And you want me to walk home? Fine. I'll try some time, when I get the roads right. Then if someone comes and kidnaps me, I'll just wait till I die. It's not like you'll notice my absence, right? Since it'll probably be MUCH MORE convenient if I just disappear from the face of this earth?
I was already pissed after school because I had to wait so bloody long before Kanga's boyfriend came to apparently "escort" me back with Kanga. Not only that, but I got annoyed with Andy because he started getting really irritating.
Trust me, irritating, I can stand, but it depends on when you do so. I was already so angry and nobody really did anything to make me feel better, so I'm just gonna chillax and ignore all of them.
And it was raining when I called you. When I realized the rain had stopped, I thought walking up would still make it, but unfortunately, it didn't. So why the hell do you have to yell at me?! I already know I'm in the wrong!! If your intention was making me feel guilty, congratulations, because I felt like SHIT when I got into the car.
You know, you would think there might be a day when I want to be a little selfish with where you pick me up from. I just wanna try it once more to have you pick me up in front of my school. I thank you for making me feel like crap when you told me we missed a nice lunch.
Not only that, but it seemed we got out of the jam in time to enjoy the lunch, but too late. The damage was done and my eyes were flaming. Sometimes, I just wanna jump off a cliff and make others feel sorry with the way they treated me.
Ugh!!
And I'm already angry with the fact that the Sopranos in our class won't co-operate with singing Keranamu Malaysia. How bloody much do you think my tolerance level is?!! For bloody God's sake, I have my own problems everywhere and I don't have the time to focus on one thing alone.
I feel bad for taking all this out on my blog, but I've got nothing else and no one else to turn to. Not face-to-face, that is. And some people I'm thinking of would probably take the opposing side anyway. They have a connection -_-
Anyways, I'll be stopping here for this post. Will update about my day in another post. Ciao!!
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