Stop and Stare - Josie *One Republic*

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could..
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

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Danza Kuduro - Don Omar

A&X
El Orfanato
Danza Kuduro (Plop, Plop, Plop...)
Lucenzo
El Rey...!
La Mano Arriba
Cintura Sola
Da Media Vuelta
Danza Kuduro
No Te Canses Ahora
Que Esto Sólo Empieza
Mueve La Cabeza
Danza Kuduro
La Mano Arriba
Cintura Sola
Da Media Vuelta
Danza Kuduro
No Te Canses Ahora
Que Esto Sólo Empieza
Mueve La Cabeza
Danza Kuduro
Quien Puede Domar La Fuerza Del Mal Que Se Mete Por Tus Venas
Lo Caliente Del Sol Que Se Te Metió Y No Te Deja Quieta, Nena
Quien Puede Parar Eso Que Al Bailar Descontrola Tus Caderas (Sexy...!)
Y Ese Fuego Que Quema Por Dentro Y Lento, Te Convierte En Fiera

Con La Mano Arriba
Cintura Sola
Da Media Vuelta
Sacude Duro
No Te Quites Ahora
Que Esto Sólo Empieza
Mueve La Cabeza
Sacude Duro
Balançar que é uma loucura
Morena vem o meu lado
Ninguém vai ficar parado
Quero ver mexe cú duro
Balançar que é uma loucura
Morena vem o meu lado
Ninguém vai ficar parado
Oi, oi, oi, oi, oi, oi, oi...
Vem para quebrar kuduro, vamos dançar kuduro
Oi, oi, oi, oi, oi, oi, oi...
Ta issa morena o loira vem balançar kuduro
Oi, oi, oi...
La Mano Arriba
Cintura Sola
Da Media Vuelta
Danza Kuduro

No Te Canses Ahora
Que Esto Sólo Empieza
Mueve La Cabeza
Danza Kuduro

La Mano Arriba
Cintura Sola
Da Media Vuelta
Danza Kuduro
No Te Canses Ahora
Que Esto Sólo Empieza
Mueve La Cabeza
Danza Kuduro
Balançar que é uma loucura
Morena vem o meu lado
Ninguém vai ficar parado
Quero ver mexe cú duro
Balançar que é uma loucura
Morena vem o meu lado
Ninguém vai ficar parado
Oi, oi, oi, oi, oi, oi, oi...
vem para quebrar kuduro, vamos dançar kuduro
Oi, oi, oi, oi, oi, oi, oi...
Ta issa morena o loira vem balançar kuduro
Oi, oi, oi...
El Orfanato
La Mano Arriba
Cintura Sola
Da Media Vuelta
Danza Kuduro
No Te Canses Ahora
Que Esto Sólo Empieza
Mueve La Cabeza
Danza Kuduro

La Mano Arriba
Cintura Sola
Da Media Vuelta
Danza Kuduro
No Te Canses Ahora
Que Esto Sólo Empieza
Mueve La Cabeza
Danza Kuduro
A&X...

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私に殺せばいい

As long as you are here, I can move mountains.

- Arisaka Yukari, V.B.Rose -

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Puff-t, so much for moving mountains. I've signed my death certificate by not going to school today.

I shouldn't have told my mom about the jerks. I shouldn't have mentioned my headache or my little trip-and-near-fall in the toilet. Thanks to my big mouth, I'm now caged in my own house, not allowed to go back to school to attend a very important meeting regarding the carnival for my LIDRA club.

Why does my life suck?

Not only that, but my role as one of the decorators for the banners/signs/promotion-man for the librarian board is in jeopardy. I need to hand it in by next Monday but I haven't even been able to meet my fellow teammates the whole week to discuss it.

I'm the worst-friend-ever.

Honestly speaking, I would've preferred getting a seizure in school than just sleeping it off at home. At least I would've been able to accomplish something by going to school today. Not to mention I stayed up late to finish my homework yesterday and ended up not being to hand it in today. It's one of the reasons I haven't been getting enough sleep.

Talk about irony.

I'm literally going through a brain fart *credits to whichever smart ass who created the term*

I think I might have to do it myself.

I'm digging my grave, aren't I?

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もう知らない

What else do you want to take away from me?

Is it not enough that I can't eat what I want?

Now I'm not allowed to MAKE what I want either?

Exactly to what extent will you be satisfied that you're torturing me?

I want so much to bake. I want to be able to feel excited to see the dough rise and to feel happy that finally, I'll be able to do something I've never been able to do before. You already said no to a small bloody oven. Now that I don't even have to mess up our kitchen, you still won't allow me to go?

Exactly what do you want?

Don't bullshit me and say that it doesn't make sense for me to go when it is already so late. You say that some people might want to make dinner and stuff but if they needed the kitchen at that time, they wouldn't have allowed me to go.

And don't spout crap and tell me that I shouldn't start doing anything when I have zero knowledge about it. What the hell do we learn in this world that doesn't start from zero? We learn from zero to play the piano. We learn from zero to play the guitar. We learn from zero to count the numbers.

What more do you want?

You want me to go out and buy the stuff? Don't mess with me. You know bloody well that it'll cost much more than actually making the stuff. I've got such good friends who actually let me come over to their houses to bake cupcakes and brownies but you just won't let me.

And is it wrong to try doing what I like? Even if it's not for our carnival, is it so bad and improper for me to just want to try baking for once in my miserable life?

Do you like it when I start to hate you like this? Do you like it when I have to resort to ranting about this in my blog just so I don't feel like strangling you when you walk through the front door?

You're taking everything away from me now, aren't you? My food, my iPad, my privacy. Now you want my interests too?

For God's sake, find the benevolence in you to let me LIVE.

Teenage Dream - Caroline County *Katy Perry* + D

You think I'm pretty without any make-up on
You think I'm funny when I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me, so I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me, I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy, you brought me to life
Now every February you'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream
The way you turn me on, I can't sleep
Let's runaway and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch, now baby I believe
This is real, so take a chance
And don't ever look back, don't ever look back

We drove to Cali and got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and built a floor out of sheets
I finally found you, my missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream
The way you turn me on, I can't sleep
Let's runaway and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch, now baby I believe
This is real, so take a chance
And don't ever look back, don't ever look back

I'ma get your heart racing in my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me in my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream
The way you turn me on, I can't sleep
Let's runaway and don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops when you look at me
Just one touch, now baby I believe
This is real, so take a chance
And don't ever look back, don't ever look back

I'ma get your heart racing in my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me in my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

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Brighter Than The Sun - Tiffany Alvord *Colbie Caillat* + D

Stop me on the corner
I swear you hit me like a vision
I, I, I wasn't expecting
But who am I to tell fate where it's supposed to go with it?
Don't you blink you might miss it
See we got a right to just love it or leave it
You find it and keep it
Cause it ain't every day you get the chance to say

Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, it could be the stars, falling from the sky
Shining how we want, brighter than the sun

I never seen it, but I found this love I'm undefeated
You better leave, I'm better than anything I've ever had
Cause you're so damn beautiful read it
It's time and deliver it let's seal it
Boy we go together like peanuts and paydays and molly and reggae
And it ain't every day you get the chance to say

Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, it could be the stars, falling from the sky
Shining how we want, brighter than the sun

Everything is like a way out, cause we shine down
Even when the light's out but I can see you glow
Got my head up in the rafters, got me happy ever after
Never felt this way before, ain't this way before

I swear you hit me like a vision
I, I, I wasn't expecting
But who am I to tell fate where it's supposed to go with it?

Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, it could be the stars, falling from the sky
Shining how we want, brighter than the sun, yeah
Oho, yeah, oho
Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
Oh, this is how it starts, lighting strikes the heart
It goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun
brighter than the sun

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新しいブログ

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground

I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
Can you feel the love that we share?
Oh I'm already there

- I'm Already There, Westlife -

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Ola :)

I woke up at 6:07 today and I did NOT want to go to school. Tried to sneak my way out of school today by pretending I was asleep downstairs whilst waiting for my dad, but in vain :(

Haha.

Went to school and attended the morning briefing. Discussed some stuff for the Hari Koko before our President dismissed us. Then, we went downstairs where we read books whilst the Muslims read their stuff - I forgot what it was called, sorry.

After that, a teacher was invited on stage to promote our Co-curriculum Carnival on the 29th of June. Sounded awesome :)

Teehee.

Shortly after, we went up to our classes and lessons commenced. Our first subject for today was Modern Maths and our teacher came - unfortunately :P - and we had a very tiring two periods of Chapter 6 Statistics.

Bleghh~

At 8:50a.m, we had Chemistry, so we went up one floor to our Chemistry lab. There, our teacher gave us a little explanation about some writing competition we might be interested in. The grand prize is a thousand bucks. Second - 500 buck and third - 300 bucks. Consolation prizes are a hundred ringgit each and a certificate.

I might not win, but getting the cert might prove promising for any of my college/uni applications.

Mwahaha.

Chemistry was fun today because we heard presentations from Sausage, Dhil, Fina and Mentos' groups. Haha.

At 10:10, we went for our recess. I kept myself busy for the first 15 minutes before finally going to the canteen to eat one slice of my coffee cake. There, I tasted the most delicious butter cake I've ever tasted in my whole 16 years of living. And that was homemade by Haylie :)

Teehee.

Asked Dellie, Haylie, Jazzy and Fina if I could go over to any of their houses to bake for the LIDRA club during the carnival.

Haha.

:P

After recess, we had BM. The first period was free time because our teacher didn't come in. A teacher relieved us but we didn't do much. I hung out with Fina and Kanga, doing puzzles and stuff of the like. Our teacher came in at 11:30 for our lesson. Many cursed under their breaths :P

Got our paper 2s, I got 82/110 for that. Not bad, really.

When 11:50 came, it was time for Add Maths but our teacher didn't come in, so we all just "partied" :P

After that, I ate with Cleo and Kanga before jamming with Pri's guitar outside the Serbaguna room. Yeah~ it was fun :) Pri said my song was nice. Cheh~ she sang along to it too.

Teehee.

When I came back at 2:00, I played the song once for my sister before I had to go for my doctor's appointment. It was okay. I told her about the Thursday incident in school and she upped my dose cause she wants me to have zero seizures if she can help it.

:P

After we came back, my sister and I jammed to my song and edited it here and there before making several attempts to record it. We finally have a reasonably nice version but yeah~

:P

That's about it, for now :) My sister actually advised me to make a separate blog for all my originals and I just finished it :P The URL is www.jocosa-lyrichaven.blogspot.com :)

It's awesome.

Cheh~

Okie then :) CIAO!!

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Think About It - Jocosa

Yo :)

This is just a little something I made for the heck of it :P Enjoy~

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Walking alone on a sandy beach
I'm having flashbacks of our childhood
Quiet days are now out of reach
Cause I still need to talk to you

Oh I can't help but think if we had talked face-to-face
We wouldn't need to go our separate ways

Think about it
All we know about each other
Is what we look like
And that our seats are close together

We took our friends' opinions
And twisted them from fact to fiction
This is all I ask
Think about it

Why did we talk bad behind each other's backs
I still don't understand
And was it wise to take what our classmates said
Then think "I thought she was my friend"

Oh I can't help but think if we had talked face-to-face
We wouldn't need to go our separate ways

Think about it
Would we have fought like we had
If we took the time
To find out what got us so mad

We took our friend's opinions
And got caught up in a mental prison
This is all I ask
Think about it

I can find no words to say
Sorry for the things I've said
Please don't tell me it's too late
I want us to start again

Think about it
(I can find no)
All we know about each other
(Words to say)
Is what we look like
(Sorry for the)
And that our seats are close together
(Things I've said)

Think about it
(Please don't tell me)
Would we have fought like we had
(It's too late)
If we took the time
(I want us to)
To find out what got us so mad
(Start again)

We took our friend's opinions
And twisted them from fact to fiction
This is all I ask
Think about it

I can find no words to say
Sorry for the things I've said
Please don't tell me it's too late
I want us to start again

I want us to start~
Again

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どうしたらいいの？

How can I be happy now there's one more person I'm afraid of losing?

- Kaji Fumino, Faster Than A Kiss - 

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Ola :)

School started today so I had to wake up really early. I actually set the alarm at 5:31 with the intention to go downstairs and study Physics and Chemistry before class today but I never got up from bed.

-_-

In the end I woke up at 6:00a.m. *at least I didn't go beyond that :P* and went to bathe. After I finished that, I woke my brother and brother up. At 6:30, when I was done with whatever I was supposed to pack to school and others of the like, my sister sent us to school.

I know, right?

A lot of people noticed my hair today -_- Haha. Haylie and Karisma said they liked my hair very much. Cheh~ Turning red :P

There wasn't much to say during morning briefing today, except we were supposed to think about something to sell during our Hari Koko - which we still have no clues to when it will be held - and I'm in charge of some prize-giving part of our Minggu PSS soon.

Bleghh~

After we were dismissed, I went downstairs and we had our assembly. Our headmistress welcomed us back to school, said a few stuff then we were sent to our classes. 

Not too long after we settled in our classes, our History teacher came in. Hehe~ We haven't gotten our full marks yet because we haven't gotten our second paper. My first paper wasn't too good, though. I only got 27/40. 

Next up was English - finally, something I could look forward to :P - and our teacher came in to give us our papers back. She just had to announce that I got the highest -_- 

Cheh~

I got 75/85 for my first paper. Overall, I got 88%. My marks neither worsened nor improved from my last exam and I'm not particularly happy about that, but I'm positive I can do better for my end-of-year exam.

... I hope :P

At 10:20, I went for recess. Yes, we were let off 10 minutes late. Unfortunately, I couldn't enjoy my food because the retarded Head Prefect wouldn't leave me alone.

B*tch :P

The next subject we had was Moral and I didn't do too badly for that. I got 73%. 

We got our Add Maths papers next. Ugh, I thought I could've done better. I only got 65%. That's a B, but it's not a high B. I'm SO gonna beat Sausage in the next exam. Guess how much he got? 98%!!!

I know, right?

Exactly what did his parents feed him?

:P

Bio was next and no one was happy with their marks. I failed my paper -_- I only got 30%. I know, right? I SO need to brush up on my Bio. I have to memorize loads of stuff and theories and thingymajingy(s) like that.

Bleghh~

Listening to Back To December by Taylor Swift now :P

Our last subject for today was Physics and we got our papers too. Sausage got the highest again at 81% with Wei En close behind at 80%. I got 63%.

Don't worry, I'll catch up. 

At 2:30, I rushed to the back of my brother's school where my sister and brother were already waiting. She forced me to eat in the car because apparently, "we were going to be late" and resulted in my getting a splitting headache that I had endure.

-_-

By 3:10, I finished bathing and ate a small cup of corn flakes before my sister - under the guidance of my aunt - sent me for tuition in Bangsar for my Physics and Chemistry. 

Now, you might think the tuition ain't doing a lot of good for me since my marks don't seem to be hitting the A target, but it's actually because I haven't been revising my notes frequently enough. Trust me, my teacher's really good.

Which is why I can't stand having other students quitting and saying that "he's not good". Just so you know, the only reason a student is ever not good is when he/she is not bothering to revise when he/she's at home. Don't say things like "I'm not getting better so he's not helping" because you're the root of your problem.

Sheesh.

It's pissing me off that I have to tolerate that kind of shit from my classmates.

I was doing better during my class today. One of the reasons would be I actually bothered studying and revising during the holidays. And believe me, that doesn't normally happen :P

Haha.

At 8 o'clock, my dad's friend fetched me back from Bangsar. We had a nice, long chat in his car that my sister despises so much :P It doesn't bother me that much, though. Dunno why :P

Must be because of my dysfunctional nose :P 

Haha.

Okie then :) There's nothing more to be said for now. I just finished watching the latest episode of Astarotte no Omocha :) Teehee :P 

CIAO!!

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あなたにとどきますように

Oh my God, I'm a tomato.

- Adam West, Family Guy -

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Ola :)

I've got school tomorrow. Oh my God, right? I can't believe I've gotta start sleeping early again. You realize since the holidays started, I haven't been sleeping earlier than 12 o'clock?

Bleghh~

Well, I can't help it. Having to sleep early is just... :(

Anyways, I woke up at 11 something today. Not my most proud record, but I was SO sleepy cause my dad made me stay up the night before until I could find the camera charger. I was the last to use it since I brought it to Tanjong Puteri -_-

Bleghh, right?

Found it, eventually, and had to sleep at 2 o'clock.

Yeah~

After I woke up, I used the computer whilst eating the ham bun thingymajing that my aunt bought from the market. Was nice :) Teehee :P Later, I can't remember what happened, though it just happened today.

??

I remember watching Family Guy -_- Did I watch any anime? No. I don't think so. I finally decided to finish my English essays today. Ooh, I wonder why?

...

I have English tomorrow, that's why. The fact that I only started today is disgusting.

Oh, I remember what I had for lunch. Corn flakes :P

The English essays were about the advantages and disadvantages of being in a large family as well as writing out our wedding speeches.

-_-

I know, right? Way to get prepared for the future :P

My "husband's" name is Darcy and I have a sister called Annabeth :P

HAHA.

Had pizza for dinner. Sinful, sinful, yes, I know, but there was nothing else to eat. I didn't go on the treadmill again, which is naughty of me, because I was supposed to. Not to mention I ended up not studying Physics and Chemistry again.

I should get punished.

I finished my Chemistry project, though. Heehee.

That's no excuse, I know.

Started reading Faster Than A Kiss again thanks to my sister and her being currently addicted to Hellcats. Then again, it's not like she's hooked, but that she has nothing better to do. She's finished reading the two new books she bought from Kinokuniya and she's obviously restless. I don't like Hellcats. It's too bitchy bitchy and backstabby backstabby. Then there's this guy liking this girl after breaking up with his former girlfriend and stuff like that.

There's even a professor-like-his-student-and-vice-versa thingymajing going on. Superbly cliche and predictable.

Yeah~

Gotta ciao now. Aunt's threatening us again -_- Bleghh~

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~11/06/2011~

We talkin' or we racin'?

- Vin Diesel, Fast & Furious 5 -

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Ola :)

Yes, it's currently 1:04 in the morning and technically Sunday, so I didn't really blog this in real time, but hey, at least I bothered, right? :P

I woke up at around eight close to nine o'clock "this" morning. Went downstairs and used the computer to watch Yumeiro Patissiere because I couldn't just stop where I stopped the night before.

Sue me, kay? :P

I think I only stopped when it was close to noon. Yes, that makes me a very bad girl. I'm trying my hardest to stop watching anime for the present time, but obviously that's not turning out too good.

:(

Anyways, at 12:50, my mom called and asked if we wanted to go out and eat lunch at the organic shop near my house. I would have liked to go, but I had some unfinished homework I needed to get done before my English tuition class with Madame Shirley so I had to stay home. Was going to just survive on corn flakes, until my sister decided on wan tan meen.

:P

I SO have to go on the treadmill on Sunday.

Finished Madame Shirley's work in time and then went upstairs to bathe 10 minutes before 2 o'clock. Was already 2:10 when I came downstairs but to my surprise, Madame Shirley wasn't here yet. Thought she was just late, but she didn't turn up at all, which really astonished me. So, in the meantime, I completed my Theory work since I had class later that afternoon.

When three o'clock came, I couldn't stand waiting no more. I climbed back onto the seat facing the computer and continued watching Yumeiro Patissiere :P Good news is, I finished it in time. I currently have nothing to watch, except Marchen Awakens Romance - but I'm leaving that for after Monday - so I can concentrate on my Physics, Chemistry and the rest of my school work which I still have not touched.

I know. I'm so screwed, right?

At 4:15, I left for the office and had my class. It was alright, I guess. Found out Sean sprained his ankle. It was kinda funny to see him limping around all the time. Apparently he sprained it from basketball -_-

Later, at 5:30, when Theory class was over, Sean and I - and my brother, whom my teacher fetched from our house - went to Sean's house for our History lesson. It wasn't too bad. Had three essay questions to do, but it was pretty much guided and had a dash of humour, which made the lesson much more bearable than I thought.

Not to mention I kinda bumped my head on the ceiling of the car when I tried to get out.

-_-

After the lesson, his dad sent my brother, Sean and I to Sean's Physics class in Taman Melawati first before sending us back home. It was a joy ride, you can say -_- Haha.

Once at home, I used the computer to load Gosick and Hidan no Aria and then watched a few episodes of Merlin before it was time to go out for dinner at Summer Feels with Sean.

Little did I know his whole family was there -_- Waited till my brother arrived before we went up to them. After they left, though, my brother actually saw a cockroach right under our table and my legs went flying up. I think I nearly threw my fork and knife away since I was eating my Summer Grilled Chicken at that time.

Came back twice before scurrying away like the little insect that it is.

-_-

After that, we walked home, where Sean and I watched Fast & Furious 5. My brother went out to get something from his friend's house - a thumbdrive of some sort - so we watched it alone. It was hilarious and the both of us couldn't stop quoting lines from the actors - particularly Vin Diesel (hence the above statement) - cause he's funny in that show :P

Finished watching that show only at 12:30, which was recently, so yeah, it's kinda late. My parents reprimanded me for keeping Sean in the house so late and told me not to watch anything if we were gonna be up past midnight.

Nodded my agreement and then set about to blogging on my sister's iMac :) Am currently loading the episodes of Hidan no Aria and Gosick here because my dad decided to use the computer right when I was starting to watch Gosick :(

That's about it, then :) CIAO!!

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見てください

It's better to be silent and be thought a fool than to open one's mouth and remove all doubt.

- Albert Einstein -

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Ola :)

I woke up at around eight something nearing nine, but only got up when my mom came in. We were all going to my grandparents' place, so obviously, we left early. My sister drove there this time and in the car, we listened to one of Brandenburg's Concertos. I really loved two of the tracks. One of 'em was a familiar piece but I can't place where I've heard it before, but the second favourite was because it reminded me of one of those dances from Pride and Prejudice :)

Awesome, I know :P

Anyways, when we reached my grandparents' place, I greeted my grandparents and my aunt, then watched Marmalade Boy on my iPad :) Heehee. I'd been meaning to watch that, but I didn't know till only the night before that they actually uploaded those videos on YouTube too.

I know, right?

Unfortunately, my dad told me that using the Personal Hotspot thingymajing on his iPhone was costing him, so I wasn't allowed to use it :(

Thankfully I had downloaded some episodes on SaveAll the evening before.

Mwahaha.

Had a very nice lunch at twelve something, after my aunt came back from some grocery shopping with my grandpa. There was my favourite fish and three different kinds of veggies. Of course, I didn't touch the "petai".

Haha.

At 1:05, my mom insisted that we all went home because she had to teach at two o'clock so after a very abrupt goodbye to our grandparents, with a dash of good reminders to my grandma, we left the house and set sail for home.

Once at home, my mom taught one more student before leaving to the office to teach some more and I played Diner Dash on my sister's iPhone. Haha. Know why? She's currently hooked on one of iPad games called Miriel's Adventure - or something like that.

Yeah~ She had intended on playing the Bubble Xplode game. But she caught sight of the other game and, unfortunately, got addicted.

Aiseh~

At four something, my sister decided to make the homemade spaghetti we had planned for dinner. Obviously, I was made to help. It was really fun, though. My sister actually took pictures on her iPhone but since it ain't with me, I can't put 'em up here. Sorry :P

The outcome was good. We ended up having to add more tomatoes and I kinda burnt a little of the noodles, but it tasted nice all the same. We had to add a little soy sauce to the sauce too, because before that, all we could taste was tomatoes.

-_-

Haha.

Fetched our brother back from Universal at 7 o'clock and he ate the spaghetti too. He said it was nice and that the only problem was that we didn't add enough oil in the noodles so it all stuck together :P

Hey, it's our first time, alright? Be a little more merciful :P

Haha.

After that, I used the computer and searched high and low for my Yumeiro Patissiere CD because I had a sudden urge to watch it again. I found the first CD in the cover and the second one in the Avatar CD cover :P

I know, right?

I recently finished watched the tenth episode - I think - because my parents called for me after that. It's 11:25 at the moment so I've gotta go sleep soon :)

Tomorrow, I've decided to study my Physics and Chemistry before my teacher chooses to kick me out of his class :(

That's about it, then. CIAO!!

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For The First Time - Jess Moskaluke & Alex Goot *The Script* + D

I'm all laid up in bed with a broken heart
While he's drinking Jack all alone in a local bar and we don't know how
How we got into this mad situation, only doing things out of frustration
Trying to make it work, but, man, these times are hard

I needs him now but I can't seem to find the time
He's got a new job now on the unemployment line and we don't know how
How we got into this mess, is it God's test?
Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best
Trying to make things work, but, man, these times are hard

We're gonna stop by drinking our cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night, saying things we haven't for a while, a while, yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

He's in line at the door with his head held high
While I just lost my job but didn't lose my pride, and we both now how
How we're going to make it work when it hurts,
When you pick yourself up you get kicked to the dirt
Tryin' to make it work, but, man, these times are hard

We're gonna start by drinking our cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night, saying things we haven't for a while, a while, yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time

Ooh~
Ooh~
Ooh~

Oh, these times are hard
Yeah, they're makin' us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh, these times are hard
Yeah, they're makin' us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

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~09/06/2011~

From this moment on, you have to be stranger to one of your parents. Your mother will never see you again if you do not marry Mr Collins and I will never see you again if you do.

- Mr Bennet, Pride & Prejudice -

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Ola :)

I can't remember what time I woke up -_-

Haha.

Can't remember most of yesterday, actually. Ooh, I cut my hair, by the way. It's quite short now. The good thing is, I don't need to tie my hair to school anymore :) I'd take a picture, but I'm not that kind of person, though I've done it before.

??

What?

-_-

Never mind.

Anyways, went to tuition yesterday at 1 something after my teacher's daughter's class with my mom. Rode his car back to his house where I had Maths lesson with Sean and my brother, who joined us soon after.

Then, at 3:30, I had Add Maths with Sean's brother -_- Bleghh~ Was dead to the world by the time my sister came to get me at 5 o'clock -_-

Was so bummed that I couldn't decide on what to eat for dinner that my mom actually decided to go out to Jusco Maluri and shop for whatever else I could eat instead of rice and stuff. So yeah, even my siblings and aunt followed us.

Shopped for quite a lot of stuff, I guess. We now have lots of milk, balsam vinegar, spaghetti and other materials to make it from scratch. We even had to make the sauce from nothing. Haha.

Sounded very amusing :)

Had to bite back my tears when I suggested some things and my mom said no. Everything that had any percent of fat inside had to be cast aside. Didn't help when my sister and brother got Baskin Robbins.

-_-

But my sister gave me two spoons of her orang sherbet, so I guess it's okay :)

Haha.

When I came back, Sean had already gone back and I had a cup of corn flakes before my parents called for me to go upstairs and sleep.

That's about it, then :) CIAO!!

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~08/06/2011~

Pleasant words are a honeycomb. Sweet to the soul and healing to the bone.

* * *

Ola :)

Sorry I haven't been updating on the day itself. For yesterday, I have a very good reason. See, when I came back home, it was already 11:30 and because my parents and brother and sister were all talking in my parents' room, we talked and talked and talked and talked until it was one o'clock in the morning.

After THAT, my sister read Truth :)

Mwahaha.

Anyways, earlier, like at 11a.m., after eating breakfast at McD's and going to pick my aunt up from my grandparents' place, we went to Wellness Clinic where I had my appointment with Dr Pang.

Not much change weight-wise, but she said we wouldn't be able to see any changes until three weeks down the road -_-

The joy, right?

That aside, after the appointment, we went back to my grandparents' place where we talked with my grandmother about all kinds of things, mainly about how she shouldn't be so pessimistic and enjoy the things she currently has.

She cried a few times, but I think she'll toughen up in time.

After that, we left for home. Didn't do much, just read up and studied my Physics and Chemistry notes from Mr Tan's class a little before we all had to get prepared to leave for MPYO's concert at the DFP.

Had dinner at Koryo-Won's before that with my sister, her boyfriend and his brother. I enjoyed dinner both because of the company and because the food there was awesome. Unfortunately, I had to hold back because I was technically on a diet.

-_-

Curses.

The concert was nice. I nearly fell asleep nearing the end of the first half of the concert, though, cause the Rachmaninov piece wasn't what I expected it to be. Hence, I ended up nodding off -_-

The second half was SO much nicer. I remembered this one piece that I particularly liked. My sister thought it very dull and monotonous, but I enjoyed it all the same :)

Came back when the concert ended and my sister regaled us with all sorts of stories and things she had experienced during this camp. Whatever happened after this was pretty much already mentioned by yours truly when I started this post, so...

That's about it, then. CIAO!!

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~07/06/2011~

Ever had the feeling when you're standing at a very high place, and you have the sudden urge to jump?

I don't have it.

- Captain Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean -

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Ola :)

I was a little naughty today :P Woke up only at 9:45 when my mom came in, in the morning. I felt so lazy today, you know? I got up meaning to blog about yesterday, but didn't feel like it, so it never happened -_-

Well, just to have a feel of what I did yesterday, I went to Times Square at noon to have lunch with my parents, aunt and brother. We went to Kiku-Zakura, a Japanese restaurant on the second floor. The food was alright. I had my usual Teriyaki bentou :)

Heehee.

After that, I came home and left for tuition at 3:30. Could afford to sleep for about twenty minutes before my teacher came at 4:15.

Was so ashamed of myself because I couldn't answer some of the questions my teacher was addressing the class. Didn't make it any better when he said starting from next week he was going to ask questions at random and dismiss anyone who can't answer.

:(

I have a feeling I might be one of them, but let's not count on that, kay?

At seven thirty, I asked my teacher if I could excuse myself because my family and I had a concert to attend at KLCC. My sister was performing with her chamber group and we, obviously, had to go.

The performances were nice. I liked the first one and the last one in particular. The last one was quite cute and the first one was my sister's chamber quintet.

They all sounded so cool :P But if I had a penny for every time I felt nervous my sister would suddenly make a mistake, I'd be living in a ten-foot tall mansion :P

Yes, my dear sister, I am of little faith :P

After that, I came home and went to bed at around eleven something close to midnight :)

As for today, I had shake for breakfast -_- I know, right? My mom's never gonna let me stop it. Bleghh~

Played my iPad for a while, then had lunch with my mom consisting of rice, veggie, fried egg and fried fish. Was nice. My mom kept going on and on about how I was supposed to go on the treadmill, though -_-

Bleghh~

After that, my mom left for work and my aunt gave my brother and I each a slice of pizza since she was treating all her friends at the office. I also went out and bought Chachos. But that'll remain a secret between you and me, yes?

:P

My brother was gonna blab, though, him being the person he is. But I managed to keep his mouth shut :P

Began watching Marmalade Boy on Veoh after that. I saw the CDs in Anime Tech the other day at Mid Valley but they cost a hefty RM351 and there was no way I was gonna fork out so much money, even for anime.

So I had to go online and search for them on Veoh :) That's quite a reliable site, but they have the full 76 episodes so I'll have to go around searching again soon -_-

It's currently 12:09 and technically, already Wednesday, so I guess this is kind of a late post, but anyways, I gotta go now cause there's nothing more to blog about :)

CIAO!!

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憎い

Do I look as if I'd care if I have a low EQ?

* * *

Is it a job requirement for you to annoy the hell out of me every bloody time? Is it so hard for you to just leave it to me in this context? Is it mandatory that you have to make me feel like shit all the time and then blame me for not being able to take constructive criticism?

I'm not going to say I'm sorry. For the simple reason that I'm not.

Did it ever occur to you that it's hard for a person like me, who's been neglecting my physical appearance for 16 years, to finally start caring? Even then, it's more for my health, not my appearance. Why is it you can't seem to understand - why NO one seems to understand - that eventually, with time, I'll run faster on the damn treadmill?

Even the doctor said that I can take my time and start with a little walk first before increasing the speed. At least I'm doing it, right?

But no~ You just had to say the wrong thing at the wrong time. Did you really expect me to be able to take it when you're accusing me of doing something wrong when I had no intention of doing that.

Where's your proof, anyway? Apparently, to you, I don't sweat, but do you even take the time to check on me? All you do is take whatever you think I'm doing and make it sound worse to everybody else.

I've done it inclined before, and I've run up to a speed of 5.5 miles per hour before.

But of course, you wouldn't know that, would you? All you know is that I'm lazy, noisy and I give up really easily.

Haven't you ever stopped to wonder WHY is it I hate running on the treadmill when you're around? For a person who's never taken part in any kind of sports activity rigorously, I find it extremely annoying to have someone tell me how I should exercise and how I'm supposed to be after exercising.

Do you want me to swim in my own sweat before you're satisfied?

And the worst part of it all is that you take it that I can't handle criticism. It's not called not being able to handle criticism.

It's called sensitivity.

私のもの

Auditions are like men - there's always another one right around the corner.

- Martha Rodgers, Castle -

* * *

Ola :)

I woke up at 9:45a.m. today. I know right, there must be something very wrong with me, but these days, I've been having these urges to wake up early.

Must be the fact that I'm telling myself that I'll have more time with my iPad and Truth if I do :P

What? At least I wake up, right? :P

That aside, I had corn flakes for breakfast a while after using the Mac. Wanted to ssee if there were any new episodes of Astarotte no Omocha on AnimeSeason but I wasn't in much luck :(

Ooh, but I watched Adele: Rise of the Mummy yesterday with my brother and Sean at our house. We had just returned from the night market after Sean had dinner with his family at Summer Feels. His parents made us order something too, so my brother got a 100 Plus float and they ordered - against our will - a Summer Grilled Chicken for us.

:(

Why it's sinful? For the past few days, I've been having a very vegetarian and fruitful dinner, you can say. There's nothing meaty about my dinner, unless you count the full-boiled egg that my mom only SOMETIMES lets me eat.

:(

Anyways, after that, at one o'clock, we all went out for lunch at the place opposite our house. It was alright. There was some bad blood between my dad and I, however, because of something Pepper did.

You know, it's times like those I really wish we hadn't taken Pepper.

But what the heck.

After lunch, my parents, aunt and their friend went back home first whilst my brother and I were sent on errands: buy batteries and "ais kacang" -_-

Once at home, we decided to watch The Unknown, starring Liam Neeson. Halfway through the movie, I went downstairs to use the computer and then write Truth in my 4-subject notebook :)

I lovey that bookie :)

At three something, after the rest of my family finished watching The Unknown, we, excluding our aunt, went to see my grandparents up in PJ. All the time I was there, though, I just gave them hugs, then went up to my mom's old bedroom and watched Castle whilst writing Truth.

What? It's hard to keep me from writing when I'm really in the mood :)

Plus, haven't I ever mentioned my grandparents have a killer bed in my mom's old bedroom?

:P

At seven thirty, we left the place and made a beeline for home. Then, I watched Marchen Awakens Romance, the new anime I bought *oops, did I just type that? :P* while I ate my dinner which consisted mostly of salad.

-_-

Yup, that's about it for today. My parents are making go and bathe now so... CIAO!!

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So I'm Loving You - Various Korean Artists

(Song Seung Heon) So I'm loving you so I'm loving you
(Park Yong Ha) Naega wonhadeon duty duty duty du
(Ji Seong) So I'm loving you
(Rain) Areumdawoyo
(Kang Ji Hwan) Neomu haengbokhajyo
(Song Seung Heon) Urin igoseseo
(Rain) Neol kidarilke
(G Dragon) Let's go

(Dae Seong) Naega wonhadeon sesang
(Park Yong Ha) Geurigo naega kkumkkudeon geugot
(Song Seung Heon) Namanui gamgak
(Kang Ji Hwan) Namanui lotte duty free
(G Dragon) Namanui gamgak namanui duty free

(Seung Ri) Eonjena seolleige haneun got
(Ji Seong) Geugoseun ojik lotte ppunilgeol
(Song Seung heon) Namanui seontaek
(Ji Seong) Namanui lotte duty free
(TOP) Oh my duty free I wanna be with you

(Park Yong Ha) Neul geudaewa hamkke olddaemyeon
(Song Seung Heon) Haengbokhan got
(Ji Seong) Utgo inneun neoui moseub bolddae
(Rain) Lalalalalalala

(Park Yong Ha) So I'm loving you so I'm loving you
(Dae Seong) Naega wonhadeon
(Big Bang) Duty duty duty du
(Song Seung Heon) So I'm loving you areumdawoyo
(G Dragon) Hey girl beautiful
(Rain) Neomu haengbokhan got
(Park Yong Ha) Hamkkegayo lotte duty free
(G Dragon) Welcome to dream world

(Rain) Geudael cheoeum bon sungan
(TOP) Cheom bon sungan
(Kang Ji Hwan) Naneun amu maldo mothaetjyo
(TOP) You you
(Rain) Dalkomhan miso
(Ji Seong) Ddeollineun maeum
(Rain) Duty du
(TOP) Namanui duty free yeah duty free

(Kang Ji Hwan) Eonjena seolleige haneun neon
(G Dragon) You
(Rain) Gugeoseun ojik
(Kang Ji Hwan) Dangshin ppuningeol
(G Dragon) You you you
(Ji Seong) Namanui seontaek
(Song Seung Heon) Namanui lotte
(Park Yong Ha) Duty free
(G Dragon) Oh my duty free I wanna be with you

(Dae Seong) Neul geudaewa hamkke olddaemyeon
(Rain) Haengbokhan got
(Park Yong Ha) Utgo inneun
(Song Seung Heon) Neoui moseub bolddae
(Everyone) Lalalalalalala

(Park Yong Ha) So I'm loving you
(Rain) So I'm
(Ji Seong) Loving you
(Song Seung Heon) Naega wonhadeon
(Everyone) Duty duty duty du
(Seung Ri) So I'm loving you
(Rain) Areumdawoyo
(Seung Ri) Neomu haengbokhan got
(Song Seung Heon) Hamkkegayo lotte
(G Dragon) Once again

(Park Yong Ha) So I'm
(Kang Ji Hwan) Loving you
(Rain) So I'm
(Song Seung Heon) Loving you
(Dae Seong) Naega wonhaneun
(Everyone) Duty duty duty du
(Rain) So I'm
(Ji Seong) Loving you areumdawoyo
(Park Yong Ha) Neomu haengbokhan got
(Everyone) Hamkkegayo lotte
(Song Seung Heon) Duty free 

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That Kiss - Tiffany Alvord + D

You and me we used to be friends,
Nothing more and nothing less
You and me we used to hang out,
Never ever thinking about

More than you and more than me,
A growing love that we didn't see

Til that kiss,
That was more than this
It was more than us just being friends
That kiss was a magical thing,
My heart did fly and the angels did sing
Oh oh oh....

From then on when you looked in my eyes,
It felt like I was being hypnotized
Your cute smile and your perfect hair,
Your beautiful eyes
I can't help but stare cause

Its more than you and more than me,
A growing love that we didn't see

Til that kiss,
That was more than this
It was more than us just being friends
That kiss was a magical thing,
My heart did fly and the angels did sing
Oh oh oh....

Cause you mean everything to me,
And without you I don't know what I'd be

Cause of that kiss,
That was more than this
It was more than us just being friends
That kiss was a magical thing,
My heart did fly and the angels did sing
Oh oh oh....
Cause of that kiss, that kiss, that ki-isss,
Cause of that kiss

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Grandma's Got a Facebook - Your Favourite Martian

先だよ

I just came to realize that as a Piscean, I fall really easily. I can't even count the number of times I've fallen for people I hardly knew - of many different ages and such.

So, you can't really say I fell for them, right?

???

*          *          *

Ola :)

Just so you know, I'm blogging this in advance since by the time I come back, it's most likely I won't blog at all.

-_-

Not much has been happening these days. Mostly just me continuing to write Truth whilst my sister is still away at camp. Come to think of it, she didn't bring her laptop along with her, so can I use it?

:P

Slept at 11 something close to 12 writing the story, editing, reconstructing et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. There's much to be done since when my sister was writing it, she probably was under the impression that dialogue was good, and so put too much of it.

That was our major problem in writing, you can say.

So, of course, I've got to add more descriptions and lessen the dialogues so the readers aren't bored with the bombardment of speeches, statements and others. So far, I've gotten to the part they met the jackass who was behind Luck's parents' deaths. Gotta keep thinking :)

Anyways, today, a miracle happened. I woke up at 7:15.

I-know, right?? Actually I couldn't sleep much last night. Lord knows why. I kept waking up, twisting and turning in my bed and just trying to construct dreams that might - without my realizing it - continue by themselves and eventually put me to sleep, but it didn't happen :(

So I spent most of the night just stirring in my bed, tossing and turning -_-

Woke up at 6 something close to 7 to go to the toilet this morning but couldn't really go to sleep again, so after I heard my parents leave the house, I got up and went downstairs to charge my iPad and use the computer to watch the latest episodes of Hidan no Aria and Gosick :)

Mwahaha.

I wonder why there aren't any downloadable episodes of Astarotte no Omocha on Gendou :(

Ate nasi lemak for breakfast whilst watching Castle :) Then, at 10 o'clock, our English teacher came. Oh, and guess what?

Snowy got caught again.

This time, I didn't even know. We all didn't know. The van just came out of nowhere and grabbed her, stuffing her inside the back with three other dogs. She looked so bloody scared and honestly, I was furious that they would do that even though my brother and I were already standing outside trying to negotiate with them to let her go.

Had to pay them a hefty hundred to have her back.

After that, lessons with Madame Shirley commenced. I seriously love her lessons. Every lesson she comes with a different story to tell - all that have some sort of connection with the questions we ask her or the questions that she asks us - and today, we found out she used to work at a 3-star hotel when she was 18.

Funny shit :P

Listening to Running by Gardiner Sisters :) I think they can sing, but sometimes go out of tune. I think Mandi has the best control of her voice, though the others have better voices. Allie and Haylie tend to go off pitch a bit.

Oh well.

Anyways, it's currently 1:27p.m. and I'm waiting for my mom to dress up before we go to Bukit Jalil for lunch :) Woo~

I wanna have ostrich meat, babeh~! :P Haha.

Ooh, and Peking Duck :P

Mwahaha.

Okie dokie then :) That's all from me for now. If I feel like it, I'll blog later in the evening, but I wouldn't bet on it :P

CIAO!!

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What Does It Take - Dave Days + D

I woke up in the middle of the night
Out of luck with this girl on my mind
She got away
Now I'm trying to explain how

I fell in love, that's what I like to call it
But not enough, it's like I never saw it
Drifting away
I am finding words to say

But it all goes
Whoa, whoa
But it all goes
Whoa, whoa

What does it take to get you
If I never met you
I wouldn't have ran across the country like
I'm out of my mind

What does it take to hold you
When I'm here without you
I don't know where to start
I gotta find you and your heart

Before it falls apart

I stayed up in the dead of the night
I made plans if they turned out right
You close your eyes and
Think about the times when (think about it)

We fell in love but didn't try to say it
Knew what it was the moment that we played it
We all lose sometimes
I can't get her off my mind

Whoa, whoa
I'm finding words to say
But it all goes whoa, whoa (what does it take)
Whoa, whoa

What does it take to get you
If I never met you
I wouldn't have ran across the country like
I'm out of my mind

What does it take to hold you
When I'm here without you
I don't know where to start
I gotta find you and your heart

Before it falls apart

What does it take to make it real
The world still spins and I'm still feelin'
Your hand right next to mine
I play it back a thousand times

I wish I took a photograph
For every moment that we laughed
I'm hung up and can't relax
Because she's so far away

What does it take to get you
What does it take to get you

What does it take to get you

If I never met you

I wouldn't have ran across the country like

I'm out of my mind

What does it take to hold you

When I'm here without you

I don't know where to start

I gotta find you and your heart

Before it falls apart

What does it take (whoa, whoa)

I'm finding words to say (before it falls apart)

What does it take (whoa, whoa)

Yeah, yeah

Before it falls apart

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Running - Gardiner Sisters + D

I'm walking home tonight
Watching the street lights
Fall and fade out

With one thing on my mind
A feeling I can't fight
Gotta figure this out

Cause every time I get too close
To loving something I can't hold
Turn and run so he won't know

I'm on the right track
I just keep looking back
I'm running, running
Away from love

Racing against the clock
Won't let my heart stop
Running, running away
Ooh, I'm running, running away
From Love

I've never felt this way
So nervous and afraid
Of giving him my heart
And when I see his face
Pull the trigger
My heart starts the race

Cause every time I get too close
To loving something I can't hold
Turn and run so he won't know

I'm on the right track
I just keep looking back
I'm running, running
Away from love

Racing against the clock
Won't let my heart stop
Running, running away
Ooh, I'm running, running away

From everything you do to me
Just look how fast my heart can speed
Slow it down so I can breathe

I'm on the right track
I just keep looking back
I'm running, running
Away...

Racing against the clock
Won't let me heart stop
Running, running away
Ooh, I'm running, running away

From love...
Ohh~

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うさしぶり

過去の涙も、過ちも、寂びしさも。

Clearly many people mistake blogs as a waste paper basket to regurgitate the pessimistic shit they go through in life.

You know, sometimes, you can look at the good things you have. Think about that the next time you feel like spouting sob stories.

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God, my mom woke me up at eight something this morning. She told me I was supposed to see the doctor today so I had no choice but to wake up :(

My mom first had to send my sister to KLCC because she had to go for her camp. Sent her late, though, cause we wanted to find my blood test report first. After sending my sister to KLCC, we went back home and continued searching for the report. I eventually found it, of course, in the middle room where we kept our books, and left shortly after.

Visited my grandparents first. The pastors were already there, supporting my grandma with His holy words and prayers. I think that it really helps her that they're there, especially my very religious and staunch Christian aunt because my grandma needs that kind of support. Without it, I shudder to think how depressed my grandma would always feel.

Anyways, after talking a little more, they left and my aunt, mom and I went to see Dr Pang. There, the doctor went through my blood test report and told us that I had more male hormones than female hormones and that I was reaching the post menopause stage. The normal hormone count for a female was 700-670 but I was 145, close to the 120 mark, which was the post menopause stage.

Yeah~

I mean, to me, it wasn't a big deal, but the thing was, it wasn't healthy. The doctor said that soon I'd need to buy a shaver for my mustache -_-

Exactly.

In order to prevent that, I'd have to exercise and not eat unhealthy food. She began suggesting some dietary measures I could take in order to control my weight. We also found out that I could've been having fits due to my starving myself in order to lose weight.

Like, not taking meals at the right time?

Yeah~

When I thought about it, I skipped my recess time that day during the Teacher Day performance auditions.

Screw my condition.

Yeah, so the doctor recommended some more interesting ways I could have my meals which included having a waffle maker as well as an oven.

You don't know how hard I was rejoicing when I heard that :P

Haha.

After seeing the doctor, we went back to my grandparents' place where we had lunch. Lovely lunch I had, with fish, two kinds of veggie as well as a veggie soup. After that, we mostly chilled about and I watched TV. They were showing Glee at 2 something so I watched that until it was time to go back home.

Once at home, I used my iPad and read Koukou Debut *a.k.a. High School Debut* until I remembered I'd wanted to watch "Legend of the Seeker" since I saw the advert when I was in Tanjong Puteri. Haha.

The synopsis was interesting on Wikipedia, so... :)

You got me, I'm loading it on YouTube right now as I'm typing this :P I'm also downloading it into my iPad using SaveAll. God, I love that app :P

Mwahaha.

That's about it for the time being. Not much to be said anyway. Oooh, my sister and I started on Truth again yesterday so I might spend the rest of the night writing that :) Heehee.

Well then, CIAO!!

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