crazy for you
just turn around come back
because your smile is overdue
and i miss you

Bridge:
I'm sorry for all I did
all I said
and
the things I hid
I'm finally over me
is that too late for you?
I can't imagine where I'd be
if you had never rescued me
you showed me what it is
and now i see

Chorus:
and I won't forget you
I can't forget you
and the hardest thing I've done is
how to live without you
and I wonder why
we both walked away
i'm lost without you
still crazy for you
just turn around come back
because your smile is overdue
and i miss you

***repeat chorus

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Without You - The Piano Guys *David Guetta* + D

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CIAO!!

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One Day - Charice + D

One day (x3)

[Charice - Verse 1]

They're not gonna keep me down
They're not gonna shut me out
They're gonna do what they do, I'll do me
I'm going against the crowd
I'm drowning out the doubt
They're gonna do what they do, I'll do
Something original, be unforgettable
They're gonna know my name

[Chorus]

One day, make you a believer
One day, got this all I need is
One day, don't try to tell me I can't
Right now, I'm running the future
Watchout, won't stop I'm a mover
One day, you're gonna know who I am
Oh when I'm high and free
It's not fate, wait and see, One day

[Charice - Verse 2]

I've been afraid to fall,
Too much for something more
But now that I see that it's mine,
I'll take it
Just go ahead and try,
You're not gonna change my mind
There's no such thing as too late

Yeah!

[Chorus]

One day, make you a believer
One day, got this all I need is
One day, don't try to tell me I can't
Right now, I'm running the future
Watchout, won't stop I'm a mover
One day, you're gonna know who I am
Oh when I'm high and free
It's not fate, wait and see

[Bridge]

I'm on a mission, no longer listening
To anyone that says don't try
Sometimes you feel it deep in your spirit
It's like a fire that won't die
One day
Wait and see
One day
Oh
Just wait and see it

[Chorus]

One day, make you a believer
One day, got this all I need is
One day, don't try to tell me I can't
Right now, I'm running the future
Watchout, won't stop I'm a mover
One day, you're gonna know who I am
Oh when I'm high and free
It's not fate, wait and see, One day

One day, One day, One day, One day, One day

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Louder - Charice + D

Louder (x4)

I'm staring out of my window
And the rain is pouring down
When you left, I was so low
But I'm not gonna drown

I don't need no shoulder
I'm gonna be a soldier
I just wanna feel somethin' I don't understand

I'm just gonna run right through the rain
I'm just gonna dance right through the pain
I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head [head, head, head]
Heart beat louder than my head [head, head, head]
Heart speak louder
Wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head

I, I am over overthinking of how to get you back
I'm checking out for the weekend
And I ain't going back

I don't need no shoulder
I'm gonna be a soldier
I just wanna feel somethin' I don't understand

I'm just gonna run right through the rain
I'm just gonna dance right through the pain
I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head [head, head, head]
Heart beat louder than my head [head, head, head]
Heart speak louder
Wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head

Oh, letting go
Yet it feel so good, so right
Oh, all I know
Is that I let my heart beat
Heart speak louder than my louder than my
Heart beat heart speak louder than my louder than my
Heart beat heart speak louder than my louder than my louder, louder, louder, louder

I'm just gonna run right through the rain
I'm just gonna dance right through the pain
I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head [head, head, head]
Heart beat louder than my head [head, head, head]
Heart speak louder
Wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head

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~30/10/2011~

Today's million-dollar question: What's a good love story?

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Ola :)

I blogged about the 29th in the last post, just so you know. Well then, I left off where I slept at 2 o'clock in the morning, right?

Woke up at 10 something in the morning. My aunt just came in and she broke down again. Naturally, I calmed her down. I managed NOT to cry. Well, a lot, anyway.

That aside, I went downstairs and saw that my grandpa was already up with my uncle. I went to freshen up and then had breakfast. My uncle bought some stuff in the market so I ate some.

Aunt was still in quite a bad shape even after we ate, so I just went around watching the workers put up stuff for the funeral service. Popo had already gone to be washed and made up, so the Semenyih people could do their work without any hindrances.

Mom called a couple of times because she wanted to check on the progress and everything.

After a while - I can't remember when - Popo's casket came back and this is when the waterfalls came again. My grandpa cried like anything. My aunt as well.

My sister was catching the 8 o'clock bus ride back from Singapore so my parents went to get her before coming to PJ. When they came, my sister pulak cried like anything. She just couldn't accept it, I guess. My mom also started to cry and everything.

My brother had a stone face, as usual.

Can't remember the rest of the day. Well, much, anyway.

Ooh, but I do remember that we had to stay up late to wait for my granduncle and his family to come over. My sister and I were playing Cluster Master on my iPad and my brother slept a little on the sleeping mat at our feet. My aunt was already upstairs sleeping.

Not long after, my brother and sister couldn't stay up any longer so they went up to sleep. I, on the other hand, indulged myself in Mr Darcy's Diary. I had my parents bring it over when they went back the night before.

My granduncle's family came over at 5 o'clock in the morning. My Kau Kung, Kau Fu, Kam Po, and Ee Po arrived in their black *insert car brand here* and stayed up for the rest of the morning because there was not much to do. Plus, my brilliant siblings didn't know that E E Nan was supposed to share the room with them, so they technically took up all their sleeping space.

Kau Fu had to sleep outside the room on the IKEA chair.

Kau Kung went outside to take a smoke, then went to sleep in their car.

After E E Nan woke up, Kau Fu and Kau Kung went to sleep in the room she slept in. My siblings were still sleeping so...

Yeah~

After that, it was my turn to retire to bed :) CIAO!!

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Suit Songs

There are some songs that reflect exactly what you're feeling right now. So, here are some songs I think suit some of my family members now:

Che, no matter what, I'll always be beside you :)

Kung Kung, it's okay, yeah?


That's not gonna work, Jamie. You want her, give her some freedom and don't misjudge situations.


Mommy, she'll always be in your heart, yeah?


You're home, Po. We'll miss you, but you're in better hands now.

Yeah, I've not much time more, so I'll just stop here for now :) CIAO!!

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Flawless - Katy McAllister

"FLAWLESS"

There's nothing setting the mood,
But it feels like there's candlelight
Surrounding you.
And I don't know where you've been
All my life, but this feels so wrong
That it feels right.

And I close my eyes, shut them tight,
Throw myself at you, but you don't make a move.
It's like I don't have anything to prove.

CHORUS
And you, to me
Are flawless
From the outside, all the way into the in between.
The truth is, I'm left lingering
On this
And I'm breaking, yeah I'm breaking at the seams.
And I'm not subtle like I used to be.

All this talk about stars,
They say they all die.
But when I'm blinded by the ones in your eyes,
I feel so alive.
And I don't know what's in the cards,
And I didn't know pain
Till you looked my way,
There's no winning at this game.

So we squared off and started the fight,
But it turns out the rules don't apply.
I'll lose everytime, everytime.

CHORUS
The others fell cause there was no seatbelt,
But I'll hold tight for my life cause I like this ride,
Yeah I like this ride.

BRIDGE
You're like the ride that's always dropped my stomach,
And it's something from I'd usually go runnin.
But one glance tucked me in for good,
And you moved me like nobody could.

The universe is setting the mood,
And it feels like
There's candlelight
Surrounding us.
So lean on in for the kill,
You're blowing my mind.
And it's kind of like
I'm dressing up to die.

repeat CHORUS

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Yukie Nishimura

西村由紀江さんなのだ。さあ〜聴いて :)

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~29/10/2011~

Today's million-dollar question: If you could resurrect one person, who would you resurrect and why?

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Ola :)

Haiz~ Guess there's really nothing to be happy about. I lost my grandmother that night. You know, she was fine before this. I mean, yeah, she had to be admitted into the hospital, but once she was in there, she gradually got better.

She started eating more, she spoke more, and she even regained her sense of humour.

Everyone was really happy about it. Especially my mom, aunt and grandpa. I'm sure my sister was glad too.

And even now I'm wondering, "Why did it have to end?"

Naturally, I already knew the reason in my mind: It's to bring her suffering to a stop. And honestly, I think I'm really thankful she finally passed on because she doesn't have to tolerate being an invalid anymore.

My grandma was never a person who liked to rely on other people. She was very, very independent. From what my sister said, she was the one who took care of her younger siblings. She had a younger sister and a younger brother. I think I mentioned before, but her brother - who is my Kau Kung - is 19 years younger than my grandma. He's only four years older than my mom.

Yeah~

That Saturday morning, my grandma was finally discharged from Sunway Hospital and brought back home. I, on the other hand, had a lot of tuition lessons going on. In the evening, my mom and brother went up to PJ to see my grandma at 7 o'clock and I stayed behind to study.

I also watched the 2-hour simulcast of Terra Nova.

Then, when my mom and brother came back at 11, not an hour later, my mom got a phone call from my aunt saying my grandma had suddenly stop breathing.

You know that feeling when someone says "My grandma just passed away" or "My grandpa just passed away" or just "My granduncle passed away"? When you hear about the death of someone in your friend's family who aren't their parents? You automatically think, "Oh, it's probably not such a big deal."

Hell, this was torture.

After my dad came back and got dressed, the whole family went into the Teana and drove off to our grandparents' place in PJ.

You wouldn't have wanted to be there at that point of time.

My aunt was literally wailing. She couldn't stop crying. She kept blaming herself and the people around her. She said she should've noticed the signs and done things quicker. She kept calling for my grandma to wake up because she really couldn't accept the fact that she was gone.

Just watching that alone made me cry so hard.

I thought I'd be able to hold it back, you know? But looking at your family member's lifeless body for the first time wasn't something one was supposed to be prepared for. This was a first for me. I'd never seen my paternal grandparents' lifeless bodies before so how was I supposed to react that night?

My grandpa too. He cried and weeped. For someone like my grandpa, who's so frail and weak that we're afraid he might break down any time, we were scared shitless.

I was up till 2 o'clock in the morning, whilst the rest of my family members consoled my aunt and went to settle the police reports. The pastor came and so did my ex-music teacher. Auntie Bala and Fi came too. Auntie Bala cried like anything. They were so close.

My sister was so shocked when she heard the news too. I couldn't imagine how it must've felt for her, because she was the one who'd been with my grandma the longest among us siblings. She stayed with them in PJ for 5 years since her high school was Sri Aman.

She loved my grandma so much.

At 2 I went to sleep because everyone was afraid of my epileptic condition. My parents only went home at 4. They didn't wake me up because they wanted me to get enough sleep.

That's about it for the 29th. Will blog about the 30th in the next post.

CIAO!!

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