バカ人間

Today's million-dollar question: If quitting law enforcement means you're allowed to break the rules, what do you need to quit to get some brains?

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God, I don't know how many more of these kind of posts I'll be posting before I can actually blog about myself -_-

Cheh~

Anyways, here's for the jackasses who hurt my buddies in school:

Shut-the-f*ck-up, man. (I know, I know, I'm kinda swearing a lot nowadays, though it's censored :P)

How much more pretentious can you get? Were all your years as prefects just for show? Just for ko-ko marks? How could you even bring yourself to say that? To a junior, no less. You friggin' chump assholes only know how to suck up to teachers and then do the exact opposite of what you're supposed to.

You're just a bunch of two-faced (if not more) bitches ("bastards" is being WAY too nice).

For those who are wondering what the hell happened, here's a little update:

Ex-prefects & Co.: *Making a lot of noise. NOT shutting up.*
Probate: Please keep quiet (or somewhere among those lines).
Ex-prefects & Co.: *Still making a lot of noise. STILL not shutting up.*
Probate: Please keep quiet. *After a while* Please keep quiet (or somewhere among those lines).
FATIN HANANI (Yeah, screw her, I ain't making nicknames for her for safety purposes): Ei! Do you know who I am? I used to be the top five, okay? You should know that in these kind of situations, people will NOT listen to you.

What. The. F*CK. Is. That?!

Oh my God. What I would give to be a prefect and to be there at that point of time JUST so I could give her a big piece of my mind.

So WHAT you were the top five?! When you passed the prefectorial baton over to the next batch, did you pass your sanity as well? Or were you never in possession of such a thing in the first place?

"You should know that in these kind of situations, people will NOT listen to you."

Quoting Kanga, just because YOU couldn't handle them when something like that happened, it doesn't mean the future generation can't. Honestly, I agree with her when she said your batch was the worst. The Head Prefect was a third-rate lowlife, the Vice President lost her common sense and whichever post YOU held, you definitely didn't do it justice AT ALL.

Screw all of you, man. You're all just as bad as all the other students the minute you take your blazers off. When you graduate, don't ever bother coming back and showing your sorry-ass faces around us. The school's better off without you.

You intend to walk into the exam hall with THAT kind of attitude? Sorry for the curse (or am I?), but may you never succeed in life. You may get straight A's for SPM, bachelors, masters and doctorates, but you'll never be more than that; a display trophy.

You'll never lead a good life. You'll never be what you want to be. And you'll never be wanted by anyone.

Maybe that'll make you think twice or three times before you attempt to humiliate someone in public.

Wait, that'll require brains, won't it?

ALL the ex-prefects, in fact, think that it's okay to break the laws once you've "retired". The Head actually forgot her tie and needed to see the discipline teacher for a rented one. The Vice actually switched uniforms with her non-prefect friend and the others just don't know how to shut up.

What part of "Please stop talking" do you NOT seem to be able to comprehend? And am I the only one who feels the importance of needing to SHUT UP when the situation demands it?

God, save the assholes.

嘘つき

Today's million-dollar question: How many lies do you have to tell before you qualify to be a full-fledged liar?

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Ola :)

I heard something unbelievably hilarious the other day. Heck, it wasn't "the other day", it was just yesterday. I was having my BM tuition and my teacher told me something SO funny I had to refrain from toppling over with laughter.

Apparently my ex-teacher's been telling her all kinds of things about me.

I don't geddit, you know? I mean, yeah, sure, I stopped your tuition, but it doesn't give you the liberty of backstabbing your ex-students behind their backs, understand?

You-are-such a liar.

COME ON! What the hell is your problem, woman?? Is it not enough that you dissed my family? Now you're spreading lies about me too?

F*ck you, man. You must be one jealous bitch to want other people to think I did so badly in my exams. Envious of me? I'm smarter than your son?

Maybe that's 'cause I don't go around socializing with God-knows-which school friends outside all the f*cking time.

Unlike your son, I actually study. Unlike your son, I don't go outside unnecessarily. Unlike your son, I care about my school results. Unlike your son, I feel the need to emulate the smartasses in my class.

And very much unlike you, my mom doesn't find comfort in backbiting other people's children just so they can feel good about themselves.

Screw off, bitch. There's only so much you can hide from the world. I never said a word to you. I never even told your son any of my results. How the heck would you know about them? If you had just said I didn't do so well, I would be able to accept that. But you said I didn't even get a single A.

Just so you can bloody get your facts right, I got FOUR A's (three of them A minuses, but it's still something). Nothing to be proud of, but they're A's nonetheless.

Before you start concocting your own conjectures about other students, why don't you try turning your boasts about your son a reality?

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英語は楽しいです!!

Today's million-dollar question: Do you like writing?

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Ola :)

I woke up at my usual time today, once again, with the help of my brother's alarm clock. He didn't go to school today, though. No idea why.

After having packed my bag and everything - also to check on my Kodomo no Omocha downloads - my mom sent me to school.

Got super annoyed in school today because I only slept at 12 o'clock finishing my NILAM book and I forgot to put it into my bag. Can you imagine? Best part is, I already took it downstairs, with full intention of handing it to Dellie, but I didn't put it in. I-just-didn't.

Ugh.

Apologized to Dellie, then went on with the morning briefing. Apparently the Form 4s and 2s have to come up with a performance for the Form 5 Librarians' Farewell, but we haven't even met up once yet. I was thinking about another song like last year, but I can't be selfish, so...

Yeah~

The Editoral Board of my school is recruiting new members and I'm in a dilemma. I want to write for the school magazine, but I'm scared of the Head of the English department -_- It's Joshua.

*Dramatic music plays in background*

-_-

Yeah~

Good thing is, I'll be able to collect more Ko-ko points. And honestly. I desperately need those. I haven't even handed my ko-ko book in ONCE in my whole life. I won't be able to impress any colleges if I don't excel in any co-curricular activities.

Bleghh~

That aside, school was actually quite fun today. The first two classes of Form 4 - Alpha and Beta - attended this NST-NIE Creative Writing Workshop in the Pameran room today. Was psyched, naturally, but it was similar to the one I had once attended with Sara, Kanga and Shez once upon a time.

-_-

Oh well. It was still interesting. I liked our facilitator. Free food was given too. Mwahaha.

We only finished at 15 minutes WAY past 2:30p.m, so I was kinda scolded by my mom, who had another class at three o'clock. Bleghh~

Had a very nice lunch today. My mom bought the "lo mai bao" from my grandparents' marketplace. Played Restaurant City and Virtual Families whilst I ate.

Bathed and everything, then took a nap outside on the couch because I was really, really tired. And I did something completely unexpected.

I overslept.

I woke up to my phone ringing. It was my teacher, and she was waiting outside. O.O I know, right? I couldn't believe it either.

Class was alright, though. I might actually consider being an actuarist. The pay is fantastic, and it means I get to do more Add Maths :) I really like it, I dunno why. Especially Differentiation. I think Chapter 9 is my favourite chapter :D

Yeah~

Oh, and I forgot to mention this earlier, but my Kodomo no Omocha download finished, so I downloaded the next two episodes. If I'm not mistaken - and if God's shining upon me tonight - they will finish before I go to sleep, so I can continue with the following two episodes.

Heehee.

Which reminds me, if my sister is reading this (and I'm sure she will): Have any of the episodes finished downloading??? I wanna know!!

Had shake and a bowl of "mi sua" for dinner. Will be hitting the hay soon because I'm really tired. Like I said, I've been feeling very exhausted nowadays and I can hardly imagine why.

Bleghh~

Will be studying hard tomorrow. Finals are in less than two weeks. Buck up, Lou!!

CIAO!!

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P/S/S: This is suicide, but I have a Tumblr now. God save me.

お休みのキス

Today's million-dollar question: If Shakespeare was gay, why did he have a wife?

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Ola :)

I woke up at 5:36a.m today. Yeah~ Nowadays, it's my brother's alarm at 5:30 that wakes me up. Mine still goes off at 4:48a.m, of course, it's just that I snooze it till it's time for me to get up :)

Anyways, after I freshened up and put on my uniform, I went downstairs to pack my bags, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. My brother came down after that, and at 6:30a.m, my mom sent us to school.

I still hate Mondays, even though I don't go for the Bangsar tuition anymore. I mean, I hate our morning assemblies on Mondays. Way too long. And as if that's not bad enough, our Headmistress didn't come in today, so the second-in-command teacher gave her long, dull speech.

Bleghh~

First subject for the day was History. Made my way to the Bilik Akses with Andyy after going to the toilet. We talked about various things. Things that I'd rather not disclose here. Not much, then again. Just stuff about what happened after I left her house on Saturday.

Yeah, 'cause all the excitement happens when I'm gone.

-_-

Second subject was English. That reminds me, I need to get started on my presentation. The last day is on Thursday. Bleghh~

During recess, I had the coffee cake that my aunt bought from the market and hung out with Sara and the rest of my friends in Alpha. Bought a new corrector and a NILAM book as well.

After recess came Moral. My friend, Dellie, went back home quite soon after it started, so she gave me her module to complete since I didn't bring mine.

I think I lost mine, actually -_-

Next came Add Maths. We were relieved by one teacher, but Sausage gave us some Chapter 9, Differentiation questions that we had to solve. Was really fun, you know? Danya missed quite a lot. I hope she can catch up tomorrow, if she's coming.

Bio was next. Naturally, it was more or less as interesting as it'll ever get. Sara and Kanga were annoyed at the table behind us because they were talking loudly and very annoyingly. God, some of their voices are just so friggin' irritating that you just want to wrench their voice boxes out.

Is that even possible?

Heck, I'm not even making sense now.

Physics was the last subject. I love our Physics teacher, she's so cute and she's great at teaching. You feel as if you get smarter and smarter with each passing lesson. Awesome, I know.

You gotta study yourselves too, of course, bak kata pepatah, bertepuk sebelah tangan tiada bunyi.

-_-

Went home after that. Kanga and Cleo, dear darlings, accompanied me again. Came back home, used my iPad a while, then went to bathe. After bathing, I did something I didn't think I'd do.

I took a nap.

Seriously, like, on the couch outside the music room. I actually napped in a sitting position, leaning against the couch.

At around six something, I got around to doing my school work - Chemistry report, which is due tomorrow, and the Add Maths questions we got today.

Yeah~

Gotta go soon. I actually haven't done my NILAM yet. Dellie would kill me if she found out :P

Okie dokie then :) CIAO!!

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耳を貸して

Listen, and listen carefully.

Shut-up.

Sometimes, I don't understand you guys, y'know? We all go to school for a reason. We all need to study. And therefore we need to listen to every effing word that comes out of our teacher's mouths because they're - no matter how much you deny it - important.

Personally, I don't give a damn whether or not you guys want to study. The decision to screw your lives up isn't mine to make. You can do whatever you want to your future and I'd just turn a blind eye to it. It's none of my business, after all.

What I DO give a damn about, though, is the fact that you're not only too noisy for us to hear our teachers, but also that you're being f*cking rude to them.

Talk all you want. I don't care. But the least you can do is use some common sense that you're not the only human beings - or are you? - in the classroom.

SOME of us actually WANT to study.

So for a change, why don't you try zipping it?! You can honestly wonder why you're failing Bio with THAT attitude of yours? You can honestly wonder why she can use your not paying any attention in class as the reason to why you're failing in the first place?

Or is it that you won't change until SHE gets an attitude as well? You want her to punish you and scold you and treat us all like slaves? Is that what you want? Is that what you're waiting for?

I want to study. Kanga, Sara, Chucky and I all want to study. Why is it you are so selfish that you can't understand that? You can't respect that?

We ask you to keep quiet and you take it as we're being stuck ups. We say, "If you don't want to study, just keep your voices down so the rest of us can" and you pretend you didn't hear us.

Is there a limit to your ignorance and childishness?

For God's sake, give her a break. The teacher's so pitiful, having to raise her voice louder and louder all the time just so the people IN FRONT can hear what the buck she's saying.

Like I said, I don't care if you don't want to study. I don't care if you want to talk in class. But do it so that those who WANT to study don't get disturbed by you.

That's a no-brainer.

悪い?!!

Today's million-dollar question: Where art thou common sense?

Water, water everywhere
And not a drop to drink

-Samuel Taylor Coleridge-

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Ola :)

I've been waking up pretty late these days -_- Woke up at 10 something today - I think. 

That aside, I had quite a nice time yesterday :) There was no Add Maths tuition (for sad reasons), no English tuition (transferred to Sunday), and no Theory class (because I was going for Andyy's open house).

Reached there quite late. Pretty awkward, though, because Andyy and her cousin DoubleA-Ron were busy doing something else. 

Oh-my-God, I'm actually afraid of even thinking about what the hell they were watching. But I think it's safe to bet my allowance on the fact they must've been watching porn.

Bleghh~

Anyways, like I said, the first few minutes were a little awkward for me. I actually had to take a book from my bag and read it just so I had something to do. Not long after, Shez came too. Again, it was a little awkward, till we all went down to have something to eat.

Had around 6 or 7 sticks of satay with delicious kuah kacang. Once again, not long after, Danya arrived. Thank God. I was literally waiting for her arrival. Sitting with two people I was never that close with was really getting too tiresome. 

Was really entertaining to just listen to them speaking, though. I didn't talk much. I'm a passive person, I guess. Not that much of a sociable person. Never was.

At around 7 something, I left Andyy's house to my grandparents' place. We were going to have dinner with my mom's aunt, uncle and cousin - in other words, my grandaunt, granduncle and... I dunno who her cousin's supposed to be for my siblings and I.

Ho-ly shit. My granduncle is bloody young!! He's only FOUR years older than my mom! That's not her uncle, that's her brother!

-_-

Dinner was rather nice, though I didn't really like the restaurant we ate at. Food was fine. After dinner, we went back to my grandparents' place and talked till a little after 11:30p.m. Reached home at around midnight and I used my iPad till around 1:30a.m.

Yeah~

Getting back to today (well, whatever that's happened so far), I had shake for breakfast (like always) and then, with my dad, brother and family friend, had lunch at Yap's Chicken, near our house. 

Had English tuition (since yesterday we didn't have it) at 2 o'clock. Just recently finished. Watching a few episodes of Castle at the moment (just for the fun of it) and also downloading episodes of Itazura Na Kiss from YouTube.

That's about it, then, for now :) CIAO!!

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明日、来るな!

Today's million-dollar question: Would you be happy to have someone new in your life, or would you be sad now you have one more person to lose?

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Ola :)

I recall mentioning I didn't go to school today in today's earlier post. I'm sorry I haven't been updating, by the way. I was just way too lazy. I know, I know, I'm not supposed to do that, and honestly, the lack of tuition has been the major reason.

I'll be better, I promise.

Yeah~

Had shake for breakfast today, as usual, as I toyed around with my iPad. Not long after, my mom, sister and brother came back from my grandparents' place, so I had to bathe before that. After they finished freshening up as well, we left to KK's, the restaurant behind the market place of our small little town (is it a town?).

Following our lunch (which consisted of beancurd, lemon chicken, fish, kai lan, and egg in wine), we (my mom, aunt and I) "escorted" my sister to Corus Hotel, where she left on Aeroline back to S'pore. Yeah~ She's only been here for four days excluding today. Short, I know. One can wonder why she even bothered coming back.

:P

I'm joking, I'm joking! (Inside joke :P)

After dropping my sister off, we made our way to Bangsar Shopping Centre. My mom wanted to get more Cottage Cheese, but it was sold out when we got there :( It's a sign. God doesn't want me to go on a diet.

Told you He hates me -_-

Bought other stuff too, but I can't remember what, so we'll leave it at that :P Dinner was some da-bao-ed food from a Chinese stall nearby.

Sorted out all my homework today. Finished whatever I was supposed to finish, did my tactical plan for the Library this year, attempted to complete my Physics Chapter 3 module, drank my chlorophyll (???)... :P

Haha.

-_-

I've been up for too long now, haven't I? :P

Well, then. I must say, I've been quite good since I haven't been excessively watching anime and reading manga (unless you count me re-reading the chapters of Gakuen Alice I have in my iPad -_-) since I stopped my Bangsar tuition.

Yeah~

I'll be working hard from now on. Or not, my mom will start saying I'm a disappointment again. I'll make sure she gulps them right back down.

Will be going to school tomorrow. Fifi's tumpang-ing my car back home, so in case she reads this, I'll be waiting either in the library or the canteen. If you're late, I'll be out at the school's entrance.

Yeah~

CIAO!!

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P/S/S: You see? Now she's given up. She wants us to let her go. And honestly speaking, I think I'm more relieved than pained. At least I'll know she won't suffer anymore.

嫌な人

Isn't it amazing how hypocritical people can be?

I often go to school (duh -_-) and hear at least one bad thing about someone whom they're actually close to. Not to say I'm loved by everyone (which proves my point), but I'm just voicing opinions.

In the first place, I don't understand how two people can continue hanging out with each other if they can't stand each other. That's why there are fall-outs, breakdowns, burst-outs and all kinds of yelling during classes et cetera, et cetera, et cetera.

I don't particularly care about all this, but unlike quite a few other people, I hardly have anyone I don't like. Maybe one smartass, but that's about it. I don't even bother disliking Blackie so much now.

Know why?

It's a bother -_-

If I don't like that person, I just avoid him/her. There's no reason for me to pretend to be nice to him/her and then talk behind his/her back when he/she's not lookin'. I don't care how smart she is, I wouldn't stoop so low as to win my way into his/her heart and then strip it apart in the end.

I really don't like it when people start arguing in class. I really don't like it when class is interrupted because half the class is more interested in listening to two people scream their disagreements with each other rather than listen to the teacher teach.

Know what annoys me the most?

When those two are my friends.

I don't f*cking care if you don't like each other, and I don't care if you want to spill each other's guts out. What I do care about, though, is the fact that my friends are arguing and throwing fireballs at each other right in front of me. It hurts more than anything I can imagine.

Why can't you get along?

But then there's this: I treasure the friendship we have. I don't want to sever it.

THEN-DON'T-F*CKING-ARGUE.

Nobody's perfect, fine, I'll give you that. Even so, if you're friends and sometimes it's just that one point of time when he/she crosses over the line, just swallow the poison that's tempted to spurt itself at him/her and say it nicely instead. There's no reason for you to glare at that person and raise your voice. That's just going to annoy the other party and pour oil into the fire.

Heck, I'm pretty sure if you tell the opposite person all the things that he/she does that irritates you NICELY, he/she'll understand and try his/her best not to tick you off anymore.

At least, I know I would. I hear things about myself from people I never thought I'd hear from either, but you don't hear me talking bad behind their backs or hating them because of it now, do you?

That's just 'cause I can bear it. And sometimes, I agree with what they say. I mean, like I said, we're not perfect, right? I can make mistakes. I can act stupidly. I can annoy the shit out of people I never mean to annoy and much, much more.

You don't see me yelling at them now, do you?

I don't know if you've noticed, but whenever any of you suddenly start yelling at each other, I don't say anything.

Just so you know, I'm not going to take sides. I don't know what the hell went on between the two of you, but that's not my problem. All I want is for you to get along.

That's, of course, unless it involves criminal activities such as abuse or anything of the sort.

-_-

So why don't you try, for once, to sit down, face the person that annoys you, and talk things out? No raised voices, no angry faces, no physical contact.

Just-talk. You'll honestly be surprised at how stupid you'll feel about yourselves after you're the best of friends.

Please?

In Heaven - JYJ + D

[JJ]Jigeum waseo malhal sudo eobseo
Neoui gijeok geu modeun ge heosang gata
Majimak geu moseubdo seoseohi gieok sogeman
Jamgyeojyeo ganeun geotman gata

[YC]Eodinga-eseo nal bogoisseulkka
Huhwehaedo neujeobeoryeo bol su eobseo

[YC][JS]Chueoge geurimja-e chokchokhan nae nunmulman
Geu jaril jigyeobogo isseo

[JJ]Nan mothae jeongmal mothae
Niga nae gyeothe isseul ttae mankeum
Mianhande geuge andwae
Ijen modeun ge tteolryeowa

[JS]Jogeum deo gidarida
Kkum sokeul hemaeida (hemaeida~)
Gyeolguk ni aneseo nuneul gameulkkabwa

[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deulijiga anha

[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JS]Tto dashi saranghae jugettni

[YC]Byeolsseo ireon gyeojeol jinawasseo
Neoui heunjeok chajabwado jiwojyeosseo

[YC][JJ]Majimak ni gieokdo nunmure teoneol sokeuro
Jamgyeojyeoganeun geotmal gata

[JS]Naneun mollae kkumeul kkullae
Nega neo yeope ittjireul anha
Mianhande iman galke
Ijen neoui gireul ttara

[JJ]Kkeuteobneun gireul ttara neol chaja hemaeida (hemaeida)
Geunyeoreul irghoseo seulpeomanhalkkabwa

[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deulijiga anha
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni

Kajima kajima isseojeul su ittni
Geojitmal geojitmal deulrijiga anha
Saranghae saranghae boyeojul su ittni
Saranghae saranghae saranghae jugettni

Kajima kajima isseojeul su ittni
Geojitmal geojitmal deulijiga anha
Saranghae saranghae boyeojul su ittni
Jebal dorawajweo…

[JJ][JS]Kajima tteo najima
[YC]Nae gyeothe isseojul suneun eobtni
[JJ][JS]Geojitmal da geojitmal
[JJ]Jeonhyeo deuliji anha

[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Han madi boyeojul suneun eobtni
[JS][YC]Saranghae neol saranghae
[JJ]Tto dashi saranghae jugettni

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いやよ

Today's million-dollar question: Do you forgive me?

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I didn't go to school again today. I shouldn't even be sitting in front of the computer. I'm supposed to be resting.

Fell sick yesterday, that's why -_- Dad sent me to Pantai to see an orthopedic/orthopaedic too, for my foot. He said my knee is weak, that's why my hips started to hurt as well. It was a similar pain to my growth pains before that.

After coming back, I ate the nasi lemak my mom brought back from my grandma's place. Then had my medications. Bleghh~

Dad kept pushing me to do stretching exercises for my foot and everything. I just hope I'm hardworking enough to actually do them myself.

-_-

Ugh, I hate myself.

Hung out in my sister's room for a fairly long amount of time today. I was downloading Restaurant City on my iPad and playing around with it whilst my sister loaded the first episode of the fourth season of Castle which finally came out yesterday.

Hallelujah, right?

Wish I hadn't, though. 'Cause now I wanna watch the next episode SO much. I was hoping I could wait until the season finished before I started watching it again so I didn't have to wait, but my sister has no such patience.

Yeah~

Had cornflakes for a snack later on, then went downstairs to do something I forgot -_-

Dinner was lo mai bao, which my mom also brought back from my grandma's market place. Watched some Michael McIntyre vids with my sister before baking a marble cake.

Whilst waiting for the cake to bake, my sister and I watched various videos from Westlife and DBSK (you know, back when they were still the best?). Also watched the Big Bang Parody of Secret Garden again. Hilarious.

I didn't realize Ji Young could be so cute. Can hardly believe he's G-Dragon, no? -_-

Bleghh~

Went to sleep at around 12 o'clock.

That's about it for "yesterday" :) CIAO!!

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