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Woo~ I finally went to school today. Unfortunately, I'm going to have to go to school tomorrow too because I have to hand in my Maths exercise book and file if I want my marks -_-

But it was still torture going to school with my stomach still in its bad condition. I was suffering from aches in my stomach and my sides -_- Ate the ham and salad sandwich in school that my mom got from Genting. Bleghh~

Yesterday I slept quite late. At 1 o'clock because that was when The Nanny finished :P I was also watching CSI: Crime Scene Investigation as well as CSI: NY so yeah~ Pity Miami wasn't showing :P I love Horatio. Mwakakaka.

Anyways, woke up late today. We only reached school at around 7:30++ a.m. but I didn't get "tahan"-ed by the prefects because everyone was already going up the stairs and they can't differentiate which students came late at the moment because every was carrying their bags. Mwahaha :P

First period = Maths. Was alright. I'm beginning to love Indices. Haha. Well, when you know the working and how to solve the problems, you learn to really like those questions. Explains why I was so ecstatic about receiving homework -_-

After that was KH but our teacher was going to be witnessing the receiving of SPM students their SPM results. Apparently our rival beat all the schools around, including Aminuddin Baki. Bleghh~ Can bet they're glowing with endless pride now :P

They have a right to, though :)

So during KH, I didn't do much. Was helping some of my classmates with their Maths questions and also some of the Science questions. Haha. I'm getting rusty in Science -_-

When the bell rang, even with my stomach churning like butter, I ran to get places. Not bad. I asked one of the cafeteria staff to clean my table. I pity the guy, though, because when everyone saw he was cleaning our table, they got him to clean their tables too.

Tch, what copycats :P

Didn't eat anything besides the sandwich, though. *Aren't you proud??!! :P*

After recess was BI, but our teacher didn't come because he was probably downstairs at the assembly hall with the SPM students. So we pretty much did our own stuff. However, I was more or less clutching the bag to my stomach, trying to subdue the friggin' pain that was preventing me from carrying out my own activities :(

Then came Science, but obviously, the teacher was downstairs as well, so once again, we did our stuff. My classmates started playing baseball with their weird miniature rugby ball someone got as a lucky draw prize during one of our previous lectures by guest speakers.

I decided to go out and keep watch cause I couldn't stand the friggin' noise and I wanted some fresh air. The game soon ended because the girls got tired but I still waited outside. Didn't wanna go in. Soon, our Sivik teacher came.

It was time for our ucapan on our family.

What he didn't tell us was that we were supposed to talk about our responsibilities to our families and how much they mean to us -_-

I managed to pass on my first try, though, and so did Kanga. Mwahaha. Only 5 people passed. The rest either didn't wanna do it, or they failed :P *Length of talk too short or not enough points*

Then, it became a tear-jerking moment in Sivik history -_- He started talking about how we should treasure every member of our families while they're still there. Some people even started to cry. I was also close to tears because I remembered my grandpa.

See, last time, when we were young and when he was still alive, he used to send my brother and I to school. During those times, it was rare for my parents to send us to school and I kept thinking to myself, "I hope my parents can send us to school tomorrow."

But now that he's gone, I feel like slapping myself for even thinking that. I wished I had spent more time with him and treasured every one of those moments.

Same for my grandma, even though she treated us quite badly last time. The past was the past, there was no use brooding over stuff like that.

I just wished I realized that sooner.

It's only when that pang of guilt hits you that you start feeling remorse.

Tch, jackass. *Me, that is*

Anyways, after Sivik, we had our extra classes. Geography. Failed -_- Well, it was more than half correct, but -_- Bleghh~

At 2 o'clock, Shuen, Danya, Hokkien Woman, Fina, Kanga and I went out to go for the drama auditions. Kanga and I *apparently* were supposed to judge alongside Mr. Shaf and Puan Yo because Shakh couldn't make it.

However, since we got the notice late, nobody probably even bothered to stay back, so we decided to reschedule the auditions to the Thursday after the holidays.

Although, we did what we could with Danya and the rest. Haha.

At around 3:30 p.m, we decided to go to the condo. I had toast and 100 Plus. Then we all went to my brother's school to send me off. My mom and brother came in a taxi because my dad went off with the Nissan and took the Naza keys with him -_-

Bleghh~

And now I'm here, blogging before I go for tuition at 5:30 p.m. It only starts at 6:15 p.m. but I like going there early so I get a good spot :)

Alrighty then. CIAO!!

One Less Lonely Girl - Justin Bieber

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

How many I told you's
And start overs and shoulders
Have you cried on before
How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor
How many bags you'd packed
Just to take'em back, tell me that
How many either or's
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'll be one less lonely girl

Oh oh
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you
I'm coming for you
No no
Don't need these other pretty faces
Like I need you
And when your mine in the world

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

Christmas wasn't merry, 14th of February
Not one of'em spent with you
How many dinner dates, set dinner plates
And he didn't even touch his food
How many torn photographs I saw you taping back
Tell me that you couldn't see an open door
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'll be one less lonely girl

Oh oh
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you
I'm coming for you
No no
Don't need these other pretty faces
Like I need you
And when your mine in this world

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe
I just wanna set one girl free to fall (free to fall)
She's free to fall (fall in love)
With me
My hearts locked and nowhere that I got the key
I'll take her and leave the world
With one less lonely girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

Baby - Justin Bieber

oh woahh, oh woahh, oh woahhh

You know you love me
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'
Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, broke my heart for the first time

And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine

For you, I would have done whatever
and no i can't believe we're not together
And I'm gonn' play it cool
While I'm losin you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
so come fix me
shake me til' you can wake me from this bad dream*
I'm goin down, down, dooown

*everybody!*

Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine

You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come
Now I'm all gone
You can give me all of your love
just this time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come

I wa- I was like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gonee

熱？

Aiseh~ I skipped school today too.

See, yesterday, although I skipped school, I was well enough later in the evening to go for MC's English class. It wasn't half as bad as I thought it would turn out. My head started to ache and I was starting to think I was getting a fever, but luckily, it died out soon.

I have two essays due by our next lesson. Haha.

I enjoyed class, though. Especially when I got praised. Mwakaka :P Then again, the teacher didn't exactly know who wrote it, I think -_- But I'm beginning to realize that my vocabulary is seriously limited. We were talking about occupations and I didn't know more than 3 quarters of the jobs my teacher listed on the white boards -_- I only knew optician and dietician :P

That aside, after class, my dad made me go to the pharmacy to get medicine that will get rid of my constipation problem. Got some weird senotox stuff -_- Apparently I'm supposed to take it before I go to sleep so I'll go to the toilet in the morning. It's an after-8-hours-then-it-works kind of medicine. So I took it at 9 o'clock, roughly guessing I'd need to "let go" at 5 the next morning.

However, it didn't happen, and my stomach ache was still present *also, I didn't wanna use the toilet in school because I didn't know how much damage would be done* so my mom decided I should skip school today with the condition that I go to school tomorrow.

Obviously -_-

So yeah. I was starting to scare myself when I really couldn't go to the toilet -_- Bleghh~ Eventually, I did, though, thank God :P

I also practiced today, but it can't really be considered practice, so I'm practicing tomorrow too. I woke up at around 10 something today. My brother skipped school too, though his reason was that he wanted to -_-

Had hakka mee for lunch and will be having it for dinner, which will be soon, because my stomach's starting to growl.

The only reason I'm out here is actually because my iPod's battery's dead and I wanna charge it. When it's full enough, I'll take it out and start listening to it again with the iPod speakers. Thank God for speakers :P Or I'd be bored to death doing homework.

I just finished my Science notes and checkpoints as well as Maths. I'm really beginning to love Science and Maths. Mwahaha. I'll get to Geography and History soon :P I've still got plenty of work for those two subjects left to be done.

I'm starting to like listening to "Baby" by Justin Bieber too -_- Curse my brother for that. Will post the lyrics up soon. Haha.

Yeah, so that's about all for now. I'll blog later if anything new comes up. Have to get to work anyway. Bleghh~ CIAO!!

苦しい

Oh my God, it hurts like shit.

I feel as if the insides of my stomach are turning around and around and twisting like a snake. I feel like vomiting but nothing's coming out.

To top it all off, I'm hungry.

That aside, I'll just tell you what happened from Saturday. My grandparents came over after my parents went out, so we had dinner at Dhurbar. Had roti telur and iced Milo. However, my brother wanted to try the fried chicken, and so we had chicken.

Just my brother and I.

After that, we went back home. My brother then went out again because he wanted to buy dai gou min and jelly. Fine. I used the computer to watch Ranma 1/2 whilst my grandparents rested in the living room.

Soon, my grandparents decided to take their leave, because they were getting tired, so they left. Not long after that, my brother came back, and we both watched Ranma 1/2 together whilst I ate the dai gau min. Then, our "smart" maid just decided to make the jelly thingymajing for me too. I wanted to refuse, cause I was already full, but the deed was done.

My brother also took one bowl.

Later that evening, I woke up at 5:30 a.m. just to go to the friggin' toilet. My stomach started cramping like Lord knows what stepped on it. After I was done, I had to sit up for a while so I don't shit myself if I feel like going to the toilet again.

If that wasn't bad enough, I woke up again at 8 o'clock. I knew that because I looked at the clock and my mom was teaching her students downstairs.

Used my parents' toilet this time because the water pressure was better among the two upstairs. Didn't wanna go downstairs -_-

Then went to sleep again.

Conclusion: It was probably the jelly because it tasted like utter crap. I advised my incredibly smart brother to never go near the stupid stall again.

The next day, which was a Sunday, I had class, but unfortunately, I still had a stomach ache, so I had to skip lesson that day. You probably think "Woo~ Lucky~" but wait till you have the stomach ache, then you'd wish you had music lessons every day.

It was getting better in the evening, so my parents said it was okay for me to go to school.

So I went to school yesterday, which was a Monday, and yeah, you could say I was practically recovered already. But towards the end of school, just below my chest, there were jabbing sensations. Just-great.

My father suggested to bring me to the clinic, but I thought maybe it was just a little pain that would go away soon.

But I was wrong. It got worse when I was at the shop going to practice for class that night. So my mom called my dad to pick me up and sent me to the clinic. Dang, I was so sleepy.

Finally, it was my turn. At that time it was about 4:45 p.m. The doctor asked me what my problem was, we told him, and my mom had called my dad to tell him I had not been menstruating, so the doctor prepared the ultrasound.

After checking me *which made me very uneasy, because he was getting too low for comfort*, he said there was nothing wrong with my insides, so he just gave me pills for my diarrhea and my stomach ache. Then I went home, took the pills and slept.

That was at about 5:30 p.m.

Slept all the way till 6:30 when I took the other solution I was supposed to take after an hour of the pills before.

Then I slept till 11. Yes, I slept for THAT long. Took a little chicken and pork, took my medicine again, then went to sleep.

I did NOT know I would skip school. So please, please, please forgive me. I'm sorry I couldn't help with the Science project today :(

CIAO!!

Precious - Yuna Ito

Kokoro ga mie nakute
Fuan na hi mo atta
Dareka wo aisuru imi
Jibun nari ni kimeta
Subete wo shinji nuku koto

I promise you mou mayowa nai
Tsuyoku naru...anata ni akasu yo
Nige nai de muki atte iku
Sugata wo misete kureta to heart

*Shinji you
Futari dakara aishiaeru
Ano sora he negai ga todoku you ni
Mitsume ai inoru two of us
Futatsu kasaneta omoi ga ima
Hitotsu no katachi ni kawaru
Your precious love

Kizutsuki kurushimu nara
Wake atte dakishime aou
Mou hitori ja nai kara
Subete wo uketomeru yo true love

Shinji you
Futari dakara aishiaeru
Eien ni tsunaida kono te wo mou
Hanasa nai chikau two of us
Futatsu kasaneta omoi ga ima
Hitotsu no katachi ni kawaru
Just the two of us

Osanakatta hitori yogari no ai
Ima wa tsuyoku shinji aeru
There can be truth
Atarashii hajimari
I want to be one with you

Shinji you
Futari wa ima
Aishiai koko ni iru
Hikari ga michiru you ni
Dakishimeru anata wo

Ima Demo Zutto - Yuna Ito feat Spontania

wasurenai yo anata wo zutto 

zutto 

moderenaiyo you'll always be close to my heart 

ima demo 

atarimae no you ni omotteta tonari ni wa sugoku ureshisou na kimi ga iru koto ga 

nanimokamo ga kawatte mieteta 

itsumademo furuete sono te wo atatamete itakatta 

dareka wo aishitemo kimi wo mada omoide ni dekinai kara 

tatoe doko e tadori tsuitemo 

kimi to mata deaeru nara 

ima demo aitai yo zutto omotteru yo imademo wasurerarenai ano love song 

my lonely heart full of memories dakishimete ano hi no you ni 

one more time 

arigatou wo tsutaetakute soba ni iru aida ni ienakute hanashite shimatte gomenne saigo ni moichido yobou kimi no namae wo 

butsuru keitai no naka de waratteta kimi ga mada yasashiku mieru yo keshitakute mo nokorunda 

marude kodomo mitaini hashai denwa boku no senaka obusatte kita kimi ga itooshikatta 

are kara toki ga sugite itsukawa kono itami mo wasureru hazu datta 

hito wo aisuru imi wo kureta 

kimi wo tachikirenai mama 

ima demo aitai yo zutto omotteru yo ima demo wasurerarenai ano love song 

my lonely heart full of memories dakishimete ano hi no you ni 

one more time 

"samishi tte" kotoba jya ii arawasenai subeta ga muimi na sekai 

you know I love you 

ima demo 

itsumade mo soba ni iretara dareyori mo shiawase ni shitetakara 

ano hi no ano basho 

e fly away 

oooh~ 

ima demo aitai yo zutto omotteru yo ima demo wasurerarenai ano love song 

my lonely heart full of memories dakishimete ano hi no you ni 

mou ichido 

I hear you call 

I hear you say 

my name... 

koyoiwa anata wo omoidashite...

Let It Go - Yuna Ito

Dare wo shinjite arukebaiino? 

tokai no naka sa mayotteta Everyday itsu ni nareba kokoro ga hareruno? 

kumori sora ni toikaketa Always 

Unmei ga hiki yoseta kimi ni deawanakereba ima mo kokoro tozashite bukiyouna watashi no mama sugoshite itadarou 

Kimi ga ireba ikite ikeru kimi ga ireba kowaku nai kara itsudemo sono egao dakishimetai kimochi ga tsuyoku saseruno hitorikiri jya ikirarenai hitori kiri jya nanimo umarenai futari nara ikura demo nori koete ikeruyo 

Amaeru koto nante dekinakute dare to itemo iji hatteta 

Everyday yowai tokoro nante miserarenai dou sureba iino ka nayandeita 

Always 

Te wo tsukandara hanasanai kimi ni deatte kara ha sekai ga kawatta youni machi no keshiki mo subete chigatte mieruyo 

Kimi ga ireba daijyoubu to hontou ni sou omoeru kara itsudemo soba ni ite dakishimetai kimochi ga tsuyoku saseruno tatoe hanarete shimattemo tatoe ushinai sou ni nattemo futari ha kitto doko ka de tsunagatteruyo 

ai no kotoba no imi ha mada wakaranai keredo tada hitotsu ieru no ha afuresou na kurai itoshisa kanjiteru 

Let it go, Let it go, 

I know you have to go,

Let it go, Let it go, 

You're always on my mind 

itsudemo soba ni ite dakishimetai kimochi ga tsuyoku saseruno tatoe hanarete shimattemo tatoe ushinai sou ni nattemo futari no ai wa kienaikara kiseki ha tsuzuiteku kara eien wo shinjite irukara

ランマ

Isn't she just the cutest thing?!!

:P

I have more pictures, actually, but Blogger's retarded, so it won't let me load the stuff -_-

On the other hand, sorry I did not blog yesterday. That was due to my laziness.

Anyways, yesterday was Friday, last day of school of the week, thank God. I'm beginning to love weekends so much.

That aside, on Friday, I got the cutest gift from Danya. It was a black book from moof :) Best part was, it's THICK!! WOO~

Then again, as long as you remember my birthday, it's already enough :) I love it when people remember my birthday. Makes it seem as if I'm not invisible.

Mwakaka.

My Science group and I stayed back yesterday too to finish our 3D kidney thingymajing :P That was after my Librarian interview. Don't ask. I don't wanna talk about it.

And to tell you the truth, if I don't get in, I wouldn't be surprised. I really sounded stupid during the interview. And if I don't get it, I'll actually be relieved. Cause even if I go in, I don't think I'll do a good job. So... I think I'm half-hoping I don't get in.

See, I don't know if I'll be able to handle the pressure. And I don't think I'm fit for being a librarian either.

I just want this year to end fast.

Anyways, after we were done with the interview, we did our Science project with Kanga and Shuen downstairs. Cleo helped us too. THANKS A LOT CLEO!! :)

She's not even in our class and she decided to help us. She's so nice :)

After that, Danya, Cleo, Shuen and Kanga went to 7 Eleven to get some food to eat whilst I went around writing in the new moof book I got from Danya. Haha. Yes, I love it a lot :)

When 4 o'clock came, I went back home. Bathed and ate as fast as I could so my dad could send me to tuition. It was raining, that's why. If not, I'd probably be walking and end up late -_-

Tuition was fine, I guess. Ig didn't turn up, and I'm half-relieved cause he annoys me. Another thing would be that Viv finally came to tuition :) She's skipped two lessons in a row already.

When class ended, I went back home with my brother and watched My Fair Lady :) Finally, I finished it. Haha. Watched Bride Wars again too. Haha. It's been long, that's why. And I was bored. Sue me.

:P

Today, I woke up at around 10:30 something and switched the computer on. Read Inuyasha till the end today :) The manga, that is :) I'll review it later. Haha. I also read this new manga called Blue Sky Playground. It was short, so I already finished it.

I hate myself for not studying. I have to get started but I don't have the will.

I really hate myself.

Anyways, had Theory class today. It was alright. Sean didn't turn up cause he was being baptised -_-

O...kay...

And after that, I came home and waited for my grandparents to come. When they did, we went to Dhurbar to have roti canai. Yumm~ After that, we came back home and I started to blog whilst watching the English Subtitled version of Ranma 1/2 :) Hate animeseason for not having the MySpace version instead of Veoh. Malaysia doesn't have Veoh -_- :(

Yeah, okay then. Will go now. CIAO!!

現実

KYAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

かわいい〜〜〜!!!

愛してる!!!

And yet again, I fall for an anime character.

Honestly, human men don't appeal to me as much as anime characters.

This is obviously a huge problem, since anime characters don't exist, but oi~ Let me dream, will you?

Besides...

HE LOOKS SO CUTE!!!!!

Darn, if only real men could look as cute and cool as that. I really wouldn't mind.

Aiseh~

Anyways, the purpose of this post was to talk about my day yesterday. It was alright, I guess. School went on as usual -_- Unfortunately, I was to finish two essays from MC Eng in about an hour because curricular activities ended at 4:30 p.m.

Danya and Kanga didn't come for Chess, so I was pretty much alone but had the company of Mentos, whom I played two games with and won :) Then again, he was more an amateur than I was and wasn't clear of the rules, so I haven't really won any matches yet :)

Narein didn't come either, so I couldn't challenge him.

Rushed home after school and found my info first before going to bathe. Managed to finish it. Class was really nice, as usual :) We talked about metaphors. Listened to one of Elton John's songs "Recover Your Soul" that he dedicated to his lover, Jenny Versace who was actually a... guy -_- and whom was given the nickname "Lizzy" -_-

Weird -_-

But the song was alright.

Yeah, so it was really nice. I love MC Eng's lessons. They're always so stimulating :) Haha. We had fun talking about how the guys in class were SO unromantic :P Andy's name was mentioned, so it made it all the more funny for me :P

Yeah, then I went back home and used the computer for a while before realizing my parents were watching Sherlock Holmes upstairs. So I joined them :)

Ahh~ He's hilarious :)

Went into my room at 12 o'clock -_- Watched Kyou Kara Maou until 1:15 a.m.

That's about all :)

CIAO!!

P/S: Danya told me this joke today - 3/03/2010.

This mother of a boy got so angry with him that she screamed "You son of a bitch!!!"

The irony :P

P/S/S: WOLFRAM'S SHO CUTE!!!