会いたいよ～

Ola :)

It's been too long, eh? Well, for one, the Mac's gone for repairs so there's no way to blog :( Yeah, I miss blogging too :P

Not only that, but my exam is just a day away. Less than a day, in truth. Plus, it's at 9 in the morning. Haha. My mom sure knows how to kill me -_-

Bleghh¬

Then again, nothing much has been happening. I haven't been reading manga, or watching anime *that was a lie :P* and I haven't been able to do much writing either, mainly because I'm either practicing or eating, or practicing, or sleeping, or practicing, or bathing -_-

Bleghh¬

Can't wait for tomorrow to be over.

Woke up at 10++ today, got my books and left to the office to practice *obviously* since my mom's teaching at home.

Had McD's for lunch, but don't tell my mom, she thinks I had chicken rice :P

That's about all so far since it's only 1:42 p.m. Will blog when I have the chance :) CIAO!!

Just A Dream - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie *Nelly*

Absolutely awesome. Perfect duet :)

I See The Light - Mandy Moore & Zachary Levi

RAPUNZEL:
All those days, watching from the windows
All those years, outside looking in
All that time, never even knowing
Just how blind I'd been

Now I'm here blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's oh so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be

And at last I see the light, and it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light, and it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright, and the world has somehow shifted.
All at once, everything looks different, now that I see you.

FLYNN:
All those days, chasing down a daydream
All those years, living in a blur
All that time, never truly seeing
Things the way they were

Now she's here, shining in the starlight
Now she's here, suddenly I know
If she's here, it's crystal clear
I'm where I'm meant to go

RAPUNZEL and FLYNN:
And at last I see the light, and it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light, and it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright, and the world has somehow shifted.
All at once, everything is different, now that I see you.
Now that I see you.

楽しみ：）

Ola :)

Been long since I actually posted something, eh? Today I woke up at about ten minutes before 6 o'clock. Definitely not the time I was supposed to wake up at, but did nonetheless.

Thank God my parents weren't golfing that morning.

That was the original plan, but turns out they gave up on it. Not golfing, just getting up early to play that morning :P

Had shake in the car and left for school.

Nothing interesting happened during morning briefing and soon we were all hiding in the Bilik Operasi in the library whilst the assembly was going on. I, though there weren't any lights on, continued reading the book I'd lent from Jazzy - Dead Until Dark. It's actually the book the movie TrueBlood was based on? Yeah~ I wanted to try it.

Finished it today.

As for how it was, it was definitely something that made me want to read till the end, but I think the author kinda prolonged it a little. Plus, Bill didn't really do anything in the book towards the end. I'd expected him to find the person who'd killed Dawn, Maudette and Sookie's grandmother, but he didn't.

Sad~

And I didn't really fancy the fact that he "glowed" either. Now I have a permanent image of a vampire that glowed like one of those luminous sticks that you bend for the light to flash.

-_-

Oh, and I think Sookie and Bill kinda f*cked too much -_- Not appropriate language, but only that word can make me describe in full how disturbing reading those were -_- They were detailed, okay? -_-

The publishers should've put like an 18SX sign on the cover of the book :P

Nonetheless, it was alright. Definitely beat Twilight :P

Haha.

Anyways, after that, we came out and resumed stock checking, which had been our daily activity since a few weeks ago. We were working on putting the 900-shelf books back into the shelves and finishing the last two shelves.

After that, no more~ :)

Haha. I mean, it was great having to skip all the Pameran activities, but it was also very irritating because my nose kept itching and my eyes watered like shit -_-

Bleghh~

Plus, I found out the students in the Pameran room made mayonnaise :( I DIDN'T GET ANY!! :P

That aside, after school ended at 12:30, the Form 3s worked on the Farewell song and I'll Always Remember You by Miley Cyrus a few times before going back home :)

Ahh~

Had Theory class at 6 o'clock. Was alright, I guess. Have to wake up early tomorrow to get to a certain somebody's house to help out with the party preparations, then rush back home at 1 o'clock to bathe, change and go to the Farewell location :)

Can't wait!!

CIAO!!

Pachelbel's Canon on Cell Phone - Kurt Hugo Schneider

Improved Librarian Farewell Song :)

This isn't goodbye
We're all still here
This might take a while
But someday it'll all be clear

Though you are leaving school
We promise to
Keep in our hearts
Memories of you

Your efforts have not been in vain
You've all had to suffer
But both joy and pain
We will remember

But the important thing tonight
Is that we know this isn't goodbye

Throughout two thousand and ten
Many things have been happening (I know what I'm doing)
But sometimes what we plan
Becomes an unwanted tragedy (It wasn't me)

But that's not the highlight
By the end of today you'll find (that)

This isn't goodbye

We're all still here

This might take a while

But someday it'll all be clear

Though you are leaving school

We promise to

Keep in our hearts

Memories of you

Your efforts have not been in vain

You've all had to suffer

But both joy and pain

We will remember

But the important thing tonight

Is that we know this isn't goodbye

This year of two-o-one-o

Many things require fixing (and there's one more thing)

Why the PCs broke down I don't know

And *insert number here* air conds are not working (We're close to burning)

But that's not the highlight

By the end of today you'll find (that)

This isn't goodbye

We're all still here

This might take a while

But someday it'll all be clear

Though you are leaving school

We promise to

Keep in our hearts

Memories of you

Your efforts have not been in vain

You've all had to suffer

But both joy and pain

We will remember

But the important thing tonight

Is that we know this isn't goodbye

From Teacher's Day to Minggu PSS

We believe you did your best

Every round, every turn

Every crash, every burn

You've never walked out on us

We won't either because

Every move that we make

Defines us on this day

We will miss you like crazy

But we'll remember~

This isn't goodbye

We're all still here

This might take a while

But someday it'll all be clear

Though you are leaving school

We promise to

Keep in our hearts

Memories of you

Your efforts have not been in vain

You've all had to suffer

But both joy and pain

We will remember

But the important thing tonight

Is that we know this isn't goodbye

P/S: I don't know how many air conds are spoilt, so I'll fill it in when I know :P

I'll Always Remember You - Hannah Montana

I always knew this day would come
We'd be standing one by one
With our future in our hands
So many dreams so many plans

Always knew after all these years
There'd be laughter there'd be tears
But never thought that I'd walk away
With so much join but so much pain
And it's so hard to say goodbye

But yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I'm so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I'll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I'll always remember you

Nanananana

Another chapter in the book cant go back but you can look
And there we are on every page
Memories I'll always save
Up ahead on the open doors
Who knows what were heading towards?
I wish you love I wish you luck
For you the world just opens up
But it's so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I'm so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I'll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I'll always remember you

Everyday that we had all the good all the bad
I'll keep them here inside
All the times we shared every place everywhere
You touched my life
Yeah one day we'll look back we'll smile and we'll laugh
But right now we just cry
Cause it's so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I'm so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I'll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I'll always remember you

Nanananana

I'll always remember you
I'll always remember you

Form 5 Librarian Farewell Song?

There's not much time left

We've got to enjoy every bit

In order to make these memories best

We've got to give our everything

There's no while to waste

We can't throw it all away

Memories cannot be cut and paste

This has to be our special day

All that you've been through 

In these 5 years

They must mean something to you

The laughter and tears

Your best friends and friends

All alike

You can't let it end

You have to hold on tight

So grab the person next to you

Your words are a paycheck that's overdue

Don't put off what you can say

To another day

So baby put your arms around that person
Tell them that they are the reason
You don't cower from the worst
Instead you run at them headfirst

And the most important thing tonight
Is that you both know that this isn't goodbye

We all know time's flying past
We've got to make this day last
Cast away all your worries
Say you're sorry then make peace

Your friends aren't asking for genuine diamonds
They just want you to be there if anything happens
Waiting for that pat on the back
Waiting for that arm around their neck

All that you've been through 

In these 5 years

They must mean something to you

The laughter and tears

Your best friends and friends

All alike

You can't let it end

You have to hold on tight

So grab the person next to you

Your words are a paycheck that's overdue

Don't put off what you can say

To another day

So baby put your arms around that person

Tell them that they are the reason

You don't cower from the worst

Instead you run at them headfirst

And the most important thing tonight

Is that you both know that this isn't goodbye

I Run To You - Lady Antebellum

I run from hate, I run from prejudice
I run from pessimists, but I run too late
I run my life or is it running me, run from my past
I run too fast or too slow it seems

When lies become the truth
That's when I run to you

This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you, I run to you baby
When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to, I run to you

We run on fumes, your life and mine
Like the sands of time slippin' right on through
And our love's the only truth
That's why I run to you

This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you, I run to you baby
When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to, I run to you

Whoa, oh, I run to you

This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you, I run to you baby
When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to, I run to you, I run to you, yeah

Whoa, oh, I run to you
I run to you girl, whoa

I always run to you
Run to you, run to you

長い朝よ〜

God~

I had such a long morning today.

Firstly, I had to wake up at like... 7 something and go to Yobo. Had my shake but didn't get to weigh myself because the person in charge was kinda busy.

Besides, I just weighed myself on Monday -_-

Bleghh~

After that, I had to and bathe then go to the passport-making place to get my passport made -_- My aunt and mom came along to be my brother and I's guardian. The first time we went in and had to get our forms, I got quite angry with the people lining up. Well, mainly because let's face it, they weren't even lining up. There were like two different families heading each other trying to get an earlier number so they don't have to wait so long.

The vicious ones... are the moms. God~

:P

God, we had to wait so friggin' long. Thank God I brought The Lost Symbol with me to read.

God, I love Dan Brown's books. Oh, and Robert Langdon :P

*Why am I saying God so many times?? -_-*

I haven't read it finished yet, though, because our turn was pretty much after that. Had to get our fingerprints and everything, sign stuff, then we had to wait to pay for the passports before going to lunch.

Bleghh~

Had lunch at Sakura Imbi Restaurant or something like that at the SkyPark Terminal. I had fish and chips, like my brother. My mom had nasi lemak and my aunt had some kind of noodles. I was supposed to have another French Toast to share with my dad after that but he took too long and my mom decided I was doing such a good job keeping my weight down so she persuaded me not to eat anymore.

-_-

Bleghh~

But before we left the terminal, we grabbed Starbucks :)

At 3:45 we went to collect our passports, but had to wait again because they weren't done up to our names yet -_- When they were done, we had to wait yet again to collect our passports.

Bleghh~

Thank goodness they jumped the numbers here and there. We got our passports soon enough and we left for home. I was gonna plop onto the couch and sleep, but I don't know why, but I didn't feel like it. So I used the computer after my parents and aunt went out till I had to go for tuition at 6:30.

Modern Maths~ The joy, right? :P

Was okay, I guess. My brother called Sean halfway through class and invited him to dine with us but he declined the offer.

Thank God~

:P

I don't want to see him any more than I already have to, so... :)

It's based on personal reasons :)

Anyways, I had shake and soup for dinner. My brother went out to buy his dinner, a movie, and Chipsters for our trip to Singapore the next day. He bought Legend Of The Guardians at first, but it was unclear, so he went to change it again.

He came back with Born To Raise Hell but as I wasn't that kind of person, I decided to continue using the computer downstairs. Finished Kaichou Wa Maid-Sama :) Didn't have to borrow it from the otaku music teacher :P

That's about all, really :) Will be psyched about going to Singapore tomorrow and write in the hotel all day long :P And hopefully I can use my sister's laptop and marvel at the super fast Internet line :)

Woo~

CIAO!!

Keep It Together - Tyler Ward & The CO

Bm
IS IT REALLY ALL THEY SAY IT IS
G
I' M TRYNNA MAKE SENSE OF THIS
D
THEY ALWAYS SAY
A
NEVER JOIN THE CIRCUS
Bm
WILL THEY REALLY TAKE CARE OF ME
G
LOVE ME LIKE I WANNA BE
D
A
I' VE HEARD BEFORE THIS LIFE CAN LEAVE YOU EMPTY
Bm
IT' S HARD TO SEE IT FROM THE BOTTOM
G
WHEN YOUR LIGHT IS STILL SHINING
D
IT' S TIME FOR YOU TO HURRY UP NOW
A
COS YOU' RE TIME IS RISING
Bm
IT' S HARD TO SEE IT FROM THE BOTTOM
G
WHEN YOU WANNA GIVE UP NOW
D
YOU GOTTA KEEP GOIN'
A
COS YOUR TIME IS RISIN'
G
D
O YOU FEEL IT COMIN' NOW
A
YOU FEEL IT FALLIN' DOWN
Bm
A
G
YOU GOTTA KEEP YOURSELF TOGETHER
G
D
O YOU FEEL IT COMIN' NOW
A
YOU FEEL IT FALLIN' DOWN
Bm
A
G
A
YOU GOTTA KEEP YOURSELF TOGETHER
Bm
IS IT REALLY WHAT THEY SAY IT IS
G
I FEEL IT GETTING' BREATHLESS
D
THEY ALWAYS SAY
A
THE CAMERA IS CONTAGIOUS
Bm
WILL THE ROOM START TO CAVE IN
G
WHEN MY STEPS START SHIFTIN
D
A
I' VE HEARD BEFORE DONT LOSE WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN
Bm

IT' S HARD TO SEE IT FROM THE TOP NOW
G
WHEN THE LIGHT IS JUST BLINDING
D
NO TIME TO CLOSE YOUR EYES NOW
A
NO TIME FOR HIDING
Bm
IT' S HARD TO SEE IT FROM THE TOP NOW
G
WHEN YOU WANNA FALL BACK DOWN
D
O YOU GOTTA KEEP CLIMBIN
A
COS YOUR TIME IS RISING
G
D
O YOU FEEL IT COMIN' NOW
(THIS IS YOUR COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK DON' T LOOK BACK)
A
YOU FEEL IT FALLIN' DOWN
Bm
A
G
YOU GOTTA KEEP YOURSELF TOGETHER
(THIS IS YOUR COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK DON' T LOOK BACK)
G
D
O YOU FEEL IT COMIN' NOW
A
YOU FEEL IT FALLIN' DOWN
Bm
A
G
Bm A
YOU GOTTA KEEP YOURSELF TOGETHER

D---G---Bm---A
D---G---Bm---A
D---G---Bm---A

Here's To The Heartbreakers - Katy McAllister

You think that it is over

When did it ever begin?
Don't pretend like he was ever interested.
He may have had you fooled by
The way he looked into your eyes
But no he really looked right through,
Through it all.
He could swear he never meant it,
Act like you're overreacting.
But he's the tool
Who shouldn't have been acting,
How are they the one's attracting us?

Here's to the heartbreakers
Who are so good at
Hiding all the evidence of them pretending
All along who were we kidding?
I could find a man and not a boy
Yeah you'll see what you're missing.
Yes I'm fine now, thanks for asking..
Here's to the fakers
Here's to the heartbreakers!

You try to play his games but
Then you're the one who's being confusing,
He'll keep using that old line.
You could just tell me you don't have the time.
But no, you wanna leave me hanging
What's the point in all of my waiting?
I'm the one who's noticing you,
Guess that makes me obsessed with you.
I turn your flaws into beauty,
And you're seeing this as a bad thing.
Are you kidding me?
Yeah well, you're the one who'll be missing me.

Here's to the heartbreakers
Who are so good at
Keeping us around while still
Keeping our confidence down.
Do you feel as if you own me?
I could find a man and not a boy.
Yeah you'll see what you're missing.
Yes I'm fine now, thanks for asking.
Here's to the takers,
Here's to the heartbreakers!

This is the story of a girl
Who builds her own thoughts.
She has the faith that he'll be more,
Than what she only thinks she wants.
She's seen the bitter truth, but when
Someone is looking right at you.
It's hard to see through the lying eyes,
When you're mesmerized, yeah I'm mesmerized.

Well you'll never own me.
You'll never even have me.
Yeah, cause I could find a man and not a boy.
Yes you'll soon see what you're missing.
Did you get what you came for?
Yeah, you're a heartbreaker.
Let me give you a little more.
You know who you are, this one's for you.

心はいい

Sometimes I think I'm too nice -_-

Ola :)

:P

Woke up at 8 something today because my mom woke me up to go Yobo's. I could afford to sleep a little bit more though, because my mom had to send my brother to school. Haha. Yeah, he woke up late and he had an exam :P

Stupid boy :P

My maid woke him up, but he didn't get up.

Mwahaha.

That's his fault, not mine :P

Anyways, the drink at Yobo's wasn't so good today. I didn't enjoy it much. On the up side, I lost 0.6kg. It's not much, but at least it's something.

I think I'll be going there tomorrow as well.

Yes, I'm skipping school again :)

On the other hand, I'm writing as much as I can at home, so... :)

Heehee~

Pretty much either spent my time using the computer or writing. At 2 something, I went out to the office to practice and write the book :) At 4:15, I went back home, got my iPod, packed my bags and left for Sean's house for Add Maths tuition.

The joy, right? :P

Add Maths was actually quite fun. We had fun teasing my brother too cause he nearly made a mistake :P And he got his marks back. 21% for Paper 2.

Mwahaha.

Came back after class at 6:30 and went to practice at the office.

Had my class at 8:30. Was okay, I guess. Have to practice more though. Gonna ace this exam and write for the rest of the hols :)

Good thing is, I'm going to Singapore on Thursday. Making passport with my brother tomorrow :) Good thing I'm not going to school :)

As you might've known from my older posts, I've been listening to Tyler Ward's music, as well as Julia Sheer and The CO. They sound really good. Haiz~ I wish we had a recording studio~ :( Then I'd be able to record songs with Kanga and Cleo.

*Looks pointedly at dad :P*

Oh well~

Their songs are really nice. You should try listening to them. It's definitely better than some better known celebrities like Kesha and Lady Gaga -_-

:)

That's about all :) Will continue writing now :) CIAO!!

P/S: I'm too soft. And I **** you

You Will Never Be - Julia Sheer feat. Tyler Ward

How did we ever come to this
I never thought you'd be someone I'd have to miss
And there I was caught in your game
Needing answers that never came

And we took a chance
You said you were strong
Strong enough
But you were wrong

And now I'm deafened by your silence
Blinded by the tears
If you're looking for forgiveness
You won't find that here

Cause you lied your way to heartbreak
And now it's all too clear
That you will never be

Look at her
She won't ever compare
You can say you're sorry
But I still don't care

Will she work this mess?
Will she work this pain?
You can say it's her fault
But you're both to blame

Now I'm deafened by your silence

Blinded by the tears

If you're looking for forgiveness

You won't find that here

Cause you lied your way to heartbreak

And now it's all too clear

That you will never be

Looking back it was all so easy

I hope you know you're my last mistake

Don't come around and say you need me

I won't stay

Now I know that you were so deceiving

Was it fun for you to walk away

Hope you liked it cause she's so damn easy

You won't change

Now I'm deafened by your silence

Blinded by the tears

If you're looking for forgiveness

You won't find that here

Cause you lied your way to heartbreak

And now it's all too clear

That you will never be

That you will never be

Airliner - Tyler Ward feat. Julia Sheer

Airliner Music Video


Saw him coming from the upstairs room
his headlights shined like the moon
I smile
He never makes me wait

Twelve roses like the clock reads noon
This cinderella dances to the tune
oh while
there's no time to waste

So can we just slow down
while you make this mistake
just slow down
so my heart don't break

It's like your
flying through the sky in a big airliner
looking at me with those dark brown eyes
you say
I'll be forever yours
coming undone and my seams unravel
you know that I love you but my heart won't travel
but I'll still be yours


Sitting in his car and it's two a.m.
he's holding me like this will never end
I try
I try to hide my tears
Quarter to three and he's got to leave
a last goodbye and a kiss on my cheek I
won't forget these years

So can we just slow down
while you make this mistake
just slow down
so my heart don't break

It's like your
flying through the sky in a big airliner
looking at me with those dark brown eyes
you say
I'll be forever yours
coming undone and my seams unravel
you know that I love you but my heart won't travel
but I'll still be yours

The seventeenth came way too soon
now I'm staring at this empty room
he said
I'll be forever yours

I Will Follow You Into The Dark - Kurt Hugo *Death Cab for Cutie*

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark