Hehe

Gomen... You must've been shocked with that many lyrics I posted up. Well, for one, I've been listening to quite a number of new songs :)

Anyways, for the past two days, I've been doing some Geography reading to prepare myself for my exams in November. My brother went all crazy with basketball today as he finished his PMR. Lucky him. I miss having to threaten him with it. Haha.

Slept at 2:30++a.m. yesterday finishing up his notes for him. For Kemahiran Hidup, I mean. I did the questions *using the answers* and made some simple notes on why the answers were... well, the answers.

I'm such a kind-hearted sister :P

We all ate at Di Mao Gwan's today for lunch. Yummy. I love the food there. Ohh, and my dad went all lessons-learnt-by-telling-stories on us. He told us that "When Lying Is Necessary" and also the whole Bata thing.

I don't know if my sister has heard the Bata one or not, but she's heard the lying one. About the priest and how some people have to lie in order to save people and how abiding by the rules sometimes is the stupidest thing to do :)

He also asked us some IQ questions. I'll post them up when I have the time. Right now, it's eleven something and I've got school tomorrow. I have to ciao soon, meaning. I broke our promise, Danya, I'm sorry, I continued Unwanted Desire for just a short while. Forgive me!! I still studied!!

Ohh! And I nearly forgot about the "Thank You" cake for our choir teachers tomorrow! I was supposed to pick it up at 6 but I only remembered at 7:30 p.m. when I remembered I had school. *That was in the toilet* I was in front of the computer for a great majority of the day, so... Yeah, I tend to forget stuff.

I immediately rushed out and begged the Gods for the shop to still be open. I got my brother to accompany me. Haha. He was playing basketball with his friends. Nya nya nya~ :P

I collected the cake then and paid the bill. I've only got flies in my purse now. :( I hope I get rich again soon. I banked in my cash, remember? All RM800 of 'em. Haiz... I miss being in control of my money~ :P

Oh well, I'll just have to earn some more!! :P Gotta start drawing pictures again. Ohh, and charge my brother for listening to my iPod :P

I love the dictionary.

That was random -_-

But seriously, I LOVE the dictionary. Who would've guessed there were so many incredible words out there? Words like nyctophobia which means a phobia of the dark and so much more? Did you know, I only knew the definitions of "optimistic" and "pessimistic" this year? I mean, I knew the spelling and roughly what they meant, but if I were to explain, I wouldn't know how to.

Haiz... The dictionary is a really amazing thing, isn't it? Second is the Thesaurus!! :P

Anyways, had a simple dinner consisting of scrambled eggs, fish *which was surprisingly delicious :P* and my favourite, cauliflower. 

You know, I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, but I love cauliflower. Especially in the sauce :) Dang, that's good. Every now and then, I'll just eat cauliflower alone :P I'm serious.

Ohh, and I re-read Kaze Hikaru :) I miss Souji *squeals*!! Sei is funny as usual. 

Alrighty then. I have to go now. CIAO!!

Omakase Guardians - Guardian 4

ナイショで教えてあげるから
誰にもぜったいヒミツだよ
ぜんぜんオトメなキャラだって
あのコとアイツをスキだって

ちょこっと空も飛べちゃって
だいじな仲間がいつもいて
とつぜんキャラチェンしちゃうけど
大きな心でうけとめて

ユビキリゲンマンハリセンボン! (Go!Go!)

らっきー はっぴー まかせてね
ウチューのヘイワはアレだけど
みんなのこころはまもっちゃう
いっしょに笑おうよ!

らっきー はっぴー まかせてね
セカイのヘイワはソレはソレ
みんなのユメならまもっちゃう
いっしょにVサイン! (Yeah!)
いっしょにVサイン! (ブイッ!)

やるときゃやるって思うから
がんばってなんて言わないよ
だけどこれだけは覚えてて
いつでも応援してるって

笑われちゃってもいいもんね
怒られちゃってもいいもんね
自分にウソつくくらいなら
どう思われてもいいじゃんね

フレフレサンサンナナビョーシ! (Go!Go!)

おーらい おっけー 聞かせてね
チキューのナヤミはアレだけど
みんなのミライは守っちゃう
いっしょに歌おうよ

おーらい おっけー 聞かせてね
いろいろナミヤはあるけれど
みんながいるからこわくない
いっしょにVサイン! (Yeah!)
いっしょにVサイン! (ブイッ!)

らっきー はっぴー まかせてね
ウチューのヘイワはアレだけど
みんなのこころはまもっちゃう
いっしょに笑おうよ!

らっきー はっぴー まかせてね
セカイのヘイワはソレはソレ
みんなのユメならまもっちゃう
いっしょにVサイン! (Yeah!)
いっしょにVサイン! (ブイッ!)

* * *

naisho de oshiete ageru kara
dare ni mo zettai himitsu da yo
zenzen otome na kyara datte
ano ko to aitsu wo suki datte

chokotto sora mo tobechatte
daiji na nakama ga itsumo ite
totsuzen chara change shichau kedo
ooki na kokoro de uketomete

yubikiri genman hari senbon
(GO!GO!)

LUCKY! HAPPY! Makasete ne!
uchuu no heiwa wa are dakedo
minna no kokoro wa mamocchau
issho ni waraou yo

LUCKY! HAPPY! Makasete ne!
Sekai no heiwa wa sore wa sore
minna no yume nara mamocchau
issho ni V SIGN (YEAH!)
issho ni V SIGN (V!)

Yarutokya yarutte omou kara
ganbatte nante iwanai yo
dakedo kore dake wa oboetete
itsu demo ouen shiterutte

warawarechatte mo ii mon ne
okorarechatte mo ii mon ne
jibun ni usotsuku kurai nara
dou omowarete mo ii jan ne

HOORAY! HOORAY!
sansan nana byoushi!(GO!GO!)

ALRIGHT! OKAY! Kikasete ne
chikyuu no nayami wa are dakedo
minna no mirai wa mamocchau
issho ni utaou yo

ALRIGHT! OKAY! kikasete ne
iroiro nayami wa aru keredo
minna ga iru kara kowakunai
issho ni V SIGN (YEAH!)
issho ni V SIGN (V!)

LUCKY! HAPPY! makasete ne!
uchuu no heiwa wa are dekedo
minna no kokoro wa mamocchau
issho ni waraou yo

LUCKY! HAPPY! Makasete ne!
Sekai no heiwa wa sore wa sore
minna no yume nara mamocchau
issho ni V SIGN (YEAH!)
issho ni V SIGN (V!)

Melody And Harmony - JaeJoong & YooChun

ima doko ka de dare ka ga
tsurai kimochi de
hitori kiri
nemurenu yoru wo
sugoshite iru no nara
sono kokoro ni
hikari sasu made
furisou de ireru kara
ano melody and harmony and love

dare ka no tame ni
bokura wa koko de
chiisana koto shika dekinai keredo
ichi byou dake demo sekai juu no
namida tomete
egao ni natte kureru no nara

aishi tsuzukeru yo
aruki tsudukeru yo
afureru omoi ga
todoku to shinjite
umareru mae kara
bokura wa deatte
yume wo sagashite ta
sonna ki ga suru yo

[RAP]

kirameku oto ni
susumere ru toki
kanashisugite
wasurete irareta
melody and harmony
itsumo soba ni ite
boku ni yuuki to kibou wo kureta ne

kimi ni arigatou
zutto arigatou
kagayaku omoi wa
kimi no okuri mono
sasae aeru koto
mitsume aetu koto
hitori janai koto
oshiete kureta yo

kasane au ai wo
melody ni nosete
tsutaete yukitai
itsumo itsumade mo

my music is my life
for you, for you, smile
?? kimochi ? garu kara
My life is wonderful
forever, forever

kono basho kara

aishi tsuzukeru yo
aruki tsudukeru yo
afureru omoi ga
todoku to shinjite

kimi ni arigatou
zutto arigatou
kagayaku omoi wa
kimi no okuri mono

kasane au ai wo
melody ni nosete
tsutaete yukitai
itsumo itsumade mo

lalala…

ima doko ka de dare ka ga
tsurai kimochi de
hitori kiri
nemurenu yoru wo
sugoshite iru no nara
sono kokoro ni
hikari sasu made
furisou de ireru kara
ano melody and harmony and love

Synchronicity - Yui Makino

Kono nukumori wa doko he yuku no
Ashita ni nareba kiete shimau no
Mune no kodou wo awaseta naraba
Onaji fukami he orite yukeru no

Itsumo itsumo soba ni iru yo
Donna tooku kimi no kokoro ga mayotte mo

Kurayami no naka ni futari de tadayoinagara
Mujaki na kotori no you ni tsubasa wo yosete ita
Sabishii toki ni wa egao ni kakureru kimi wa
Tokenai koori no yaiba
Kono mune wo sarashite
Dakishimeru
Zutto...

Kimi wa hitori de doko he yuku no
Furikaeru no ga kowai dake na no
Mune no katachi mo kanashii iro mo
Hontou wa kitto yoku niteru no ni

Itsuka kitto kaeru basho wo
Futari onaji hakanasa de mitsumete iru

Kono yami no naka de donna ni hanarete ite mo
Kokoro wa nani yori tsuyoi kizuna de yobiatte
Sabishii toki ni wa waratte ite mo wakaru yo
Tsumetai yubi wo namida de
Atatamete agetai
Soba ni iru...

Kurayami no naka ni futari de tadayoinagara
Mujaki na kotori no you ni tsubasa wo yosete ita
Sabishii toki ni wa egao ni kakureru kimi wa
Tokenai koori no yaiba
Kono mune wo sarashite dakishimeru
Soba ni iru
Zutto...

Let It Out - Miho Fukuhara

Let it all out, Let it all out
Tsuyogaranakute ii n’da ne
Dareka ga kaitetta kabe no rakugaki no hana ga yureru
Jibun rashisa nante dare-mo wakaranai yo
Nagai nagai michi no tochuu de nakushitari hirottari
Kyuu ni sabishikunatte naichau hi mo aru kedo
Namida mo itami mo hoshi ni kaeyou
Ashita o terasu akari o tomosou
Chiisaku mayotte-mo futari de tsukurou
Hoshikuzu o tsuyoku hikaru eien o sagasou
Let it all out, Let it all out
Tarinai koto darake da yo ne
Tarinakute ii n’da ne dakara kimi to deaeta n’da
「Tashika」 ga nan na no ka sore ga shiritakute
Chiisa na naifu o kutsushita ni kakushiteta
Tsuyogatte tsuita uso no hou ga zutto itakatta
Hontou wa kowai yo dakedo ikiteku
Egao no kimi o kaze ga nadeteku
Chiisa na te kazashite futari de tsukurou
Hoshikuzu o tsuyoku hikaru eien o sagasou
Tadashii koto ga machigattetara dousureba ii?
Kanashii koto ga tadashikattara ukeireru dake?
Nakushita to omotteta demo kimi ga shitteta
Kimi ga ite hontou-ni yokatta
Namida mo itami mo hoshi ni kaeyou
Ashita o terasu akari o tomosou
Chiisa na te kazashite futari de tsukurou
Hoshikuzu o tsuyoku hikaru eien o
Sayonara itsuka wa kuru kamoshirenai
Kisetsu wa sore demo meguri megutteku
Chiisaku mayotte-mo aruiteku
Kimi to aruiteku sore dake wa kawaranaide iyou ne

Yo!

Dang, it's been long. I'm trying to avoid blogging nowadays to prepare myself for next year :) But hey, I don't wanna go on a year-long hiatus, so I'll be updating only once in a while from now on :)

Haiz... Life sucks :P

But I'm not complaining :)

Anyways, I've just come to blog about how I helped my brother study for his PMR's Sejarah paper yesterday. He finished his Maths and Sejarah papers today and my mom made me tutor him yesterday -_-

It was not a happy memory :P

For one, he couldn't friggin' remember anything I told him. Another thing, he'll just randomly guess the answer if he doesn't know. I felt as if my throat was about to dry up and my vocal cords would jump out if I yelled any more. -_- 

Seriously, I could ask him, "What are the negeri-negeri under NNMB?" and the first answer that would come out was, "Johor."

I haven't even explained until Johor yet and he could tell me straight to my face that Johor was part of NNMB. "We're not at Johor yet!!"

"Hah? Not yet ah?" 

-_-

Then he said, "Singapore."

I wanted to kick him below the belt. "Singapore's under NNS you asshole!!"

Haiz... I sorta understand how Mommy feels when she teaches him -_- I felt like wringing his neck. Best part was, when I asked him how his exam was today, he said, "Fail."

So all my effort was in vain. Aiseh... 

I'm not supposed to tutor him Kemahiran Hidup. How the hell am I supposed to do that? For one, I'm not Form 3, and another thing, I don't learn Kemahiran Teknikal. That's why I'm reading it over before I tutor him. If I can understand some stuff, I'll gain some new knowledge so... :)

Anyways, halfway, when I was reading the first bab of Kemahiran Hidup, I don't know how, but my mind suddenly went to Souji *squeals* and I had to blog :P I'm serious. I don't even know how the hell I managed to suddenly think about him, but I realized I was thinking about how cute he was for about... I dunno... 5 whole minutes? 

Yikers :P

I was thinking about Natsume before that :P What?? I finished reading Gakuen Alice on mangafox.com. Explains everything, huh? :P But it's still ongoing. The next issue's on the 5th of November, I think. 

Ohh, and I got mail from Youtube saying the second episode of Inuyasha Kanketsu-Hen's been uploaded, so I watched it :) Dang... I didn't think Kagura would really... well, go... you know? And Sesshoumaru's too modest :P He should seriously say he wanted to see Kagura :P What?? I mean, come on!! :P

It's a real pity... I really liked Kagura. And whenever she said, "I'm the free wind", I thought I would cry. I got goosebumps all over the place. You know me, right? Whenever I read something or watch something good, I get goosebumps :)

Cacat, I know.

Shnuffles is still as cute as ever, che :) We're waiting for you at home!! Skype la, you stupid girl! :P And pray your brother will get an "A" for his KH or again, my effort will be wasted. Haiz... Will ciao now. CIAO!!

Okane

Lemme be frank with you. You think that just cause you're a little less fortunate than the other students, you think everyone else is a snob? You think that just cause you're a little less well off than the other students, you think you've got the right to be pissed?

That's where you're wrong.

For one, there are people who are way, way less fortunate and way, way less well off than you. There are people loitering around alleyways and abandoned warehouses who use those places as a shelter to live in. Some aren't even lucky enough to find such places.  There are those who don't even have enough food to last a day, what more a week or so?

And don't tell me you're in that condition cause if you were, you wouldn't have enough to enroll yourself in school.

You're trying to tell me that everyone in the school is a snob and look down upon those who aren't so wealthy? Let me tell you this: Not all of them are snobs and not all of them are people who are wealthy. Some might even be in a worse condition than you, but do they complain? No, right? 

Rather than telling people that you're so poor and can't afford everything under the moon, I don't see you trying to do anything about it. 

And what's that talk about people who have enough money to last a month are rich? That's bullshit, do you know that? Do you even know the definition of "rich"? I'd rather not have you spouting complete nonsense just cause you can't get your facts right and your everyday life is getting to your head.

Do you know what "rich" means? It means people who have SO much money that they don't know what the hell to do with it, so they end up buying unnecessary stuff like jewelry, necklaces, branded stuff and Lord knows what else. You don't say people who have enough food to eat for a month are rich. For all you know, some people might have to eat less in portion to get through a month.

And what about me? You're trying to tell me I'm rich? You're trying to tell me I have a safe full of money? Are you accusing me of being able to live like this? 

Did you seriously think we could live like this if my parents didn't work hard? If my aunt didn't have to pitch in? If my granddad who's reaching his seventies didn't have to continue working? If my sister didn't learn to be independent and go off to Singapore with that scholarship? If I didn't try earning money in school so I wouldn't have to depend on my parents to give me pocket money?

*I won't mention my brother :P*

Forget it if you think we lived like this through easy money, okay? We strive forward and look to a brighter future. We have our ups and downs. Sales not going well, granddad undergoing surgery, grandma having cancer, stupid brother who can't earn money for peanuts *:P* and even me. It's not like I got money through indecent ways, right? I didn't steal, I didn't cheat, I didn't blackmail anyone into paying me money.

I didn't frame Andyy and the others into pitying me and giving me their food either. Sometimes, I survive through recess without food, you know that? I'm only this size because I have money of my own and I have snacks in my house -_-

Plus, a good majority of the food in my house aren't bought by my parents either. Thanks to my mom being a good teacher, her students look up to her and on special occasions like the Mooncake Festival or on her birthday, she gets presents and stuff from her students. We don't even have to buy mooncakes for the Mooncake Festival because we have plenty given by my mom's students.

Don't believe me? Ask my sister :)

Even on normal days, just as a sign of appreciation, my mom gets food from her students' moms who like to bake or earn a bakery. If my mom was a despicable woman of low caliber, you think we'd live like this?

And my dad. Just cause I tell you his occupation, you think he's some bigshot with plenty of money rolling into his wallet. If my dad didn't have a brain like he has now or smart thinking, you think we'd have cash? You think we'd have a car? You think we'd have Snowy? I don't think so. 

You know, sooner or later, if something went wrong with our lives, we'd have to give up Snowy, I'd be crying my eyes out, begging for my parents to take her back, but you know what? Life wouldn't be that simple. And I would certainly hate having to hear "We can't afford to buy her food and shampoo anymore. We just can't afford the price of having a dog anymore". I would go haywire. Crazy. But I wouldn't be able to do anything about it. Cause the damage is done. I can't look back.

Everyone works hard. Everyone plays a part in our well-being. We don't just sit around and pray money will fall from the sky. We don't mope around and think "Why did I have to be born into a not-so-wealthy family?

Trust me, I'm not offending you. I'm not saying you hate being in your family or if you hate that you're not so well off. But I'm just reminding you, that those who are rich or average in wealth have family members who support, encourage and contribute to what comes in the end.

So don't ask Cleo to shut up just because you're a little pissed. How often do I bring my purse to school? How often do I eat as much as I ate that day? I didn't even know about the condo till you told me.

Don't look around the table and blame the person closest to you. Cleo's just trying to help. She wouldn't do anything to hurt you. Though I don't know why. -_- 

And seriously, if I hear you crap about how rich people are those who can eat for a month, I'm seriously gonna lose my head and break your neck.

Ciao!! :)

Hontoni Hontoni Hontoni DAIkirai

I just realized, but I really, really, really hate you. I know I've always hated you, but I just realized now that I seriously hate you to the depths of hell.

You can ask me why, but I'll just continue telling you, "Think yourself. Reflect your actions." No way am I gonna tell you your own problem. Tch, who do you think I am? :P

Anyways, I seriously love Natsume :P You know, from Gakuen Alice? I've reviewed that anime before. I'll tell you now, if you haven't read the manga, you're an ass :P For one, it's more detailed than the anime. Second, it's longer than the anime. Thirdly, it's got more interesting stuff than the anime. I've always known reading materials have always been better than the ones on screen so I thought I'd try reading Gakuen Alice. -_-

I love Natsume. He's so CUTE!! And he's also the kind of character that makes me swoon. You know, the "like-the-girl-but-don't-wanna-tell-so-I-tease-her-and-silently-protect-her" kind of attitude? Yeah... He's better than Souji in the sense that he actually knows he likes the heroine. Souji's just... dense. -_-

Oh, and guess what? You'll never guess. I'm watching Pokemon on Youtube. HAHA! I know! I just thought to myself that day in school "I wanna watch Pokemon" and so now I'm searching it on Youtube. Didn't think they'd actually have 'em. I can't watch it now, though, because my mom's just on the couch with my grandma and aunt -_-

That aside, I went for English class today. It was hilarious, as always. This time, I couldn't stop laughing. I actually started crying and my stomach seriously hurt. Yes, it was that funny. :) Sean pissed me off *like every other Saturday* because he fell asleep in class. You know, I don't really care for other subjects, but I can't stand it when someone else goes to English class and doesn't concentrate -_- 

So I decided, puff-t, if he didn't wanna wake up, I wasn't gonna bother. He can sleep through the day and I wouldn't care anymore. Sometimes, I wonder why I bother. Must be because I'm too nice :P

Haha.

After class, when we were waiting for our transport, when it came and we had to go, I looked at Sean and said, "Do yourself a favor; don't turn up for Theory Class."

I mean, come on, if he was tired and all that, he shouldn't piss our Theory teacher off as well, right?

-_- He ended up coming anyway. Grr... 

Well, as expected, the Theory teacher did blow a fuse, but not that badly as the weeks before. I've got to go to dinner soon. I'll just shorten everything else.

Had class, came back, called my grandma if she took her Astro card, but as I expected, she forgot, so I can't watch Inuyasha Kanketsu-Hen today. I'm so sad, but I couldn't ask her to go back and take it, right? Yeah, so I'll miss it today. Thank God I already watched one episode. Haha.

Thank the Lord for Youtube. That's all I've gone up to. Will be going to dinner now. Will update if anything happens. CIAO!!

Kawaii Snowy!!

Isn't she just adorable?!!! I caught her when she was sleeping this morning. Woke up at 8:30 a.m. today. Haha. This is a treat for my sister in Singapore and for those doggy-loving creatures out there :)

She's so CUTE!!!

My darling Snuffles!!! :P CIAO for now!!

Aka-chan Mitai~

Dang!! You will never guess what time I slept last night. I slept at six o'clock!! No joke, man! I woke up again at 8 something to drink soup and half an hour later, I went back to sleep. I don't know why, but I felt extremely exhausted after I came back from school.

I went to the condo with Danya, Kanga, Cleo, Ihmi and Kent too. Ate chicken fried rice, two half-boiled eggs, iced milo and some of Kent's maggi mee -_- Ohh, and toast too. :P I can imagine the look of my sister's face screaming "You ate so much?!!!"

Well, this is what I get for bringing my purse to school :P

Lent RM10 to Danya but she'll be paying me back soon. Haha. I didn't go to school today because so many teachers didn't come to school, I thought it'd be a waste of time. Also, I think my parents were probably weirded out by me sleeping so early, they thought I should just go on sleeping :P

I was aware that my brother was leaving for school, so I woke up once before falling asleep again. I also had a reasonably nice dream, so I probably didn't wanna wake up too soon. Woke up at 8 something. Not that early, but still early compared to normal.

When I woke up, yes, I switched on the computer and charged my iPod. Yesterday, I used my iPod a lot with the speakers when I was sleeping, so its batteries are near dead now. My mom came down at around 10 something and dragged me out to fetch my brother from school. At that point of time, my father was talking with some air-cond dude about our meter because the bill went up to RM2000+

Haiz... My brother seriously made my mom crazy. He wasn't at places we thought he'd be. My mom told me if I wasn't in the car with her, she'd be swearing her head off. I've been wondering for a while now... Has my mom ever sworn before?

-_-

Found him at last. He said he sprained his back. -_- He also said his Geography was okay. You know, what with the way he's talking about his exams, I might actually consider the fact he'd get 7 A's. Haha. Let's just wait for the results :P

But his back spraining is no laughing matter. He can't seem to turn. Apparently, he feels like when I had my right hand sprained from writing too much :P He'll get better soon. Well, he has to, since he's got PMR tomorrow, right?

Haha. My mom's out washing her hair at the salon at the mo. She used her birthday presents today again too :) I just realized. :P We'll be eating lunch at the dim sum place near our house after she's done.

I'm supposed to bathe too, but you know me :P

Will stop here for now. I'll update when anything interesting happens. CIAO!!