The 22nd was quite a long time ago, so I don't really remember much of it, but I'll just type what I DO remember.
It was the day of my MRI and I remember being very nervous about it. Not because I was scared I would get a tumour *I knew I wouldn't* but because I didn't know what was going to happen in the "tunnel" during the MRI.
I had to wake up very early, even though I was skipping school. After my brother woke up, my mom woke me up at 6 something to get me prepared. While I did that, she sent my brother to school.
When she came back, my parents and I left for SDMC - previously SJMC. We were the first ones to use the MRI machine thingymajing, which was lucky, in a way, but we still had to wait before we could use it, so my parents and I went to have some kind of meal first.
"Roti canai"... Yumm~ :P
We were just in time to use the machine when we came back. I was led into a changing room where the nurse asked me to change into the hospital gown. Was super hard finding out how to tie the stupid thing around me, but eventually, I just tied it around my front.
It was so cool going into the tunnel. The nurse said I was not allowed to move my head while the loud music was going on or all the data will be useless. She also said she'd be switching on some music for me as to shut out the loud noises.
Tch, please. They did everything BUT shut the loud noise out. They played Richard Clayderman, okay? Super familiar music, but it didn't help at all -_-
I tried to sleep through the noise, but I was afraid I would move my head, so I just stayed pretty much awake through it all.
It was over in awhile and I was allowed out to my parents. We then waited to collect my results before going up to see my neurologist.
As I expected, nothing was wrong with me. My MRI showed my brain was normal and nothing suspicious or weird was going on up in my head. After arranging our next meeting with the doctor, we went downstairs to get more medicine for me then we left.
Now I just have to remember if I visited my grandparents after leaving the hospital -_-
Being a Tuesday, I didn't have any tuition to go to, so I spent my time at home doing homework. As you can imagine, nothing interesting happened.
That's about it :) CIAO!!
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Sunday, February 27, 2011
~26/02/2011~
Yo.
Today wasn't very fruitful. For one, I wasn't awake for most of the day. I woke up at 12:30p.m. and went downstairs after washing up and brushing my teeth.
Last thing I remembered was choosing the Cooking Dash application on iPad whilst sitting down on the couch in the living room, with my brother on the other couch.
Then, I was lying down on my side facing the back of the couch. There were voices behind me and I could obviously make them out: my mom, aunt and brother - discussing something with such anxiety.
When I came to, it was already four something. That was a very long sleep. There were blankets on me and my bolster was in my arms. Felt unbelievably groggy and my head was spinning to no end.
After six, my dad came back for a brief moment to see how I was doing, then he left again for his friend's company dinner. I didn't know that, though. He called not long after to ask if I wanted him back home. Since he was already there, I asked him to just go ahead and attend the dinner.
I didn't want to be the object of his friend's hatred :P
When my mom returned, all we had left to do was wait for my brother's tuition teacher to leave. Can't say I liked her much, though.
Finally, she left and my family and I went to Summer Feels for dinner, as promised by my mom the day before :P Since I literally didn't eat anything today, I was famished.
I had my usual Summer Grilled Chicken with mushroom sauce, coleslaw and my soursop blended :) Boy, I haven't felt that full in ages.
Haha.
After that, we went for a little stroll around the night market before going back home. My mom used my iPad for a while to research on epilepsy and others for a while before we finally turned in for the night.
It was a pity I couldn't join my brother for the English lesson today. Not to mention, I skipped Theory class as well as Modern Maths tuition. Before sleeping, I called Sean's mom to explain the situation and arrange a class for tomorrow at nine in the morning. Then, I set an alarm for eight :)
Doesn't take a genius to realize I had another seizure, right?
CIAO!!
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Today wasn't very fruitful. For one, I wasn't awake for most of the day. I woke up at 12:30p.m. and went downstairs after washing up and brushing my teeth.
Last thing I remembered was choosing the Cooking Dash application on iPad whilst sitting down on the couch in the living room, with my brother on the other couch.
Then, I was lying down on my side facing the back of the couch. There were voices behind me and I could obviously make them out: my mom, aunt and brother - discussing something with such anxiety.
When I came to, it was already four something. That was a very long sleep. There were blankets on me and my bolster was in my arms. Felt unbelievably groggy and my head was spinning to no end.
After six, my dad came back for a brief moment to see how I was doing, then he left again for his friend's company dinner. I didn't know that, though. He called not long after to ask if I wanted him back home. Since he was already there, I asked him to just go ahead and attend the dinner.
I didn't want to be the object of his friend's hatred :P
When my mom returned, all we had left to do was wait for my brother's tuition teacher to leave. Can't say I liked her much, though.
Finally, she left and my family and I went to Summer Feels for dinner, as promised by my mom the day before :P Since I literally didn't eat anything today, I was famished.
I had my usual Summer Grilled Chicken with mushroom sauce, coleslaw and my soursop blended :) Boy, I haven't felt that full in ages.
Haha.
After that, we went for a little stroll around the night market before going back home. My mom used my iPad for a while to research on epilepsy and others for a while before we finally turned in for the night.
It was a pity I couldn't join my brother for the English lesson today. Not to mention, I skipped Theory class as well as Modern Maths tuition. Before sleeping, I called Sean's mom to explain the situation and arrange a class for tomorrow at nine in the morning. Then, I set an alarm for eight :)
Doesn't take a genius to realize I had another seizure, right?
CIAO!!
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Friday, February 25, 2011
Come Home Perry
Perry, you know you are a boy's best friend
You're more than just a passing trend
You're like a treat from a candy store
Oh Perry, we love you more than ice cream cakes
We love you more than bugs and snakes
We love you more than all things mentioned before
Oh Perry, you're extraordinary
You're kind of short and hairy
The colour of a blueberry
Yes Perry
So come home Perry,
Come home Perry, come home
Oh Perry, I think it's kind of scary
I can't find you anywhere-y
It fills me with despair-y
Oh Perry, I'm allergic to dairy
I'm gonna move to the prairie
And change my name to Larry
She'll change her name to Larry~
So come home Perry,
Come home Perry, come home
So come home Perry,
Come hone Perry, come home
切なくて
Are you happy now?
Are you happy you've managed to make a completely healthy person's life miserable because of her condition?
Does she even deserve it? What did she do to earn that kind of treatment from you? Why is it you picked her out of the millions to go through the pain of needing to survive cancer? To go through endless chemotherapies after another?
You're making her suffer. You're hurting her.
Is this some kind of test for her? If so, you've got some lousy timing. What kind of person reduces a middle-aged woman to tears?
She's strong. There's no doubt about that, but that doesn't mean she's immune to pain. Right now, I can bet she's suffering, tossing and turning in her sleep. She has to rely on her daughter, son-in-law and her husband to take care of her.
Her friends miss her. Her family misses her. Since the many treatments, she seemed to have lost the life in her eyes.
She's had to go through MRIs, CT scans, PET scans and the feeling of needles poking in and out of her repeatedly for the past few months. Can't you give her a break?
In case you didn't know, she's decided against any more chemotherapies. She's living on natural herbs to cure her of cancer cells.
May she be miraculously healed. May she be finally free from any more of the shit she's going through. May she be able to cook, sew and clean like usual again. May she be healthy, strong and above all, happy, again. God bless her. Have mercy on her. Have the good in you to see that she's been through enough hell.
We love her. So very much. She's been a good daughter, sister, mother, mother-in-law and grandmother. Are you really going to do this to her?
Isn't it time to be her savior?
Are you happy you've managed to make a completely healthy person's life miserable because of her condition?
Does she even deserve it? What did she do to earn that kind of treatment from you? Why is it you picked her out of the millions to go through the pain of needing to survive cancer? To go through endless chemotherapies after another?
You're making her suffer. You're hurting her.
Is this some kind of test for her? If so, you've got some lousy timing. What kind of person reduces a middle-aged woman to tears?
She's strong. There's no doubt about that, but that doesn't mean she's immune to pain. Right now, I can bet she's suffering, tossing and turning in her sleep. She has to rely on her daughter, son-in-law and her husband to take care of her.
Her friends miss her. Her family misses her. Since the many treatments, she seemed to have lost the life in her eyes.
She's had to go through MRIs, CT scans, PET scans and the feeling of needles poking in and out of her repeatedly for the past few months. Can't you give her a break?
In case you didn't know, she's decided against any more chemotherapies. She's living on natural herbs to cure her of cancer cells.
May she be miraculously healed. May she be finally free from any more of the shit she's going through. May she be able to cook, sew and clean like usual again. May she be healthy, strong and above all, happy, again. God bless her. Have mercy on her. Have the good in you to see that she's been through enough hell.
We love her. So very much. She's been a good daughter, sister, mother, mother-in-law and grandmother. Are you really going to do this to her?
Isn't it time to be her savior?
この日〜
Ola :)
I'm sorry I haven't been updating. At the moment I can't remember if it was because I had other work to do or because I was too lazy to blog -_-
Let's go with the former :P
I'll just blog about today for the time being and leave the previous days to another day :P
I will say, though, that I celebrated my birthday two days ago. Then again, it wasn't really a celebration. I went to school as usual, just that everybody was being very sweet and sang me the happy birthday song :P
Thanks guys. Love ya.
On the other hand, today, I woke up at 4:40 because of some stuff and ended up sleeping on the couch outside the living room. Only this time, I woke up at 6:15 to the sound of my mom's voice, asking me if I wanted to go to school.
Was that even a question? I slept at 12 on Wednesday and wanted to skip school on Thursday, but I couldn't because Kanga and Cleo wanted me in school -_-
In the end, my mom sent my brother to school alone.
The next time I woke up was two hours later. My mom insisted I woke up and followed her to visit my grandmother to pass her some stuff.
After swallowing my shake down, we left to PJ.
My grandma was healthy, but she didn't look healthy, you know what I mean? She looked so bored and sick of life, though she smiled a lot more after her exercising friends and her pastor friends came to visit her. They made her cheerful and more hopeful, in a sense.
But I thought I was going to start bawling when she started to cry.
At eleven o'clock, my mom and I left for home because she had to start teaching soon. I, on the other hand, had to finish homework. But that was after I started downloading previous episodes of Gosick to watch.
It's an incredible show. I love it so much. Can't wait for it to finish.
I then started on Physics and Biology homework. Did my BM twitter book and Moral homework too. Had lunch. Shortly after, my brother returned home from school and my mom began teaching.
Managed to download like... three episodes of Gosick. However, I couldn't play it on VLC on my iPad or the My Videos of my iPad. Seems to me like the iPad can't play HD stuff.
-_-
Ugh~
Converted them to mp4 format then, but couldn't get the subtitles to appear on the screen, so, I decided to watch 'em all on the computer. AFTER my mom left for work :P
Watched two episodes then had to leave for tuition. Wasn't too bad. I had only History today. Was going to continue with Modern Mathematics the next day after Theory class.
Had to walk to and fro from tuition :(
Still wasn't a bad day.
Had shake for dinner :) then watched the final episode I downloaded of Gosick before watching the newly posted episode on www.animeseason.com. It's honestly the best place to stream anime.
To me, that is.
Listening to AJ Michalka's "It's Who You Are", from the soundtrack of The Secretariat, a 2010 Disney movie. Will post lyrics soon.
That's about it :) CIAO!!
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I'm sorry I haven't been updating. At the moment I can't remember if it was because I had other work to do or because I was too lazy to blog -_-
Let's go with the former :P
I'll just blog about today for the time being and leave the previous days to another day :P
I will say, though, that I celebrated my birthday two days ago. Then again, it wasn't really a celebration. I went to school as usual, just that everybody was being very sweet and sang me the happy birthday song :P
Thanks guys. Love ya.
On the other hand, today, I woke up at 4:40 because of some stuff and ended up sleeping on the couch outside the living room. Only this time, I woke up at 6:15 to the sound of my mom's voice, asking me if I wanted to go to school.
Was that even a question? I slept at 12 on Wednesday and wanted to skip school on Thursday, but I couldn't because Kanga and Cleo wanted me in school -_-
In the end, my mom sent my brother to school alone.
The next time I woke up was two hours later. My mom insisted I woke up and followed her to visit my grandmother to pass her some stuff.
After swallowing my shake down, we left to PJ.
My grandma was healthy, but she didn't look healthy, you know what I mean? She looked so bored and sick of life, though she smiled a lot more after her exercising friends and her pastor friends came to visit her. They made her cheerful and more hopeful, in a sense.
But I thought I was going to start bawling when she started to cry.
At eleven o'clock, my mom and I left for home because she had to start teaching soon. I, on the other hand, had to finish homework. But that was after I started downloading previous episodes of Gosick to watch.
It's an incredible show. I love it so much. Can't wait for it to finish.
I then started on Physics and Biology homework. Did my BM twitter book and Moral homework too. Had lunch. Shortly after, my brother returned home from school and my mom began teaching.
Managed to download like... three episodes of Gosick. However, I couldn't play it on VLC on my iPad or the My Videos of my iPad. Seems to me like the iPad can't play HD stuff.
-_-
Ugh~
Converted them to mp4 format then, but couldn't get the subtitles to appear on the screen, so, I decided to watch 'em all on the computer. AFTER my mom left for work :P
Watched two episodes then had to leave for tuition. Wasn't too bad. I had only History today. Was going to continue with Modern Mathematics the next day after Theory class.
Had to walk to and fro from tuition :(
Still wasn't a bad day.
Had shake for dinner :) then watched the final episode I downloaded of Gosick before watching the newly posted episode on www.animeseason.com. It's honestly the best place to stream anime.
To me, that is.
Listening to AJ Michalka's "It's Who You Are", from the soundtrack of The Secretariat, a 2010 Disney movie. Will post lyrics soon.
That's about it :) CIAO!!
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Monday, February 21, 2011
あんたのため
This is for all the uncredited people who helped me spiritually when I had my seizure.
Thanks to my parents who helped me both spiritually and financially as well. Without them, I wouldn't have the money to be diagnosed. Thanks to Mommy who prayed for me that night in my room. Thanks to Daddy for the kisses on my forehead. You don't say much, but your actions convey otherwise :P
Thanks to my aunt *Kuku* for helping me by massaging my temples and shoulders when I complained they were aching. They're the reason I could sleep well at night :)
Thanks to Aunt Nan for the prayers too. I know you're a strong believer and I don't doubt part of the reason I'm okay is because of your whole-hearted prayers.
Thanks to my grandparents who helped me spiritually as well :) I know I probably worried you *Cheh~* so sorry too :P
Thanks to my sister who bothered to ask me how I was doing :) I'm okay now, as you probably know from the posts :P Can't wait for you to come back :) Heehee. Hope you play well in Penang.
Thanks to my teachers who cared for me, sent me to the hospital, and were extremely nice and understanding when I came back to school - letting me send me homework in later than others :P Thanks to my previous year's BM teacher for the concern you showed :) I'm pleased to say I'm better now. Thanks to Puan J, Puan Faridah and my BM teacher for the kindness you've shown. And sorry Puan J, if I scared you to no end :P
Large thanks to Sara who actually followed me all the way to the hospital and explained my condition to the teachers and my parents :P I'm thanking you here even though you were called today during the assembly because no one saw you :( Know that I'm really grateful you were there :)
Lastly *and probably most importantly :P* thanks to Kanga, Chucky, Andyy, Danya *if you did :P*, Cleo and everyone in 4 Beta and even those not from 4 Beta for the prayers. I know Puan J didn't know about how hard you were praying, but don't worry, kay? I know I'm alright because of you :P Thanks to Kanga and Chucky for the tears too :P
If I missed out anyone, I didn't do it with evil intentions :) You know who you are :) That's all that matters.
And pray for good MRI results tomorrow :P
CIAO!!
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Thanks to my parents who helped me both spiritually and financially as well. Without them, I wouldn't have the money to be diagnosed. Thanks to Mommy who prayed for me that night in my room. Thanks to Daddy for the kisses on my forehead. You don't say much, but your actions convey otherwise :P
Thanks to my aunt *Kuku* for helping me by massaging my temples and shoulders when I complained they were aching. They're the reason I could sleep well at night :)
Thanks to Aunt Nan for the prayers too. I know you're a strong believer and I don't doubt part of the reason I'm okay is because of your whole-hearted prayers.
Thanks to my grandparents who helped me spiritually as well :) I know I probably worried you *Cheh~* so sorry too :P
Thanks to my sister who bothered to ask me how I was doing :) I'm okay now, as you probably know from the posts :P Can't wait for you to come back :) Heehee. Hope you play well in Penang.
Thanks to my teachers who cared for me, sent me to the hospital, and were extremely nice and understanding when I came back to school - letting me send me homework in later than others :P Thanks to my previous year's BM teacher for the concern you showed :) I'm pleased to say I'm better now. Thanks to Puan J, Puan Faridah and my BM teacher for the kindness you've shown. And sorry Puan J, if I scared you to no end :P
Large thanks to Sara who actually followed me all the way to the hospital and explained my condition to the teachers and my parents :P I'm thanking you here even though you were called today during the assembly because no one saw you :( Know that I'm really grateful you were there :)
Lastly *and probably most importantly :P* thanks to Kanga, Chucky, Andyy, Danya *if you did :P*, Cleo and everyone in 4 Beta and even those not from 4 Beta for the prayers. I know Puan J didn't know about how hard you were praying, but don't worry, kay? I know I'm alright because of you :P Thanks to Kanga and Chucky for the tears too :P
If I missed out anyone, I didn't do it with evil intentions :) You know who you are :) That's all that matters.
And pray for good MRI results tomorrow :P
CIAO!!
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おめでっと、それでありがと
Happy 16th, Josh :)
I still remember how annoyed I got when I realized he was two days older than me :P
Haha.
May all your wishes and dreams come true. Hope you have a blast today. Doesn't matter that I wished you only half an hour before it's the 22nd. It's the thought that counts :P
And thank you for helping me that day when I had the seizure. I know it must've been hell to carry someone two three times your size :P
Good day :)
* * *
Waa~
Today was hell again. Had splitting headaches and heartaches as well. Not the my-heart-got-broken-because-I-broke-up-with-someone heartache, I'm talking about your chest area clenching up like a balled fist for no effing reason.
-_-
Never mind.
There was nothing much during morning briefing, so we went down to the hall for the assembly. Because it was Monday, it was extra-long, of course -_-
But this time was a little more special. The teacher on duty this week is Puan J, and she was asked to speak about moral values, so she called a few St. John members up to the front this morning.
My heart was beating like crazy. I had a funny feeling about it.
Sure enough, it was to thank them on their efforts on "saving" me that day when I had the seizure. It didn't matter that my friends thought she said things that were insulting to me, but the fact that the incident had such an effect on her made it really special to me.
Honestly, I felt like crying during her speech.
And although the St. John members were quite nooby in their work, I still thank them.
Especially the non-St.John members who helped carry me down :P Must've been tough, eh? :P
After the assembly, we went up to class and all my friends were like, "Lou, you're so popular now."
-_-
Haha.
First subject today was History. Our BM teacher came in for a while to collect something from my classmates then we had our lesson.
After that was English and we studied a new poem - He Had Such Quiet Eyes, which actually didn't sound so bad. We had to make a mind map about the synopsis, theme, settings and all that too so you can say we were kept busy -_-
Recess was next and I swallowed my burger because I was late *which made my chest ache a lot worse* Wanted to get a bun from the Ko-op but they were all out.
-_-
Not to mention I really do think everyone knows it was me that had the seizure -_-
Anyways, after recess, we had Moral. Wasn't too bad, if you minus the bad chest pain I got during it. It was so painful that I found it hard to breathe, but couldn't do anything about it, so...
I have homework for Moral -_- Then we had Biology. Not bad either. Copied whatever was in the slides she showed and I managed to save the Microsoft Word document into a thumb drive so I can fill up whatever work I had not completed yet.
Last subject today was Physics and I felt so bad by then. My chest was aching like shit. Kanga's head had begun to hurt too.
Thank God it was over fast.
Came back home after that, ate two bowls of mee hoon, packed some stuff to eat during tuition in Bangsar, then left.
Tuition made today much more bearable. The chest pains eventually dispersed and my headaches weren't so splitting anymore. Even so, I was glad when I finally reached home :)
Blogged about the 19th, 20th and today and am now going to turn in for the night :) That's about it, then.
CIAO!!
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I still remember how annoyed I got when I realized he was two days older than me :P
Haha.
May all your wishes and dreams come true. Hope you have a blast today. Doesn't matter that I wished you only half an hour before it's the 22nd. It's the thought that counts :P
And thank you for helping me that day when I had the seizure. I know it must've been hell to carry someone two three times your size :P
Good day :)
* * *
Waa~
Today was hell again. Had splitting headaches and heartaches as well. Not the my-heart-got-broken-because-I-broke-up-with-someone heartache, I'm talking about your chest area clenching up like a balled fist for no effing reason.
-_-
Never mind.
There was nothing much during morning briefing, so we went down to the hall for the assembly. Because it was Monday, it was extra-long, of course -_-
But this time was a little more special. The teacher on duty this week is Puan J, and she was asked to speak about moral values, so she called a few St. John members up to the front this morning.
My heart was beating like crazy. I had a funny feeling about it.
Sure enough, it was to thank them on their efforts on "saving" me that day when I had the seizure. It didn't matter that my friends thought she said things that were insulting to me, but the fact that the incident had such an effect on her made it really special to me.
Honestly, I felt like crying during her speech.
And although the St. John members were quite nooby in their work, I still thank them.
Especially the non-St.John members who helped carry me down :P Must've been tough, eh? :P
After the assembly, we went up to class and all my friends were like, "Lou, you're so popular now."
-_-
Haha.
First subject today was History. Our BM teacher came in for a while to collect something from my classmates then we had our lesson.
After that was English and we studied a new poem - He Had Such Quiet Eyes, which actually didn't sound so bad. We had to make a mind map about the synopsis, theme, settings and all that too so you can say we were kept busy -_-
Recess was next and I swallowed my burger because I was late *which made my chest ache a lot worse* Wanted to get a bun from the Ko-op but they were all out.
-_-
Not to mention I really do think everyone knows it was me that had the seizure -_-
Anyways, after recess, we had Moral. Wasn't too bad, if you minus the bad chest pain I got during it. It was so painful that I found it hard to breathe, but couldn't do anything about it, so...
I have homework for Moral -_- Then we had Biology. Not bad either. Copied whatever was in the slides she showed and I managed to save the Microsoft Word document into a thumb drive so I can fill up whatever work I had not completed yet.
Last subject today was Physics and I felt so bad by then. My chest was aching like shit. Kanga's head had begun to hurt too.
Thank God it was over fast.
Came back home after that, ate two bowls of mee hoon, packed some stuff to eat during tuition in Bangsar, then left.
Tuition made today much more bearable. The chest pains eventually dispersed and my headaches weren't so splitting anymore. Even so, I was glad when I finally reached home :)
Blogged about the 19th, 20th and today and am now going to turn in for the night :) That's about it, then.
CIAO!!
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F*ckin Perfect - Cimorelli *Pink*
Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than, less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're
nothing
You are perfect to me!
You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were
wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you
instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same
Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than, less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're
nothing
You are perfect to me
The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too
hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?
Why do I do that..?
Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than, less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you are perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're
nothing
You are perfect to me...
Poker Face - Noteworthy *Lady Gaga*
Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah
I wanna hold em like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em let em hit me raise it baby stay with me, I love it
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart
Oh, oh, oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me, I love it
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun, fun
Oh, oh, oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
(Mum mum mum mah)
(Mum mum mum mah)
I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand cause I'm marvelous
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my, can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
~20/02/2011~
~For your information, I blogged about the 19th in the previous post :) Enjoy~
The 20th was probably the best day out of my after-seizure days ever. For one, I didn't have ANY headaches at all, which made me quite the happiest kid on the block.
I mean, sure, I didn't have breakfast *cause I didn't want any* but that still wasn't gonna get me out of having shake for lunch, but it wasn't really that bad :P
Had no tuition today either, so I could spend my afternoon finishing up all my school homework for the next day, which was Monday.
...
You know how much I detest Mondays? They're the worst days to go to school, I swear. Maybe it's because of the stupid extra-long assembly -_-
Never mind.
I managed to complete all my homework - Modern Maths, Additional Maths and BM. Proud to say I did, too :P And after that, I used my iPad to my heart's content.
At around 5 something nearing 6 o'clock, my parents, brother and I got ready to leave for my grandparents' house. We were gonna do some visiting to close off the weekend. However, since my grandma wasn't in the mood for going out, we decided to have dinner before going to her place.
I wanted to go to the Curry House where they had roti canai but no~
We had to be vegetarians for the evening.
-_-
I know, right?
And they picked the restaurant that I remember I didn't really like that was near my grandparents' place. Ugh~ I vaguely recall making a face all the way up until the time we sat down at the table, which was probably rude to the waitresses there :P
Surprisingly, the food there was remarkably good.
Err... I-I mean, edible.
:P
But yeah, it was good. Wouldn't mind going there now :P Maybe it's just me or the food there has gotten better :P Not to mention it's vegetarian, so all the meat is fake, which means I don't have to be careful about any bones.
Oh, and if my sister reads this, she'll probably know what I'm talking about, but do you remember that juice thingymajing we had at the apartment near Popo's place? The one where you press the lever on top and the juice comes out? Yeah, they had that too, and it was much better than the apartment place.
Maybe when you return, we can go again :P
Don't tell my parents I said that :P
Anyways, after dinner, we headed off to bungkus the food my grandma wanted before leaving for our final destination *in no relations to the show -_-* Whilst my mom was waiting for my grandma's food to be packed though, I got hooked on this game on my iPad called SuperFly.
I swear, I didn't think it'd be so addictive.
Couldn't stop playing.
My dad had to snatch the iPad from me when we reached our grandparents' place and I was still playing the stupid fly :P
Haha.
Chatted for a while, had our share of laughs, then departed for home :) Used my iPad a little more, then decided to turn in for the night at 11:30++ :)
That's about it :) CIAO!!
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The 20th was probably the best day out of my after-seizure days ever. For one, I didn't have ANY headaches at all, which made me quite the happiest kid on the block.
I mean, sure, I didn't have breakfast *cause I didn't want any* but that still wasn't gonna get me out of having shake for lunch, but it wasn't really that bad :P
Had no tuition today either, so I could spend my afternoon finishing up all my school homework for the next day, which was Monday.
...
You know how much I detest Mondays? They're the worst days to go to school, I swear. Maybe it's because of the stupid extra-long assembly -_-
Never mind.
I managed to complete all my homework - Modern Maths, Additional Maths and BM. Proud to say I did, too :P And after that, I used my iPad to my heart's content.
At around 5 something nearing 6 o'clock, my parents, brother and I got ready to leave for my grandparents' house. We were gonna do some visiting to close off the weekend. However, since my grandma wasn't in the mood for going out, we decided to have dinner before going to her place.
I wanted to go to the Curry House where they had roti canai but no~
We had to be vegetarians for the evening.
-_-
I know, right?
And they picked the restaurant that I remember I didn't really like that was near my grandparents' place. Ugh~ I vaguely recall making a face all the way up until the time we sat down at the table, which was probably rude to the waitresses there :P
Surprisingly, the food there was remarkably good.
Err... I-I mean, edible.
:P
But yeah, it was good. Wouldn't mind going there now :P Maybe it's just me or the food there has gotten better :P Not to mention it's vegetarian, so all the meat is fake, which means I don't have to be careful about any bones.
Oh, and if my sister reads this, she'll probably know what I'm talking about, but do you remember that juice thingymajing we had at the apartment near Popo's place? The one where you press the lever on top and the juice comes out? Yeah, they had that too, and it was much better than the apartment place.
Maybe when you return, we can go again :P
Don't tell my parents I said that :P
Anyways, after dinner, we headed off to bungkus the food my grandma wanted before leaving for our final destination *in no relations to the show -_-* Whilst my mom was waiting for my grandma's food to be packed though, I got hooked on this game on my iPad called SuperFly.
I swear, I didn't think it'd be so addictive.
Couldn't stop playing.
My dad had to snatch the iPad from me when we reached our grandparents' place and I was still playing the stupid fly :P
Haha.
Chatted for a while, had our share of laughs, then departed for home :) Used my iPad a little more, then decided to turn in for the night at 11:30++ :)
That's about it :) CIAO!!
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~19/02/2011~
~For your information, I blogged about the 17th and the 18th in previous posts :) Enjoy~
The 19th of February was a friggin' long day. I woke up quite early at 9 o'clock, then went downstairs to finally start on that English essay that I had to hand in to our English tuition teacher who was going to come at 2:30p.m.
Trust me, with the task at hand, I needed that kind of time.
Plus, I had another tuition at 11 o'clock so it would help to finish it fast.
Alternated between using the computer and doing my work though :P Couldn't resist. Haha.
When my tuition teacher came at 11 o'clock, my brother and I had our BM lesson. It wasn't too bad. I managed to finish a part of the English essay too so I wasn't in too much of a hurry to finish it :P
Did Harga Remaja for KOMSAS :P Which is funny because that's the title assigned to Danya and I are supposed to do for our BM thingymajing :P Thanks to that, I now understand it a little more :) Thanks, Cikgu!! :P
Got off earlier than my brother did because he was still struggling to finish his essay. I finished first, so I continued my essay in front of the computer :P
Finally finished, like half an hour before 2:30p.m. Hey, it's a really long essay because I didn't know what else to write about. I tried to shorten it, but I guess I'll have to work on that -_-
Bleghh~
Bathed, then waited for Madame Shirley to arrive.
She's incredibly punctual -_-
Got really mad with my brother - though not in front of the teacher - because it's been two weeks and he's still stuck on his first essay. Not that I care if he's slow or anything, but it's really affecting the attention that the teacher pays to me -_-
Call it jealousy if you will, but I'm sure even you would understand if you're paying to get better and all you're getting is whatever your brother can't understand.
Oh, and the words "Keep to the length" after all your essays -_-
Had to rush for Theory class after English tuition though, because Madame Shirley is notorious for prolonging our sessions. I didn't even attend Theory class last week because of her -_- Haha. As if that wasn't bad enough, I completely forgot that my History tuition with Sean's dad was postponed to today, so I didn't bring my bag.
Had to run all the way down and call my maid to ask her to bring it to the office.
Guess what she did?
She brought it all the way up to my class. Everyone was laughing -_- Ugh~
Never mind. I'm still grateful.
After class, I rode Sean's car back to his house for lesson. Was okay. He was quite lucky cause he had another Add Maths class at 6 o'clock whilst I stayed till like 7:30.
Then I had to walk all the way to the restaurant we had dinner at. Not bad, though :P Had beancurd, veggie, my family's all-time favourite ka li yu tao, fried egg *MY all-time fave :P* and some bittergourd stuff.
-_-
Couldn't walk around in the night market after dinner though :( Parents were against it because they thought I wasn't well enough. Dude, I just have a headache, I'm not disabled.
-_-
They promised to let me go the next week though :P
Coming back, I used my iPad for a while, then went to sleep :)
CIAO!!
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The 19th of February was a friggin' long day. I woke up quite early at 9 o'clock, then went downstairs to finally start on that English essay that I had to hand in to our English tuition teacher who was going to come at 2:30p.m.
Trust me, with the task at hand, I needed that kind of time.
Plus, I had another tuition at 11 o'clock so it would help to finish it fast.
Alternated between using the computer and doing my work though :P Couldn't resist. Haha.
When my tuition teacher came at 11 o'clock, my brother and I had our BM lesson. It wasn't too bad. I managed to finish a part of the English essay too so I wasn't in too much of a hurry to finish it :P
Did Harga Remaja for KOMSAS :P Which is funny because that's the title assigned to Danya and I are supposed to do for our BM thingymajing :P Thanks to that, I now understand it a little more :) Thanks, Cikgu!! :P
Got off earlier than my brother did because he was still struggling to finish his essay. I finished first, so I continued my essay in front of the computer :P
Finally finished, like half an hour before 2:30p.m. Hey, it's a really long essay because I didn't know what else to write about. I tried to shorten it, but I guess I'll have to work on that -_-
Bleghh~
Bathed, then waited for Madame Shirley to arrive.
She's incredibly punctual -_-
Got really mad with my brother - though not in front of the teacher - because it's been two weeks and he's still stuck on his first essay. Not that I care if he's slow or anything, but it's really affecting the attention that the teacher pays to me -_-
Call it jealousy if you will, but I'm sure even you would understand if you're paying to get better and all you're getting is whatever your brother can't understand.
Oh, and the words "Keep to the length" after all your essays -_-
Had to rush for Theory class after English tuition though, because Madame Shirley is notorious for prolonging our sessions. I didn't even attend Theory class last week because of her -_- Haha. As if that wasn't bad enough, I completely forgot that my History tuition with Sean's dad was postponed to today, so I didn't bring my bag.
Had to run all the way down and call my maid to ask her to bring it to the office.
Guess what she did?
She brought it all the way up to my class. Everyone was laughing -_- Ugh~
Never mind. I'm still grateful.
After class, I rode Sean's car back to his house for lesson. Was okay. He was quite lucky cause he had another Add Maths class at 6 o'clock whilst I stayed till like 7:30.
Then I had to walk all the way to the restaurant we had dinner at. Not bad, though :P Had beancurd, veggie, my family's all-time favourite ka li yu tao, fried egg *MY all-time fave :P* and some bittergourd stuff.
-_-
Couldn't walk around in the night market after dinner though :( Parents were against it because they thought I wasn't well enough. Dude, I just have a headache, I'm not disabled.
-_-
They promised to let me go the next week though :P
Coming back, I used my iPad for a while, then went to sleep :)
CIAO!!
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Sunday, February 20, 2011
Seriously - Katy McAllister
Hoping that you cant hear me,
cause I feel like I am thinking out loud.
Wondering if you can read me,
I guess there is no easy way out.
I take it to far when ever you're around,
but you caught me off guard,
you're already breaking me down.
I know I said I'm not looking for serious,
but seriously I didn't know that you would go
and be just what I need.
Seriously.
Thinking I have you figured out,
but then you leave me in doubt,
you make me think
I'm seriously crazy.
Walking I see you turning away
because I don't know what to say,
do you seriously avoid me?
Can you honestly tell me,
you don't feel a thing,
cause last night you honestly held me
and I was making believe you were really mine
I know I said I'm not looking for serious,
but seriously I didn't know that you would go and
be just what I need.
Seriously.
I want to tell you
but you make it so hard to do,
what would I lose?
I'd rather keep you around.
I wanna say no
but you make it so hard to go
how do I know you're not gonna let me down
this time around..
I know I said I'm not looking for serious,
but seriously you moved me.
I didn't know that you would go
and be just what I need
If you seriously don't feel a thing,
lets skip to the part when you leave.
Yeah I said I'm not looking for serious,
but seriously, seriously I didn't know
that you would go and be just what I need
Seriously.
You moved me
Hoping that you can't hear me,
cause I feel like I am thinking out loud.
Rocketeer - Jake Bruene & Kurt Hugo *Far East Movement feat. Ryan Tedder* + D
Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer
Let's fly
Up, up here we go
Up, up here we go
Let's fly
Up, up here we go, go
Where we stop nobody knows, knows
Where we go we don't need roads, roads
Where we stop nobody knows, knows
To the stars if you really want it
Got, got a jetpack with your name on it
Above the clouds in the atmosphere, phere
Just say the words and we outta here, outta here
Hold my hand if you feeling scared, scared
We flying up, up outta here
Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,
Let's fly
Up, up here we go, go
Let's fly
Up, up here we go, go, here we go
Where we stop nobody knows, knows
Baby, we can stay fly like a G6
Shop the streets of Tokyo, get you fly kicks
Girl you always on my mind, got my head up in the sky
And I'm never looking down feeling priceless, yeah
Where we at, only few have known
Go on the next level, Super Mario
I hope this works out, Cardio
Til' then let's fly, Geronimo
Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer
Nah, I never been in space before
But I never seen a face like yours
You make me feel like I could touch the planets
You want the moon, girl watch me grab it
See I ain't never seen the stars this close
You got me struck by the way you glow
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh
Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer
Let's fly
Up, up here we go, go
Let's fly
Up, up here we go, go
Where we stop nobody knows, knows, knows
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Enchanted - Owl City *Taylor Swift* + D
There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered "Have we met?"
Across the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too
The lingering question kept me up
2 am, who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say
Hey, It was enchanting to meet you
Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you too
And this is me praying that
This was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name
Until I see you again
These are the words I held back
As I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you too
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
Taylor, I'll spend my whole life wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you, too
I was never in love with someone else
I never had somebody waiting on me
'Cause you were all of my dreams come true
And I just wish you knew
Taylor I was so in love with you.
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~18/02/2011~
~For your information, I blogged about the 17th in the previous post. Enjoy~
The 18th wasn't so bad, really. I woke up at 5:45a.m. *I know, I'm so psyched whenever I get to wake up later than usual*, bathed, changed and left for school.
Chatted with Karisma outside the library whilst waiting for the rest of the board to arrive and start the meeting at 7 o'clock.
Oh, and if Danya's reading this, then we're now supposed to sit at our respective departments and discuss about our plans for the year during our morning briefings.
After briefing, we went down to the hall for our assembly. Had to sit all the way in front this time because of the retarded prefects - no disrespect to my friends - who can't seem to chill.
Ugh~
Went up to class after the speeches et cetera, et cetera, et cetera.
First subject for the day was Modern Maths and we were given loads of notes to write. So Danya, if you read this, you have lots of things to do :P By the way, if you want to attempt the Modern Maths questions, then our homework that day was Exercise 3.3A No. 3, 5, 7, 10 and 12 :)
Next up was Chemistry but our teacher wasn't going to come in despite I saw her during assembly. She must have had something really important to do - like take care of the Form 3s or 5s that were having their exams - so we were left without anything to do. Well, we weren't given homework, but my classmates were all clambering to finish their Bio files because they had to hand it in that day.
I, on the other hand, decided I wanted to figure out an Add Math question I didn't get the answer for yesterday because my parents insisted I go to sleep -_-
Decided to skip recess to head to the library to continue figuring out the Add Maths questions. Brought Cleo along because she never eats during recess. Met up with Sausage and we tried to solve it together. Got the gist of what we were supposed to do but due to me solving the first part wrongly, we couldn't get the right answer.
Wanted to hit myself :P
But I'm so happy I could solve all the questions in the end. Huge thanks to Sausage for telling me what to do :P
BM was next and the teacher gave us some work to do in the BM Twitter book after explaining how we were supposed to do it. She also told us what was coming out for our exam so we'd be prepared.
The joy~
-_-
Last subject today was Add Maths but since we only had one period of it, there wasn't much we could do. We just discussed the questions that my classmates were having problems with, then the bell rang and we were let off. No homework.
Cleo followed me to the "ahli kongsi gelap" place and Kanga followed shortly after. Then I went back home in my mom's student's mom's car :)
At home, I ate fried rice then went to bathe. Came down, called Sean's house to ask his mom what time my class was today then went to sleep on my mom's orders :P
Woke up and ended up being super late for tuition -_- Class was supposed to start at 4 o'clock. I woke up at 4:30p.m, then some misunderstandings led me to believe my dad was supposed to fetch me to tuition, so I stayed at home waiting and waiting for him but he never showed. Called my mom and realized that he was only to send me home but I was to walk there.
Ended up reaching Sean's house only at 5:45p.m.
-_-
Class was okay. Did Chapter 3 Sets for Modern Maths. Didn't have History with Sean's dad because it was too late by then and my dad had already arrived to fetch me home. Had to postpone the lesson to the next day after Theory class.
Came back, toyed with my iPad for a while then had to go to sleep :)
CIAO!!
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The 18th wasn't so bad, really. I woke up at 5:45a.m. *I know, I'm so psyched whenever I get to wake up later than usual*, bathed, changed and left for school.
Chatted with Karisma outside the library whilst waiting for the rest of the board to arrive and start the meeting at 7 o'clock.
Oh, and if Danya's reading this, then we're now supposed to sit at our respective departments and discuss about our plans for the year during our morning briefings.
After briefing, we went down to the hall for our assembly. Had to sit all the way in front this time because of the retarded prefects - no disrespect to my friends - who can't seem to chill.
Ugh~
Went up to class after the speeches et cetera, et cetera, et cetera.
First subject for the day was Modern Maths and we were given loads of notes to write. So Danya, if you read this, you have lots of things to do :P By the way, if you want to attempt the Modern Maths questions, then our homework that day was Exercise 3.3A No. 3, 5, 7, 10 and 12 :)
Next up was Chemistry but our teacher wasn't going to come in despite I saw her during assembly. She must have had something really important to do - like take care of the Form 3s or 5s that were having their exams - so we were left without anything to do. Well, we weren't given homework, but my classmates were all clambering to finish their Bio files because they had to hand it in that day.
I, on the other hand, decided I wanted to figure out an Add Math question I didn't get the answer for yesterday because my parents insisted I go to sleep -_-
Decided to skip recess to head to the library to continue figuring out the Add Maths questions. Brought Cleo along because she never eats during recess. Met up with Sausage and we tried to solve it together. Got the gist of what we were supposed to do but due to me solving the first part wrongly, we couldn't get the right answer.
Wanted to hit myself :P
But I'm so happy I could solve all the questions in the end. Huge thanks to Sausage for telling me what to do :P
BM was next and the teacher gave us some work to do in the BM Twitter book after explaining how we were supposed to do it. She also told us what was coming out for our exam so we'd be prepared.
The joy~
-_-
Last subject today was Add Maths but since we only had one period of it, there wasn't much we could do. We just discussed the questions that my classmates were having problems with, then the bell rang and we were let off. No homework.
Cleo followed me to the "ahli kongsi gelap" place and Kanga followed shortly after. Then I went back home in my mom's student's mom's car :)
At home, I ate fried rice then went to bathe. Came down, called Sean's house to ask his mom what time my class was today then went to sleep on my mom's orders :P
Woke up and ended up being super late for tuition -_- Class was supposed to start at 4 o'clock. I woke up at 4:30p.m, then some misunderstandings led me to believe my dad was supposed to fetch me to tuition, so I stayed at home waiting and waiting for him but he never showed. Called my mom and realized that he was only to send me home but I was to walk there.
Ended up reaching Sean's house only at 5:45p.m.
-_-
Class was okay. Did Chapter 3 Sets for Modern Maths. Didn't have History with Sean's dad because it was too late by then and my dad had already arrived to fetch me home. Had to postpone the lesson to the next day after Theory class.
Came back, toyed with my iPad for a while then had to go to sleep :)
CIAO!!
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~17/02/2011~
This post is about the 17th of February. I didn't really have time to blog since I was doing homework late at night, so...
:)
I woke up at 5:45 a.m. yesterday feeling like shit. Embedded my head into my pillow the minute the headaches attacked me. Forced myself up after that and opened the doors to my parents' room with the intent of bathing and getting ready for school but then my mom said it would be better to see the doctor and ask if the headaches were mandatory in my recovery from the seizure -_-
Just so you know, my parents' bed is really, really comfortable :P
I had such a nice sleep :) Haha. Did NOT want to wake up when my mom nudged me awake at nine o'clock. She said we had to get up early because we were going to have to stop by my grandparents' place first, so I very reluctantly pushed myself up.
I had not washed my hair yet - being able to do so is one of the advantages of having short hair - so it did not take long for us to leave the house. I drank my shake on the way to my grandparents' place, which really screwed with my mind because I kept having to tilt my head up to drink everything in the bottle. Not to mention the bumps in the road on the way to their house.
-_-
Was a pleasure to see my grandparents' and aunt so early in the morning. Felt so refreshing. My Aunt Nan decided she was going to accompany us to SJMC to see Dr. Yong too, which was really nice of her. But the prime reason to why it would be helpful to have her accompany us would be so my mom wouldn't get lost on the way to the hospital.
-_-
It took quite a while before we finally saw the doctor - and by "took quite a while", I mean, "took about an hour plus." And honestly speaking, she seemed a lot nicer than the first time I had seen her. During our first meeting, she was more sharp with her questions and abrupt with her explanations/answers. This time round, though, she smiled a lot more and her sentences were more lengthy, more polite - in a sense.
So I told her about the incident in school again, only I added the full-blown details I got from my friends - like how I was tapping the table really quickly and how loud my scream actually was. Also, the part in the middle of the seizure when I got up - all the while not knowing what I was doing - and then lying back down before returning into a state of unconsciousness.
Uh huh~
We also asked about whether I was supposed to be getting all the headaches and the getting-frustrated-for-no-apparent-reason thing, to which she replied that the medicine was not suitable for me. She then prescribed different ones, explaining to us that we were going to have to be very vigilant this time because this medicine will be problematic for those who are allergic to it. If I was getting any mouth ulcers, sore throats and rashes, I had to stop taking it immediately and see her again.
Yeah~
Ran over my MRI schedule again before parting. Aunt Nan and I then grabbed sandwiches each prior to leaving the hospital to my grandparents' place once more to drop her off, then returned home :)
My mom began teaching not long after we came back from the hospital and I had a nice long, long, long sleep outside the music room on the sofa whilst my mom taught her students. I only woke up at 5:30 when Sean came for lesson with my mom cause after that, I was supposed to have Add Maths tuition with his brother.
Was so happy it was cancelled because his brother was sick too :P
For the rest of the night, I was asking my friends on Facebook if there was any work we had to pass up the next day because I was going to school. There was Maths homework and Add Maths homework so I decided to finish it that evening itself.
Slept at 11 something when my parents came down to get me up to bed.
CIAO!!
:)
I woke up at 5:45 a.m. yesterday feeling like shit. Embedded my head into my pillow the minute the headaches attacked me. Forced myself up after that and opened the doors to my parents' room with the intent of bathing and getting ready for school but then my mom said it would be better to see the doctor and ask if the headaches were mandatory in my recovery from the seizure -_-
Just so you know, my parents' bed is really, really comfortable :P
I had such a nice sleep :) Haha. Did NOT want to wake up when my mom nudged me awake at nine o'clock. She said we had to get up early because we were going to have to stop by my grandparents' place first, so I very reluctantly pushed myself up.
I had not washed my hair yet - being able to do so is one of the advantages of having short hair - so it did not take long for us to leave the house. I drank my shake on the way to my grandparents' place, which really screwed with my mind because I kept having to tilt my head up to drink everything in the bottle. Not to mention the bumps in the road on the way to their house.
-_-
Was a pleasure to see my grandparents' and aunt so early in the morning. Felt so refreshing. My Aunt Nan decided she was going to accompany us to SJMC to see Dr. Yong too, which was really nice of her. But the prime reason to why it would be helpful to have her accompany us would be so my mom wouldn't get lost on the way to the hospital.
-_-
It took quite a while before we finally saw the doctor - and by "took quite a while", I mean, "took about an hour plus." And honestly speaking, she seemed a lot nicer than the first time I had seen her. During our first meeting, she was more sharp with her questions and abrupt with her explanations/answers. This time round, though, she smiled a lot more and her sentences were more lengthy, more polite - in a sense.
So I told her about the incident in school again, only I added the full-blown details I got from my friends - like how I was tapping the table really quickly and how loud my scream actually was. Also, the part in the middle of the seizure when I got up - all the while not knowing what I was doing - and then lying back down before returning into a state of unconsciousness.
Uh huh~
We also asked about whether I was supposed to be getting all the headaches and the getting-frustrated-for-no-apparent-reason thing, to which she replied that the medicine was not suitable for me. She then prescribed different ones, explaining to us that we were going to have to be very vigilant this time because this medicine will be problematic for those who are allergic to it. If I was getting any mouth ulcers, sore throats and rashes, I had to stop taking it immediately and see her again.
Yeah~
Ran over my MRI schedule again before parting. Aunt Nan and I then grabbed sandwiches each prior to leaving the hospital to my grandparents' place once more to drop her off, then returned home :)
My mom began teaching not long after we came back from the hospital and I had a nice long, long, long sleep outside the music room on the sofa whilst my mom taught her students. I only woke up at 5:30 when Sean came for lesson with my mom cause after that, I was supposed to have Add Maths tuition with his brother.
Was so happy it was cancelled because his brother was sick too :P
For the rest of the night, I was asking my friends on Facebook if there was any work we had to pass up the next day because I was going to school. There was Maths homework and Add Maths homework so I decided to finish it that evening itself.
Slept at 11 something when my parents came down to get me up to bed.
CIAO!!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
F*ckin' Perfect - Julia Sheer & Jake CoCo *Pink*
Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than, less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're
nothing
You are perfect to me!
You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were
wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you
instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same
Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than, less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're
nothing
You are perfect to me
The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too
hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?
Why do I do that..?
Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than, less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you are perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're
nothing
You are perfect to me...
Friday, February 18, 2011
Jar of Hearts - Sam Tsui & Kurt Hugo *Christina Perri* + D
I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most
I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
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Thursday, February 17, 2011
~16/02/2011~
10:03p.m.
Today was agonising. Not only did I have a constant headache throughout the day, but I think I screwed my BM oral in the process.
On the other hand, I woke up at 5:20 a.m. today, went to bathe, change into my co-curricular clothes then got started on packing my school bag. Sometimes I get so mad that I have to bring so many things to school. Now even my diary is too thick for me to bring to school - according to Mom.
Had a different kind of shake today - pear cincau. Yumm~
Hd to haul the guitar to school today too because I messaged Danya the evening before about staying back and she said she wasn't going to be able to make it for our brass band thingymajing. I wouldn't be surprised if other people took this as an opportunity to skip their activities since the Form 3s and 5s are allowed to go home due to the week being their exam week.
:)
And thanks to our marvelous principle, every Wednesday, the students are now required to line up according to their uniform units. It was incredibly messy and the prefects kept having to go around asking the students to sit and keep quiet et cetera.
After singing our national anthem, we went up to our classes uniform unit by uniform unit so it took quite a while before our class finally commenced.
The first subject today was history but our teacher was in labour so another teacher came in to teach us. She was quite annoyed with us because our side was making quite a lot of noise. Chucky was mad too.
Tried my absolute best to concentrate during class and ignore the head pains. Thankfully they subsided every time I hit my head or massaged it long enough. Sometimes, clenching and unclenching my fist helps too but that's when I get mad.
Nowadays that's happening quite a lot. Me getting mad for no particular reason, I mean. It's not so much I'm mad as in I'll yell at someone or insult them, but mad as in frustrated and irritated - probably with my condition. I consistently feel like throwing something at the wall *just to see hear the sound of something colliding with hard cement*, screaming *because of the headache* and just sitting there doing nothing.
I'm starting to sound like a psychopath.
Anyway, tried to make it look as inconspicuous as possible because that would cause too much trouble. I'm behind in my homework as it already is. I don't need anymore leverage.
After history was physics and I packed my bags to head off to the library straight after the lesson because I wanted to go over my BM oral notes.
Physics was alright. Most of the lesson consisted of us discussing the latest report on the latest experiment they did - which I was absent for - so all I did was copy *which made me feel very bad*
Recess started at 10:10 and ended in twenty minutes so I rushed to the library as soon as we were allowed to leave the lab. There, I constructed my oral briefly just to get an overview of what I was supposed to say.
Didn't finish in time, but no matter, I was just going to have to wing it.
Biology was next and we were notified on how much of our syllabus the first assessment was going to cover. I have a lot of studying to do. After that, it was just note-taking on the third chapter, filling up the spaces in the worksheets that Danya photostated for us.
I realized that sometimes, linking Bio to what we do in our daily lives makes it asked to understand what actually happens in the cells and everything else.
Oh my God, which jackass hired the playing of the traditional chinese new year drums so late at night?
-_-
As I mentioned above, I think I screwed my BM oral, but never mind. I aint gonna make up excuses for it. I could have done it the next day or the next week if I wasn't feeling too good, said the teacher, but I just wanted it over and done with. Finito.
That is, until she told us about the paired oral -_- I was going to do mine with Danya, which will probably be easier than if we did it with other people because we are sitting next to each other.
-_-
English was the last subject for the day, supposedly, but our teacher didn't turn up, so our Modern Maths teacher substituted for her. She's actually not so bad, except sometimes she can get on our nerves.
Haha.
After school, I ate a burger at the canteen with Shuen, Kanga and Cleo then we hung around at our usual spot behind the "forbidden staircase" before we lined up to go for our respective uniform unit meetings.
Kanga was ditching us for basketball so :(
:P
We sang for a while inside the place where we were supposed to meet but then it got noisy with the gamelan peeps practicing so we decided to play outside. Played all kinds of songs like Enchanted, Crush, Faithfully, Looking Through Your Eyes *a failed attempt at the key-changing part :P*, When You're Gone, When You Believe, Waiting Outside The Lines, She's Too Beautiful et cetera.
Haha.
Then we went back home. Cleo accompanied me all the way to the "ahli kongsi gelap" place then returned to the school. My brother was already there and we went back home in my dad's car.
Coming back, I was supposed to go and bathe then get ready for BM tuition but my brother cancelled class because I was having a very bad headache. Bloody stupid head. Stupid seizure. Stupid headache.
Ugh~
When I woke up from sleep after bathing, it was already eight something. I had grabbed 3 hours of sleep. But I still had a headache. How sucky was that? IS that - because even now I have a headache.
Chatted with my sister through Text Me for a while about Castle *:P* then got a call from Mom demanding that I go to sleep after taking my medication, so here I am, in my room, after taking my Topamax of 50mg. Haha.
Okay then :) Will be facing hell tomorrow. Have to find Bio teacher and save her stuff into my thumb drive, complete her file and send it in on Friday. If I don't, screwed for my first assessment.
CIAO!!
Today was agonising. Not only did I have a constant headache throughout the day, but I think I screwed my BM oral in the process.
On the other hand, I woke up at 5:20 a.m. today, went to bathe, change into my co-curricular clothes then got started on packing my school bag. Sometimes I get so mad that I have to bring so many things to school. Now even my diary is too thick for me to bring to school - according to Mom.
Had a different kind of shake today - pear cincau. Yumm~
Hd to haul the guitar to school today too because I messaged Danya the evening before about staying back and she said she wasn't going to be able to make it for our brass band thingymajing. I wouldn't be surprised if other people took this as an opportunity to skip their activities since the Form 3s and 5s are allowed to go home due to the week being their exam week.
:)
And thanks to our marvelous principle, every Wednesday, the students are now required to line up according to their uniform units. It was incredibly messy and the prefects kept having to go around asking the students to sit and keep quiet et cetera.
After singing our national anthem, we went up to our classes uniform unit by uniform unit so it took quite a while before our class finally commenced.
The first subject today was history but our teacher was in labour so another teacher came in to teach us. She was quite annoyed with us because our side was making quite a lot of noise. Chucky was mad too.
Tried my absolute best to concentrate during class and ignore the head pains. Thankfully they subsided every time I hit my head or massaged it long enough. Sometimes, clenching and unclenching my fist helps too but that's when I get mad.
Nowadays that's happening quite a lot. Me getting mad for no particular reason, I mean. It's not so much I'm mad as in I'll yell at someone or insult them, but mad as in frustrated and irritated - probably with my condition. I consistently feel like throwing something at the wall *just to see hear the sound of something colliding with hard cement*, screaming *because of the headache* and just sitting there doing nothing.
I'm starting to sound like a psychopath.
Anyway, tried to make it look as inconspicuous as possible because that would cause too much trouble. I'm behind in my homework as it already is. I don't need anymore leverage.
After history was physics and I packed my bags to head off to the library straight after the lesson because I wanted to go over my BM oral notes.
Physics was alright. Most of the lesson consisted of us discussing the latest report on the latest experiment they did - which I was absent for - so all I did was copy *which made me feel very bad*
Recess started at 10:10 and ended in twenty minutes so I rushed to the library as soon as we were allowed to leave the lab. There, I constructed my oral briefly just to get an overview of what I was supposed to say.
Didn't finish in time, but no matter, I was just going to have to wing it.
Biology was next and we were notified on how much of our syllabus the first assessment was going to cover. I have a lot of studying to do. After that, it was just note-taking on the third chapter, filling up the spaces in the worksheets that Danya photostated for us.
I realized that sometimes, linking Bio to what we do in our daily lives makes it asked to understand what actually happens in the cells and everything else.
Oh my God, which jackass hired the playing of the traditional chinese new year drums so late at night?
-_-
As I mentioned above, I think I screwed my BM oral, but never mind. I aint gonna make up excuses for it. I could have done it the next day or the next week if I wasn't feeling too good, said the teacher, but I just wanted it over and done with. Finito.
That is, until she told us about the paired oral -_- I was going to do mine with Danya, which will probably be easier than if we did it with other people because we are sitting next to each other.
-_-
English was the last subject for the day, supposedly, but our teacher didn't turn up, so our Modern Maths teacher substituted for her. She's actually not so bad, except sometimes she can get on our nerves.
Haha.
After school, I ate a burger at the canteen with Shuen, Kanga and Cleo then we hung around at our usual spot behind the "forbidden staircase" before we lined up to go for our respective uniform unit meetings.
Kanga was ditching us for basketball so :(
:P
We sang for a while inside the place where we were supposed to meet but then it got noisy with the gamelan peeps practicing so we decided to play outside. Played all kinds of songs like Enchanted, Crush, Faithfully, Looking Through Your Eyes *a failed attempt at the key-changing part :P*, When You're Gone, When You Believe, Waiting Outside The Lines, She's Too Beautiful et cetera.
Haha.
Then we went back home. Cleo accompanied me all the way to the "ahli kongsi gelap" place then returned to the school. My brother was already there and we went back home in my dad's car.
Coming back, I was supposed to go and bathe then get ready for BM tuition but my brother cancelled class because I was having a very bad headache. Bloody stupid head. Stupid seizure. Stupid headache.
Ugh~
When I woke up from sleep after bathing, it was already eight something. I had grabbed 3 hours of sleep. But I still had a headache. How sucky was that? IS that - because even now I have a headache.
Chatted with my sister through Text Me for a while about Castle *:P* then got a call from Mom demanding that I go to sleep after taking my medication, so here I am, in my room, after taking my Topamax of 50mg. Haha.
Okay then :) Will be facing hell tomorrow. Have to find Bio teacher and save her stuff into my thumb drive, complete her file and send it in on Friday. If I don't, screwed for my first assessment.
CIAO!!
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Innocent - Taylor Swift
I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back
Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything
And everybody believed in you?
It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent, you're still an innocent
Did some things you can't speak of
But at night you live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you had seen what you know now then
Wasn't it easier in your firefly catchin' days?
And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep
Before the monsters caught up to you?
It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32 and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent
Time turns flames to embers, you'll have new Septembers
Everyone of us has messed up too
Minds change like the weather, I hope you remember
Today is never too late to be brand new
It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32 and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent, you're still an innocent
Lost your balance on a tightrope
It's never too late to get it back
Enchanted - Taylor Swift + D
There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old, tired place lonely place
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room, your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that
This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
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Born This Way - Tyler Ward feat Alex G *Lady Gaga*
It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby
My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir
"There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are"
She said, "'Cause He made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"
I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
(Born this way)
Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be!
Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice of truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth
A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey)
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah
I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way
No matter gay, straight or bi
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah!
Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
I was born this way, hey!
I was born this wayy, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I was born this way, hey!
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey!
Back To December - Taylor Swift + D
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
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~14/02/2011~ *2*
My iPad alarm woke me up at 7 o'clock today -_- I didn't get up at that time, though, because the alarm wasn't set to make me get up. It was just supposed to wake me up, so that at seven forty five, when my mom came in to wake me up, she wouldn't have to scream in my ear to get me up.
For Yobo :)
*I just noticed that for a sentence, that was a lot of 'up's*
Had Oreo Cappuccino shake at Yobo's and then had myself weighed. Puff-t, so much for thinking I lost weight at Dr. Thong's place. I didn't. I gained.
The joy, I know -_-
An hour later we came back home, my mom and I. I then helped my dad do something on the iMac - something to do with the company dinner we were having the day after. The rest of the morning was Castle and work.
Yeah~ I downloaded the 14th episode of the third season because my sister told me about it. If she doesn't, I probably wouldn't even know about it being out on YouTube so -_-
I absolutely adore Castle. He's so cute. Even Beckett. I loved the last part of the 14th episode when he raised that fund raiser and she was like, "You just can't keep out of my personal life, can you?" with that look on her face and he looked like he got slapped across the face, then she said, "That was sweet."
I swear, if they don't end up married by the end of the bloody series, I will go after the producers.
Lunch was at home today - a mouth-watering course of veggie, chicken, fish and rice. I bathed and after that, got ready for tuition in Bangsar. I was going to have to go there early because my parents were going to be busy later on.
Before that, though, was hysterical, because my dad has a tendency to ask me to help him put on his socks and me, being the nice daughter that I am *pun intended*, would help him so prior to leaving he had me do it again and he was supposed to send me to tuition, not leave my mom and aunt to figure out how to get there on their own, so when he said, "No need me to follow la. It's very easy", I said, "If you don't get up and send me to tuition with Mommy and Kuku, I will go over there and take off your socks."
"Okay, let's go."
My mom said, "See? He lets you get away with murder."
"It's not murder. It's putting on socks."
Haha.
Hung at Swenson's because the tuition centre wasn't open yet. Ordered an iced chocolate that cost a handsome amount of RM14.75 and they didn't even have WiFi.
-_-
Haha.
Half an hour later, my teacher came and opened the door so I went up. Then, I went down again because I wanted to get a bun before class started so I wouldn't have to go down during break time to eat.
Class was fun :)
I really like that class. I try not to skip it because of two reasons. Number one being because it's fun and I don't wanna miss out on it. Number two being because if I skip one lesson, I'll be confused during the next class because he continues from the lesson before.
He even said himself that if one person skips his class more than twice, he will ask them to stop because it will be very hard for that person to catch up with his lessons.
After class, I went home, watched Castle, applied some kind of a chinese herbal medicine on my ass where it hurt with my aunt's help then went to sleep :)
CIAO!!
For Yobo :)
*I just noticed that for a sentence, that was a lot of 'up's*
Had Oreo Cappuccino shake at Yobo's and then had myself weighed. Puff-t, so much for thinking I lost weight at Dr. Thong's place. I didn't. I gained.
The joy, I know -_-
An hour later we came back home, my mom and I. I then helped my dad do something on the iMac - something to do with the company dinner we were having the day after. The rest of the morning was Castle and work.
Yeah~ I downloaded the 14th episode of the third season because my sister told me about it. If she doesn't, I probably wouldn't even know about it being out on YouTube so -_-
I absolutely adore Castle. He's so cute. Even Beckett. I loved the last part of the 14th episode when he raised that fund raiser and she was like, "You just can't keep out of my personal life, can you?" with that look on her face and he looked like he got slapped across the face, then she said, "That was sweet."
I swear, if they don't end up married by the end of the bloody series, I will go after the producers.
Lunch was at home today - a mouth-watering course of veggie, chicken, fish and rice. I bathed and after that, got ready for tuition in Bangsar. I was going to have to go there early because my parents were going to be busy later on.
Before that, though, was hysterical, because my dad has a tendency to ask me to help him put on his socks and me, being the nice daughter that I am *pun intended*, would help him so prior to leaving he had me do it again and he was supposed to send me to tuition, not leave my mom and aunt to figure out how to get there on their own, so when he said, "No need me to follow la. It's very easy", I said, "If you don't get up and send me to tuition with Mommy and Kuku, I will go over there and take off your socks."
"Okay, let's go."
My mom said, "See? He lets you get away with murder."
"It's not murder. It's putting on socks."
Haha.
Hung at Swenson's because the tuition centre wasn't open yet. Ordered an iced chocolate that cost a handsome amount of RM14.75 and they didn't even have WiFi.
-_-
Haha.
Half an hour later, my teacher came and opened the door so I went up. Then, I went down again because I wanted to get a bun before class started so I wouldn't have to go down during break time to eat.
Class was fun :)
I really like that class. I try not to skip it because of two reasons. Number one being because it's fun and I don't wanna miss out on it. Number two being because if I skip one lesson, I'll be confused during the next class because he continues from the lesson before.
He even said himself that if one person skips his class more than twice, he will ask them to stop because it will be very hard for that person to catch up with his lessons.
After class, I went home, watched Castle, applied some kind of a chinese herbal medicine on my ass where it hurt with my aunt's help then went to sleep :)
CIAO!!
~14/02/2011~
Today was quite a day for me. I learnt a number of things that opened my eyes.
First would be that I've got a whole lot of growing up to do. Both mentally and in my writing style. My sister mentioned to me before about how she actually just reads my blog to know what's going on in the house. She doesn't read my anime or manga reviews and I get that it's probably because she doesn't like them - anymore - but still, I like to know that people of all ages can read my blog because they think its contents are all worth reading.
Take my sister's blog posts, for example. I don't think there is one post I have not read yet regardless of whether or not I know what the hell she's talking about. Her most recent post was a post of her replies to what a certain commenter on her CBox commented about my sister's opinions on Amy Chua and the way she disciplined her children.
I was - I can imagine her nose high up in the air now - awed by how maturely she handled the commenter's comments and how she didn't lash out at her because honestly speaking, I would have kind of lost my cool.
Actually, my first opinion on Amy Chua would have been very rudely and immaturely done too.
So, whenever I think about that, I get so disappointed. Before this, there was a time my parents were, if I didn't remember wrongly, discussing about something related to criticism, I was there with my sister, and I was very subtly reprimanded for not being able to accept constructive criticism - the type of criticism that is good for you, so you don't get overconfident and think that the present you is good enough.
My personality gets me worked up whenever I am belittled or judged that in my mind I'm probably insulting that person every way imaginable. And every time I think about the times I am about to do that, I end up criticising myself for being such a child.
Even now, as I'm typing this, I'm actually refraining from typing "Bleghh~", which I'm sure you know is my signature utterance -_- *next to that*
Sigh...
I also learnt that watching Castle has unconsciously made me deduce things without me realizing it - whenever I suspect something - which is not bad, of course, I'm just saying :)
Then, obviously, you have the "I learnt a lot of things because I had tuition yesterday" :P
Haha.
That's about it :)
CIAO!!
P/S: I'll try changing my writing for the better, but that doesn't mean I'll alter the bleghh~s and -_-s
:P
First would be that I've got a whole lot of growing up to do. Both mentally and in my writing style. My sister mentioned to me before about how she actually just reads my blog to know what's going on in the house. She doesn't read my anime or manga reviews and I get that it's probably because she doesn't like them - anymore - but still, I like to know that people of all ages can read my blog because they think its contents are all worth reading.
Take my sister's blog posts, for example. I don't think there is one post I have not read yet regardless of whether or not I know what the hell she's talking about. Her most recent post was a post of her replies to what a certain commenter on her CBox commented about my sister's opinions on Amy Chua and the way she disciplined her children.
I was - I can imagine her nose high up in the air now - awed by how maturely she handled the commenter's comments and how she didn't lash out at her because honestly speaking, I would have kind of lost my cool.
Actually, my first opinion on Amy Chua would have been very rudely and immaturely done too.
So, whenever I think about that, I get so disappointed. Before this, there was a time my parents were, if I didn't remember wrongly, discussing about something related to criticism, I was there with my sister, and I was very subtly reprimanded for not being able to accept constructive criticism - the type of criticism that is good for you, so you don't get overconfident and think that the present you is good enough.
My personality gets me worked up whenever I am belittled or judged that in my mind I'm probably insulting that person every way imaginable. And every time I think about the times I am about to do that, I end up criticising myself for being such a child.
Even now, as I'm typing this, I'm actually refraining from typing "Bleghh~", which I'm sure you know is my signature utterance -_- *next to that*
Sigh...
I also learnt that watching Castle has unconsciously made me deduce things without me realizing it - whenever I suspect something - which is not bad, of course, I'm just saying :)
Then, obviously, you have the "I learnt a lot of things because I had tuition yesterday" :P
Haha.
That's about it :)
CIAO!!
P/S: I'll try changing my writing for the better, but that doesn't mean I'll alter the bleghh~s and -_-s
:P
Monday, February 14, 2011
Happy Valentine's Day
Roses are red
Violets are blue
Just upped from bed
And craving for you
Scented and sweet
Passing your way
Can't wait to meet
The one you saw that day
Minds are muddled
Thoughts are blur
It's not a puzzle
You need her here
Warm and cozy
By the heated fireside
Whispering words so lovely
Her fragile ears inside
Shoulders are frail
Which can be dangerous
So you're sure to fail
If you are careless
Hug her real tight
Make sure she knows
That you'll treat her right
Or she will let go
So as the sun is high
And as love is blind
Tell her you would like
Her to be your Valentine
:)
Happy Valentine's Day to all the sappy love birds out there :) For all the guys who happen to stumble across this, if you're still with any of my friends or family, you'd better make them happy or I'll personally make it so you'll never have to worry about being the asking end of Valentines again.
CIAO!!
Violets are blue
Just upped from bed
And craving for you
Scented and sweet
Passing your way
Can't wait to meet
The one you saw that day
Minds are muddled
Thoughts are blur
It's not a puzzle
You need her here
Warm and cozy
By the heated fireside
Whispering words so lovely
Her fragile ears inside
Shoulders are frail
Which can be dangerous
So you're sure to fail
If you are careless
Hug her real tight
Make sure she knows
That you'll treat her right
Or she will let go
So as the sun is high
And as love is blind
Tell her you would like
Her to be your Valentine
:)
Happy Valentine's Day to all the sappy love birds out there :) For all the guys who happen to stumble across this, if you're still with any of my friends or family, you'd better make them happy or I'll personally make it so you'll never have to worry about being the asking end of Valentines again.
CIAO!!
~13/02/2011~
Ola :)
Okay, I'm blogging about the 13th of February, which was yesterday, and it was also a Sunday. Had to wake up dreadfully early - to me - because my dad wanted to bring me to see our family physician, Dr. Thong. He also had to get his and my mom's blood test results back.
We left the house at around nine o'clock. NINE o'clock. How bloody torturous is that, right? :P Hey, I care nuts bout you, but I canNOT function well that early in the morn'.
-_-
Even so, I had to do it. And even when we got there, there were - I think - two more patients of his who had arrived before us, which probably meant we were going to be there for another hour at the least.
The LEAST.
I was not joking.
Our family physician was famous - or rather, infamous/notorious - for taking his time with all his patients - spanning from half an hour till about an hour, if we're lucky. My dad and I could have had lunch in KLCC and still made it in time for our appointment -_-
So, to kill time, my dad bought the Star newspaper and I read the Sports' section alongside him. Saw the article on Wayne Rooney's awesome bicycle kick too. My family and I saw it live the night before at my grandparents' place too and we knew it would be the talk of the Sports' section since it was a real chun-ted thing :P
Coming from a very non-football fan - a very non-sports-anything fan, actually - this must be all very shocking to my acquaintances :P
Haha.
Anyways, after that it was pretty much just me constantly listening to the ending theme of Full House whenever someone gets a text message -_- bleghh~
Finally, at 11:10, we were received by Dr. Thong and my dad was briefed about his blood test results and how he should exercise more. Mwahaha :P Then he heard about my case and he advised me to get as much rest as possible and to continue taking the medication. The final step to recovery would be the MRI. If it shows that nothing is wrong with me up in my head, then I'm fine :)
I hope -_-
Bleghh~
Our session took half an hour and after taking care of the bill, we left for home to pick up my brother for lunch at a small shop near our house called Tung Jing. There, we had a variety of dim sum and noodles :) Then, we ordered takeaway for my mom and aunt back at home and headed there after that.
My brother then decided he wanted to get a haircut so I followed suit with the intentions of cutting my hair short so I didn't have to tie it up to school.
God, we waited for at least an hour and a half before they attended to us. And even so, they cut my brother's hair first. I just sat next to him and watched -_- Was his turn to watch me after that though, so I guess we're tied in that sense :P
So now I have short hair :) I still think it could've been shorter, though -_-
What's with me, right?
:P
Returned home after paying the hairdresser then did homework whilst watching Castle and at the same time "texting" my sister on text me, an app for the iPhone and iPad. Now, however, for the iPad, you have to buy it for one ninety nine. No idea why.
-_-
Slept at about twelve something but nearly screamed when my brother switched the lights on to go to the toilet. He's a real jackass when it comes to things like that, you know? Do you know how hard it is for me to go back to sleep once someone wakes me up like that? On top of that I still have a headache.
Ugh~
Had to clench my fists, grit my teeth and flex my feet to the point of them cramping before I finally calmed down. Cried in the process but that helps, so -_-
Bleghh~
That's about it :)
CIAO!!
Okay, I'm blogging about the 13th of February, which was yesterday, and it was also a Sunday. Had to wake up dreadfully early - to me - because my dad wanted to bring me to see our family physician, Dr. Thong. He also had to get his and my mom's blood test results back.
We left the house at around nine o'clock. NINE o'clock. How bloody torturous is that, right? :P Hey, I care nuts bout you, but I canNOT function well that early in the morn'.
-_-
Even so, I had to do it. And even when we got there, there were - I think - two more patients of his who had arrived before us, which probably meant we were going to be there for another hour at the least.
The LEAST.
I was not joking.
Our family physician was famous - or rather, infamous/notorious - for taking his time with all his patients - spanning from half an hour till about an hour, if we're lucky. My dad and I could have had lunch in KLCC and still made it in time for our appointment -_-
So, to kill time, my dad bought the Star newspaper and I read the Sports' section alongside him. Saw the article on Wayne Rooney's awesome bicycle kick too. My family and I saw it live the night before at my grandparents' place too and we knew it would be the talk of the Sports' section since it was a real chun-ted thing :P
Coming from a very non-football fan - a very non-sports-anything fan, actually - this must be all very shocking to my acquaintances :P
Haha.
Anyways, after that it was pretty much just me constantly listening to the ending theme of Full House whenever someone gets a text message -_- bleghh~
Finally, at 11:10, we were received by Dr. Thong and my dad was briefed about his blood test results and how he should exercise more. Mwahaha :P Then he heard about my case and he advised me to get as much rest as possible and to continue taking the medication. The final step to recovery would be the MRI. If it shows that nothing is wrong with me up in my head, then I'm fine :)
I hope -_-
Bleghh~
Our session took half an hour and after taking care of the bill, we left for home to pick up my brother for lunch at a small shop near our house called Tung Jing. There, we had a variety of dim sum and noodles :) Then, we ordered takeaway for my mom and aunt back at home and headed there after that.
My brother then decided he wanted to get a haircut so I followed suit with the intentions of cutting my hair short so I didn't have to tie it up to school.
God, we waited for at least an hour and a half before they attended to us. And even so, they cut my brother's hair first. I just sat next to him and watched -_- Was his turn to watch me after that though, so I guess we're tied in that sense :P
So now I have short hair :) I still think it could've been shorter, though -_-
What's with me, right?
:P
Returned home after paying the hairdresser then did homework whilst watching Castle and at the same time "texting" my sister on text me, an app for the iPhone and iPad. Now, however, for the iPad, you have to buy it for one ninety nine. No idea why.
-_-
Slept at about twelve something but nearly screamed when my brother switched the lights on to go to the toilet. He's a real jackass when it comes to things like that, you know? Do you know how hard it is for me to go back to sleep once someone wakes me up like that? On top of that I still have a headache.
Ugh~
Had to clench my fists, grit my teeth and flex my feet to the point of them cramping before I finally calmed down. Cried in the process but that helps, so -_-
Bleghh~
That's about it :)
CIAO!!
愛してる
The warmth of the sun pales in comparison to the warmth you bring when you enter the room. The Nile river is a joke against what lengths I would go for you. The word "love" is a painful understatement to this undying affection my heart possesses.
The first time we met was electric. I will never forget the impact your handsome hazel-brown eyes had on me. I swooned, I sighed, like a simple-minded girl in love for the first time. If I could have it my way, time would stop when we are together.
二人だけの時間、停めてください.
We used to rendezvous behind the house because my mother never liked me spending time with you and I don't understand why. I will never see what she doesn't in you.
Hell, I don't care what anyone thinks. Sure, your sister is a nut job and my parents would never acknowledge our relationship with the kind of family background you come from, but I know we will be able to conquer it all.
You'd always been the one who listened. You'd always been the one who cared. You knew exactly what to do at exactly the right time. Even if it was nothing. If anyone knew, it was you.
Frankly speaking, you're everything that contradicts what my ideal companion is supposed to be. You're shorter than me. You're smaller than me. You're younger than me - technically. But when I'm with you, I can't help but smile. There are times you make me mad, but never ever enough to make me hate you.
That will never change.
You never buy me gifts either - hell, you probably don't even remember when my birthday is - but that's not important. Knowing you'll always be there for me is enough to compensate for a thousand birthday gifts.
And know that no matter what, I'll always, always, ALWAYS love you.
Happy Valentine's Day, Snowy :)
Gotcha, suckers :P
CIAO!!
The first time we met was electric. I will never forget the impact your handsome hazel-brown eyes had on me. I swooned, I sighed, like a simple-minded girl in love for the first time. If I could have it my way, time would stop when we are together.
二人だけの時間、停めてください.
We used to rendezvous behind the house because my mother never liked me spending time with you and I don't understand why. I will never see what she doesn't in you.
Hell, I don't care what anyone thinks. Sure, your sister is a nut job and my parents would never acknowledge our relationship with the kind of family background you come from, but I know we will be able to conquer it all.
You'd always been the one who listened. You'd always been the one who cared. You knew exactly what to do at exactly the right time. Even if it was nothing. If anyone knew, it was you.
Frankly speaking, you're everything that contradicts what my ideal companion is supposed to be. You're shorter than me. You're smaller than me. You're younger than me - technically. But when I'm with you, I can't help but smile. There are times you make me mad, but never ever enough to make me hate you.
That will never change.
You never buy me gifts either - hell, you probably don't even remember when my birthday is - but that's not important. Knowing you'll always be there for me is enough to compensate for a thousand birthday gifts.
And know that no matter what, I'll always, always, ALWAYS love you.
Happy Valentine's Day, Snowy :)
Gotcha, suckers :P
CIAO!!
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Sorry That I Loved You - Anthony Neely
For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight
And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight
An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love, love, love, love in your life
And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight
ここにいる~
Okay, there is a friggin' high possibility the person I'm directing this to will never read this post but I just have to post this.
Which also brings me to this question: why the hell am I so nosy?
Easy - I'm that kind of person. I've got some kind of need to know a certain amount of things just so I can satisfy my curiosity. The term "curiosity kills the cat" is probably the reason why I hate cats -_-
That was... retarded, but that's not the point.
It's like that episode of Castle when Bobby Mann from the TV show apparently had a heart attack but actually was murdered? Beckett and Castle had to go around asking questions that would unmask the murderer, but since they didn't want the media to find out, they had to say it was to tie up loose ends for the coroner's report.
-_-
That wasn't the best example to pick, but for now, that'll have to do.
Anyways, I won't be mentioning any names, but it doesn't take a genius to know who I'm referring to.
Do you know I am so unbelievably tired of people who act as if the world is ending just because of one effing guy? Do you?!
Sure, he/she was your love. Sure, he/she was...
Oh my God, look at that, I can't even continue that line, which shows exactly how pointless these sort of things are in your youth. I mean, I know there have been rare relationships that have lasted incredibly long - I'm sure you can think of someone - but that doesn't necessarily apply to everyone, and it is definitely not the right kind of water for testing.
Can't you just enjoy a normal high school life? Can't you just focus on your education? Hell, is there not one human being in school who doesn't have "Get a boyfriend" as part of their New Year's resolutions?
I'm so glad you're finally calling it off yourself. I'm so glad you're finally seeing the light. I'm so glad you're finally noticing the more important things in life that have more value than whatever you saw in him/her.
Do not, I repeat, do NOT ruin it by running the same mistake by again. Doesn't matter how much you long for the feeling once more, doesn't matter how much you crave for the spark once again, because you've got better things to worry about.
And I swear, if you do something like this again, I will kill you.
:P
CIAO!!
P/S: And despite whatever negative things I'm spouting about here, I'll always be here for you, okay? Whenever you need someone to talk to or someone's shoulder to cry on, I'm here :)
Which also brings me to this question: why the hell am I so nosy?
Easy - I'm that kind of person. I've got some kind of need to know a certain amount of things just so I can satisfy my curiosity. The term "curiosity kills the cat" is probably the reason why I hate cats -_-
That was... retarded, but that's not the point.
It's like that episode of Castle when Bobby Mann from the TV show apparently had a heart attack but actually was murdered? Beckett and Castle had to go around asking questions that would unmask the murderer, but since they didn't want the media to find out, they had to say it was to tie up loose ends for the coroner's report.
-_-
That wasn't the best example to pick, but for now, that'll have to do.
Anyways, I won't be mentioning any names, but it doesn't take a genius to know who I'm referring to.
Do you know I am so unbelievably tired of people who act as if the world is ending just because of one effing guy? Do you?!
Sure, he/she was your love. Sure, he/she was...
Oh my God, look at that, I can't even continue that line, which shows exactly how pointless these sort of things are in your youth. I mean, I know there have been rare relationships that have lasted incredibly long - I'm sure you can think of someone - but that doesn't necessarily apply to everyone, and it is definitely not the right kind of water for testing.
Can't you just enjoy a normal high school life? Can't you just focus on your education? Hell, is there not one human being in school who doesn't have "Get a boyfriend" as part of their New Year's resolutions?
I'm so glad you're finally calling it off yourself. I'm so glad you're finally seeing the light. I'm so glad you're finally noticing the more important things in life that have more value than whatever you saw in him/her.
Do not, I repeat, do NOT ruin it by running the same mistake by again. Doesn't matter how much you long for the feeling once more, doesn't matter how much you crave for the spark once again, because you've got better things to worry about.
And I swear, if you do something like this again, I will kill you.
:P
CIAO!!
P/S: And despite whatever negative things I'm spouting about here, I'll always be here for you, okay? Whenever you need someone to talk to or someone's shoulder to cry on, I'm here :)
Saturday, February 12, 2011
~11/02/2011~
Ola :)
Okay, so this post is actually about yesterday :)
I woke up at 5:40a.m.
I know, right? This is the first time I've woken up so late.
Haha.
Managed to get to school and still be considered early, of course. Felt a little giddy about meeting all my friends again since I left them in a pretty awkward situation -_- My librarian friend was like, "Lou, are you okay??"
And I asked, "Oh, you heard?"
"Everybody heard."
...
Shit, right? :P
After that, we chatted a little more about what happened *because I couldn't remember anything* and then about some other stuff :)
Nothing important was mentioned during morning briefing, so following that, we all went downstairs to the hall for our assembly. Whilst the Malays read their Yassin, the non-Muslims did their own stuff. For me, it was mostly smiling sheepishly at my friends and waving franticly at Chucky who seemed ecstatic to see I was fine.
:P
Up in class, I greeted all my friends and answered the usual questions, "You really don't remember anything?"
"No, I seriously don't remember."
-_-
The first subject that day was Modern Maths and my cirque of friends got scolded by teacher because we're always talking a little here and there while doing work :P What?? I wanted to know what happened :P
Second was Chemistry and whilst I was walking up the stairs to get to the lab, I ran into one of the teachers who witnessed me having a seizure and she was like, "Oh, you dah okay ke?"
And then we talked for a while before she let me go up :)
Honestly, she's not such a bad teacher when it comes to things like these. But I didn't like her the first few times I saw her because she was being really mean :P
Chemistry was okay. I missed the beginning of the third chapter so I was a bit blur, but I think I can catch up soon :)
Recess was next and I ate roti telur and a little of my fried rice :) Haha. Hung around with Cleo, mostly :) since Kanga was busy with her duty -_- But can you believe it? A senior prefect heard that I had a seizure. What the hell, right? :P
Bleghh~
After that was BM but I didn't bring my mahjong paper for the presentation cause I had a seizure so I didn't have to present. Bad news is, I have to present on Thursday -_-
At least I'll do it with Sara :P
Lastly was Add Maths, haha. But before the teacher came in, I got a full reenactment of what really happened that day when I had the seizure with Chucky and Kanga playing both themselves and me. Haha. It was hilarious.
Then again, it must have been scary for them, to see me like that, but I guess I'll never know -_- Can't believe people cried. Wow~ :P
Haha.
When the teacher came in, someone asked, "Teacher, aren't you happy Lou's okay now?" and then began the talk of that day and about other stuff unrelated to Add Maths -_-
As you can imagine, we didn't study Add Maths that day. We just talked about some suicidal incidents et cetera. At the end of the day, they thanked both Puan J and me :P
Cheh~ :P
We all went home after that and I got a whole lot of reminders from people telling me to sleep before 9 and 10 o'clock -_- Haha.
After having lunch, I went to bathe and then finished whatever homework I had not finished for tuition later that evening. I was actually feeling a little feverish, but I didn't want to skip any classes, so~
:)
Besides, Modern Maths tuition was postponed to Saturday, so I only had to endure History :) It was alright, I guess, but I kept feeling it was a very bad day. Can't remember why -_-
Bleghh~
Not to mention my curfews are ridiculously early now -_- Haha.
CIAO!!
Okay, so this post is actually about yesterday :)
I woke up at 5:40a.m.
I know, right? This is the first time I've woken up so late.
Haha.
Managed to get to school and still be considered early, of course. Felt a little giddy about meeting all my friends again since I left them in a pretty awkward situation -_- My librarian friend was like, "Lou, are you okay??"
And I asked, "Oh, you heard?"
"Everybody heard."
...
Shit, right? :P
After that, we chatted a little more about what happened *because I couldn't remember anything* and then about some other stuff :)
Nothing important was mentioned during morning briefing, so following that, we all went downstairs to the hall for our assembly. Whilst the Malays read their Yassin, the non-Muslims did their own stuff. For me, it was mostly smiling sheepishly at my friends and waving franticly at Chucky who seemed ecstatic to see I was fine.
:P
Up in class, I greeted all my friends and answered the usual questions, "You really don't remember anything?"
"No, I seriously don't remember."
-_-
The first subject that day was Modern Maths and my cirque of friends got scolded by teacher because we're always talking a little here and there while doing work :P What?? I wanted to know what happened :P
Second was Chemistry and whilst I was walking up the stairs to get to the lab, I ran into one of the teachers who witnessed me having a seizure and she was like, "Oh, you dah okay ke?"
And then we talked for a while before she let me go up :)
Honestly, she's not such a bad teacher when it comes to things like these. But I didn't like her the first few times I saw her because she was being really mean :P
Chemistry was okay. I missed the beginning of the third chapter so I was a bit blur, but I think I can catch up soon :)
Recess was next and I ate roti telur and a little of my fried rice :) Haha. Hung around with Cleo, mostly :) since Kanga was busy with her duty -_- But can you believe it? A senior prefect heard that I had a seizure. What the hell, right? :P
Bleghh~
After that was BM but I didn't bring my mahjong paper for the presentation cause I had a seizure so I didn't have to present. Bad news is, I have to present on Thursday -_-
At least I'll do it with Sara :P
Lastly was Add Maths, haha. But before the teacher came in, I got a full reenactment of what really happened that day when I had the seizure with Chucky and Kanga playing both themselves and me. Haha. It was hilarious.
Then again, it must have been scary for them, to see me like that, but I guess I'll never know -_- Can't believe people cried. Wow~ :P
Haha.
When the teacher came in, someone asked, "Teacher, aren't you happy Lou's okay now?" and then began the talk of that day and about other stuff unrelated to Add Maths -_-
As you can imagine, we didn't study Add Maths that day. We just talked about some suicidal incidents et cetera. At the end of the day, they thanked both Puan J and me :P
Cheh~ :P
We all went home after that and I got a whole lot of reminders from people telling me to sleep before 9 and 10 o'clock -_- Haha.
After having lunch, I went to bathe and then finished whatever homework I had not finished for tuition later that evening. I was actually feeling a little feverish, but I didn't want to skip any classes, so~
:)
Besides, Modern Maths tuition was postponed to Saturday, so I only had to endure History :) It was alright, I guess, but I kept feeling it was a very bad day. Can't remember why -_-
Bleghh~
Not to mention my curfews are ridiculously early now -_- Haha.
CIAO!!
Start Again - Sam Tsui & Kurt Hugo Schneider + D
Baby it breaks my heart that you don't smile any more
I'm dying to help you heal but won't unlock your door
They say it takes time, but you don't have to spend it alone.
Stuck in a memory that you're desperate to rewind
Too busy with looking back that you won't make another try
Now your trust is gone but you won't find it again on your own.
Don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in, maybe you could start again
Don't go telling me there's no second chance
You'll understand when you take my hand
And baby let me in, I promise we will start again
I'm trying to get to you, so I make these promises
I swear they're unbreakable, but you're still just hearing his
He won't let you go, till you decide that you want to be free
You're haunted by yesterdays and still sore from the fall
And all you need whitewash these old walls
We'll paint something new, if you let yourself listen to me.
So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in, maybe you could start again
Don't go telling me there's no second chance
You'll understand when you take my hand
And baby let me in, I promise we will start again
Don't give up yet
I won't let you close the curtain too soon
We can reset
If you take the leap and let me show you
Just gotta make the choice.
We love, we lose
And you think the best defense is distance
Tune the world out
Put it all on mute so you can't listen
But there's a way out of here
Just follow my voice
So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in...
So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in, maybe you could start again
Don't go telling me there's no second chance
You'll understand when you take my hand
And baby let me in, I promise we will start again
So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in, maybe you could start again
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Friday, February 11, 2011
ドラマ
Her eyes suddenly lost their light as she cocked her head to her right, staring at nothing in particular on her left. Her grip on the teacher's table tightened and it began to shake as her hand did.
Then a scream echoed.
And down she fell with a thud.
Her friends stared in shock and panic as they watched their friend's eyes roll up into her head, now gripping a pipe that ran along the wall of the classroom, still screaming. The trepidation on her teacher's face was now evident.
Finally, one friend decided to call for help. And help came, droopingly slow, but better late than never. Little ones, older ones, rushed to her side. But still she showed no signs of being able to hear any of them. By now, her friends were crying - tears streaming down their flushed cheeks like running water, oh-so-worried for the sake of the girl who has yet to even answer to her name.
A stretcher was borrowed. The girl laid on top. To carry her down needed six burly men. Not from her class but the class opposite it.
Down. Down. Down.
Alas, her eyes fluttered, attempting to open. Yet by the sound of a reassuring voice telling her it was okay to rest, she did so and her eyes, she shut. And by another, telling someone else she had fainted in class, she immediately sat up, confused and puzzled.
Before anything else could be said, she took off in a car, a friend by her side, two teachers in front, and no recollections of what the hell happened earlier.
* * *
Woo~
Ola :)
It's 3:08p.m. now and I'm just killing time before I have to go for tuition :) It's a marathon-tuition day today because I have Modern Maths and History one after the other.
My sister says I don't need any tuition for Modern Maths and frankly, I think I might have to agree *cheh~* but it's not like I can stop now, so~
-_-
Anyways, I haven't been blogging these few days so I'll start with the most exciting thing that happened to me this week.
I had a seizure on Tuesday.
Hey, I said it was the most exciting thing that happened to me. I never said it was good -_-
Apparently that's what happened. My teacher was talking to me halfway during Add Maths and I suddenly had the fits. Technically, the short thingyamjing up there is what happened. These are what I heard through my other friends, so I don't exactly know what I did when I had my seizure.
Either way, the doctor said it was because of my lack of sleep, since I'd been going three days without sleep in total. Not only that, but I've been sleeping at 12 and 1 o'clock in the morning during weekdays finishing my homework.
I guess the stress was too much and I couldn't handle it.
Bleghh~
Enormous thanks to Sara who helped me when I was having my seizure.
Honestly, I was more than surprised to know I had fainted because I had no memories of doing so whatsoever. It felt like a dream that I was on a stretcher, or that I was on the way to the hospital, or even the fact that I could barely stand on my own two legs.
Bleghh~
But I did feel like throwing up when my parents offered me food or drinks.
It was cold in the hospital too, but at least I could eat something after that. Had the 1901 hotdog :P Makes you wonder if I was really having a seizure, right?
As if I would make up something like that -_-
I would've really loved to see how I acted during my seizure, though, despite the fact it scared the hell out of most my classmates and my teachers. Haha. Apparently I palau-ed one of the teachers my friends didn't like, so~
-_-
Haha.
Anyway, after going to the hospital, my parents and I went to collect my brother and my bag at school then we returned home. I changed out of my clothes then climbed into bed, exhausted. Felt so good sleeping there, only waking up to take my medicine and eating ham~
Oh yeah~ :P
Haha.
That was all for Tuesday :) CIAO!!
Then a scream echoed.
And down she fell with a thud.
Her friends stared in shock and panic as they watched their friend's eyes roll up into her head, now gripping a pipe that ran along the wall of the classroom, still screaming. The trepidation on her teacher's face was now evident.
Finally, one friend decided to call for help. And help came, droopingly slow, but better late than never. Little ones, older ones, rushed to her side. But still she showed no signs of being able to hear any of them. By now, her friends were crying - tears streaming down their flushed cheeks like running water, oh-so-worried for the sake of the girl who has yet to even answer to her name.
A stretcher was borrowed. The girl laid on top. To carry her down needed six burly men. Not from her class but the class opposite it.
Down. Down. Down.
Alas, her eyes fluttered, attempting to open. Yet by the sound of a reassuring voice telling her it was okay to rest, she did so and her eyes, she shut. And by another, telling someone else she had fainted in class, she immediately sat up, confused and puzzled.
Before anything else could be said, she took off in a car, a friend by her side, two teachers in front, and no recollections of what the hell happened earlier.
* * *
Woo~
Ola :)
It's 3:08p.m. now and I'm just killing time before I have to go for tuition :) It's a marathon-tuition day today because I have Modern Maths and History one after the other.
My sister says I don't need any tuition for Modern Maths and frankly, I think I might have to agree *cheh~* but it's not like I can stop now, so~
-_-
Anyways, I haven't been blogging these few days so I'll start with the most exciting thing that happened to me this week.
I had a seizure on Tuesday.
Hey, I said it was the most exciting thing that happened to me. I never said it was good -_-
Apparently that's what happened. My teacher was talking to me halfway during Add Maths and I suddenly had the fits. Technically, the short thingyamjing up there is what happened. These are what I heard through my other friends, so I don't exactly know what I did when I had my seizure.
Either way, the doctor said it was because of my lack of sleep, since I'd been going three days without sleep in total. Not only that, but I've been sleeping at 12 and 1 o'clock in the morning during weekdays finishing my homework.
I guess the stress was too much and I couldn't handle it.
Bleghh~
Enormous thanks to Sara who helped me when I was having my seizure.
Honestly, I was more than surprised to know I had fainted because I had no memories of doing so whatsoever. It felt like a dream that I was on a stretcher, or that I was on the way to the hospital, or even the fact that I could barely stand on my own two legs.
Bleghh~
But I did feel like throwing up when my parents offered me food or drinks.
It was cold in the hospital too, but at least I could eat something after that. Had the 1901 hotdog :P Makes you wonder if I was really having a seizure, right?
As if I would make up something like that -_-
I would've really loved to see how I acted during my seizure, though, despite the fact it scared the hell out of most my classmates and my teachers. Haha. Apparently I palau-ed one of the teachers my friends didn't like, so~
-_-
Haha.
Anyway, after going to the hospital, my parents and I went to collect my brother and my bag at school then we returned home. I changed out of my clothes then climbed into bed, exhausted. Felt so good sleeping there, only waking up to take my medicine and eating ham~
Oh yeah~ :P
Haha.
That was all for Tuesday :) CIAO!!
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
始めよう
Ola :)
It is currently 6:30 in the morning and I'm still at home because my marvelous parents are getting ready for a morning of golf -_-
Now you see why I wake up early.
Yet I'm still waiting -_-
Anyways, thought I'd just blog about something since I've got time.
Let's see, I finished my BM Gaya Bahasa thingymajing and all my other homework for Tuesday but I've still got tuition homework as well as school homework that is due tomorrow.
Don't we all just LOVE life?
-_-
Slept at around 12 something yesterday because I was doing that Gaya Bahasa thing. That was the one that ate up all my sleep -_- bleghh~ I'm gonna hate presenting it in class. I've actually always hated going up in front of the class alone and talking about something I don't have any interest in.
Yet we all have to, because it's part of our Oral -_-
Cacat, I know.
We were all very lucky yesterday, English-wise, though, because our teacher didn't ask for our Oral :P Mwahaha. That just means I have another day to prepare for it :P
My iPod freaked me out yesterday because I was charging my iPad and I wanted to listen to some music so I brought my iPod down to plug it in but I couldn't get it to switch on.
Freaky, right?
I literally panicked because I was so scared my iPod was spoilt. Even re-starting it didn't do any good! So I decided to plug it into the computer to see if it would switch on.
Turns out it was just very, very, very low on battery -_-
Bleghh~
Oh, mom's down. Gotta ciao~
CIAO!!
It is currently 6:30 in the morning and I'm still at home because my marvelous parents are getting ready for a morning of golf -_-
Now you see why I wake up early.
Yet I'm still waiting -_-
Anyways, thought I'd just blog about something since I've got time.
Let's see, I finished my BM Gaya Bahasa thingymajing and all my other homework for Tuesday but I've still got tuition homework as well as school homework that is due tomorrow.
Don't we all just LOVE life?
-_-
Slept at around 12 something yesterday because I was doing that Gaya Bahasa thing. That was the one that ate up all my sleep -_- bleghh~ I'm gonna hate presenting it in class. I've actually always hated going up in front of the class alone and talking about something I don't have any interest in.
Yet we all have to, because it's part of our Oral -_-
Cacat, I know.
We were all very lucky yesterday, English-wise, though, because our teacher didn't ask for our Oral :P Mwahaha. That just means I have another day to prepare for it :P
My iPod freaked me out yesterday because I was charging my iPad and I wanted to listen to some music so I brought my iPod down to plug it in but I couldn't get it to switch on.
Freaky, right?
I literally panicked because I was so scared my iPod was spoilt. Even re-starting it didn't do any good! So I decided to plug it into the computer to see if it would switch on.
Turns out it was just very, very, very low on battery -_-
Bleghh~
Oh, mom's down. Gotta ciao~
CIAO!!
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