I Won't Let Go - Gardiner Sisters *Rascal Flatts*

It’s like a storm
That cuts a path
It’s breaks your will
It feels like that

You think your lost
But your not lost on your own
Your not alone
I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you’ve done all you can do
If you can’t cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I wont let go

It hurts my heart
To see you cry
I know it’s dark
This part of life
Oh it finds us all
And we’re too small
To stop the rain
Oh but when it rains

I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you’ve done all you can do
And you can’t cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight

And I won't let you fall
Don’t be afraid to fall
I’m right here to catch you
I wont let you down
It wont get you down
Your gonna make it
Yea I know you can make it

Cause I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you’ve done all you can do
And you can’t cope
And I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let go
Oh I’m gonna hold you
And I won't let go
Wont let you go
No I won't

The Chain - THUNK *Ingrid Michaelson* + D

The sky looks pissed,
The wind talks back
My bones are shifting in my skin,
And you my love are gone

My room feels wrong,
My bed won't fit,
I cannot seem to operate,
And you my love are gone.

So glide away on soapy heels,
And promise not to promise anymore,
And if you come around again,
Then I will take, then I will take the chain from off the door

I'll never say,
I'll never love,
Oh but I don't say alot of things
And you my love are gone.

So glide away on soapy heels
And promise not to promise anymore
And if you come around again
Then I will take the chain from off the door

So glide away on soapy heels, 

And promise not to promise anymore, 

And if you come around again, 

Then I will take the chain from off the door

So glide away on soapy heels, 

And promise not to promise anymore, 

And if you come around again, 

Then I will take the chain from off the door

Then I will take

Then I will take

Then I will take

The chain from off the door

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"Coming Home" Mashup - Cimorelli + D

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World that I'm coming

I'm back where I belong (I'm back)
I've never felt so strong
Feelin' like there's nothing I can't try
So throw your hands up in the sky

Said you can have whatever you like
Said you can have whatever you like
Said you can have whatever you like (It's Cimorelli)
It's Cimorelli

I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself
I was caught up in his lust
When I don't really want no one else

So, no, I know I should've treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever
So let me in
(Let me in)
Give me another chance
(Another chance)
To make you my man

'Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me boy

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
(Whatcha say? Whatcha say?)
Mmm that it's all for the best?
Because it is

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that it's just what we need
You decided this
Mmm whatcha say?
(Whatcha say? Whatcha say?)
Wh-wh-wh-what did she say?

How could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go?
And ooh, what I'd do for one chance
I just gotta let you know

I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you were meant to be together
So let me in
(Let me in)
Give me another chance
(Another chance)
To make you my man

'Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you

Cause I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay

I'm coming home
I'm coming home
tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
tell the World that I'm coming home

But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you

Cause I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way

I'm coming home, I'm coming home (I'll be coming home)
tell the World that I'm coming home (And if you ask me I will stay)
I will stay

What'cha say
Tell the world I'm coming
I will stay
What'cha say
Tell the world I'm coming
Home~

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Rain - Anthony Callea + D

I remember when we met,
before I was invisible.
I thought I'd play it hard to get,
pretend I'm unapproachable.
But somebody else came along and
took all the chances that I missed.
Stuck on the sideline I keep thinking 'there she goes'...

Falling like rain...
No, I don't get to hold her tonight.
Falling like rain...
I was pushed to the back of the line.
'Cause even though I need her love and crave her touch,
I guess I wasn't fast enough.
She's falling like rain,
Just not for me.
Not for me, no, no...

Why I took the longest road
I'll have to plead insanity.
It's like my pride put on a show
and didn't sell a single seat.
While I was talking in riddles,
somebody else made perfect sense.
Stuck on the outside I keep thinking 'there she goes'...

Falling like rain...
No, I don't get to hold her tonight.
Falling like rain...
I was pushed to the back of the line.
'Cause even though I need her love and crave her touch,
I guess I wasn't fast enough.
She's falling like rain,
Just not for me.
Just not for me.

What do you do, what do you say
when the best thing has passed you by?
Where do you go, how do you know,
if she'll come back another time?

(She's falling like rain)
Falling like rain...
(She's falling like rain)
Ooh oh oh...
(She's falling like rain)
Falling like rain...
(She's falling)
She's falling...
(She's falling like)
Rain...
(No I dont get to hold her tonight)
Won't get to hold her...
(Falling like rain)
Falling like rain...
(I was pushed to the back of the line)
Pushed to the back of the line.
(Cause even though I need her love)
Need her love...
(and crave her touch)
I guess I wasn't fast enough.
(She's falling like rain)
Just not for me.
She's falling like rain...

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Waiting For The Perfect Time - Jocosa

This is another parody Cleo and I made whilst waiting for Kanga to finish her basketball stuff. This is a parody of Greyson Chance's "Waiting Outside The Lines" :) if you know the tune, sing along to it :)

We'll never enjoy our lives
Living inside this box
They're so afraid of taking chances
How're we gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations
Forcing us to play it safe
Get rid of all the spite and hatred
It's up to us to save the day

Instead of just listening around
And fearing what comes tomorrow
Gotta put our feet on e ground
Take 'em down

We're waiting, waiting, just waiting, we're waiting
Waiting for the perfect time
Uh oh, oh no, uh oh, oh no
Waiting for the perfect time

Try to toughen up
We can't be made the fools
Tell 'em we've had enough
They are just too cruel

We're not free to drink or eat
Anywhere that we like
Forcing us to use clips
Just to look neat, we won't lie

It's really inconvenient
It's really tedious
We can't buy ribbons everyday
Rent ties each day

We're waiting, waiting, just waiting, we're waiting
Waiting for the perfect time
Uh oh, oh no, uh oh, oh no
Wating for the perfect time

We tried to be patient
We have limits and you've pushed us
We are only humans,
We have the same emotions

We're waiting, waiting, just waiting, we're waiting
We're waiting, waiting, just waiting, we're waiting
Waiting for the perfect time
Uh oh, oh no, uh oh, oh no
Witing for the perfect time

We don't get to bring scissors
Markers or liquid papers
If you think that move was smart
How're we gonna do our art?

~20/03/2011~

Ola :) I haven't been blogging, I know, but I haven't really had the opportunity to be with my iPad for a while now, so... :)

So, the 20th of March was a total bummer. Number one reason is because it was the last day of our holiday week. I was dreading the re-opening of school because I dreaded waking up early again.

The only up side is that now I get to wake up to my own selected music, and not just the chirping of birds. Why?

My mom insisted I use my phone's alarm instead of my iPad.

Haha, my phone, :P

I'm so lame, right?

Heehee.

Anyways, on Sunday, I woke up, bathed, did whatever I was supposed to do in the morning then proceeded downstairs where I must have used either my iPad or the Mac.

Notice the unsure terms like did whatever I was supposed to and must have? It's because I can't remember.

The joy, right?

Oh, but I do remember I had a really, really weird dream. It starts off like this: I was walking into one of those really big buildings with glass windows. And you know how sometimes, in dreams, you can't really explain how things are in your dreams? Well, I don't know why, but my mom's ex-student was one of those helping people in the building and gave me special access to the building places.

Guess what the building actually was?

A cinema.

Well, I don't know if it really was a cinema, but it had those functions like you can watch movies there and stuff~

So this time, I was supposed to watch Harry Potter. I swear, I had the thinking that it would be the 2nd part to the Deathly Hallows, except this one was nothing like it.

Do you remember the troll in the first movie that attacked Harry, Ron and Hermione in the girls' bathroom after she ran off crying?

That same troll was in my dream.

'Cept this time, there was two of 'em and they were on a boat. Don't ask how it's possible they could fit. They just could, alright? It wasn't a small boat. It was big. Big enough to put the two of them on it and still maintain a sturdy shape.

But, being a boat, it was swaying left and right because of the sea. It was raining too.

Again, don't ask why -_-

Then, suddenly, out of the blue, spears came from all directions and pierced the troll. I used the singular version of the word because it was only aimed at one of the trolls. Blood gushed and flowed freely, staining the surface of the boat with its murky red colour.

But here's the funny part.

After that, something emerged from the waters of the storming sea. It was huge, blue and possessed a glint in its eyes.

It was...

A fish.

You may laugh.

But it was hardly as funny as how it seems now. I was really scared in my dream, though it was technically a movie. Not to mention the fish started clawing the skin off the second troll before skinning the first one.

Ugh~

Then I woke up.

Yeah~

Back to reality, we went to have lunch at Kana Curry House nearby my grandparents' place because that's where we were headed after lunch.

Damn, it was jam-packed with people.

I didn't think they were doing so well. Eventually, we found a place outside and ordered whatever food we wanted. In conclusion, I loved lunch :) I didn't order roti telur though *surprise surprise* because I decided the rest of our orders would pretty much do the job :P

After the very filling lunch, we set off to our grandparents' place. They were gracious in receiving us and we stayed there until a little after 5. I even managed to catch a few winks before we left to...

*Dramatic music*

... Mid Valley~

We were originally headed there to fix my mom's two watches and my watch, but we ended up staying for dinner there as well :) Heehee. Had a Chinese dinner, though, at Canton-i. Didn't wanna go there, but didn't have much of a say in that matter -_-

Coming back home, my mom insisted I go to bed by 10, latest, so I didn't have much time to enjoy the rest of my evening.

Haha.

That's about it :) CIAO!!

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Sniffer

BEDLAM joke :) Enjoy~

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A man had just settled into his seat next to the window on the plane when another man sat down in the aisle seat and put his black Labrador Retriever in the middle seat next to the man.

The first man looked very quizzically at the dog and asked why the dog was allowed on the plane.

The second man explained that he was from the Police Drugs Enforcement Agency and that the dog was a 'sniffing dog'. 'His name is Sniffer and he's the best there is. I'll show you once we get airborne, when I put him to work.'

The plane took off, and once it has leveled out, the Policeman said, 'Watch this.'

He told Sniffer to 'search'.

Sniffer jumped down, walked along the aisle, and finally sat very purposefully next to a woman for several seconds. Sniffer then returned to his seat and put one paw on the policeman's arm.

The Policeman said, 'Good boy', and he turned to the man and said, 'That woman is in possession of marijuana, I'm making a note of her seat number and the authorities will apprehend her when we land.

'Hey, that's pretty good,' replied the first man.

Once again, the Policeman sent Sniffer to search the aisles. The Lab sniffed about, sat down beside a man for a few seconds, returned to its seat, and this time he placed two paws on the agent's arm.

The Policeman said, 'That man is carrying cocaine, so again, I'm making a note of his seat number for the police.'

'I like it !' said his seat mate.

The Policeman then told Sniffer to 'search' again.

Sniffer walked up and down the aisles for a little while, sat down for a moment, and then came racing back to the agent, jumped into the middle seat and proceeded to poop all over the place.

The first man was really disgusted by this behavior and couldn't figure out how or why a well-trained dog would behave like that, so he asked the Policeman, 'What's going on ?'

The Policeman nervously replied, 'He's just found a bomb.'

The Bottle of Wine

Got this from BEDLAM :) Enjoy~

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THE BOTTLE OF WINE

For all women who are married, were married, wish you were married, or wish you weren't married, this is something to smile about the next time you see a bottle of wine:

Sally was driving home from one of her business trips in Northern Arizona when she saw an elderly Navajo woman walking on the side of the road.

As the trip was a long and quiet one, she stopped the car and asked the Navajo woman if she would like a ride.

With a silent nod of thanks, the woman got into the car. Resuming the journey, Sally tried in vain to make a bit of small talk with the Navajo woman. The old woman just sat silently, looking intently at everything she saw, studying every little detail, until she noticed a brown bag on the seat next to
Sally.

'What in bag?', asked the old woman.

Sally looked down at the brown bag and said, 'It's a bottle of wine. I got it for my husband.'

The Navajo woman was silent for another moment or two. Then speaking with the quiet wisdom of an elder, she said:

'Good trade.....'   

At Peace With God?

Got this from the infamous BEDLAM again :) Enjoy~

An 80-year-old man goes for a physical. All of his tests come back with normal results. The doctor says, 'George, everything looks great. How are you doing mentally and emotionally? Are you at peace with God?'
George replies, 'God and I are tight. He knows I have poor eyesight, so he's fixed it so when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, poof! The light goes on. When I'm done, poof! the light goes off.'

'Wow, that's incredible,' the doctor says.

A little later in the day, the doctor calls George's wife. 'Ethel,' George is doing fine! But I had to call you because I'm in awe of his relationship with God. Is it true that he gets up during the night and poof! the light goes on in the bathroom, and when he's done, poof! the light goes off?' 

'Oh my God!' Ethel exclaims. 'He's pissing in the fridge again!

土曜日

Okay, today my family and I had to wake up super early because we were supposed to go and pray to our late grandparents. I set my alarm at 5:20 but obviously, that wasn't a very wise choice.

I only woke up at 6:30.

And that was with a LOT of effort.

After going through the huge plumes of smoke at the memorial centre, we had originally set course for McD's cause my mom insisted on a vegetarian breakfast with only eggs as an exception.

And although the pancakes at McD's were mouth-watering, it just wasn't to be.

We reached McD's only to see a huge long line of people waiting to have their orders taken. The only thing I could do was persuade my mom to go somewhere else.

My dad was particularly happy because, being the meany he is during these times, he didn't want to go to McD's. So we settled for the next nearest thing: Old Town White Coffee.

My dad didn't wanna go there either, but I wasn't going to go looking around for anymore potential breakfast spots.

Ugh, even so, the service was horrible. The dudes didn't even bother giving us more menus and taking our orders down personally.

-_-

As if that wasn't bad enough, my sister accidentally ordered a White Milk Tea instead of a Soya Cincao for me.

Tasted revolting at first, but after a little sugar was added, it didn't taste bad at all.

Was probably a sign -_-

Haha.

After breakfast, we headed home in time for me t bathe, finish my English homework and have English tuition with my brother and the Madame.

Guess what I did? I TAPED the whole lesson today. All one-hour-and-thirty-three-minutes worth of the lesson because I wanted my family members to see how hilarious the teacher was. My mom sat in for the first few minutes but had to leave because she nearly choked on her drink. My sister sat in for the next few minutes, but retreated into the music room because she "couldn't take it anymore".

I think that shows how funny my teacher is? :P

After the lesson, I washed my hair once more because it was still too oily for my taste (and my siblings' as well). Soon, we left the house to have lunch with our grandparents at the Flower Drum restaurant, only to see her and my aunt emerging from the restaurant doors.

She had begun tearing again.

Nowadays it wasn't a surprise to see her cry anymore. Whatever we wanted to say was to be gone through over and over and over again in our heads before we actually said it just in case there was any insensitivity in our words.

The slightest comment can cause her to burst into tears, so...

:(

But we know she'll get better, because she's always been strong. She'll recover, in time.

We finally got her to stop crying and had our lunch :) we tried to liven up the atmosphere by telling all sorts of stories about my brother and his stupidity :P

Eventually she cheered up.

I think :P

Dropped my sister off at the Corus hotel after lunch then went home, where my dad went somewhere and my mom, with my aunt, brother and I, went to the electronics' shop nearby my house to get the...

You'll have to read the post before this to find out~~~~~

:P

After that, I came back home, found out something was wrong with the thingymajing and went off to change it again.

After confirming it was no longer defective, my brother and I took our dog, Snowy, out for a walk around the park.

She was absolutely adorable :)

And now I'm just chillin' around, watching TV and updating my blog :) that's about it, then :D

CIAO!!

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携帯電話

Ola :) I'm sorry I haven't been blogging for the past five days. I'm gonna come right out and say that I was most probably lazy to -_-

Nonetheless, I'm going to tell you a little story.

Since I was a youngster, I had always thought that only one accessory mattered to me. I used to think that having it would make me complete and that I would be satisfied.

Well, that 'something' is a handphone.

I used to pester my parents into getting me one because all my other friends had it. And it got to the extent where they grew sick and tired of hearing it from me. So, they proposed that if I got straight A's for my UPSR, they would actually get me one. Of course, from that statement, I drew the question: What if I don't get straight A's?

To which the reply was: You cannot ask us for a handphone anymore until you get your own money to buy it when you start working.

It became my sole goal to studying.

But it just wasn't meant to be. When my parents and I went to get my results on the fated day, I only scored four A's and one B. My parents knew what it meant and I knew what it meant.

No handphone for me.

Since then, my perspective of having-a-handphone-is-everything changed. I did not pester my parents anymore and honestly, it didn't feel bad NOT having a phone.

Now I'm sixteen and four years have passed since I gave up my handphone dream. Guess what happened?

I got a phone.

Uh-huh, uh-huh, you didn't read that wrong. My aunt bought me the Sony Ericsson W20i phone :) Heehee.

It's alright, of course. Took quite a while to choose it too cause I was surprisingly picky about which phone I wanted. I asked my mom what the budget was and she was like "I dunno. See first la."

The phone ain't exactly original, but I just needed one that could call and SMS, so... :) could've gotten the touch-screen kind with the WiFi but bleghh, I don't need it :)

Cheh~

So now I have a phone. Mwahaha.

But I have to charge it a little longer than necessary first before I get to use it.

As for what actually happened today, you'll have to read the next post :)

CIAO!!

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どうして？？！！

~Blogged about the 12th in the previous post :) Enjoy~  

Woke up at 9:30a.m. today, but didn't wanna get up so soon, so I played Miriel the Magical Merchant for a while. Went out of my room at like 11 something to sit down in front of the TV and watch it for a while :P Haha.

Then, at 12, I ran on the treadmill -_-

Half an hour later, I wanted to follow my mom, aunt and brother out to switch the Naza car with the Nissan that my dad brought, so I just changed my shirt and hopped in. My mom was super angry with my dad because he misunderstood that my sister was to arrive back home at 4:30, not 12:30.

So you understand why my mom was mad -_-

After the switch - since the place of the switch was near my Bangsar tuition - we decided to have some Subway because I knew there was one near my tuition. There was McD's too, but I couldn't push my luck, right? :P

My brother and I went to order the sandwiches. Looked so cool :P

Once at home, we indulged in the sin of Subway then I went upstairs to bathe. After that, I charged my iPad whilst playing Miriel the Magical Merchant :P

Sorry, it's quite an addictive game.

Expensive too. It cost 4.99 US dollars. No joke, eh?

I asked my mom's permission, okay?

Later, I used the Mac for a while to finish off Gulliver's Travels *it was really cute :P* then looked through some manga options on MangaFox just until my mom and dad decided to go to KLCC to do some shopping.

-_-

"Wee~"

Notice the sarcasm -_-

It was agony following my mom around to look at clothes. I wasn't even allowed to go off to Kinokuniya, Video Ezy or Rock Corner on my own! My dad was persistent to have me around this time and I don't know why -_-

Bleghh~

In the end, I spent 1++ hour(s) walking around Isetan looking at clothes, then more stuff on the men's floor then Quiksilver for my brother's stuff.

Since it was gonna be his birthday soon, my parents wanted to get him a present, so...

-_-

When we finally had dinner, it was eight o'clock and it was at Koryo-Won. Not bad, I guess :P The beef was delicious. So was the chicken, but I preferred the beef :P Mwahaha.

After that, we did a little last minute shopping at Isetan for my brother's comforters and some kitchen cutleries before finally leaving the place at 9:45 close to 10.

Came back not long ago and released Snowy out to the road for a short while for her to do her business before letting her in again. Used the iPad for a while, and now I'm here on the Mac, blogging.

My parents actually want me up now -_- Gotta go, then :) CIAO!!

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P/S/S: Saw this really nice book in Isetan's stationaries' side, but my mom said no to buying it :( It was so nice too~ :P

~12/03/2011~

Ola :)

I woke up at 10 something, if I'm not mistaken. Sorry, now that it's the holidays, my mind's probably 40-50% more blur than usual :P

Haha~

On the other hand, I woke up, went downstairs after cleaning myself up, and had a nice breakfast of wholemeal bread with fried egg. Trust me, even if it's wholemeal, it's nice if you're eating that for the first time in a long time :P

I also had to find Chopin's Op. 7 No. 2 Marzuka in A minor for my Theory class later that afternoon. I was supposed to find the song, analyze it and play a little from it. But I didn't know how to do it, so I just photostatted it and put it into my bag.

Heehee~

Did the same with my Workbook homework because it didn't make any sense -_-

That Saturday my brother and I didn't have English class with the Madame either because she had to go for some course thingymajing with her school. That's why I spent most of the time cooped up in my room with my iPad playing Miriel the Magical Merchant.

It's kinda like Diner Dash, but more magic-y and of more mystery *something like that* Oh, and the music's nicer :P

At 3 o'clock, I finally decided to bathe and go out to the office for my class. There was a semi-dead cockroach outside the studio room we were supposed to have our lesson in but since it couldn't stand anymore, I just watched as it moved its feelers around.

Ugh~ Disgusting.

At 4:20p.m. she finally had us and the lesson commenced. Wasn't too bad. Had loads of holiday homework because she thinks our schools wouldn't have given us any.

-_-

Great, right?

After that, I hung around downstairs with my aunt whilst playing Miriel the Magical Merchant on my iPad. I also read an article on the newspaper about the horrible 8.9 earthquake in Japan. I was utterly horrified.

Did you know that that earthquake caused our Earth to shift 10cm on it's axis?

Had dinner at the steamboat place. Was a really nice dinner with the fried chicken, lala, and other stuff. Went home stuffed like anything.

Came back home and then left for the night market with the maid because she said she wanted to look around. Turns out she wanted something nice to buy for her 3-year-old child. It's sweet, but I wouldn't buy anything from the night market -_-

After the was done looking around, it was my turn :P I saw that they had Gulliver's Travels out and clear already, so I bought it for eight bucks.

My money, of course.

Went home and watched it. My brother watched the first bit with me, then he went off to talk with his friend on his phone -_-

Stupid boy.

-_-

In the end there was a slight glitch in the CD, so I couldn't finish it that night. Went upstairs and watched CSI with my mom :) Was really nice. Then again, it's always nice :P

That's about it :)

CIAO!!

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寝ぼけて〜

~Blogged about the 10th in the previous post :) Enjoy~  

Okay, so today was a Friday and I was glad I wouldn't be sitting for anymore subjects, but I was dreading Chemistry.

I woke up at 6:10 - which was unbelievably late in my case - and I was actually contemplating on even going to school, but I told myself I had to hand in my files or I would've stayed up for nothing, so I got up.

-_-

Drank the disgusting essence thingymajing before going to school -_- Left the house late too, so I skipped morning briefing.

The first subject today was Modern Mathematics and we spent that day completing whatever we didn't have in the file. Oh, and did you know, I bought the wrong file for the subject - as usual because nobody told me. I asked, people said to get any file, only for me to find out that we were supposed to get ring files.

Thanks, guys.

Then again, it's all probably my fault for not being specific in my question. Next time, I'll make sure I ask every single person in class before wasting RM2.90 on something I don't need.

Helped Andyy with her files since there was nothing else to do.

After Maths was Chemistry and I knew I was doomed. Sure enough, I was more or less reprimanded for not even sending my file in at least once. Of course, nobody but me is at fault. You know, I should've asked everyone whenever I skipped school to go see the doctor.

Because it's not like I can tell the teacher the reason I didn't hand in the file is because I've been having weekly visits to the doctor. Why would she care? It's not her problem whether or not I have a seizure or whether I'm trying my best to suppress the goddamn thing, is it? I can't use that as an excuse because I don't want there to be people who go, "Ugh, she's using that excuse again. Just because she has a seizure, she can hand in stuff late and the teachers are more lenient."

But never mind.

The good news is, I can't fail Chemistry because even without the file marks, I scored 61. Highest in class is the Add Math genius with 90 marks.

I know, right?

And because we were all finalizing our Chemistry files, half of us didn't make it for recess, but we used that as an excuse against the prefects who came around telling us to go back to our classes :P

During BM, which was after recess, though, we learnt that our teacher didn't come, so our class's Treasurer asked the teacher if we could get some time to eat at the canteen because we didn't get a chance to.

Since I managed to grab a roti telur before recess officially ended, I stayed in class tutoring Andyy, who was having Math troubles.

After that, we had Add Maths, but our teacher didn't come in to class, so we didn't get our results, and I continued tutoring Andyy. Chatted with Sausage and Sasha in the process :)

When school ended at 12:30, it was raining, so I called my mom to ask where I was supposed to meet the person sending us back home. Had to get wet in the rain, but at least we made it back in time to still be early for her class with my mom :)

I was so tired today~ Guess what? I slept for so long today. I slept from 2:30++ and the next time I woke up, it was already 8 o'clock.

I know, right?

And I woke up to the voice of Edward Elric.

*Giggles like a typical girl*

My brother was watching an episode that I downloaded :P Mwahaha.

Went up to my parents' bedroom to wash my face then went downstairs to use my iPad for a while. Then I switched to the Mac because my brother wanted to use my iPad :)

See, I'm so nice :P

Cheh~

My aunt and uncle from PJ just came down to collect a book from my mom. They also exchanged news of my grandmother and I listened in :P

All I can say is, please give her the strength to go through this. Take away her pain and above all, her pride, so she can be a little nicer to herself. And bless her with good news so she doesn't feel as if the world is crashing down on her.

That's about it :) CIAO!!

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And lastly, HAPPY HOLIDAYS :)

~10/02/2011~

Ola :)

Woke up at 5:35a.m. on Thursday wishing it was a Saturday.

You know, so I wouldn't have to sit for three exams?

-_-

Eventually, I hauled myself up from the mattress and bathed in my parents' room. After my brother and I were done getting ready, we left for school.

The first exam we sat for was Civic.

*I know. Who the hell makes Civic an exam, right?*

Didn't bother studying for it, though. I mean, I don't exactly want to fail it, but I don't want to pay as much attention to that either. Not to say I think it's useless *okay, I do :P* but I don't get how making it an exam will help. We're already struggling with other subjects.

Or is it that you just love making us suffer?

Anyways, I will say that I more or less just flipped through the Civic textbook so I'm not completely ignorant when I answer the questions.

The exam started at 7:50a.m. and I don't think I'll ace it, but I won't fail it either. There were 25 objective questions *I think* and some structural questions too, which made me a little panicky considering I sucked at those.

Not to mention the last question had something to do about the song we sing in the morning assembly.

-_-

I only got four words out of ten correct in that question :P

With the exam finishing at 8:50 and History starting 15 minutes after, everyone in the classroom rushed about cursing, flipping through their textbooks as if to absorb everything in the first two chapters by smell.

-_-

The exam was decent enough. I think I answered just as decently. All I have to do now is hope that I got the essay section right because I suck at that -_-

To others, the exam was easy.

Tch, and they call me a nerd :P

Haha.

By the time the exam ended, the bell rang for recess and we all proceeded down to the canteen. Many of the Form 4s held their Moral/Agama textbooks/notes in their hands whilst eating. I was a little more at leisure because frankly speaking, I wasn't all too psyched about studying for Moral -_-

Bleghh~

All I did was memorize the key words for the essay just so I don't flunk that part. Everyone else was all frustrated trying to memorize the full definition for the values, swearing whenever they got one word out of place.

-_-

Yeah~ We have that kind of drama in school -_-

Hah, when we got the exam paper, there was more swearing and cursing.

Why?

The questions were all subjective.

Mwahaha~

So I pretty much died when they asked about the definition for the moral values -_- Moral of the story - always study 100% for your exams no matter how tedious they seem. The irony of it all, right?

The exam finished at 12 o'clock, which gave us one and a half hours of free time till we all could go back home. Everyone was rushing to finish their Chemistry files because apparently we were supposed to hand it in that day. I, of course, didn't know, so I couldn't do anything bout it. Instead, I finished my Add Maths homework because I had tuition later that evening.

Finished it before school ended and because our Maths teacher came in to substitute for our Civic time that day, everyone crowded around her since she was marking our papers. The highest at the moment is 34/35. Two people scored that much. I don't know how much I got :(

At 1:50 we all went home. I, on the other hand, was staying back until four, so I hung around with Cleo and Kanga - who had already come back from her chess competition. I ate lunch at the canteen with them and listened to Kanga's MP3 because she brought it to school. I had an issue with it, though, because the last time Kanga used it, she blasted the music with the earphones around her neck.

I think I became 30% more deaf than I already am :P

Met up with one of my SBS friends at the canteen too. Her friends and her were having some kind of studious moment in the canteen -_- They sat next to our table whilst Kanga, Cleo and I chatted with Viv, our SBS friend.

Caught up with old times while eating Kanga's Fruit Plus sweets.

-_-

But they had to leave soon because one of our teachers realized they were from SBS and said it was prohibited for them to be there when they had their own canteen. Felt so guilty.

At four o'clock, they sent me off and I, upon reaching home, bathed, studied a little, then used my iPad a little. At 6:30 after Sean's class with my mom, the both of us walked back to his house for a double lesson of Add Maths and Modern Maths. We started on Chapter 4 of Add Maths that day and finished it that day itself because it was only four pages long.

Only had forty five minutes of Modern Maths, though, because Sean's mom came home late from her daughter's class with my mom -_- Bleghh~

At 10 o'clock, they sent me home on the way to dinner.

I came back home, ate dinner, and did my best to complete all my files, namely Bio, Chemistry and Modern Mathematics. Guess what? My mom disallowed me to stay up to do it. She said she didn't care if I didn't get marks for them but I had to have my sleep.

I, stubborn as always, insisted on completing them so my mom stayed me up with me to make sure I went to sleep. When she realized I'd probably have to stay up past 12, she went ballistic. She also said she didn't care if I failed my exams because it was only the beginning of the year.

-_-

In the end, she helped me with some stuff and then went up to sleep. That night, I slept at 12:30.

That's about it :) CIAO!!

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失敗~

Chemistry was hell.

But we'll get to that in a while :P

Woke up at 6 o'clock today because I woke up at 5:35 and thought I'd be able to just close my eyes for a while and get up after that.

Was wrong.

Haha.

Bathed and everything, packed my bag, drank the essence thing and got into the car. My mom dropped us off in front of our schools and we walked in. I went for morning briefing and then went down for our assembly.

Our first exam was Chemistry and it was... horrible. Not to say it was I-am-going-fail horrible, but I know I won't get an "A". For one, I was absent during most of my Chemistry classes in school because they were either days that I got my seizure or days that I skipped to see the doctor.

But I guess I'm probably not studying enough either.

After Chemistry, I could hear people flinging swear words across the room like frisbees but I told myself I would definitely do better next time, then took out my Add Maths book, which was the subject of our next exam.

Haha, I know right?

I was quite confident bout Add Maths, though.

-_-

The whole time before Add Maths started, Sara and Kanga were at my table and we were discussing about questions which we didn't know the answers to. Good thing to, because another dude in my class could answer them.

Which sparked something fierce in me.

I think I absorbed some kiasu-ity the last time I visited Singapore :P

Add Maths was relatively easy. It made me panic a little though, because I insisted on re-doing everything to make sure it added up to the answer from the question before moving to the next one. One of the answers to one of the questions seemed weird so I got stuck on that for a very big majority of the one hour we were given.

Had only twenty minutes to finish the last five questions. For those who know how Add Maths works, I'm sure you know that probably worried me like shit.

Yeah~

After that, we had only to wait 10 minutes before school ended. Then, I ate lunch at the canteen with Kanga, Cleo and Shuen before going up to our class where we scheduled to have our LIDRA meeting that day.

The students were so un-cooperative. They kept saying it was boring and stuff like that, but exactly how much can we do to entertain them?

Eeesh.

Kanga, if you read this, I didn't give them the sweets because there were too many "winners" so I'll get more and give them on our next meeting.

Came back home and completed my Bio file in hopes of being able to absorb some info for my exam tomorrow.

Fat chance.

I think I'll fail that too this time round. Will work better next time.

That's about it from me today. I'm tired out from blogging four posts one shot and it's already 11:08p.m. Wish me luck for Bio :) CIAO!!

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~07/03/2011~

~Blogged about the 5th and the 6th in the previous posts :) Enjoy~    

Woo~ Exams started today :) Woke up early at 5:35a.m, got myself fresh and all ready to sit for the exams, which were BM, BI and Physics :) Drank some Essence of Knowledge that my parents got for my brother and I the day before when they came back from whatever concert they were attending. Of course, my brother's was a different kind of essence - Essence of Play.

-_-

Left for school after my brother finally got himself ready to go -_- Reached early enough to go for morning briefing for the first time in a while :) Since I got the second seizure, I'd been feeling more than lazy to get up early so I felt really guilty :(

At 7:15, we went downstairs and had our extra-long assembly as always on Mondays. This time, it was longer than usual because they were giving away the medals to those who won first, second and third places in various competitions.

There was this one girl who went up and came down looking as if her neck was going to break.

:P

The teacher-in-charge then dropped a bombshell. Another class and ours was going to have our exams downstairs in the Bilik Serbaguna, but we had to take our own chairs from our own classes.

It was agony hauling my stupid green Yobo bag from our class on the second floor all the way down. At least other people got to sling their bags.

Guess that was probably my fault -_-

Our first exam that day was Bahasa Malaysia and I was this close to not finishing the paper. I had used up a good half of my time on the Rumusan section alone when there were other sections to be done. I kinda panicked a little but managed to finish a little before the teacher collected our papers.

Didn't answer one of the "bina ayat" sentences for the word "robak-rabik" because even if I were to guess the meaning, I wouldn't know what it meant.

Till now, I don't :P

After that, we studied for Physics, which was going to be our next subject after recess. Had the protein bar to eat that day and was a good girl - I didn't buy anything from the canteen :P

Physics was...

Okay, I can't exactly remember, so I'm sorry, but I know I could answer the questions reasonably reasonably :P

It's not an error, I seriously mean "reasonably reasonably" :P

Had about an hour before English started and everyone was more or less either lazing around the room or preparing for the exams on the next day. Sometimes I feel I'm probably acting too overly-confident about always getting good grades for English and that one day I'll get a very bad grade and be humiliated.

:(

Which is why I'll indulge in my best friend - the Oxford Dictionary - during the hols after the exams :)

Heehee.

English was okay. The answers will most probably depend on the person who set the paper because some of the questions seem like there can be more than one answer.

Yeah~

After English, we went back home at 2:30p.m. and I rushed to eat my lunch, bathe and get ready for my Physics & Chemistry class in Bangsar at 4:30p.m.

Class was interesting as always, but I always get irritated that I can't see the answer before the rest. I feel so unbelievably stupid.

Shut up.

Nonetheless, it was fruitful and fun. I think I got closer with one of the classmates there too because my first-friend-that-I-met-on-my-first-day-of-that-class and her friend didn't come :) Oh, and the teacher saw my notes and was like, "Wow, your notes very colourful la. Your handwriting also very nice."

Got the same compliment from the person who sat next to me that day :P

*Blush blush* :P

HAHA.

After class I was beat. Dad came only at 8:30 which made me all the more tired when he finally arrived to fetch me. When we reached home, I immediately set about studying Chemistry which was going to be our next exam the following day.

Finally went up to sleep when my mom insisted I go up at 11:30p.m.

CIAO!!

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~06/03/2011~

~Blogged about the 5th in the previous post :) Enjoy~

Okay, I woke up at Lord-knows-what-time today. Probably not really early since it's a Sunday. Haha. Nonetheless, I was going to have English class at home today with my brother - he had already come back from his Pandan-Lake-Club game of badminton outing - because that's when our Madame decided to replace her class.

My mom was teaching downstairs when we were having our lesson. Wasn't bad, of course. It never is. Great news is that my brother finally finishing his first essay - need I emphasize more? :P - under the guidance of the Madame, who probably has the patience of a saint, in my brother's case, for a month.

I finally got homework too, after a two-week-interval - the first because it was the second day I got my seizure and the second being the lesson I did not have homework because I left for Theory before she could assign any.

The lesson started at 2 o'clock and ended at four o'clock. We bade her a very friendly goodbye, then rushed to get ourselves prepared to go out to Sunway Pyramid for a promotion by Dad's company.

My ex-music teacher picked us up and we all set course for Sunway Pyramid. My mom and my ex-music teacher cum pretty-much-family member were so tempted to buy things from the stores that had the big red words "SALE" plastered on their display windows. In the end, they relented to British India and I was made to wait for them for about half an hour or so before they finally decided to leave for our actual destination.

The Blue Atrium section of Sunway Pyramid.

The place was very nicely set up, you can say. Lots of instruments and people with the official uniform. All except my aunt, who was only there due to a last minute change in promoters.

Yeah~

Had a mini-concert at 6:30p.m. to watch so we couldn't eat dinner before then. That's why my dad gave my brother and I some cash to buy something to fill our stomachs before our dinner. I got a tuna danish and my brother chose some weird Black Pepper Chicken Bun.

I know -_-

The concert was nice. Couldn't help but move to the beat. Oh, and there was this one lady who was actually waving her hands around to the beat when one of the performers played a mashup of Dancing Queen *from ABBA* and other oldies' songs.

The winner of the Yamaha Electone Idol *somewhere among those lines :P* played his winning piece too, which was the theme to one of the Chinese movies, Wong Fei Hong.

After the concert, we finally had our dinner with my ex-music teacher, Sotong, a promoter, two of the performers who played an Ensemble titled "Following The Wind" by Yoshihiro Andou and my family.

And of course, me :P

We went to Canton-i. Wasn't my first choice, of course. I'll always pick FullHouse when we go somewhere that has that outlet :P

But no~ My dad was kinda sick of that place already :P

Haha.

Nice dinner :)

Left soon after and I retired to bed after studying a little Physics :) CIAO!!

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~05/03/2011~

Sorry I haven't been blogging. I decided to let my eyes take a break from receiving all that ray from the computer screen -_-

Same with the iPad. I only use it when I need to set the alarm now -_-

Bleghh~

Now, the 5th of March was a good three days ago, so I can't promise exact details, but here goes~

It was a Saturday and I was forced to wake up early because I was having tuition at 9 o'clock in the morning thanks to Sean -_-

Ugh~

Though I set the alarm to ring at 8 o'clock and 8:05, it only rang at the former time. The next time I woke up, it was already 8:47a.m. and I was 13 minutes from being late.

"Wee~"

-_-

Jumped up from bed, raced to the bathroom, did a quickie shower and proceeded with walking to tuition. Well, my parents weren't home and I certainly had no other means of transportation except for my incredibly knock-knee-d legs, so...

Was surprised I wasn't too late -_-

Sean had not even woken up yet.

The subject that day was Modern Maths and as usual, Sean always manages to get on the wrong side of his parents. Sometimes I feel like just walking out of the room because of how much they bicker. And it's not the kind that you can relate to either. This is the kind of bickering that would get me slapped/whacked/whipped if I ever tried it on my parents.

I'm telling you, it's a whirlpool of hate in the room whenever we have lessons.

On the other hand, I had a reasonably decent lesson and went back home about an hour and a half after is started. Walked back again because I didn't have a phone to call my dad with to ask if he was free to fetch me and I couldn't use the house phone because that would mean I would have to dial the house phone number - which was useless in that situation because I did not know if my dad was home.

*I just re-read that whole sentence and had to catch my breath -_-*

Anyways, spent the first half of my free time at home in front of the Mac *no prizes to who can guess what I was surfing the Net for :P* and the other half finishing my Theory homework before my class later that evening.

Learnt that my English teacher wasn't going to come for class because her taxi driver forgot to pick her up, which meant my brother and I had "a free period" from 2 to 4 - well, at least that's what it was in my case, since I had Theory class at that time :)

Theory was... alright, I guess. Lots of work to do :( Not to mention I also had exams that week :(

At least I've got the hols to look forward to? -_-

Who'm I kiddin', eh? :P

After Theory class, I stayed downstairs with my aunt at the counter for a while. Wanted to see if that DVD guy was going to stop by so I could buy some movies to keep me entertained at home, but he ditched that day :(

Stayed for two hours there for nothing :P

Well, I guess you can't say I stayed there for nothing :P I ended up having McD's for dinner with my aunt that evening. It was only her, me and the maid at home because my parents were attending a concert whilst my brother had a sleepover to go to.

Makes him sound so girly, right? :P

Haha.

Slept at 12 something doing something on my iPad :P

CIAO!!

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~04/03/2011~

Sorry for the bombardment of song lyrics just now :P

This is about yesterday, since I literally didn't have time to blog.

I skipped school because it was the cross-country race thing and I'd rather stay home -_- Okay, it wasn't exactly because I'd rather stay home. During tuition the day before I had those sudden jerks, so we all thought it was better to skip it just in case I got another seizure.

Yeah~

On the other hand, I woke up at around... 10 something, I think. My mom was out on the couch playing my GameBoy with the TV on.

I know, right? She's hooked on Dr. Mario, which is hilarious when you think about it.

The maid came up with my nutritious breakfast of Milo with two pieces of wholemeal bread soon after I freshened myself up.

What, you think that just cause I'm off the shake you think my mom's not keeping tabs on me?

I wish.

After that, I went on the treadmill for thirty minutes while watching TV. My opinion? Listening to music while running is a much easier/enjoyable way to pass time than watching TV.

Surprised? :P

Got off the treadmill after that and watched TV a little more before heading downstairs to utilize the Mac whilst waiting for my parents to bathe and get ready for lunch.

But then Mom told me that Dad was going out so it was just going to be her and me. Bleghh~ We then debated on which place to have lunch at. I was all for Go Sushi but when we reached there, there wasn't any convenient place to park, so we settled for Tung Jing -_-

Was nice, though.

Bungkus-ed some chao lo bak gou for my brother and some lo mai kai for my aunt then left the place.

Back at home, I did some work upstairs in the middle room and my mom started teaching in the music room. My brother came back with the student as usual, ate, then bathed. I did some Chemistry, Physics and Biology. Mom came in halfway whilst I was doing work and watching Deltora Quest on my iPad, but I managed to switch it off in time :P Deltora Quest is one of the anime I saw an advertisement of when my mom was watching TV outside in the morning so... it looked kinda interesting :P My mom took my iPad away just in case -_-

I'm screwed for Bio, by the way -_-

Got four mistakes out of 31 questions for Chemistry. Not too bad, but I could be better.

Have to study more for Physics.

Bleghh~

Mom made me sleep for an hour at 3 o'clock because she said I'd been studying too much and need a rest, but I couldn't sleep. So I just laid on the couch and stoned at nothing, waiting for four o'clock to come.

When four thirty came and her student left, so did she. I couldn't wait for her to come back and give me my iPad back so I watched two episodes of Deltora Quest on the Mac before going for tuition at 5:30p.m.

History was okay. Am actually quite irritated with the way Sean acts in his own house. It's like he's rebelling against his parents.

Class started only at 6 o'clock, so we ended it at 7:30p.m, just in time to be late for my other Additional Mathematics class at 8 o'clock.

I know, right? My mom arranged it, and I only knew the day before. It's like it's not enough that I've got more than two tuitions a day. Plus, I heard the class is way ahead of me in terms of chapters.

Rushed like shit the minute I came home and then left for the tuition. It wasn't too bad, except the teacher actually speaks in Chinese, so sometimes I have no idea what the eff he's saying.

Not to mention the person next to me is incredibly passive.

Great, right?

One of my ex-MC classmates goes there too. I think he remembers me because when I said my name to the teacher, he kinda looked behind.

At 9:45 we were let off and I went out to where my dad was already waiting in the car with my brother.

Reached home just as my mom did. Got my iPad back and continued downloading/watching Deltora Quest :)

Slept at 12 something searching for stuff and watching Deltora Quest :P

CIAO!!

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Sakura maiochite yuku sora kara hagareru you ni
Anata to ita omoide wa zutto gyutto dakishimeteru kara

Sakura maiochite yuku saratte hitotsu nokorazu
Kokoro masshiro na mama kotoshi mo koko ni kite iru yo

Sotto yoko o tooru kaze ga omoide o tsureteku
Donna koto datte futari nara koete yukeru to itte ita no ni

Sakura uta utainagara anata yobu watashi wa hitori
Rainen wa donna iro shita sakura ga saite iru to omou?

“Fureta koyubi doushi o kono mama musunde shimaitai”
Omowazu iki o tometeta ano hi ga kinou no koto no you

Futto maue ni ukabu no wa mankai no hanabira
Matte tatte mou dare mo konai yureru omoi wa oite kitan deshou

Sakura uta utainagara anata o matsu watashi wa hitori
Kono koi ga oshiete kureta heibon na hibi koso ai to

“Jaa ne, sayonara” to nodo no oku made tsukisasu you ni anata no koe ga
Sakura chiranaide kioku ni shinaide
Wakatteru kedo
Kizuite iru kedo

Sakura uta utainagara eien nante nai to shitta
Kuyashikute setsunai keredo kono koi wa egao no mama de

Sakura uta utainagara anata yobu watashi wa hitori
Kuyashikute setsunai keredo ashita ni wa waraeru you ni

Harukaze ni saigo no uta o…


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Kimi Ni Todoke... - MAY *Kimi Ni Todoke 2* + D

douka ima dake wa furimukanaide
yuugure sawagu kaze fure sou na kyori
kimi o mitsumeteru zutto

kimi ni todoke kimi ni todoke
kanawanai koi demo ii kizutsuite mo ii
nando demo tsutaetai

kimi ga suki de kimi ga suki de
nemurenai yoru demo ii asa ga konakute mo ii
nando demo tsutaetai kimi ni todoke

kyou mo omoide ga hitotsu fueteku
tameiki tamerai sae itoshii kurai
kimi o matte ita zutto

kimi ni todoke kimi ni todoke
kanawanai koi demo ii kizutsuite mo ii
nando demo tsutaetai

kimi ga suki de kimi ga suki de
nemurenai yoru demo ii asa ga konakute mo ii
nando demo tsutaetai kimi ni todoke

kimi ni todoke kimi ni todoke
kanawanai koi demo ii kizutsuite mo ii
nando demo tsutaetai

kimi ga suki de kimi ga suki de
nemurenai yoru demo ii asa ga konakute mo ii
nando demo tsutaetai kimi ni todoke


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zutto mae kara kimatteita youna
tooi mukashi kara wakatteta youna
mienai sen no ue wo tadoru youni
michibikare deai kousa suru Saison

senaka awase no hikari to kage no youni
tsuyoku hikareru Mystification

mimimoto de sasayaki yobu koe ni furimukeba
kizukanu uchi hirakareteita tobira
sukoshi no guuzen to hitsuzen wo tsunagu youni
ugokihajimeta futatsu no Histoire 


Ah~

kioku no ito wo taguriyoseru youni
Puzzle no Scheme wo umeteku youni
kataritsugareru unmei ni mo nita
nagai michinori no saki ni aru mana

hitotsu hitotsu no setsuna ni kizamareta
yuragu koto nai La clef a verite

temaneki sareru youni chikazukeba mieru nazo
shirazu shirazu ni maki komarete yuku
mada shiranai sekai atarashiku mekuru tabi ni
tokiakasareru tashika na Histoire 


Ah~

itsuka mita yume no oku de
itsumo kanjiteita Reposer
dokoka hakanaku natsukashii koe

mimimoto de sasayaki yobu koe ni furimukeba
kizukanu uchi hirakareteita tobira
sukoshi no guuzen to hitsuzen wo tsunagu youni
ugoki hajimeta futatsu no Histoire Ah

zutto hatenaku tsuzuiteiku


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Don't You Wanna Stay - Julia Sheer & Jake Coco *Jason Aldean & Kelly Clarkson* + D

I really hate to let this moment go
Touching your skin, and your hair falling slow
When a goodbye kiss, feels like this

Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?

Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?

Let's take it slow, I don't wanna move too fast
I don't wanna just make love, I wanna make love last
When you're on this high, it's a sad goodbye

Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?

Oh yeeah

Oh, you feel so perfect, baby
That it feels so perfect, baby

Don't you wanna stay here a little while?

Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
Don't you wanna hold each other tight?
Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight?
Don't you wanna stay here a little while?
We can make forever feel this way
Don't you wanna stay?

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信じられない

Today was... dull. I absolutely did not want to go to school, but my legs forced me up. Didn't bother telling my parents that I didn't get much sleep the night before because I couldn't risk skipping school for three days in a row.

-_-

Good thing is, now I don't have to take the shake thing in the morning anymore. Which means I can probably go to school earlier now.

Was too late to be in time for morning briefing today, so I straightaway sat in my class line and chatted with Sara until the assembly started. Was a Thursday so there was a silent reading session before we were allowed up to our respective classes.

Even so, the Moral students were to gather at the hall because we had to listen to motivational talks whilst the Muslims did their religious things. I don't exactly know what they were doing so...

-_-

For the first hour and fifteen minutes, we heard Puan J talk about two students that left a very big impact on her memories. She used a code name for the first one, but the second person she spoke of was quite popular so there wasn't a need to conceal his identity. In fact, those who read newspapers would certainly have heard of James Low - the spastic genius of the nation.

The third person she spoke of wasn't receiving compliments, so naturally, she did not reveal names, but we had a pretty rough guess of whom she was referring to.

After all, we all heard Puan J reprimanding her that day in the canteen about last year or so. Sometimes, I think that girl deserves some shelling by the teachers once in a while. She's way too boisterous and above all, rude.

Nonetheless, after hearing her speech, we were to listen to another lecture by these councilors of some sort from Kafe@Teen who were invited to talk to us about "Cinta Remaja".

I'll leave it to you to figure out what kind of knowledge they were to bestow upon us.

Honestly, I don't see why is it they're telling us about this now anyway. For one, telling us when we are already at the age where we would have heard about - or thought about - things like that as taboo *when you're below age* doesn't help us at all. We start to feel awkward as well as start 'eeew-ing' and 'oh-my-god-ing' when we hear it from lecturers, which kinda defeats the purpose, right?

Besides, even if we were to be exposed to sex education now, can't you give our respective genders some dignity? Let the men be educated at one side, and the ladies at another. If you're trying to kill two birds with a stone, you are wasting away whatever pride we have as males and females.

And if those pictures were what I thought they were, then you are sick.

Not sick - ill but sick - psychotic.

Ugh~

Anyways, after the lecture, we were let off for recess. Ate half of my fried rice from home, then went back to class. Had Maths for forty minutes then English for two periods. Not bad, I guess, but my eyes were starting to burn after a while.

Lastly, we had Civic studies, but since our teacher wasn't available, we were given relief teachers who didn't care what we did. I went to search for my Bio teacher to get my thumb drive back, but she didn't find it because I put it in the wrong table -_- So I had to place it on the right table this time.

Haha.

After school, I swept the class with Danya and then followed Kanga to deliver our Physics files to our Physics teacher before she accompanied me to my brother's school where my mom was waiting.

At home, I ate lunch - the remainder of my fried rice - with my mom then ran on the treadmill after doing some stuff on the Mac like input some videos into my iPad. I then watched an episode of Family Guy to pass time whilst brisk walking on the treadmill.

Not long after that, I went for tuition. Wasn't too bad. Add Maths. I probably need the extra work to do, you know, for the exam next week?

But during class I had the sudden jerks that I had before I got a seizure last time. That's why I'm not going to school tomorrow, just in case. My parents are paranoid now whenever I do something out of the ordinary -_-

Downloaded a few episodes of Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood just now. Am going off to bed soon because my eyes can't take any more.

CIAO!!

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The Cave - Tyler Ward feat. Megan Nicole *Mumford & Sons* + D

It's empty in the valley of your heart
The sun, it rises slowly as you walk
Away from all the fears
And all the faults you've left behind

The harvest left no food for you to eat
You cannibal, you meat-eater, you see
But I have seen the same
I know the shame in your defeat

But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

Cause I have other things to fill my time
You take what is yours and I'll take mine
Now let me at the truth
Which will refresh my broken mind

So tie me to a post and block my ears
I can see widows and orphans through my tears
I know my call despite my faults
And despite my growing fears

But I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

So come out of your cave walking on your hands
And see the world hanging upside down
You can understand dependence
When you know the maker's hand

So make your siren's call
And sing all you want
I will not hear what you have to say

Cause I need freedom now
And I need to know how
To live my life as it's meant to be

And I will hold on hope
And I won't let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I'll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I'll know my name as it's called again

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まだ変わり？

Ola :)

Hmm~ Today, today~

I woke up feeling like hell because I couldn't get enough sleep the day before. That's why, my mom decided it was time to see the doctor again. But I had to hand in some stuff to the teacher - since they don't allow me to use my seizure thing as an excuse - so I was to pass my work to my friends and ask them to help me hand 'em in.

I would have had to walk into the school this morning had I not seen Dellie pass by my brother's school. I called out to her and asked her to do me a favour by helping me hand in my Modern Maths notebook to the teacher and she said YES!!

She's such a darling :P

I have to thank her properly when I go to school tomorrow.

*Yes, quite unfortunately I'm going to school tomorrow :P*

Anyways, after that, my mom and I went back home. I was allowed to sleep for a while more to replenish whatever strength was necessary before we left for SDMC. At 10 o'clock, my mom woke me up again and told me to get ready to leave.

Was rather reluctant in getting up, but...

-_-

When we reached SDMC, my mom and I got out first whilst my dad went to park the car. Didn't have to wait long before Dr Yong saw us. She said she was going to have to change my medicine, and that my menial jerks that I'd been experiencing prior to both my seizures was actually the sign that it was coming.

Whoa~

I didn't know that.

It happened once inside the room too, but thankfully I didn't have another seizure -_-

Haha.

She prescribed another kind of medicine but warned me that this one would give me an increased appetite so I was going to have to be careful.

Know what this means, peeps? My friends'll have to keep tabs on me in school :P

Dr Yong also said that it's a good thing I'm able to describe everything so vividly - which made me perasan a bit :P

Did I mention my main problem is that I don't exercise?

-_-

My dad's making me follow him for golf now - which was actually my suggestion. You may gasp :P I also have to do a bit more mountain climbing on weekends now -_-

Ugh~

After paying for the medicine and all that, we stopped by my grandparents' place to have lunch. Had a nice meal of rice, veggie, scrambled eggs and some curry fish.

Haha.

Oh yeah, remember my Ellesse watch's strap snapped the other day? Well, today, we went to some building later on to fix the strap on my watch. Guess what? The only colour they had left was pink.

How disgusting is that?

Thankfully it wasn't the revolting, shocking pink. My mom calls it "sweet". I call it a total clash with my personality -_-

Eeesh.

And imagine, I have to put up with this till I snap it again.

Hmm~ :P

Nahh~

Went to fetch my brother from school after that.

OH! And you know what? Before my parents left the house to *ahem ahem ahem*, my dad left the gate open and some crazy homeless dude just WALKED IN. I know, right? He had the bloody balls to just walk into the house up to our door step, okay? My mom freaked and immediately asked him to leave *in Cantonese* but that bastard didn't wanna listen. And I was there all panicky and stuff because he looked mental and my mom said he reeked of alcohol.

Eventually he left, of course.

Had tuition with Puan Roh at 6 o'clock before re-watching Gosick on the Mac and converting the HD videos to mp4 format so it's watchable on my iPad.

Watched the latest episode of Castle too, which pissed me to no end because Castle and Beckett are still not together -_- Pissed my brother off too. Haha.

Oooh, and guess what? Gendou - the place I normally download all the anime songs - offers downloads for Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood too.

I'm ecstatic. That's my second anime-to-download after Gosick and Ookami-san To Shichinin No Nakama-tachi. Heehee.

That's about it for today :) Will go check if I have anymore unfinished homework before going to sleep :) CIAO!!

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長いよ〜痛いよ〜

Ola :)

Sorry I haven't been blogging according to the dates -_- I haven't had... the time...

-_-

Bleghh~

Anyways, today, I set the alarm to ring at 5:35 and 5:45 a.m. They rang, of course, but I just didn't want to get up. Quite unfortunately, my mom had other plans :( I was hauled up on my feet and I literally dragged my feet to her room to bathe and everything -_-

Bleghh~

Drank my shake, packed my bag, la-di-da, then hopped into the car and was driven off to school with my brother.

Reached the school at about 7 something so it would've been unreasonable and a waste of time to go to the library because they'd already have been done with the meeting, so I went straight to my class.

Had "silent reading" today, so I just read through my BM Twitter book.

Once we sang our national anthem and heard whatever the teacher wanted to say, we were led upstairs to our respective classes.

First subject we had today was Add Maths. Puan J came in and gave us all a 6-question test. Wasn't too bad, but I made a very careless mistake in one of the questions so I only got 3/5 :( Curses.

After that, we received more questions and finished those before her time was up. Next was BM, but our teacher didn't come today, so our Chemistry teacher replaced her. We had to go up one floor to our Chem lab.

Wasn't too bad. I still pretty much enjoy Chemistry, mainly because Mr T from the Bangsar tuition made it a tad bit more enjoyable than my school teacher makes it.

The only down part is that I'm a little behind in school. Mr T from Bangsar jumps chapters according to what topic he thinks should come first so we understand better, so...

Yeah~

After Chemistry was recess, so I went to the library because I was on duty today. Took the opportunity to arrange my sad-excuse-for-a-shelf since it'd been ages since I last did so.

Next up was Modern Maths. Ugh~ Today was definitely not my day. I was to hand in so many things the next day. "Best" part is, I wanted to skip it -_-

Bleghh~

So much for skipping now~ -_-

Then again, it's a good thing too because I wanted to copy my exam schedule for the following week. I know, the joy, right? :P

Had Chemistry next *yes, even though we already had it earlier -_-* so it was four periods of that subject, which made our whole class very exhausted by the end of it. Our teacher still makes it bearable by the little exciting things she does like mix some chemicals to change it's colour, but even so~

Yeah~

I've got a little irritating pain in my neck *literally* so I actually want to end this quick so excuse me if I sound more abrupt than usual :P

Last subject for the day was Pengawasan. My English teacher last year was in charge of our class so I could use that time to see my Biology teacher for the rest of the powerpoint presentations for me to fill up my exercise papers.

She was so nice. She said I could leave my thumbdrive on her table and she'll put it in, then the next day I can go and collect it.

You know what this means, right?

I get an extra day to finish it!!

:P

After school, I called my parents up because they told me not to stay back in school for a while. My mom came up to the school office to explain things to my headmistress before I was allowed to leave with her.

Went to Popular to get books and have lunch. Had lunch at Esquire Kitchen. While waiting for the food to arrive, my mom and I went to Popular to get whatever books I needed. Ran into her student and her mother there.

After lunch, we all went back home. I used the computer for a while then went into the music room to finish up my Physics file to hand in the next day. After that, I watched the eighth episode of Gosick that I downloaded.

My sister absolutely has to watch that show. It's goddamn adorable :P

Mwahaha.

Actually, everyone that watches anime should watch that show :P

Mwahaha.

That's about all for now :) Had shake for dinner and summarized that I'm allergic to the medicine my doctor gave me. For now I've stopped consuming it but that means I need to see her again soon -_-

Haha.

CIAO!!

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It's Who You Are - AJ Michalka *The Secretariat*

It's not the price, it's not the game
It's not the score, it's not the fame
Whatever road looks way too far
It's not what you have
It's who you are

It's not how fast, it's not how far
It's not of cheers, it's who you are
In the darkest night, you make your sun
choose your race and then you run

Chorus:
It's never the glory, it's never the score
It's never about seeing who's less and who's more
cause when you found out how fast and how far
You'll know it's not much you have
It's who you are

You lose the moon, then be a star
It's not too soon, be who you are
whatever road looks way too far
It's not what you have
It's who you are

Whoa

Chorus

When you have found how fast you can run
When you have found your place in the sun
It won't be just you that you'll find
Has made the run and the climb
It's everyone

Chorus

It's who you are

learning to bend and not to break
living to give more than you take
Dying to live, living to try
Feet on the ground, dreams in the sky

It's never how much you have
It's who you are

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