Ever had the feeling when you're standing at a very high place, and you have the sudden urge to jump?
I don't have it.
- Captain Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean -
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Ola :)
I was a little naughty today :P Woke up only at 9:45 when my mom came in, in the morning. I felt so lazy today, you know? I got up meaning to blog about yesterday, but didn't feel like it, so it never happened -_-
Well, just to have a feel of what I did yesterday, I went to Times Square at noon to have lunch with my parents, aunt and brother. We went to Kiku-Zakura, a Japanese restaurant on the second floor. The food was alright. I had my usual Teriyaki bentou :)
Heehee.
After that, I came home and left for tuition at 3:30. Could afford to sleep for about twenty minutes before my teacher came at 4:15.
Was so ashamed of myself because I couldn't answer some of the questions my teacher was addressing the class. Didn't make it any better when he said starting from next week he was going to ask questions at random and dismiss anyone who can't answer.
:(
I have a feeling I might be one of them, but let's not count on that, kay?
At seven thirty, I asked my teacher if I could excuse myself because my family and I had a concert to attend at KLCC. My sister was performing with her chamber group and we, obviously, had to go.
The performances were nice. I liked the first one and the last one in particular. The last one was quite cute and the first one was my sister's chamber quintet.
They all sounded so cool :P But if I had a penny for every time I felt nervous my sister would suddenly make a mistake, I'd be living in a ten-foot tall mansion :P
Yes, my dear sister, I am of little faith :P
After that, I came home and went to bed at around eleven something close to midnight :)
As for today, I had shake for breakfast -_- I know, right? My mom's never gonna let me stop it. Bleghh~
Played my iPad for a while, then had lunch with my mom consisting of rice, veggie, fried egg and fried fish. Was nice. My mom kept going on and on about how I was supposed to go on the treadmill, though -_-
Bleghh~
After that, my mom left for work and my aunt gave my brother and I each a slice of pizza since she was treating all her friends at the office. I also went out and bought Chachos. But that'll remain a secret between you and me, yes?
:P
My brother was gonna blab, though, him being the person he is. But I managed to keep his mouth shut :P
Began watching Marmalade Boy on Veoh after that. I saw the CDs in Anime Tech the other day at Mid Valley but they cost a hefty RM351 and there was no way I was gonna fork out so much money, even for anime.
So I had to go online and search for them on Veoh :) That's quite a reliable site, but they have the full 76 episodes so I'll have to go around searching again soon -_-
It's currently 12:09 and technically, already Wednesday, so I guess this is kind of a late post, but anyways, I gotta go now cause there's nothing more to blog about :)
CIAO!!
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Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
憎い
Do I look as if I'd care if I have a low EQ?
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Is it a job requirement for you to annoy the hell out of me every bloody time? Is it so hard for you to just leave it to me in this context? Is it mandatory that you have to make me feel like shit all the time and then blame me for not being able to take constructive criticism?
I'm not going to say I'm sorry. For the simple reason that I'm not.
Did it ever occur to you that it's hard for a person like me, who's been neglecting my physical appearance for 16 years, to finally start caring? Even then, it's more for my health, not my appearance. Why is it you can't seem to understand - why NO one seems to understand - that eventually, with time, I'll run faster on the damn treadmill?
Even the doctor said that I can take my time and start with a little walk first before increasing the speed. At least I'm doing it, right?
But no~ You just had to say the wrong thing at the wrong time. Did you really expect me to be able to take it when you're accusing me of doing something wrong when I had no intention of doing that.
Where's your proof, anyway? Apparently, to you, I don't sweat, but do you even take the time to check on me? All you do is take whatever you think I'm doing and make it sound worse to everybody else.
I've done it inclined before, and I've run up to a speed of 5.5 miles per hour before.
But of course, you wouldn't know that, would you? All you know is that I'm lazy, noisy and I give up really easily.
Haven't you ever stopped to wonder WHY is it I hate running on the treadmill when you're around? For a person who's never taken part in any kind of sports activity rigorously, I find it extremely annoying to have someone tell me how I should exercise and how I'm supposed to be after exercising.
Do you want me to swim in my own sweat before you're satisfied?
And the worst part of it all is that you take it that I can't handle criticism. It's not called not being able to handle criticism.
It's called sensitivity.
* * *
Is it a job requirement for you to annoy the hell out of me every bloody time? Is it so hard for you to just leave it to me in this context? Is it mandatory that you have to make me feel like shit all the time and then blame me for not being able to take constructive criticism?
I'm not going to say I'm sorry. For the simple reason that I'm not.
Did it ever occur to you that it's hard for a person like me, who's been neglecting my physical appearance for 16 years, to finally start caring? Even then, it's more for my health, not my appearance. Why is it you can't seem to understand - why NO one seems to understand - that eventually, with time, I'll run faster on the damn treadmill?
Even the doctor said that I can take my time and start with a little walk first before increasing the speed. At least I'm doing it, right?
But no~ You just had to say the wrong thing at the wrong time. Did you really expect me to be able to take it when you're accusing me of doing something wrong when I had no intention of doing that.
Where's your proof, anyway? Apparently, to you, I don't sweat, but do you even take the time to check on me? All you do is take whatever you think I'm doing and make it sound worse to everybody else.
I've done it inclined before, and I've run up to a speed of 5.5 miles per hour before.
But of course, you wouldn't know that, would you? All you know is that I'm lazy, noisy and I give up really easily.
Haven't you ever stopped to wonder WHY is it I hate running on the treadmill when you're around? For a person who's never taken part in any kind of sports activity rigorously, I find it extremely annoying to have someone tell me how I should exercise and how I'm supposed to be after exercising.
Do you want me to swim in my own sweat before you're satisfied?
And the worst part of it all is that you take it that I can't handle criticism. It's not called not being able to handle criticism.
It's called sensitivity.
Sunday, June 5, 2011
私のもの
Auditions are like men - there's always another one right around the corner.
- Martha Rodgers, Castle -
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Ola :)
I woke up at 9:45a.m. today. I know right, there must be something very wrong with me, but these days, I've been having these urges to wake up early.
Must be the fact that I'm telling myself that I'll have more time with my iPad and Truth if I do :P
What? At least I wake up, right? :P
That aside, I had corn flakes for breakfast a while after using the Mac. Wanted to ssee if there were any new episodes of Astarotte no Omocha on AnimeSeason but I wasn't in much luck :(
Ooh, but I watched Adele: Rise of the Mummy yesterday with my brother and Sean at our house. We had just returned from the night market after Sean had dinner with his family at Summer Feels. His parents made us order something too, so my brother got a 100 Plus float and they ordered - against our will - a Summer Grilled Chicken for us.
:(
Why it's sinful? For the past few days, I've been having a very vegetarian and fruitful dinner, you can say. There's nothing meaty about my dinner, unless you count the full-boiled egg that my mom only SOMETIMES lets me eat.
:(
Anyways, after that, at one o'clock, we all went out for lunch at the place opposite our house. It was alright. There was some bad blood between my dad and I, however, because of something Pepper did.
You know, it's times like those I really wish we hadn't taken Pepper.
But what the heck.
After lunch, my parents, aunt and their friend went back home first whilst my brother and I were sent on errands: buy batteries and "ais kacang" -_-
Once at home, we decided to watch The Unknown, starring Liam Neeson. Halfway through the movie, I went downstairs to use the computer and then write Truth in my 4-subject notebook :)
I lovey that bookie :)
At three something, after the rest of my family finished watching The Unknown, we, excluding our aunt, went to see my grandparents up in PJ. All the time I was there, though, I just gave them hugs, then went up to my mom's old bedroom and watched Castle whilst writing Truth.
What? It's hard to keep me from writing when I'm really in the mood :)
Plus, haven't I ever mentioned my grandparents have a killer bed in my mom's old bedroom?
:P
At seven thirty, we left the place and made a beeline for home. Then, I watched Marchen Awakens Romance, the new anime I bought *oops, did I just type that? :P* while I ate my dinner which consisted mostly of salad.
-_-
Yup, that's about it for today. My parents are making go and bathe now so... CIAO!!
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- Martha Rodgers, Castle -
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Ola :)
I woke up at 9:45a.m. today. I know right, there must be something very wrong with me, but these days, I've been having these urges to wake up early.
Must be the fact that I'm telling myself that I'll have more time with my iPad and Truth if I do :P
What? At least I wake up, right? :P
That aside, I had corn flakes for breakfast a while after using the Mac. Wanted to ssee if there were any new episodes of Astarotte no Omocha on AnimeSeason but I wasn't in much luck :(
Ooh, but I watched Adele: Rise of the Mummy yesterday with my brother and Sean at our house. We had just returned from the night market after Sean had dinner with his family at Summer Feels. His parents made us order something too, so my brother got a 100 Plus float and they ordered - against our will - a Summer Grilled Chicken for us.
:(
Why it's sinful? For the past few days, I've been having a very vegetarian and fruitful dinner, you can say. There's nothing meaty about my dinner, unless you count the full-boiled egg that my mom only SOMETIMES lets me eat.
:(
Anyways, after that, at one o'clock, we all went out for lunch at the place opposite our house. It was alright. There was some bad blood between my dad and I, however, because of something Pepper did.
You know, it's times like those I really wish we hadn't taken Pepper.
But what the heck.
After lunch, my parents, aunt and their friend went back home first whilst my brother and I were sent on errands: buy batteries and "ais kacang" -_-
Once at home, we decided to watch The Unknown, starring Liam Neeson. Halfway through the movie, I went downstairs to use the computer and then write Truth in my 4-subject notebook :)
I lovey that bookie :)
At three something, after the rest of my family finished watching The Unknown, we, excluding our aunt, went to see my grandparents up in PJ. All the time I was there, though, I just gave them hugs, then went up to my mom's old bedroom and watched Castle whilst writing Truth.
What? It's hard to keep me from writing when I'm really in the mood :)
Plus, haven't I ever mentioned my grandparents have a killer bed in my mom's old bedroom?
:P
At seven thirty, we left the place and made a beeline for home. Then, I watched Marchen Awakens Romance, the new anime I bought *oops, did I just type that? :P* while I ate my dinner which consisted mostly of salad.
-_-
Yup, that's about it for today. My parents are making go and bathe now so... CIAO!!
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So I'm Loving You - Various Korean Artists
(Song Seung Heon) So I'm loving you so I'm loving you
(Park Yong Ha) Naega wonhadeon duty duty duty du
(Ji Seong) So I'm loving you
(Rain) Areumdawoyo
(Kang Ji Hwan) Neomu haengbokhajyo
(Song Seung Heon) Urin igoseseo
(Rain) Neol kidarilke
(G Dragon) Let's go
(Dae Seong) Naega wonhadeon sesang
(Park Yong Ha) Geurigo naega kkumkkudeon geugot
(Song Seung Heon) Namanui gamgak
(Kang Ji Hwan) Namanui lotte duty free
(G Dragon) Namanui gamgak namanui duty free
(Seung Ri) Eonjena seolleige haneun got
(Ji Seong) Geugoseun ojik lotte ppunilgeol
(Song Seung heon) Namanui seontaek
(Ji Seong) Namanui lotte duty free
(TOP) Oh my duty free I wanna be with you
(Park Yong Ha) Neul geudaewa hamkke olddaemyeon
(Song Seung Heon) Haengbokhan got
(Ji Seong) Utgo inneun neoui moseub bolddae
(Rain) Lalalalalalala
(Park Yong Ha) So I'm loving you so I'm loving you
(Dae Seong) Naega wonhadeon
(Big Bang) Duty duty duty du
(Song Seung Heon) So I'm loving you areumdawoyo
(G Dragon) Hey girl beautiful
(Rain) Neomu haengbokhan got
(Park Yong Ha) Hamkkegayo lotte duty free
(G Dragon) Welcome to dream world
(Rain) Geudael cheoeum bon sungan
(TOP) Cheom bon sungan
(Kang Ji Hwan) Naneun amu maldo mothaetjyo
(TOP) You you
(Rain) Dalkomhan miso
(Ji Seong) Ddeollineun maeum
(Rain) Duty du
(TOP) Namanui duty free yeah duty free
(Kang Ji Hwan) Eonjena seolleige haneun neon
(G Dragon) You
(Rain) Gugeoseun ojik
(Kang Ji Hwan) Dangshin ppuningeol
(G Dragon) You you you
(Ji Seong) Namanui seontaek
(Song Seung Heon) Namanui lotte
(Park Yong Ha) Duty free
(G Dragon) Oh my duty free I wanna be with you
(Dae Seong) Neul geudaewa hamkke olddaemyeon
(Rain) Haengbokhan got
(Park Yong Ha) Utgo inneun
(Song Seung Heon) Neoui moseub bolddae
(Everyone) Lalalalalalala
(Park Yong Ha) So I'm loving you
(Rain) So I'm
(Ji Seong) Loving you
(Song Seung Heon) Naega wonhadeon
(Everyone) Duty duty duty du
(Seung Ri) So I'm loving you
(Rain) Areumdawoyo
(Seung Ri) Neomu haengbokhan got
(Song Seung Heon) Hamkkegayo lotte
(G Dragon) Once again
(Park Yong Ha) So I'm
(Kang Ji Hwan) Loving you
(Rain) So I'm
(Song Seung Heon) Loving you
(Dae Seong) Naega wonhaneun
(Everyone) Duty duty duty du
(Rain) So I'm
(Ji Seong) Loving you areumdawoyo
(Park Yong Ha) Neomu haengbokhan got
(Everyone) Hamkkegayo lotte
(Song Seung Heon) Duty free
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That Kiss - Tiffany Alvord + D
You and me we used to be friends,
Nothing more and nothing less
You and me we used to hang out,
Never ever thinking about
More than you and more than me,
A growing love that we didn't see
Til that kiss,
That was more than this
It was more than us just being friends
That kiss was a magical thing,
My heart did fly and the angels did sing
Oh oh oh....
From then on when you looked in my eyes,
It felt like I was being hypnotized
Your cute smile and your perfect hair,
Your beautiful eyes
I can't help but stare cause
Its more than you and more than me,
A growing love that we didn't see
Til that kiss,
That was more than this
It was more than us just being friends
That kiss was a magical thing,
My heart did fly and the angels did sing
Oh oh oh....
Cause you mean everything to me,
And without you I don't know what I'd be
Cause of that kiss,
That was more than this
It was more than us just being friends
That kiss was a magical thing,
My heart did fly and the angels did sing
Oh oh oh....
Cause of that kiss, that kiss, that ki-isss,
Cause of that kiss
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Saturday, June 4, 2011
先だよ
I just came to realize that as a Piscean, I fall really easily. I can't even count the number of times I've fallen for people I hardly knew - of many different ages and such.
So, you can't really say I fell for them, right?
???
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Ola :)
Just so you know, I'm blogging this in advance since by the time I come back, it's most likely I won't blog at all.
-_-
Not much has been happening these days. Mostly just me continuing to write Truth whilst my sister is still away at camp. Come to think of it, she didn't bring her laptop along with her, so can I use it?
:P
Slept at 11 something close to 12 writing the story, editing, reconstructing et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. There's much to be done since when my sister was writing it, she probably was under the impression that dialogue was good, and so put too much of it.
That was our major problem in writing, you can say.
So, of course, I've got to add more descriptions and lessen the dialogues so the readers aren't bored with the bombardment of speeches, statements and others. So far, I've gotten to the part they met the jackass who was behind Luck's parents' deaths. Gotta keep thinking :)
Anyways, today, a miracle happened. I woke up at 7:15.
I-know, right?? Actually I couldn't sleep much last night. Lord knows why. I kept waking up, twisting and turning in my bed and just trying to construct dreams that might - without my realizing it - continue by themselves and eventually put me to sleep, but it didn't happen :(
So I spent most of the night just stirring in my bed, tossing and turning -_-
Woke up at 6 something close to 7 to go to the toilet this morning but couldn't really go to sleep again, so after I heard my parents leave the house, I got up and went downstairs to charge my iPad and use the computer to watch the latest episodes of Hidan no Aria and Gosick :)
Mwahaha.
I wonder why there aren't any downloadable episodes of Astarotte no Omocha on Gendou :(
Ate nasi lemak for breakfast whilst watching Castle :) Then, at 10 o'clock, our English teacher came. Oh, and guess what?
Snowy got caught again.
This time, I didn't even know. We all didn't know. The van just came out of nowhere and grabbed her, stuffing her inside the back with three other dogs. She looked so bloody scared and honestly, I was furious that they would do that even though my brother and I were already standing outside trying to negotiate with them to let her go.
Had to pay them a hefty hundred to have her back.
After that, lessons with Madame Shirley commenced. I seriously love her lessons. Every lesson she comes with a different story to tell - all that have some sort of connection with the questions we ask her or the questions that she asks us - and today, we found out she used to work at a 3-star hotel when she was 18.
Funny shit :P
Listening to Running by Gardiner Sisters :) I think they can sing, but sometimes go out of tune. I think Mandi has the best control of her voice, though the others have better voices. Allie and Haylie tend to go off pitch a bit.
Oh well.
Anyways, it's currently 1:27p.m. and I'm waiting for my mom to dress up before we go to Bukit Jalil for lunch :) Woo~
I wanna have ostrich meat, babeh~! :P Haha.
Ooh, and Peking Duck :P
Mwahaha.
Okie dokie then :) That's all from me for now. If I feel like it, I'll blog later in the evening, but I wouldn't bet on it :P
CIAO!!
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So, you can't really say I fell for them, right?
???
* * *
Ola :)
Just so you know, I'm blogging this in advance since by the time I come back, it's most likely I won't blog at all.
-_-
Not much has been happening these days. Mostly just me continuing to write Truth whilst my sister is still away at camp. Come to think of it, she didn't bring her laptop along with her, so can I use it?
:P
Slept at 11 something close to 12 writing the story, editing, reconstructing et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. There's much to be done since when my sister was writing it, she probably was under the impression that dialogue was good, and so put too much of it.
That was our major problem in writing, you can say.
So, of course, I've got to add more descriptions and lessen the dialogues so the readers aren't bored with the bombardment of speeches, statements and others. So far, I've gotten to the part they met the jackass who was behind Luck's parents' deaths. Gotta keep thinking :)
Anyways, today, a miracle happened. I woke up at 7:15.
I-know, right?? Actually I couldn't sleep much last night. Lord knows why. I kept waking up, twisting and turning in my bed and just trying to construct dreams that might - without my realizing it - continue by themselves and eventually put me to sleep, but it didn't happen :(
So I spent most of the night just stirring in my bed, tossing and turning -_-
Woke up at 6 something close to 7 to go to the toilet this morning but couldn't really go to sleep again, so after I heard my parents leave the house, I got up and went downstairs to charge my iPad and use the computer to watch the latest episodes of Hidan no Aria and Gosick :)
Mwahaha.
I wonder why there aren't any downloadable episodes of Astarotte no Omocha on Gendou :(
Ate nasi lemak for breakfast whilst watching Castle :) Then, at 10 o'clock, our English teacher came. Oh, and guess what?
Snowy got caught again.
This time, I didn't even know. We all didn't know. The van just came out of nowhere and grabbed her, stuffing her inside the back with three other dogs. She looked so bloody scared and honestly, I was furious that they would do that even though my brother and I were already standing outside trying to negotiate with them to let her go.
Had to pay them a hefty hundred to have her back.
After that, lessons with Madame Shirley commenced. I seriously love her lessons. Every lesson she comes with a different story to tell - all that have some sort of connection with the questions we ask her or the questions that she asks us - and today, we found out she used to work at a 3-star hotel when she was 18.
Funny shit :P
Listening to Running by Gardiner Sisters :) I think they can sing, but sometimes go out of tune. I think Mandi has the best control of her voice, though the others have better voices. Allie and Haylie tend to go off pitch a bit.
Oh well.
Anyways, it's currently 1:27p.m. and I'm waiting for my mom to dress up before we go to Bukit Jalil for lunch :) Woo~
I wanna have ostrich meat, babeh~! :P Haha.
Ooh, and Peking Duck :P
Mwahaha.
Okie dokie then :) That's all from me for now. If I feel like it, I'll blog later in the evening, but I wouldn't bet on it :P
CIAO!!
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What Does It Take - Dave Days + D
I woke up in the middle of the night
Out of luck with this girl on my mind
She got away
Now I'm trying to explain how
I fell in love, that's what I like to call it
But not enough, it's like I never saw it
Drifting away
I am finding words to say
But it all goes
Whoa, whoa
But it all goes
Whoa, whoa
What does it take to get you
If I never met you
I wouldn't have ran across the country like
I'm out of my mind
What does it take to hold you
When I'm here without you
I don't know where to start
I gotta find you and your heart
Before it falls apart
I stayed up in the dead of the night
I made plans if they turned out right
You close your eyes and
Think about the times when (think about it)
We fell in love but didn't try to say it
Knew what it was the moment that we played it
We all lose sometimes
I can't get her off my mind
Whoa, whoa
I'm finding words to say
But it all goes whoa, whoa (what does it take)
Whoa, whoa
What does it take to get you
If I never met you
I wouldn't have ran across the country like
I'm out of my mind
What does it take to hold you
When I'm here without you
I don't know where to start
I gotta find you and your heart
Before it falls apart
What does it take to make it real
The world still spins and I'm still feelin'
Your hand right next to mine
I play it back a thousand times
I wish I took a photograph
For every moment that we laughed
I'm hung up and can't relax
Because she's so far away
What does it take to get you
What does it take to get you
What does it take to get you
If I never met you
I wouldn't have ran across the country like
I'm out of my mind
What does it take to hold you
When I'm here without you
I don't know where to start
I gotta find you and your heart
Before it falls apart
What does it take (whoa, whoa)
I'm finding words to say (before it falls apart)
What does it take (whoa, whoa)
Yeah, yeah
Before it falls apart
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Friday, June 3, 2011
Running - Gardiner Sisters + D
I'm walking home tonight
Watching the street lights
Fall and fade out
With one thing on my mind
A feeling I can't fight
Gotta figure this out
Cause every time I get too close
To loving something I can't hold
Turn and run so he won't know
I'm on the right track
I just keep looking back
I'm running, running
Away from love
Racing against the clock
Won't let my heart stop
Running, running away
Ooh, I'm running, running away
From Love
I've never felt this way
So nervous and afraid
Of giving him my heart
And when I see his face
Pull the trigger
My heart starts the race
Cause every time I get too close
To loving something I can't hold
Turn and run so he won't know
I'm on the right track
I just keep looking back
I'm running, running
Away from love
Racing against the clock
Won't let my heart stop
Running, running away
Ooh, I'm running, running away
From everything you do to me
Just look how fast my heart can speed
Slow it down so I can breathe
I'm on the right track
I just keep looking back
I'm running, running
Away...
Racing against the clock
Won't let me heart stop
Running, running away
Ooh, I'm running, running away
From love...
Ohh~
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Wednesday, June 1, 2011
うさしぶり
過去の涙も、過ちも、寂びしさも。
Clearly many people mistake blogs as a waste paper basket to regurgitate the pessimistic shit they go through in life.
You know, sometimes, you can look at the good things you have. Think about that the next time you feel like spouting sob stories.
* * *
God, my mom woke me up at eight something this morning. She told me I was supposed to see the doctor today so I had no choice but to wake up :(
My mom first had to send my sister to KLCC because she had to go for her camp. Sent her late, though, cause we wanted to find my blood test report first. After sending my sister to KLCC, we went back home and continued searching for the report. I eventually found it, of course, in the middle room where we kept our books, and left shortly after.
Visited my grandparents first. The pastors were already there, supporting my grandma with His holy words and prayers. I think that it really helps her that they're there, especially my very religious and staunch Christian aunt because my grandma needs that kind of support. Without it, I shudder to think how depressed my grandma would always feel.
Anyways, after talking a little more, they left and my aunt, mom and I went to see Dr Pang. There, the doctor went through my blood test report and told us that I had more male hormones than female hormones and that I was reaching the post menopause stage. The normal hormone count for a female was 700-670 but I was 145, close to the 120 mark, which was the post menopause stage.
Yeah~
I mean, to me, it wasn't a big deal, but the thing was, it wasn't healthy. The doctor said that soon I'd need to buy a shaver for my mustache -_-
Exactly.
In order to prevent that, I'd have to exercise and not eat unhealthy food. She began suggesting some dietary measures I could take in order to control my weight. We also found out that I could've been having fits due to my starving myself in order to lose weight.
Like, not taking meals at the right time?
Yeah~
When I thought about it, I skipped my recess time that day during the Teacher Day performance auditions.
Screw my condition.
Yeah, so the doctor recommended some more interesting ways I could have my meals which included having a waffle maker as well as an oven.
You don't know how hard I was rejoicing when I heard that :P
Haha.
After seeing the doctor, we went back to my grandparents' place where we had lunch. Lovely lunch I had, with fish, two kinds of veggie as well as a veggie soup. After that, we mostly chilled about and I watched TV. They were showing Glee at 2 something so I watched that until it was time to go back home.
Once at home, I used my iPad and read Koukou Debut *a.k.a. High School Debut* until I remembered I'd wanted to watch "Legend of the Seeker" since I saw the advert when I was in Tanjong Puteri. Haha.
The synopsis was interesting on Wikipedia, so... :)
You got me, I'm loading it on YouTube right now as I'm typing this :P I'm also downloading it into my iPad using SaveAll. God, I love that app :P
Mwahaha.
That's about it for the time being. Not much to be said anyway. Oooh, my sister and I started on Truth again yesterday so I might spend the rest of the night writing that :) Heehee.
Well then, CIAO!!
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Clearly many people mistake blogs as a waste paper basket to regurgitate the pessimistic shit they go through in life.
You know, sometimes, you can look at the good things you have. Think about that the next time you feel like spouting sob stories.
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God, my mom woke me up at eight something this morning. She told me I was supposed to see the doctor today so I had no choice but to wake up :(
My mom first had to send my sister to KLCC because she had to go for her camp. Sent her late, though, cause we wanted to find my blood test report first. After sending my sister to KLCC, we went back home and continued searching for the report. I eventually found it, of course, in the middle room where we kept our books, and left shortly after.
Visited my grandparents first. The pastors were already there, supporting my grandma with His holy words and prayers. I think that it really helps her that they're there, especially my very religious and staunch Christian aunt because my grandma needs that kind of support. Without it, I shudder to think how depressed my grandma would always feel.
Anyways, after talking a little more, they left and my aunt, mom and I went to see Dr Pang. There, the doctor went through my blood test report and told us that I had more male hormones than female hormones and that I was reaching the post menopause stage. The normal hormone count for a female was 700-670 but I was 145, close to the 120 mark, which was the post menopause stage.
Yeah~
I mean, to me, it wasn't a big deal, but the thing was, it wasn't healthy. The doctor said that soon I'd need to buy a shaver for my mustache -_-
Exactly.
In order to prevent that, I'd have to exercise and not eat unhealthy food. She began suggesting some dietary measures I could take in order to control my weight. We also found out that I could've been having fits due to my starving myself in order to lose weight.
Like, not taking meals at the right time?
Yeah~
When I thought about it, I skipped my recess time that day during the Teacher Day performance auditions.
Screw my condition.
Yeah, so the doctor recommended some more interesting ways I could have my meals which included having a waffle maker as well as an oven.
You don't know how hard I was rejoicing when I heard that :P
Haha.
After seeing the doctor, we went back to my grandparents' place where we had lunch. Lovely lunch I had, with fish, two kinds of veggie as well as a veggie soup. After that, we mostly chilled about and I watched TV. They were showing Glee at 2 something so I watched that until it was time to go back home.
Once at home, I used my iPad and read Koukou Debut *a.k.a. High School Debut* until I remembered I'd wanted to watch "Legend of the Seeker" since I saw the advert when I was in Tanjong Puteri. Haha.
The synopsis was interesting on Wikipedia, so... :)
You got me, I'm loading it on YouTube right now as I'm typing this :P I'm also downloading it into my iPad using SaveAll. God, I love that app :P
Mwahaha.
That's about it for the time being. Not much to be said anyway. Oooh, my sister and I started on Truth again yesterday so I might spend the rest of the night writing that :) Heehee.
Well then, CIAO!!
P/S: Please click on my Nuffnang ads :) Thanks!!
P/S/S: Know that I'll always be here for you.
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