バカ人間

Today's million-dollar question: If quitting law enforcement means you're allowed to break the rules, what do you need to quit to get some brains?

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God, I don't know how many more of these kind of posts I'll be posting before I can actually blog about myself -_-

Cheh~

Anyways, here's for the jackasses who hurt my buddies in school:

Shut-the-f*ck-up, man. (I know, I know, I'm kinda swearing a lot nowadays, though it's censored :P)

How much more pretentious can you get? Were all your years as prefects just for show? Just for ko-ko marks? How could you even bring yourself to say that? To a junior, no less. You friggin' chump assholes only know how to suck up to teachers and then do the exact opposite of what you're supposed to.

You're just a bunch of two-faced (if not more) bitches ("bastards" is being WAY too nice).

For those who are wondering what the hell happened, here's a little update:

Ex-prefects & Co.: *Making a lot of noise. NOT shutting up.*
Probate: Please keep quiet (or somewhere among those lines).
Ex-prefects & Co.: *Still making a lot of noise. STILL not shutting up.*
Probate: Please keep quiet. *After a while* Please keep quiet (or somewhere among those lines).
FATIN HANANI (Yeah, screw her, I ain't making nicknames for her for safety purposes): Ei! Do you know who I am? I used to be the top five, okay? You should know that in these kind of situations, people will NOT listen to you.

What. The. F*CK. Is. That?!

Oh my God. What I would give to be a prefect and to be there at that point of time JUST so I could give her a big piece of my mind.

So WHAT you were the top five?! When you passed the prefectorial baton over to the next batch, did you pass your sanity as well? Or were you never in possession of such a thing in the first place?

"You should know that in these kind of situations, people will NOT listen to you."

Quoting Kanga, just because YOU couldn't handle them when something like that happened, it doesn't mean the future generation can't. Honestly, I agree with her when she said your batch was the worst. The Head Prefect was a third-rate lowlife, the Vice President lost her common sense and whichever post YOU held, you definitely didn't do it justice AT ALL.

Screw all of you, man. You're all just as bad as all the other students the minute you take your blazers off. When you graduate, don't ever bother coming back and showing your sorry-ass faces around us. The school's better off without you.

You intend to walk into the exam hall with THAT kind of attitude? Sorry for the curse (or am I?), but may you never succeed in life. You may get straight A's for SPM, bachelors, masters and doctorates, but you'll never be more than that; a display trophy.

You'll never lead a good life. You'll never be what you want to be. And you'll never be wanted by anyone.

Maybe that'll make you think twice or three times before you attempt to humiliate someone in public.

Wait, that'll require brains, won't it?

ALL the ex-prefects, in fact, think that it's okay to break the laws once you've "retired". The Head actually forgot her tie and needed to see the discipline teacher for a rented one. The Vice actually switched uniforms with her non-prefect friend and the others just don't know how to shut up.

What part of "Please stop talking" do you NOT seem to be able to comprehend? And am I the only one who feels the importance of needing to SHUT UP when the situation demands it?

God, save the assholes.

嘘つき

Today's million-dollar question: How many lies do you have to tell before you qualify to be a full-fledged liar?

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Ola :)

I heard something unbelievably hilarious the other day. Heck, it wasn't "the other day", it was just yesterday. I was having my BM tuition and my teacher told me something SO funny I had to refrain from toppling over with laughter.

Apparently my ex-teacher's been telling her all kinds of things about me.

I don't geddit, you know? I mean, yeah, sure, I stopped your tuition, but it doesn't give you the liberty of backstabbing your ex-students behind their backs, understand?

You-are-such a liar.

COME ON! What the hell is your problem, woman?? Is it not enough that you dissed my family? Now you're spreading lies about me too?

F*ck you, man. You must be one jealous bitch to want other people to think I did so badly in my exams. Envious of me? I'm smarter than your son?

Maybe that's 'cause I don't go around socializing with God-knows-which school friends outside all the f*cking time.

Unlike your son, I actually study. Unlike your son, I don't go outside unnecessarily. Unlike your son, I care about my school results. Unlike your son, I feel the need to emulate the smartasses in my class.

And very much unlike you, my mom doesn't find comfort in backbiting other people's children just so they can feel good about themselves.

Screw off, bitch. There's only so much you can hide from the world. I never said a word to you. I never even told your son any of my results. How the heck would you know about them? If you had just said I didn't do so well, I would be able to accept that. But you said I didn't even get a single A.

Just so you can bloody get your facts right, I got FOUR A's (three of them A minuses, but it's still something). Nothing to be proud of, but they're A's nonetheless.

Before you start concocting your own conjectures about other students, why don't you try turning your boasts about your son a reality?

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英語は楽しいです!!

Today's million-dollar question: Do you like writing?

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Ola :)

I woke up at my usual time today, once again, with the help of my brother's alarm clock. He didn't go to school today, though. No idea why.

After having packed my bag and everything - also to check on my Kodomo no Omocha downloads - my mom sent me to school.

Got super annoyed in school today because I only slept at 12 o'clock finishing my NILAM book and I forgot to put it into my bag. Can you imagine? Best part is, I already took it downstairs, with full intention of handing it to Dellie, but I didn't put it in. I-just-didn't.

Ugh.

Apologized to Dellie, then went on with the morning briefing. Apparently the Form 4s and 2s have to come up with a performance for the Form 5 Librarians' Farewell, but we haven't even met up once yet. I was thinking about another song like last year, but I can't be selfish, so...

Yeah~

The Editoral Board of my school is recruiting new members and I'm in a dilemma. I want to write for the school magazine, but I'm scared of the Head of the English department -_- It's Joshua.

*Dramatic music plays in background*

-_-

Yeah~

Good thing is, I'll be able to collect more Ko-ko points. And honestly. I desperately need those. I haven't even handed my ko-ko book in ONCE in my whole life. I won't be able to impress any colleges if I don't excel in any co-curricular activities.

Bleghh~

That aside, school was actually quite fun today. The first two classes of Form 4 - Alpha and Beta - attended this NST-NIE Creative Writing Workshop in the Pameran room today. Was psyched, naturally, but it was similar to the one I had once attended with Sara, Kanga and Shez once upon a time.

-_-

Oh well. It was still interesting. I liked our facilitator. Free food was given too. Mwahaha.

We only finished at 15 minutes WAY past 2:30p.m, so I was kinda scolded by my mom, who had another class at three o'clock. Bleghh~

Had a very nice lunch today. My mom bought the "lo mai bao" from my grandparents' marketplace. Played Restaurant City and Virtual Families whilst I ate.

Bathed and everything, then took a nap outside on the couch because I was really, really tired. And I did something completely unexpected.

I overslept.

I woke up to my phone ringing. It was my teacher, and she was waiting outside. O.O I know, right? I couldn't believe it either.

Class was alright, though. I might actually consider being an actuarist. The pay is fantastic, and it means I get to do more Add Maths :) I really like it, I dunno why. Especially Differentiation. I think Chapter 9 is my favourite chapter :D

Yeah~

Oh, and I forgot to mention this earlier, but my Kodomo no Omocha download finished, so I downloaded the next two episodes. If I'm not mistaken - and if God's shining upon me tonight - they will finish before I go to sleep, so I can continue with the following two episodes.

Heehee.

Which reminds me, if my sister is reading this (and I'm sure she will): Have any of the episodes finished downloading??? I wanna know!!

Had shake and a bowl of "mi sua" for dinner. Will be hitting the hay soon because I'm really tired. Like I said, I've been feeling very exhausted nowadays and I can hardly imagine why.

Bleghh~

Will be studying hard tomorrow. Finals are in less than two weeks. Buck up, Lou!!

CIAO!!

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お休みのキス

Today's million-dollar question: If Shakespeare was gay, why did he have a wife?

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Ola :)

I woke up at 5:36a.m today. Yeah~ Nowadays, it's my brother's alarm at 5:30 that wakes me up. Mine still goes off at 4:48a.m, of course, it's just that I snooze it till it's time for me to get up :)

Anyways, after I freshened up and put on my uniform, I went downstairs to pack my bags, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. My brother came down after that, and at 6:30a.m, my mom sent us to school.

I still hate Mondays, even though I don't go for the Bangsar tuition anymore. I mean, I hate our morning assemblies on Mondays. Way too long. And as if that's not bad enough, our Headmistress didn't come in today, so the second-in-command teacher gave her long, dull speech.

Bleghh~

First subject for the day was History. Made my way to the Bilik Akses with Andyy after going to the toilet. We talked about various things. Things that I'd rather not disclose here. Not much, then again. Just stuff about what happened after I left her house on Saturday.

Yeah, 'cause all the excitement happens when I'm gone.

-_-

Second subject was English. That reminds me, I need to get started on my presentation. The last day is on Thursday. Bleghh~

During recess, I had the coffee cake that my aunt bought from the market and hung out with Sara and the rest of my friends in Alpha. Bought a new corrector and a NILAM book as well.

After recess came Moral. My friend, Dellie, went back home quite soon after it started, so she gave me her module to complete since I didn't bring mine.

I think I lost mine, actually -_-

Next came Add Maths. We were relieved by one teacher, but Sausage gave us some Chapter 9, Differentiation questions that we had to solve. Was really fun, you know? Danya missed quite a lot. I hope she can catch up tomorrow, if she's coming.

Bio was next. Naturally, it was more or less as interesting as it'll ever get. Sara and Kanga were annoyed at the table behind us because they were talking loudly and very annoyingly. God, some of their voices are just so friggin' irritating that you just want to wrench their voice boxes out.

Is that even possible?

Heck, I'm not even making sense now.

Physics was the last subject. I love our Physics teacher, she's so cute and she's great at teaching. You feel as if you get smarter and smarter with each passing lesson. Awesome, I know.

You gotta study yourselves too, of course, bak kata pepatah, bertepuk sebelah tangan tiada bunyi.

-_-

Went home after that. Kanga and Cleo, dear darlings, accompanied me again. Came back home, used my iPad a while, then went to bathe. After bathing, I did something I didn't think I'd do.

I took a nap.

Seriously, like, on the couch outside the music room. I actually napped in a sitting position, leaning against the couch.

At around six something, I got around to doing my school work - Chemistry report, which is due tomorrow, and the Add Maths questions we got today.

Yeah~

Gotta go soon. I actually haven't done my NILAM yet. Dellie would kill me if she found out :P

Okie dokie then :) CIAO!!

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耳を貸して

Listen, and listen carefully.

Shut-up.

Sometimes, I don't understand you guys, y'know? We all go to school for a reason. We all need to study. And therefore we need to listen to every effing word that comes out of our teacher's mouths because they're - no matter how much you deny it - important.

Personally, I don't give a damn whether or not you guys want to study. The decision to screw your lives up isn't mine to make. You can do whatever you want to your future and I'd just turn a blind eye to it. It's none of my business, after all.

What I DO give a damn about, though, is the fact that you're not only too noisy for us to hear our teachers, but also that you're being f*cking rude to them.

Talk all you want. I don't care. But the least you can do is use some common sense that you're not the only human beings - or are you? - in the classroom.

SOME of us actually WANT to study.

So for a change, why don't you try zipping it?! You can honestly wonder why you're failing Bio with THAT attitude of yours? You can honestly wonder why she can use your not paying any attention in class as the reason to why you're failing in the first place?

Or is it that you won't change until SHE gets an attitude as well? You want her to punish you and scold you and treat us all like slaves? Is that what you want? Is that what you're waiting for?

I want to study. Kanga, Sara, Chucky and I all want to study. Why is it you are so selfish that you can't understand that? You can't respect that?

We ask you to keep quiet and you take it as we're being stuck ups. We say, "If you don't want to study, just keep your voices down so the rest of us can" and you pretend you didn't hear us.

Is there a limit to your ignorance and childishness?

For God's sake, give her a break. The teacher's so pitiful, having to raise her voice louder and louder all the time just so the people IN FRONT can hear what the buck she's saying.

Like I said, I don't care if you don't want to study. I don't care if you want to talk in class. But do it so that those who WANT to study don't get disturbed by you.

That's a no-brainer.

悪い?!!

Today's million-dollar question: Where art thou common sense?

Water, water everywhere
And not a drop to drink

-Samuel Taylor Coleridge-

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Ola :)

I've been waking up pretty late these days -_- Woke up at 10 something today - I think. 

That aside, I had quite a nice time yesterday :) There was no Add Maths tuition (for sad reasons), no English tuition (transferred to Sunday), and no Theory class (because I was going for Andyy's open house).

Reached there quite late. Pretty awkward, though, because Andyy and her cousin DoubleA-Ron were busy doing something else. 

Oh-my-God, I'm actually afraid of even thinking about what the hell they were watching. But I think it's safe to bet my allowance on the fact they must've been watching porn.

Bleghh~

Anyways, like I said, the first few minutes were a little awkward for me. I actually had to take a book from my bag and read it just so I had something to do. Not long after, Shez came too. Again, it was a little awkward, till we all went down to have something to eat.

Had around 6 or 7 sticks of satay with delicious kuah kacang. Once again, not long after, Danya arrived. Thank God. I was literally waiting for her arrival. Sitting with two people I was never that close with was really getting too tiresome. 

Was really entertaining to just listen to them speaking, though. I didn't talk much. I'm a passive person, I guess. Not that much of a sociable person. Never was.

At around 7 something, I left Andyy's house to my grandparents' place. We were going to have dinner with my mom's aunt, uncle and cousin - in other words, my grandaunt, granduncle and... I dunno who her cousin's supposed to be for my siblings and I.

Ho-ly shit. My granduncle is bloody young!! He's only FOUR years older than my mom! That's not her uncle, that's her brother!

-_-

Dinner was rather nice, though I didn't really like the restaurant we ate at. Food was fine. After dinner, we went back to my grandparents' place and talked till a little after 11:30p.m. Reached home at around midnight and I used my iPad till around 1:30a.m.

Yeah~

Getting back to today (well, whatever that's happened so far), I had shake for breakfast (like always) and then, with my dad, brother and family friend, had lunch at Yap's Chicken, near our house. 

Had English tuition (since yesterday we didn't have it) at 2 o'clock. Just recently finished. Watching a few episodes of Castle at the moment (just for the fun of it) and also downloading episodes of Itazura Na Kiss from YouTube.

That's about it, then, for now :) CIAO!!

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明日、来るな!

Today's million-dollar question: Would you be happy to have someone new in your life, or would you be sad now you have one more person to lose?

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Ola :)

I recall mentioning I didn't go to school today in today's earlier post. I'm sorry I haven't been updating, by the way. I was just way too lazy. I know, I know, I'm not supposed to do that, and honestly, the lack of tuition has been the major reason.

I'll be better, I promise.

Yeah~

Had shake for breakfast today, as usual, as I toyed around with my iPad. Not long after, my mom, sister and brother came back from my grandparents' place, so I had to bathe before that. After they finished freshening up as well, we left to KK's, the restaurant behind the market place of our small little town (is it a town?).

Following our lunch (which consisted of beancurd, lemon chicken, fish, kai lan, and egg in wine), we (my mom, aunt and I) "escorted" my sister to Corus Hotel, where she left on Aeroline back to S'pore. Yeah~ She's only been here for four days excluding today. Short, I know. One can wonder why she even bothered coming back.

:P

I'm joking, I'm joking! (Inside joke :P)

After dropping my sister off, we made our way to Bangsar Shopping Centre. My mom wanted to get more Cottage Cheese, but it was sold out when we got there :( It's a sign. God doesn't want me to go on a diet.

Told you He hates me -_-

Bought other stuff too, but I can't remember what, so we'll leave it at that :P Dinner was some da-bao-ed food from a Chinese stall nearby.

Sorted out all my homework today. Finished whatever I was supposed to finish, did my tactical plan for the Library this year, attempted to complete my Physics Chapter 3 module, drank my chlorophyll (???)... :P

Haha.

-_-

I've been up for too long now, haven't I? :P

Well, then. I must say, I've been quite good since I haven't been excessively watching anime and reading manga (unless you count me re-reading the chapters of Gakuen Alice I have in my iPad -_-) since I stopped my Bangsar tuition.

Yeah~

I'll be working hard from now on. Or not, my mom will start saying I'm a disappointment again. I'll make sure she gulps them right back down.

Will be going to school tomorrow. Fifi's tumpang-ing my car back home, so in case she reads this, I'll be waiting either in the library or the canteen. If you're late, I'll be out at the school's entrance.

Yeah~

CIAO!!

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P/S/S: You see? Now she's given up. She wants us to let her go. And honestly speaking, I think I'm more relieved than pained. At least I'll know she won't suffer anymore.

嫌な人

Isn't it amazing how hypocritical people can be?

I often go to school (duh -_-) and hear at least one bad thing about someone whom they're actually close to. Not to say I'm loved by everyone (which proves my point), but I'm just voicing opinions.

In the first place, I don't understand how two people can continue hanging out with each other if they can't stand each other. That's why there are fall-outs, breakdowns, burst-outs and all kinds of yelling during classes et cetera, et cetera, et cetera.

I don't particularly care about all this, but unlike quite a few other people, I hardly have anyone I don't like. Maybe one smartass, but that's about it. I don't even bother disliking Blackie so much now.

Know why?

It's a bother -_-

If I don't like that person, I just avoid him/her. There's no reason for me to pretend to be nice to him/her and then talk behind his/her back when he/she's not lookin'. I don't care how smart she is, I wouldn't stoop so low as to win my way into his/her heart and then strip it apart in the end.

I really don't like it when people start arguing in class. I really don't like it when class is interrupted because half the class is more interested in listening to two people scream their disagreements with each other rather than listen to the teacher teach.

Know what annoys me the most?

When those two are my friends.

I don't f*cking care if you don't like each other, and I don't care if you want to spill each other's guts out. What I do care about, though, is the fact that my friends are arguing and throwing fireballs at each other right in front of me. It hurts more than anything I can imagine.

Why can't you get along?

But then there's this: I treasure the friendship we have. I don't want to sever it.

THEN-DON'T-F*CKING-ARGUE.

Nobody's perfect, fine, I'll give you that. Even so, if you're friends and sometimes it's just that one point of time when he/she crosses over the line, just swallow the poison that's tempted to spurt itself at him/her and say it nicely instead. There's no reason for you to glare at that person and raise your voice. That's just going to annoy the other party and pour oil into the fire.

Heck, I'm pretty sure if you tell the opposite person all the things that he/she does that irritates you NICELY, he/she'll understand and try his/her best not to tick you off anymore.

At least, I know I would. I hear things about myself from people I never thought I'd hear from either, but you don't hear me talking bad behind their backs or hating them because of it now, do you?

That's just 'cause I can bear it. And sometimes, I agree with what they say. I mean, like I said, we're not perfect, right? I can make mistakes. I can act stupidly. I can annoy the shit out of people I never mean to annoy and much, much more.

You don't see me yelling at them now, do you?

I don't know if you've noticed, but whenever any of you suddenly start yelling at each other, I don't say anything.

Just so you know, I'm not going to take sides. I don't know what the hell went on between the two of you, but that's not my problem. All I want is for you to get along.

That's, of course, unless it involves criminal activities such as abuse or anything of the sort.

-_-

So why don't you try, for once, to sit down, face the person that annoys you, and talk things out? No raised voices, no angry faces, no physical contact.

Just-talk. You'll honestly be surprised at how stupid you'll feel about yourselves after you're the best of friends.

Please?

In Heaven - JYJ + D

[JJ]Jigeum waseo malhal sudo eobseo
Neoui gijeok geu modeun ge heosang gata
Majimak geu moseubdo seoseohi gieok sogeman
Jamgyeojyeo ganeun geotman gata

[YC]Eodinga-eseo nal bogoisseulkka
Huhwehaedo neujeobeoryeo bol su eobseo

[YC][JS]Chueoge geurimja-e chokchokhan nae nunmulman
Geu jaril jigyeobogo isseo

[JJ]Nan mothae jeongmal mothae
Niga nae gyeothe isseul ttae mankeum
Mianhande geuge andwae
Ijen modeun ge tteolryeowa

[JS]Jogeum deo gidarida
Kkum sokeul hemaeida (hemaeida~)
Gyeolguk ni aneseo nuneul gameulkkabwa

[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deulijiga anha

[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JS]Tto dashi saranghae jugettni

[YC]Byeolsseo ireon gyeojeol jinawasseo
Neoui heunjeok chajabwado jiwojyeosseo

[YC][JJ]Majimak ni gieokdo nunmure teoneol sokeuro
Jamgyeojyeoganeun geotmal gata

[JS]Naneun mollae kkumeul kkullae
Nega neo yeope ittjireul anha
Mianhande iman galke
Ijen neoui gireul ttara

[JJ]Kkeuteobneun gireul ttara neol chaja hemaeida (hemaeida)
Geunyeoreul irghoseo seulpeomanhalkkabwa

[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deulijiga anha
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni

Kajima kajima isseojeul su ittni
Geojitmal geojitmal deulrijiga anha
Saranghae saranghae boyeojul su ittni
Saranghae saranghae saranghae jugettni

Kajima kajima isseojeul su ittni
Geojitmal geojitmal deulijiga anha
Saranghae saranghae boyeojul su ittni
Jebal dorawajweo…

[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deuliji anha

[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Tto dashi saranghae jugettni

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いやよ

Today's million-dollar question: Do you forgive me?

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I didn't go to school again today. I shouldn't even be sitting in front of the computer. I'm supposed to be resting.

Fell sick yesterday, that's why -_- Dad sent me to Pantai to see an orthopedic/orthopaedic too, for my foot. He said my knee is weak, that's why my hips started to hurt as well. It was a similar pain to my growth pains before that.

After coming back, I ate the nasi lemak my mom brought back from my grandma's place. Then had my medications. Bleghh~

Dad kept pushing me to do stretching exercises for my foot and everything. I just hope I'm hardworking enough to actually do them myself.

-_-

Ugh, I hate myself.

Hung out in my sister's room for a fairly long amount of time today. I was downloading Restaurant City on my iPad and playing around with it whilst my sister loaded the first episode of the fourth season of Castle which finally came out yesterday.

Hallelujah, right?

Wish I hadn't, though. 'Cause now I wanna watch the next episode SO much. I was hoping I could wait until the season finished before I started watching it again so I didn't have to wait, but my sister has no such patience.

Yeah~

Had cornflakes for a snack later on, then went downstairs to do something I forgot -_-

Dinner was lo mai bao, which my mom also brought back from my grandma's market place. Watched some Michael McIntyre vids with my sister before baking a marble cake.

Whilst waiting for the cake to bake, my sister and I watched various videos from Westlife and DBSK (you know, back when they were still the best?). Also watched the Big Bang Parody of Secret Garden again. Hilarious.

I didn't realize Ji Young could be so cute. Can hardly believe he's G-Dragon, no? -_-

Bleghh~

Went to sleep at around 12 o'clock.

That's about it for "yesterday" :) CIAO!!

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いつもいつも

It can only get worse here on out, can it?

Every bloody time we see her, she's at least 5% more miserable than the last time we saw her. I can't imagine the pain she's going through even at this moment. I'm left wondering at night if she's awake, anticipating the pain that's gonna hit when she leasts expects it.

But that's the thing, isn't it?

It's always there.

24/7.

And just as she settles down, the pain kicks in again.

I was visiting her just yesterday, and I didn't realize until then, how much a person could hate his/her "Creator" so much.

Hell, I'm bloody pissed.

My sister told me there's no point in hating the One Up There, but a person can only stand so much, right? All I wanted was for her to get better.

I even prayed.

Is that not enough?

You want me to be a full-fledged Christian before You help me? Help her??

We relied on You. She keeps crying out for You whenever her body hurts. Crying for help. My aunt relies on You too, probably more than the patient herself. She's not about to let the disease take her beloved away.

And it's not like she's the only one that's hurting. My mom cries so often now. My sister's cried twice for her. I've teared - I usually prefer against crying in public (it'll be way too humiliating for me) - and thanks to her needing assistance at all times, my mom (who goes up to see her almost every day now), aunt (who's there literally every day) and at the moment, my sister, is always so friggin' tired after visiting her.

She needs that much help.

Even if the disease doesn't ALL go away, at least allow her control over her own body? Her bowels? Her limbs? Her dignity?

What happened to "ask and you shall receive"?

夢は?

Today's million-dollar question: What is your dream?

* * *

Ola :)

I woke up a little later than yesterday today. I only woke up at 5:38a.m, which was kinda bad, 'cause by the time I woke up and got dressed, it was already ten to 6 o'clock. Woke my brother up, checked on the Kodomo no Omocha downloads, packed my bag, then my dad sent us to school.

For morning briefing, I found out my department was to hand in our file and proposal (not to mention the design of the librarian board) by this week. We also need to hand in our librarian notebooks on Thursday. It would be nice if Danya were to see this and then hand hers in to someone, though.

I definitely must say the library's really switching to discipline-mode now. Our current Prez is stricter than ever about rules, duties, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. I think she'll have my scalp if anything bad happens.

Bleghh~

Went downstairs after the briefing then up to our classes after singing the national anthem and listening to our teacher (as always -_-).

You know, I'm really thankful I've got great friends like Sara and Kanga who would do things like take my bags, take me to the elevator and wait on me all the time. I feel lurr-ed :P

Yeah~

First subject for today was Maths, but since our teacher was busy, we had Chemistry instead. Chem was fun, I guess. We learnt new things and of the like. I'd already learnt the first part of this chapter in tuition, so I could more or less answer the questions :)

Kanga and Sara (and most of the people in my class, actually) dislike our Chem teacher, but I don't really dislike her. I mean, she seems fine to me. They say she likes to give her students all the work, though. I think her method has some good and bad points. For example, at least then we'll actually do work, you know? :P Plus, if she really was useless, she wouldn't even have bothered preparing her own stuff for us to understand, no?

The bad thing is probably that she expects you to know everything -_-

After Chem, we had BM. Our teacher came in and gave us an essay to complete on car accidents. After finishing our homework, we handed it in and waited for the bell to ring.

Once it did, I told Sara to meet me in the canteen whilst Kanga and I went to toilet. The both of us then went down via the elevator and headed to the canteen. Had "nasi lemak" today. Sorry, but let me sin today, alright?

The next four periods were free periods for our class. Our Chem class was already postponed to earlier this morning (cause our teacher had to go for a dental appointment) and our Maths teacher was on labour leave.

Had fun, actually. I French braided, like, four people's hair because they wanted it. It was Sara, Kanga, Laili and Chucks. Haha. Was kinda proud of myself :P Though most fell apart halfway through because they were either too short or I was just lousy -_-

It's probably the latter.

Talked about all kinds of things during those four free periods. One was about various ways to motivate ourselves to study. We gave all kinds of suggestions, like display posters of our goals all over the place; toilets, dining hall, computer wall, you name it :P

Haha.

After two periods ranting about just that alone, they decided to play a game. The game worked like this: You write whatever you want on a post-it then stick it to someone else's head. The person with the post-it then has to guess whatever is on his/her forehead. Danya, Azanne, Andyy and others used to play this game (I don't know who came up with this game, though) too.

It started with just Sara, Kanga and Chucks. Then, it extended to Laili (it was then that I braided her hair). Gradually, the numbers increased because the guys joined in too. That was also when the phrases and words also got more crude and... Well, s*xual -_-

There were stuff like 'Press my boobz' (that was particularly hilarious), 'Chocolates are disgusting', 'How I met your father' (I know, right?), and even this one, 'Dick'. I helped with that one. Know how?

"You can't do it without it."

Haha.

He also got one that was 'Suck my dick' and all they had to say was "What would you like a girl to do?"

-_-

There was something about threesomes and other s*xual stuff too, but yeah, I think I've dumped enough filth into my blog to last another decade -_-

Anyways, the last subject for today was Moral and after it, I ate lunch with Kanga in the canteen, then she (being the angel that she is) accompanied me to the back where I was supposed to wait for my brother.

Upon reaching home, I bathed, then ate the "nasi lemak" that my mom got from the market at my grandparents' place. Checked on the downloads too, but I think it won't get to download within the night because, for one, it was switched off sometime during the morning and number two, my brother's using the computer now.

If he's using it, I can bet my allowance for a year that he'll switch the damned thing off.

Yeah~

Anyways, after having my shake, I searched for more Sana and Akito (the lead characters in Kodomo no Omocha) AMVs before going upstairs to watch bits of Tangled because Cleo made me want to watch it again :P

Listen to the music I posted, please? :)

Well then, I gotta go now. Not much else to post about, and I think I've written enough for today :P CIAO!!

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World's Gunna End - Megan and Liz + D

I thought I knew everything about you
Down to your last move
I thought you knew everything about me
Like you were my diary

Time, time, tickin' by
Looking for the reasons why
You left

The day you come back around
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end now
When you say you're wrong
The sky'll fall down, the sky'll fall down now

That day won't come
We're over done
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end
Now

Your twisted ways were nothing new
And I thought I knew
Had to handle it this time
Thought I'd be doing fine

Time, time's tickin' by
Still looking for the reasons why
You left

The day you come back around
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end now
When you say you're wrong
The sky'll fall down, the sky'll fall down now

That day won't come
We're over done
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end
Now (now)

Oh, oh
Oh~

Is the sun really going out
Am I sure I don't want you around?
If the moon fades to black
Oh, are you ever really gonna come?

The day you come back around
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end now (the world's gonna end now)

Come back around
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end now
When you say you're wrong
The sky'll fall down, the sky'll fall down now

That day won't come
We're over done (yeah, we're done, yeah, we're done)
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end
Now

The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end now
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end now
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end now
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end now
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end now
The world's gonna end, the world's gonna end now

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If You Were Mine - Gardiner Sisters Official Video + D

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バカ人

Today's million-dollar question: Can you move on?

*          *          *

Ola :)

I woke up superb-ly early today. 5:33a.m. Went to my parents room, bathed, then got ready for school. Yeah~ I still hate Mondays, you know -_-

Since I came down early and my mom came down early as well, I reached school pretty early. I was one of the first ones up outside the library. (Yes, I finally decided to go for my morning briefings :P)

Lots of things had changed since I last went for a briefing. For one, the meeting place changed -_- Now it's being held in the library's AV room. I know, right? Discipline's a whole lot stricter too, now that Sausage is the Head of Discipline. Got penalized for not wearing my librarian badge :(

I didn't even know we were supposed to wear that.

Now even the library has "kits" where you rent badges and sell ribbons et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. Bleghh~

There's the merit-demerit system too and your starting point depends on your post. Since I'm the Head of Deco, I start at 30. Normal librarians start at 50. The more "geng" your post is, the less points you start at.

Yeah~

First subject of the day was History and we spent it at the PIBG room with the projector. Wasn't too bad. Found out that masjid-s all around the world were converted into something else -_-

There was no English today because our teacher went somewhere else. So we spent one period of it in the computer lab researching our Chemistry homework then spent the second period in the library.

Recess was okay, I guess. Had my cake, then went up to class. Moral was alright. Puan J didn't come for Add Maths, so Puan Ju took over our class. We went upstairs for three periods of Bio.

Oh my God, I think my brain fried. Haha. But it was cool nonetheless. Figured it's never too late to start studying seriously :)

After Bio, we had Physics. Physics was nice too. We just started a new chapter and I was so proud I could answer some of the questions. As for the structure questions, going for tuition in Bangsar helped :P

Speaking of Bangsar's tuition, my dad and I decided I should change days because he's busy most Mondays and I think it's a rush for me to come back from school and go straight to Bangsar after gobbling lunch down in 5 minutes.

That's what I did today -_-

So I slept for about one and a half hours before going downstairs to continue my Chemistry homework that I finished halfway the day before. (We went to the 100degrees steamboat place again :P)

Am super duper ultra unbelievably happy right now because I just found a torrent that allows me to download Kodomo no Omocha, Japanese dubbed and English subbed. You see, I've been trying so hard to find a site which offered the episodes in Jap dub and Eng sub, but so far, all I managed to find was the episodes, English dubbed.

Hell was I gonna watch anything that's English dubbed. Bloody annoying accents and ludicrous pronunciation.

Hehe.

Just finished my homework then sent it to Sara cause she wanted to copy-paste some :P Am going to print it and bind it later :)

That's about it for today, I guess. Am having shake for dinner, so not much to tell :) CIAO!!

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P/S/S: Am at a loss on whether I should go to school tomorrow -_-

Mama Will Hold Me - Kristi Nelson + D

Daddy didn't come home last night
And he won't be back next year
There's an empty place at our table now
And our eyes are wet with tears

How could I have known what would happen that day
When our nation's freedom was tried
A hateful act brought our buildings down
And innocent people died

Oh Lord I miss my daddy
Keep him safe for me
Hold him in your arms tonight
And mama will hold me

When he waved goodbye, never thought
That's the last of him I'd see
And when he drove away to work that day
My dad was leaving me

Oh Lord I love my daddy
Keep him safe for me
Hold him in your arms tonight
And mama will hold me

Later on he called my mother
Said his last goodbyes
He told her that he loved her
And she began to cry

I know some say daddy's gone
I know he's right here
Watching over all of us
And we no need to fear

Oh Lord I miss my daddy
Keep him safe for me
Hold him in your arms tonight
And mama will hold me

Oh Lord I love my daddy
Keep him safe for me
Hold him in your arms tonight
And mama will hold me

Hold him in your arms tonight
And mama will hold me

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How To Love - Christina Grimmie & Tyler Ward *Lil' Wayne* + D

You had a lot of crooks try'na steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love, how to love

You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you in the corner try'na put it together
How to love, how to love

When you was just a young'un your looks were so precious
But now you're grown up, so fly it's like a blessing
But you can't have a man look at you for five seconds
Without you being insecure

You never credit yourself so when you got older
It seems like you came back ten times younger
Now you're sitting here in this same corner
Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder

See, you had a lot of crooks try'na steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love, how to love

You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you're in the corner try'na put it together
How to love, how to love

For a second you were here
Why you over there, it's hard not to stare
Way you movin' I'm thinking that you never had a love
Had a love

You had a lot of dreams that transformed to visions
The fact that you saw the world affected your decisions
But it wasn't your fault, wasn't in your intentions
To be the one here talking to me, be the one listenin'

But I admire your poppin' bottles and grinning
Just as much as you admired the beginning
And you, don't be mad, nobody else trippin'
You've seen a lot of crooks and them crooks still crook, yeah

You had a lot of crooks try'na steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love, how to love

You had a lot of moments that didn't last forever
Now you're in the corner try'na put it together
How to love, how to love

See I just want you to know that you deserve the best
You're beautiful, yeah
You're beautiful, beautiful, yeah

And I just want you to know
You're far from the usual
Far from the usual, far from the usual

You had a lot of crooks
Try'na steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love, how to love

You had a lot of crooks
Try'na steal your heart
Never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
How to love, how to love

You had a lot of moments
That didn't last forever
Now you're in the corner try'na put it together
How to love, how to love

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~10/09/2011~

Today's million-dollar question: What would you give?

* * *

Ola :)

I woke up at 6 something today to go to the toilet. Thought I'd be able to sleep more, but then at 7:40a.m, before my alarm even had a chance to go off, my dad burst into the room, switched the lights on and the air conditioner off, then told me to get ready for my doctor's appointment.

My appointment was actually scheduled at 10:30a.m, but my dad had to go to the Setapak office branch to hand over some business stuff so we had to leave earlier.

After leaving Setapak - by then, it had already started raining - we left to Menara BRDB, where my appointment was scheduled at. It was a new clinic, really. Just opened up about a month ago. My doctor said that commuting there would be easier than to Subang Medical Centre, so that's where we went.

Following my appointment, my dad and I went over to the opposite of the clinic to eat brunch at the Bangsar Shopping Centre. Went to Coffee Bean and shared a Break-o-Day and Egg Club Sandwich with my dad.

Yeah~

Before that, we went to Cold Storage, where we got Cottage Cheese, mushroom soup and a can of whip cream for my baking stuff.

Left at around 11:30-ish to my grandparents' place to pass over the Cottage Cheese. Saw my grandma's feet had swollen down, so I thought it was good, right?

Turns out she can't even walk anymore. She had no more strength. Yeah~

Left quite soon after that cause my dad needed to get to the office as fast as possible. He left me some stuff to do as his secretary -.- then headed out to the office.

I just used the computer to listen to music and all that.

Almost went to class late today. Did work, finished it, then went home to watch Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood. Had dinner at Summer Feels then went to grandparents' house to see grandma.

Now gotta go to sleep. CIAO!!

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Hello - SHINee

[Jonghyun]ireol ttaerul pomyeon na eoriginun hangabwa
Nunape dogudo eojjihal jul molla
[Onew] eotteohkedul sarangul sijanhaku inunji
Saranghanun saramdul malhaejwoyo

[Taemin] eonjenga gunyeo sonul jaba bulnal ulkkayo
[Jonghyun] kamun dunun wie kiss hanun naldo wajulkkayo

[All] Hello, hello
[Key] narumdaero yongkirul naesseoyo
[All] Hello, hello
[Onew] jamsi yaeginhallaeyo
[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] naega jom seotuljin mollado
[All] Who knows eojjeom urin
[Taemin] jal dwiljido molla

[Minho] naega dagaseoya hanunji
Jom deo gidaryeoya hanunji
[Jonghyun] modu darun marul
Hanun gedeo eoryeowo
[Key] bogi boda nuni nupayo
[Onew] ireonil nan hunchi anhayo
Nae marul mideojweoyo

[Taemin] amureohji anhage kunyeorul anul narul kkayo
[Onew] saenggakhan daeru modu irwijindan mal mideoyo

[All] Hello, hello
[Jonghyun] narumdaero yonggirul naesseoyo
[All] Hello, hello
[Key] jamsi yaeginhallaeyo
[All] Hello, hello
[Taemin] naega jom seotuljin mollado
[All] Who knows eojjeom urin

[Jonghyun] Cheoumun anijyo sasil malhajamyeon
Sarangdo ibyeoldo haebwajyo
[Onew] Hajiman eoreowoyo imarul mideojweoyo
[Jonghyun] Gudaenun dallayo

[All] Hello, hello
[Minho] ibanen narul dakeolkeyo
[All] Hello, hello
[Key] ooh yeah baby baby baby girl
[All] Hello hello
[Jonghyun] jingumun eotteolji mollado
[All] Who knows eojeom urin

[All] hello, hello
([Minho] nae kyeotul maemdon ku sigandurul gyesok)
[Key] ooh yeah
([Minho] ku eoddeon kibbum kwado bigyo mos hae No More
Gudaerul ijen byohyeon halsu eobku)
[Onew] jamsi yaeginhallaeyo
([Minho] nae sonul jabnun damyeon Never let you go)
[Jonghyun] jingumun eotteolji mollado
([Minho] ireon ge sarangimyeon jeoldae an nohachyeo)
[All] Who knows uri duri
[Onew] unmyeongilji molla
[All] Hello hello

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私のお婆ちゃん助けて

Do I need to give an arm?

A leg?

Half a torso?

Take them. I'd gladly sacrifice them on a plate if it would ease her pain. Even if it's only a small portion of the hell she's experiencing on her bed 24/7. She doesn't deserve to go through that. She's loving, kind, supportive, and so many other things that it would take a lifetime to list 'em.

I can't believe someone like her would even get cancer in the first place. She was the epitome of healthy, a strict food-piramid-follower, and a killer chef at that. So why is it she's receiving this form of punishment? Heck, why is she receiving punishment at all?

Give her back her freedom. Give her back her strength. Give her back whatever You took from her.

Give her back her life.

She's gone through enough suffering, don't You think? She can't get up on her own, she can't fix her own food on her own, she can't lie still either because of the bloody pain You instilled in her body.

Now you're taking her legs away too?

How much more before You're satisfied? How much more before You decide to up the pain tenfold? How much more do You think she can withstand before she decides on her own to give up?

Can You be any more of a jack than You already are?

Call me ungrateful and spiteful and atheistic but if You're the one pulling the strings here, I'll heartily bear the consequences.

She was doing so well. She was recovering. Her swelling was residing. But thanks to You, she's crying her eyes out because she can't even stand on her own two feet anymore. She's devastated, embittered, distressed, forlorn, grief-stricken, need I go on?

Please, please, please, please, please. If You're really out there, if You really care for humankind, if You really have a heart, heal her.

May Your words give her the faith and the healing she needs. Be her hope and helping hand. Save her from the depths of despair. Don't let her give up.

Don't make her cry anymore.

私はさよなら言わない

ショク

Today's million-dollar question: What shocked you the most today?

* * *

Ola :)

I woke up late again, today. 10:45a.m :( I wanted to wake up early to finish watching Kaze no Stigma as soon as possible so I would have time to do work (you know, that way I don't have to feel THAT guilty.)

...

Who'm I kidding?

Had shake for breakfast, as usual, then fried rice for lunch with my brother. That was at around 1 something after he returned from school. That jack only hailed a cab after all his friends went home -_-

Anyways, finished the anime at 3:30p.m, so I went downstairs to use the computer. I wanted to find the song in the Law of Ueki that I never got around to finding, Bokutachi ni Aru Mono.

You can imagine my shock when I realized that the person who sang it was none other than Romi Park, the person who not only voiced Ueki, but Natsume, Edward, Toshirou and Temari from Gakuen Alice, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood, Bleach and Naruto.

She's my favourite seiyu, seriously.

Had fried rice for dinner again. My teacher cancelled class because her nose bled halfway through and had to go back home. I was happy, I admit :P Played with the piano for the second time today, going through the Jazzin' About Pieces and also Chocolate Car Park. Oh, and I played Everytime You Kissed Me too. That song has crazy modulations, man.

Got crazy over Edward Elric for no particular reason again :P I absolutely love him and Romi Park.

Yeah~

My aunt and brother are being jackasses now, they're nagging me to sleep and my brother just won't shut up about me watching anime all the time my parents and aunt weren't around.

Well then, here's goodbye :) CIAO!!

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She Will Be Loved - Tiffany Alvord & Boyce Avenue *Maroon 5* + D

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times
But somehow I want more

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You come anytime you want

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls, yeah

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
(Please don't try so hard to say goodbye)
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
(I don't mind spending every day)
(Out on your corner in the pouring rain)
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

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植木可愛い!!

Today's million-dollar question: What can you do?

* * *

Ola :)

Today I woke up late :( At, like, 11 something :( That's bad, of course, considering I wanted to wake up as early as possible to continue watching The Law of Ueki.

Yes, yes, I know, I'm bad.

Had shake for breakfast. Not too long after, I had lunch. My lunch consisted of rice, chicken and some other side dish that I can't, for the life of me, remember. Continued watching The Law of Ueki for a very long time.

Heck, I don't think I did anything other than watch anime today. I feel so unaccomplished. Haiz~

I didn't even play the piano today. Nowadays I make it a point to play the piano at least once a day. But... :(

Since there's not much that I did today, this won't be a long post, so I'll end this as soon as possible.

I had lo mai bao for dinner. Well, half of one, anyway. Shared it with my brother. Naturally, it wasn't enough to satisfy my hunger, but I know that if my mom found out I ate anymore, she'd have my head.

-_-

Just finished watching the Law of Ueki with my brother at 11 something. Honestly, I could watch the last episode over and over and over again. I absolutely love Ueki. I don't care that he looks like a freak to other people. Plus, the fact that Romi Park was his voice actress - yes, voice actress, not actor - makes it so much better.

And now guess what I'm doing? Watching Kaze no Stigma.

Staying at home probably isn't a very good thing to do for me nowadays. I feel bad. But I feel like slapping my brother so much now 'cause he's being a pain in the ass. That nut job shouldn't even think about lecturing me when he was also watching anime with me despite the fact that his SPM's inching its way here.

Not saying that I'm a heck of a lot more smart than him, but he should know when to shut up. I haven't even threatened to tell my parents that he, with all the nerve in the world, decided to come back at, like, what, 8 something yesterday? He says he was studying, but with his kind of friends, I doubt it.

That aside, I'm gonna stop now. Gotta decide when to go to sleep -_-

CIAO!!

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法則? 正義?

Today's million-dollar question: What do you call a productive day?

* * *

Ola :)

Bleghh~ Today was the most uneventful day for me this year. All I did was watch anime and read manga. My God, I feel so useless.

I woke up at 6 something in the morning today. I "wonder" why -_- Well, duh, that's to be expected if the whole family's going out so early in the morning. I'm the only one that was allowed to sleep in, but since they were so noisy, I just couldn't go back to sleep.

-_-

Bleghh~

Continued watching Pandora Hearts once they left the house. (You see? I'm such a bad girl.) Halfway through, I played through Pamela Wedgewood's Jazzin' About Styles' book again. Played Chocolate Car Park and then a round of Kimi No Shiranai Monogatari. After that, I continued Pandora Hearts.

Got kinda bored of it for a while, so I watched some Castle episode on the Mac, at the same time eating lunch which was chicken rice, before resuming Pandora Hearts. Finished it at around 6? I can't remember. Reviewed it on my blog shortly after too, as you would know if you scroll down one post.

Went upstairs then to watch Tsubasa from where I left off. You see? More anime -_- Bleghh~

Not too long after, I got bored of Syaoran and Sakura, so I watched The Law of Ueki instead. God, just the voice of Romi Park sent me to cloud nine. Haha. I absolutely love her voice. It's god-sent.

Awesome.

Am still watching it as I'm typing this, actually. Episode 4, I think?

Oh, I had McD's for dinner, but that will be between you and me, yeah? :P Trust me, it won't happen again. Besides, I already ate my cottage cheese :D

Honestly. I don't know what time I'll be sleeping, but I think it's safe to say it won't be for a while :P Well, then, CIAO!!

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Pandora Hearts

Alright, so this was one of the anime I got recently. I actually just finished that anime. Now that my parents aren't here - I'm not saying it's better without them - I got it down pretty fast, especially since I was fastforwarding the clips. The subs were flashing along the clips as I fastforward-ed it, so it helped.

Anyways, this anime starts off with young 15-year-old Oz Vessalius - the heir to one of the four main Duke houses in the said anime (the others being Rainsworth, Nightray and Barma) - attending his coming-of-age ceremony. Towards the end of the ceremony, though, some people cloaked in robes threw him into the space they called the "Abyss". There, he meets the Alice - also known as the Bloodstained Black Rabbit or simply just B-Rabbit - who saved him in the nick of time for him to not get eaten by what were called "Chains". 

In actual fact, Alice was also one of those "Chains", but she was different. For one, she could assume her human form, unlike other Chains who only look like screwed up dolls.

Yeah~

That aside, not long after being dumped into the Abyss, the two of them manage to get back out into the real world. Little did they know they were going to be deeply involved with an organization called the Pandora and at the same time, recovering lost memories, strengthening bonds, and fighting a heck of a lot of Chains.

A lot of terms are used in this anime, such as "Chains", "Contracts", "Will of the Abyss", "The Four Great Dukedoms" et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. 

The concept of it all is interesting. I enjoyed the most of it. There were hints of romance between Alice and Oz (thank God), and even between Oz's sister, Ada, and his servant/childhood friend, Gilbert - Gil, for short. There are, of course, elements of humour as well. 

However, the ending was questionable. For the most part, it wasn't really finished. It didn't end properly. They never found the Will of the Abyss, they never fought Glen Baskerville - heck, we didn't even see him - and quite a lot more mysteries were unsolved in the anime.

Nonetheless, reasonably good. Now, for the seiyu, be prepared :P

Oz Vessalius *Minagawa Junko*

- Joshua Christopher (Chrono Crusade)

- Cornelia Li Britannia (Code Geass)

- Tohma (Fantastic Children)

Alice *Kawasumi Ayako*

- Kuruma Chidori (Ceres, The Celestial Legend)

- Elie (Groove Adventure Rave)

- Herikawa Koishi (Please Teacher!)

- Sakurano Tazusa (Ginban Kaleidoscope)

- Saber (Fate/Stay Night)

- Henrietta (Zero no Tsukaima)

Gilbert Nightray *Toriumi Kosuke*

- Saito Hajime (Hakuouki)

- Inuzuka Kiba (Naruto)

- Hayate (Pretear)

- Akira (Togainu no Chi)

Xerxes Break *Ishida Akira*

- Sojiro Kusaka (Bleach: The DiamondDust Rebellion)

- Chrono (Chrono Crusade)

- Narumi (Gakuen Alice)

- Gaara (Naruto)

- Cho Hakkai (Saiyuki)

Sharon Rainsworth *Hanazawa Kana*

- Kobato (Kobato)

- Hanazono Sakura (Maid Sama)

- Susukihotaru (Otome Youkai Zakuro)

- Sakamachi Kureha (Mayo Chiki!)

Yeah, I know. Awesome :)

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Nothing - Katy McAllister & Jeff Hendrick *The Script* + D

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

As they take me to my local
Down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying
Trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over the town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change your mind, turn it all around

I now that I'm drunk but I see the worst
If she'll listen this time even though this lust
I'll dial her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know I'm with her face to face, that she'll come to her senses
Every drunk stand by tend leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting, she'll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over the town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change your mind, turn it all around

And I now that I'm drunk but I see the worst
If she'll listen this time even though this lust
I'll dial her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing, oh, I got nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Ohh, sometimes love's intoxicating
Ohh, you're coming down, your hands are shaking
When you realize there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Then I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over the town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change your mind, turn it all around

And I now that I'm drunk but I see the worst
If she'll listen this time even though this lust
I'll dial her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh, I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh, I got nothing, I got nothing
I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh, I got nothing
I got nothing, I got nothing, I got nothing

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Wannabe - Tiffany Alvord & Megan and Liz *Spice Girls* + D

Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want
So tell me what you want, what you really really want
I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want
So tell me what you want, what you really really want
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
Really really wanna zigazig ha

If you want my future forget my past
If you wanna get with me better make it fast
Now don't go wasting my precious time
Get your act together we could be just fine

I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want
So tell me what you want, what you really really want
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
Really really wanna zigazig ha

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends
Make it last forever friendship never ends
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is

What do you think about that now you know how I feel
Say you can handle my love are you for real
I won't be hasty, I'll give you a try
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye

I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want
So tell me what you want, what you really really want
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
Really really wanna zigazig ha

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends
Make it last forever friendship never ends
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is

So here's a story from a to z, you wanna get with me
You gotta listen carefully
We got em in the place who likes it in your face
We got g like mc who likes it on an
Easy v doesn't come for free, she's a real lady
And as for me you'll see
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends
Make it last forever friendship never ends
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta, you gotta, you gotta
You gotta, you gotta, slam, slam, slam, slam
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down zigazig ah
If you wanna be my lover

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~06/09/2011~

Today's million-dollar question: What would you do if you were given a three-day holiday while your friends attended school as usual?

* * *

Ola :)

No, wait, it's NOT a happy occasion. I can't believe I overslept. Must have been because I stayed up till 12 to finish baking a cake.

Why the hell did I do that? I probably knew I wasn't going to be able to wake up. Still, I set my alarm at its usual time at 4:48a.m, so why did I oversleep? When I woke up, it was already way past whatever time I was supposed to wake up. In the end, my brother left the house without me because he had to take his trial exams.

Oh God.

Doesn't help that I practically self-declared the next three days a holiday since my parents are gonna be out of town.

That aside, I woke up extremely late today. I only woke up at like, what, noon? So I only had time for a cracker shake, not an apple one, whilst I waited for my mom to come home from her trip to my grandparents' place. She had gone right after sending my brother to school so I didn't go with her. She brought back nasi lemak for me, complete with the curry and the chicken.

When she went upstairs to catch forty winks, I quickly finished Yumeiro Patissiere and got started on Pandora Hearts since my Tsubasa CDs were upstairs and I didn't wanna risk getting found out by my mom.

Followed my mom to fetch my brother from his school. When I came back home, I bathed, then went to count money in the middle room. You know, I wanted to change all the coins to paper money before they release the new coins, so...

Yeah~

Did the same with the piggy one downstairs too. My dad said I could count it, so I did, together with the help of my maid. She helped to count the coins while I tried as fast as I could to dig out all the coins in the bloody thing. Hurt my fingers like hell, but in the end, we got like, RM500++ from that one alone. The one I counted upstairs amounted to RM127.

The actual reason to why I wanted to count the money was because my brother was having his Maths exam tomorrow and since I lost his calculator - and mine -_-, I felt it was my responsibiliy to buy one for him.

My maid followed me out to the stationary shop, I followed her to the office 'cause she wanted to hand my mom and aunt's shake to her, then she accompanied me to 8P Concept while I bought chocolate, white chocolate, a plastic spatula, vanilla essence and more flour.

Came back home and then watched Aliens in the Attic at 8:30p.m with my brother. The show was damn hilarious. At nine something, my sister's boyfriend's brother came cause he was going to be staying the night. The plan was for him to follow my parents up to Singapore for his masterclasses whilst my parents and aunt went sightseeing.

-_-

Had late dinner with my mom - cottage cheese - then stole some of my dad's food and had my cake. Andrew had some too and said it was nice. Wee~

Okay, gotta go now :)

CIAO!!

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どうして???!!!!

Today's million-dollar question: Would you really give your life to save your beloved?

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Ola :)

I woke up at 5:48a.m today, very grudgingly. I have to set my alarm at 4:48a.m nowadays just so that by the time it's time for school, I'm already awake.

It annoys me, though.

School was alright, I guess. I got some results today.

History - 60%
Moral - 50%
Add Maths - 78%
Bio - 29%
Physics - 52%

That's all for today. I know, right? Gotta work on Bio, Moral and Physics. Bleghh~ 78% is considered very good for Add Maths, you know? I mean, the highest was 88%, I know, but still, at least I got an A minus, you know? Many students failed. I was praying and hoping I wouldn't.

Thank God.

Tomorrow I'll probably get my English, Chemistry, BM and Maths paper. I'm not looking forward to receiving my Maths paper, though, 'cause I had to do all the calculations by hand during the exam, which will jeopardize my marks.

But oh well, this ain't the real exam, so I guess it's okay.

But I was so friggin' tired the whole day today. Can you imagine, I wanted to sleep during class? I hate it when people sleep in class, and today, here I was, halfway to slumberland.

Was a chore to keep my eyes and head up and at 'em.

Bleghh~

Begged my dad to let me stay at home and not go for tuition today. Thankfully he was compliant and let me have my way, or I wouldn't be able to concentrate during class.

Slept for about two hours after bathing today. I was that tired, yes. When my mom went out, I watched Yumeiro Patissiere for a while, but my brother's teacher soon came, so I decided to watch Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle upstairs with the big screen TV whilst having dinner - consisting of rice, gravy, veggie, and egg.

Yeah~

Not too long ago, I attempted a cake that I had baked before, but it ended up in a failure because I melted the butter when I probably wasn't supposed to. Turned out oily like hell so I decided against eating that. Second cake was the one I had previously done, but even so, I changed this recipe a bit because of the lack of stock of white chocolate at home.

Yeah~

It's currently baking in the oven now, actually. Yes, it's super late and I'm still baking. You can't wonder I'm so tired, right?

Especially since I'm still using crutches. It sucks, okay? I thought the week was more than enough to heal this bloody foot but I still can't walk flat-footed.

Is there such a word? Flat-footed?

-_-

Bleghh~

Well, then. Will go now. The cake's almost done and I gotta publish this post before it strikes midnight and becomes the 6th of September -_-

CIAO!!

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~04/09/2011~

Today's million-dollar question: Would you go through the pain?

* * *

Ola :)

I woke up late today. 10:22a.m. Just couldn't bring myself to wake up. Especially since I woke up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet.

Yeah. That's been happening a lot lately.

Had shake for breakfast, as I normally do nowadays. Watched TV with my aunt outside. She was using my iPad whilst I watched 2012 for like, the fourth time this year?

Bleghh~

My aunt said she watched it the other day when we went to our grandparents' place. She said it's very "kua jiong". Haha.

In the space of the afternoon, I baked eight waffles because I wanted to give my grandma a taste of it. You know, for her kefir or cottage cheese. I also brought the mashed potato I had cooked the night before.

I didn't know I wasn't supposed to use any dairy products -_- In the end, she couldn't eat it. Good news is, my aunt (my mother's sister), said it was very nice. My grandpa liked my waffles too.

Slept the rest of my visit there. Honestly, it's a shame to get off the bed. And I didn't appreciate that my dad lied about ordering pizza just so I would get up. Who the hell would fall for that?

Sheesh.

Went back home to get my aunt and brother before going to KLCC. That was, of course, after we dropped by Tesco because my brother wanted to get a book, my mom and aunt wanted to get my sister's Eu Yan Sang thing and I, in the end, got my favourite crackers.

Mwahaha.

At KLCC we ate Korean food. Very filling. Went to Kinokuniya then and bought a 50-ringgit book on writing. Then, I went to Video Ezy to get anime since there was a promotion. You know, buy one and get the next one free?

Yeah~

Went home at 10, and I slept at 12. Will blog later :) CIAO!!

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Sex on Mars - BEDLAM

The year is 2222 and Charlie and Maureen land on Mars after accumulating enough Frequent Flier miles. They meet a Martian couple and are talking about all sorts of things. Charlie asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, how they make money, etc. Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex.

'Just how do you guys do it?' asks Maureen.

The Martian responds, 'Pretty much the way you do.'

A discussion ensues and finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience one another... Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips.. He's got only a teeny, weenie member about half an inch long and just a quarter-inch thick.

'I don't think this is going to work,' says Maureen.

'Why?' he asks. 'What's the matter?'

'Well,' she replies, 'it's just not long enough to reach me!'

'No p rob lem,' he says, and proceeds to slap his forehead with his palm. With each slap of his forehead, his member grows until it's quite impressively long..

'Well,' she says, 'that's quite impressive, but it is still narrow.'

'No problem,' he says, and starts pulling his ears. With each pull, his member grows wider and wider until the entire measurement is extremely exciting to the woman.

'Wow!' she exclaims, as they fell into bed and made mad passionate love.

The next day the couples rejoin their other partners and go their separate ways. As they walked along, Charlie asks, 'Well, was it any good?'

'I hate to say it,' says Maureen, 'but it was wonderful. How about you?'

'It was horrible,' he replies. 'All I got was a headache . She kept slapping my forehead and pulling my ears.'


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殺人

Today's million-dollar question: What is the perfect motive for murder?

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Ola :)

I woke up at 8:48p.m today, but only because Pepper barged into the room, without a care in the world. I was wondering how the hell she got out, but then I concluded that my dad probably let her out before leaving the house himself.

She pushed the door open with her nose and then scampered across the floor. I never would've guessed it was her if I didn't hear her panting and light weight paws as she skid into our room. Not to mention anyone could've smelled her a mile away.

:P

After coming downstairs, I watched all the Michael McIntyre videos I had downloaded yesterday. I swear, I nearly pissed myself. I especially liked:



Hilarious. And this is my personal favourite:



Can he BE any funnier? My God, I loved the Man Drawer clip. How the hell he comes up with his material, I have no idea, but whatever he's doing, keep doing it!

:P

*Did you realize that he's actually SUPER cute? :P But he's married... damn :P*

After watching all the videos, I watched the Get Wild and Reason videos by Nami Tamaki. If you've read the previous posts, you would've realized I posted her music videos. You know what I like about her? She likes to dance in her videos. Much more interesting than those who just wear fancy dresses and experiment their best angles on camera.

Finished my Theory homework after that, then my English homework. 15 minutes before 2 o'clock, my teacher arrived. She'd come early because her taxi driver had a previous engagement. Class was fine, I guess. A bit tiring, but yeah~

Four o'clock came Theory class. This was alright too, but as I had guessed whilst I was doing my work, my teacher wasn't satisfied with my (our) answer so I have lots of correcting to do. Doesn't help that she's giving us additional homework on top of that.

Just came back, actually. Updated the Blogger thingmajing that they offered. It's a little hard trying to find out which button leads to which page, but yeah~ I guess that's the magic of mystery, eh?

-_-

Bleghh~

It's currently 6:43p.m and I'm thinking about baking another cake later this evening :) I'll either attempt at making mashed potatoes again or just bake another cake. If I'm baking cake, I'll bake one I'd already done before, just so I know that it won't end up in failure.

Not that that's never stopped it before -_-

Bleghh~

Well, then, this is CIAO!! for now :)

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Mirror - Jason Chen *Bruno Mars & Lil' Wayne* + D

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Reason - Nami Tamaki *Gundam Seed Destiny*

Tooku hanareteru hodo ni
Chikaku ni kanjiteru
Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku
Kimi wo omotta nara

Machi mo hito mo yume mo
Kaete yuku jikan ni
Tada sakaratte ita
Kotoba wo kasanetemo wakariaenai koto
Mada shiranakatte ne

Kimi dake wo dakichimetakute nakushita yume kimi wa
"Akiramenaide" to itta

Tooku hanareteru hodo ni
Chikaku ni kanjiteru
Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku
Kimi wo omotta nara

Setsunaku mune wo sasu
Sore wa yume no kakera
Ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki
Mou ichido shinjite

Kimi ga inai hibi ni zutto tachidomatta
Demo arukidashiteru
Kimi to wakachiatta dono guuzen ni mo imi ga
Sou kanarazu atta

Sorezore no yume wo kanaete mata meguriau toki
Guuzen wa unmei ni naru

Yabureta yakusoku saw mo chikai ni kaeta nara
Ano basho de deau toki
Ano koro no futari ni nareru kana?
"Yasashisa" ni nite iru natsukashii omokage
Me wo tojite mieru kara
Te wo furezu aru koto wo shiru kara

Asu ni hagurete
Kotae ga nani mo mienakutemo
Kimi ni au sono tame ni kasaneteku
"Kyou" to iu shinjitsu

Tooku hanareteru hodo ni
Chikaku ni kanjiteru
Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku
Kimi wo omotta nara

Setsunaku mune wo sasu
Sore wa yume no kakera
Ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki
Mou ichido shinjite