大好き！

Man, I absolutely LOVE "Daa! Daa! Daa!"!! You know, that anime I reviewed last time? About the girl, Miyu, the dude, Kanata, and how they somehow ended up living under the same roof *Kanata's house* when Miyu's parents went off for some NASA thing and Kanata's dad *the only one he lives with* went off to Egypt.

And whilst they were deciding what to do, a UFO landed in the shrine and a baby came out together with its "sitter-pet", Wanya -_-

I read the manga!! It's so cute~ I love the ending!! I love Kanata!! I hate that Hanakomachi woman that likes Kanata. She's so annoying. Leave Miyu and Kanata alone, you retard!! :P

That aside, today, I woke up at 10 close to 11 and that's cause I slept at around 3 something the night before. Was watching some Russell Peters videos before turning in. I love the "Women Are Thinkers" video. Damn, it's hilarious.

I'll put it up if I have the time :)

Watched a little of Rave today whilst my brother was using the computer. The other times included me using the computer to read manga :) I'm thinking of reading another manga, cause I already finished "Daa! Daa! Daa!" You know what's retarded? I can't find the friggin' CD for that anime~

And I can't find it for Kirarin Revolution or Kodomo No Omocha/Kodocha. Aiseh~ Why can't Malaysia have a sufficient supply of good anime? I always scream in my mind when I walk into Rock Corner or Video Ezy because they never have good anime.

I'm waiting for Sotong to take us out to Petaling Street again so I can buy their anime at super cheap prices.

-_-

I'm trying to download as many Daa! Daa! Daa! videos as I can into my iPod so I can watch it tonight before going to sleep. My mom's coming back soon -_- I practiced today, by the way. Sang all the exercises, including the ones with the accompaniment too. I think I have a little sore throat, though, so I can't eat fried stuff until my exam this Thursday.

But no one knows about my throat except my dad, but I don't think he cares much -_- If I tell my mom, she's probably just gonna start nagging again. I don't even think she'll believe me :P

Spent most of my time reading manga today, though. My parents were out almost the whole day so I could use the computer for quite a while. As a bonus, my brother was out with his friends for quite some time.

And now he's sleeping :P

Am going to use the laptop to continue typing my stories later when my mom comes back and shoo-s me off the seat -_-

Didn't have class today, just so you know. I bet you were wondering why I had so much time today, right? My teacher had to go somewhere to examine some students. Lucky!! :P

*Pause*

My parents just came back from work. Haha. I'm still busy downloading some Daa Daa Daa videos, though :P My brother's still catching forty winks *thank God :P*

I think that's about all I can say about today. Like I said, I didn't do much. If I say I didn't do much, that probably means when I say I did something, I did it for a long time, which took up most of my day :)

Gotta go now. CIAO!!

阿呆

ほんとにバカだね？

阿呆だ。

* * *

Sorry I haven't been blogging :) I was either too occupied with the stories, watching anime, or just reading too much manga to be bothered to blog :P I know it's really late. It's already 12:20 a.m. but I'm still blogging.

Haha, my parents aren't any better either. They're watching G.I. Joe and some Pelham movie. We went to KLCC today. I finished reading the 14th volume of Kaze Hikaru there :P They actually unwrapped it and let me read it :P I also bought an anime. It's called "Bakemonogatari" and it involves vampires -_-

That's not the only reason I bought it. The guy looked cute so... Yeah~

I'm a sucker for cute anime dudes, so... :P

My sister made me listen to this song called "It Happens Everytime" by a band that Jesse McCartney used to be in. It's okay, I guess.

Guess what? I was re-reading Kitchen Princess on Mangafox. Haiz... I really love that manga. They should really make it into an anime -_- I also read the manga for Marmalade Boy. I've seen the anime on Youtube before but they only had it in Spanish dubs, so I didn't watch it. Rather, I read the manga. 

It was kinda interesting. The story line amused me enough to finish it. Oh, and after my music class ended today, YiZen returned the Rave CDs to me so I was just re-watching them in the music room when my sister demanded I Skype with her :P

Come to think of it, I missed Skype-ing Sakura today -_- ごめん

Anyways, KLCC was okay, I guess. I went to Kinokuniya whilst the rest of my family went to Isetan to shop. No way was I gonna shop -_- After browsing a little, I went to Video Ezy and Rock Corner. Bought "Bakemonogatari" and then returned to Kinokuniya to read Kaze Hikaru.

My parents weren't done yet by the time I finished the manga, so I went around some more. Was watching a part of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince when they played it in Video Ezy. The screen outside was playing "The Proposal" and "Up". Haha. 

Finally, I joined my parents and we went to eat at Spring Garden. Wasn't that bad. I was really stuffed by the time I finished. Had beancurd, fish fillet, some veggie, noodles and egg. Yumm :P

Had seconds :P

After that, my mom, dad and I shared an ice-cream from New Zealand Natural :P Cookie and vanilla flavoured :) Later on, my mom and dad went to Billabong for a while cause my brother wanted to see some pants. 

Guess what, I bought one too -_- All all I said was, "Hey, this looks nice" and my aunt pushed me into the dressing room and ordered me to change into it. It fit so it was purchased -_- My brother got one too, obviously, or he'd be crying :P

Then, my mom went to Marks & Spencers to try some clothes. Wait, did I say "some"? I meant a bundle full of 'em. My heels were sore and my legs were on the edge of giving way by the time she finished. Good thing was, I got 100 Plus from Cold Storage :P

So we came back home. I continued watching Rave and my brother switched the computer on. You know, that dude's a real ass, because, I mean, I'm Skype-ing with my sister and after I'm done with her, I use it for a while and suddenly, he comes up to me and snaps, "Get off the computer! I'm using it okay! You come back didn't even play the piano!"

And so what?!!! You think you're the boss of me? At least I can play the piano. All you can do is watch all of us in envy. And it's not like you try to get better anyway. You just take my exam as an excuse to get me off the chair.

Good-luck-trying. This is not like my final school exams. And I already practiced yesterday and the day before. Plus, I had effing class today and all my energy's sapped when we went to KLCC. So why don't you just buzz off? You had all the time to use it when I was studying for my finals. I didn't even use it. 

It's my turn, ass.

Tch.

*Pause*

I just finished some show my sister wanted me to watch about this Caucasian dude that speaks perfect Singlish -_- The dude's funny la, but I think I've seen funnier. This one didn't make me laugh much.

Okiedokie then, I think I shall stop here for today. CIAO!!

最後の日

Today was the long-awaited last day of school. Everyone broke the rules today :P Handphones, cameras, DSLRs, iPods - you name it. Everyone brought stuff that we weren't supposed to - except the goody-two-shoes like me *:P* and Shuen and those who don't have much to show off.

Thank God I didn't bring my iPod either, cause after recess, there was a spot check going on. They even checked the library *where most decided to hide their possessions*

It was hectic.

Even for Brandyy, cause she brought her MP3 to school. Listened to Tokio Hotel's "Automatic" but didn't really fancy it. Ohh, and Chucky likes "One Time" by Justin Bieber now. Haha. I can still remember how she didn't like the song.

Used to, that is :P

There were quite of interesting songs in Brandyy's MP3 such as "When I'm With You" by Westlife. She also had "Fireflies" by the Owl City group. That song doesn't actually sound so bad but when you listen to it too many times, yeah... 

Anyway, so we had to hide Danya's DSLR *which actually belongs to her sister* and Brandyy's MP3. Hid it at the Bintang Cafe :) Not bad. Danya was really worried the DSLR would fall, but it didn't.

Apart from that, there's the whole thing with the pizza fiasco. They needed the pizzas by 12:30 but handphones weren't allowed and Puan Z's phone had no credit. The stupid public phone didn't really help either.

Finally, they found a phone by some English teacher. Our English teacher couldn't help if she wanted to. She's such an asshole.

All in all, it was quite an exciting day at school. Spoke to friends I haven't been able to for a long time such as Dellie, Nitz and all the ex-1B's. Danya went on a "blonde joke" marathon and kept telling us jokes about how blondes are stupid :P

Spoke with Fina for quite a while too. Haven't seen her around for a long time and it was nice to finally sit and catch up. Maria and the rest... Yeah... They weren't really with us, cause they were busy with some other people. Ahh, who cares.

After that, I went downstairs and played this game with the guys, Kanga and Danya. It was quite interesting. But our hands were really painful after that. *Cause it involved the victor to hit our hands at the end of the game -_-*

It was fun, though :)

Then came the pizzas. I had to go already by then, so I thought I'd just take one slice :) Hugged Kanga, Danya, Shuen, Brandyy and Chucks today just before going back home. Wished them all Happy Hols and then went back.

Ate dim sum for lunch with my aunt at the shop. Came back and bathed, then finished off the last of the Law of Ueki. Ahh~ I love Ueki :P Love that anime too. Funny, cause I thought it was stupid when I watched it on Animax. Guess you have to watch everything to really like it. Haha.

Just came back from tuition. Did Geography questions. *Yes, even though my exams are over, I still have to study -_-*

Good thing is, no tuition next week. Mwakaka.

Bad thing is, my mom's nagging for me to practice singing for my exam this Thursday. Damn, I really hate those exams. Grr... -_-

Ate bean sprouts and broccoli for dinner. Yes, that's all. I didn't feel like eating much. Ooh!! I just realized!! I can read manga too! HAHA! Mangafox, here I come!!

Oh, that reminds me. I drew three pictures yesterday :) Not bad. After not drawing for a while, I seem to have improved :P But it's far from Syah's drawings. I intend to get better :) Returned Maria's yearbook to her today. Finally.

Man, I'll miss the Dedikasians. All of you, I'll forever remember you, so don't forget me :) Happy hols and have a great new year :) CIAO!!

ほんとに

ほんとにバカですね？

You know, you would seriously think and register it in your stupid brain that the reason I called was so you could accompany me back. 

But no. Instead, you don't even mention that you're done with whatever business you have with that asshole and in the end, I go back alone.

You really wanna piss me off, don't you?

And now the only thing you can say is, "Yeah, my sister's back already. Yeah, I'll try to come online today. You online till what time? Yeah, I will talk to her..."

Or something among those lines.

General idea = you-are-an-asshole.

And the other guy is no exception. You say you're tired and you wanna sleep. So why is it when he's there, you always perk up? Oh, suddenly, you're not exhausted anymore.

Four words = You make me sick.

Get out of my life. Get out of whatever classes you don't feel like going to because you think you can do better stuff with your time. Do me an effing favor and disappear.

Think about what you're saying the next time you deny being mean.

自由

FINALLY FREE~!!

Holy crap! Exams are friggin' over, baby!! No more picking up my text books and reference books, trying to study whilst watching anime!! 

...

You're not supposed to know that!! :P

That aside, we had Geography, English Paper 1 and KH today. Surprisingly, I could answer the Geo and KH questions with... well, I guess you could say "ease", but there were some which led me to a dead end -_-

English = pie :P Not being perasan or arrogant, but seriously, you would've thought so too if you saw the paper.

Though, there were some questions which made me pause for about 2 minutes or so before finally deciding on an answer. There was this question which didn't make sense at all. 

"You've tie in with me that they are still your parents."

Now, what the eff is that supposed to mean? And they expect us to find out what "tie in" meant. There was pursue, discuss, match and agree, but I couldn't guess the answer, so I just looked at the words "tie in" and decided on "match". 

If it's wrong, it doesn't matter, I think I can afford to lose one mark :P I'm not being a show-off. Oh, and we got our BM Paper 1 today. Didn't do so well. Only got 28/40 and my parents kept nagging about how I could've done better.

"Yeah la. Last week you can still watch anime and don't care about your exams! Only this week you didn't watch anime!" 

-_-

Right...

Anyways, I'm waiting for my other subjects :) I'm kinda confident about Maths and Science, though. Oh, and I'm not that worried for my Sejarah~ Though the only person who got an "A" in Cleo's class was Cleo, and that's only 77%

*Gasps*

The smartest dude in school got 85% and even that, a girl beat him at 87%. Apparently, the girl's always been better in Sejarah -_-

Aiseh~

Still, I'm happy, and that's all that matters~ :P

After school, I didn't bother waiting for Kanga. I went straight to where I normally waited and my parents came soon enough. Knew we were going out for lunch cause my aunt and brother were inside. Ate hakka noodles at the usual store.

Ordered a large :P

Came back home and watched Law Of Ueki cause my dad was using the toilet, so I couldn't bathe yet. He came out soon and I went in, bracing myself for the stench -_- 

After bathing, I watched the Law of Ueki again. I had to stop for a while to clean up the stuff in the music room cause my sister's friends were dropping by. *Yes, che, it's your fault!* :P Then I resumed watching it again.

Just came down cause my aunt came back from work and hogged the television. So, I decided to blog, since I haven't been frequently doing that for a while.

See? I can NOT use the computer when I want to, right? Mwakaka. And now, I don't need to suppress myself!!

...

STORIES, HERE I COME!!!

Oh yeah, I'm goin' on a writing marathon, baby!! Unwanted Desire, Flawless Hearts, TRUTH, and even the story I was making with Danya and the present for Sakura. I'm gonna use my time these holidays to write and write and WRITE as much as I want before I face PMR next year.

MWAHAHAH!!!

Okay, now I'm just... over reacting -_-

My mom's teaching right now. I could hear her screaming at one of her always-screamed-at students even while I was watching the Law of Ueki. I'm gonna finish that anime soon. Haha, and even Danya can't restrain herself from watching Shugo Chara any longer. Mwakaka.

Anime~ Here I come!! :P

Alrighty then. Me shall go now. CIAO!!

ごめん

I seem to have misjudged you. I'm really sorry I thought you were bad for even a moment. Sorry I didn't trust you.

Though, could you blame me? 

So many things have happened. I can't make head or tail of anything so far. All I can say now is I'm sorry if I've been bossy, annoying, irritating or over protective. 

ごめん

＊ ＊ ＊

ファイド　トウ　ブラック

That's the title of the Bleach movie we bought for Sean. "Fade To Black". Looked cool. Rukia's hair was silver-ish black. 

Sean's an ass, by the way, cause he told me that when he opened the present, he said, "I think they didn't want it, so they gave it to me." -_-

That's why I told my brother, "Which idiot buys a present for someone and rips off the plastic? Just to remove the price tag?"

Haiz...

Good thing that was all cleared up, though. It was a mistake on my brother's part. He's a real noob :P

Then again... :P

Exams were actually okay today. We had Maths and PJ yesterday. Danya was a little sad about Maths, though, because for some reason, she couldn't decipher the questions. I'm not being arrogant or proud, but from my point of view, I think it was fun. I don't know why, even my sister says tricky questions are what make them so much fun.

Yeah... The questions were tricky, but I managed to solve almost all of them. So far, I've confirmed two mistakes :) It's still something, right? Others found the second paper harder than the first one, though, but I think it was better than the first paper.

Alright, I'm weird, okay?

That aside, PJ was mostly just tembak-ing. Of course, there were some I were confident about, but the ratio to those I knew and those I didn't, well, yeah... I think you understand.

On the other hand, Science was kinda much easier. Even Danya said she'd change her favourite subject from Maths to Science. I wouldn't though, I'm still a 100% English lovin' person. My brother and his friend Khai Po are in my house right now, working on some project. 

Actually, it's not their project, it's just my brother's. Only, Khai Po is helping him cause it so happens the project involves drawing. The last time I checked, my brother couldn't draw if he traded his life.

Hmm... :P

I'll be watching Fade To Black soon. My brother already watched it, that asshole. Wait till I finally rid myself of my exams tomorrow. I'll watch it too and hog the computer faster than he can say "Shit."

Kay, I'll sign off now. CIAO!!

Forever - Rascal Flatts

Ooo Ha-hey oh-oh-aah
I miss you so much
Your light, your smile, your way, and everything about us
Though you're gone, you're still here
In my heart, in my tears
Yeah you sure left your mark and we were just getting started

[Chorus]
It wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough... Together...
But it was long enough, yeah, it was long enough... to last forever...
Sometimes I get so mad; I scream and swear at this
Cuz' this, isn't how we planned it
I sit here, in a cold room... Prayin'
Waiting on you
To run back through that door, the way it was before

[Chorus]
You left, it wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough... together
But it was long enough; yeah it was long enough to last, forever...
I feel Cheated (I feel Cheated), defeated (can't believe it)
Can't believe that you're gone (your gone, your gone)
Oh it was wrong (so wrong)
It wasn't long enough
It wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough...
Nooo it wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough...
Together (Together)
But it was long enough; yeah it was long enough, to last,
To last, to last forever...
(It wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough)
No it wasn't long enough...
(It wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough)
Long enough...
(It wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough, it wasn't long enough)
Whoa-oh-oh-oh Oh-ooo-oo 

Words I Couldn't Say - Rascal Flatts

In a book- in a box- in the closet
In a line- in a song I once heard
In a moment on a front porch late one june
In a breath inside a whisper beneath the mooon

There it was at the tip of my fingers
There it was on the tip of my tounge
There you were and I had never been that far
There it was the whole world wrapped inside my arms
And I let it all slip away

What do I do now that you're gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

Theres a rain that will never stop fallin
There a wall that I tried to take down
What I should have said just wouldnt pass my lips
So I held back and now we've come to this
And it too late now

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

What do I do now that your gone
No back up plan no second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say

I'm Movin' On - Rascal Flatts

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

Chorus
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on 

Why - Rascal Flatts

It must’ a been a place so dark, couldn’t feel the light Reachin’ for you through that stormy cloud Now here we are gathered in our little home town This can’t be the way you meant to draw a crowd  Oh why that’s what I keep askin’ Was there anything I could have said or done Oh I had no clue you were masking the troubled soul, god only knows What went wrong and why you’d leave the stage in the middle of a song Mmmmmmm  Now in my mind I keep you frozen as a seventeen year old rounding third to score the winning run You always played with passion no matter what the game When you took the stage you shined just like the sun  Oh why that’s what I keep askin’ Was there anything I could have said or done Oh I had no clue you were masking the troubled soul, god only knows What went wrong and why you’d leave the stage in the middle of a song Yah yah yah  Now the oak trees are swayin’ in the early autumn breeze The golden sun is shining on my face The tangled thoughts I hear a mockingbird sing This old world really ain’t that bad a place  Oh why there’s no comprehending And who am I to try to judge or explain Oh but I do have one burning question Who told you life wasn’t worth the fight They were wrong They lied And now you’re gone And we cried  Cause It’s not like you to walk away in the middle of a song  Your beautiful song Your absolutely beautiful song