~13/02/2011~

Ola :)

Okay, I'm blogging about the 13th of February, which was yesterday, and it was also a Sunday. Had to wake up dreadfully early - to me - because my dad wanted to bring me to see our family physician, Dr. Thong. He also had to get his and my mom's blood test results back.

We left the house at around nine o'clock. NINE o'clock. How bloody torturous is that, right? :P Hey, I care nuts bout you, but I canNOT function well that early in the morn'.

-_-

Even so, I had to do it. And even when we got there, there were - I think - two more patients of his who had arrived before us, which probably meant we were going to be there for another hour at the least.

The LEAST.

I was not joking.

Our family physician was famous - or rather, infamous/notorious - for taking his time with all his patients - spanning from half an hour till about an hour, if we're lucky. My dad and I could have had lunch in KLCC and still made it in time for our appointment -_-

So, to kill time, my dad bought the Star newspaper and I read the Sports' section alongside him. Saw the article on Wayne Rooney's awesome bicycle kick too. My family and I saw it live the night before at my grandparents' place too and we knew it would be the talk of the Sports' section since it was a real chun-ted thing :P

Coming from a very non-football fan - a very non-sports-anything fan, actually - this must be all very shocking to my acquaintances :P

Haha.

Anyways, after that it was pretty much just me constantly listening to the ending theme of Full House whenever someone gets a text message -_- bleghh~

Finally, at 11:10, we were received by Dr. Thong and my dad was briefed about his blood test results and how he should exercise more. Mwahaha :P Then he heard about my case and he advised me to get as much rest as possible and to continue taking the medication. The final step to recovery would be the MRI. If it shows that nothing is wrong with me up in my head, then I'm fine :)

I hope -_-

Bleghh~

Our session took half an hour and after taking care of the bill, we left for home to pick up my brother for lunch at a small shop near our house called Tung Jing. There, we had a variety of dim sum and noodles :) Then, we ordered takeaway for my mom and aunt back at home and headed there after that.

My brother then decided he wanted to get a haircut so I followed suit with the intentions of cutting my hair short so I didn't have to tie it up to school.

God, we waited for at least an hour and a half before they attended to us. And even so, they cut my brother's hair first. I just sat next to him and watched -_- Was his turn to watch me after that though, so I guess we're tied in that sense :P

So now I have short hair :) I still think it could've been shorter, though -_-

What's with me, right?

:P

Returned home after paying the hairdresser then did homework whilst watching Castle and at the same time "texting" my sister on text me, an app for the iPhone and iPad. Now, however, for the iPad, you have to buy it for one ninety nine. No idea why.

-_-

Slept at about twelve something but nearly screamed when my brother switched the lights on to go to the toilet. He's a real jackass when it comes to things like that, you know? Do you know how hard it is for me to go back to sleep once someone wakes me up like that? On top of that I still have a headache.

Ugh~

Had to clench my fists, grit my teeth and flex my feet to the point of them cramping before I finally calmed down. Cried in the process but that helps, so -_-

Bleghh~

That's about it :)

CIAO!!

愛してる

The warmth of the sun pales in comparison to the warmth you bring when you enter the room. The Nile river is a joke against what lengths I would go for you. The word "love" is a painful understatement to this undying affection my heart possesses.

The first time we met was electric. I will never forget the impact your handsome hazel-brown eyes had on me. I swooned, I sighed, like a simple-minded girl in love for the first time. If I could have it my way, time would stop when we are together.

二人だけの時間、停めてください.

We used to rendezvous behind the house because my mother never liked me spending time with you and I don't understand why. I will never see what she doesn't in you.

Hell, I don't care what anyone thinks. Sure, your sister is a nut job and my parents would never acknowledge our relationship with the kind of family background you come from, but I know we will be able to conquer it all.

You'd always been the one who listened. You'd always been the one who cared. You knew exactly what to do at exactly the right time. Even if it was nothing. If anyone knew, it was you.

Frankly speaking, you're everything that contradicts what my ideal companion is supposed to be. You're shorter than me. You're smaller than me. You're younger than me - technically. But when I'm with you, I can't help but smile. There are times you make me mad, but never ever enough to make me hate you.

That will never change.

You never buy me gifts either - hell, you probably don't even remember when my birthday is - but that's not important. Knowing you'll always be there for me is enough to compensate for a thousand birthday gifts.

And know that no matter what, I'll always, always, ALWAYS love you.

Happy Valentine's Day, Snowy :)

Gotcha, suckers :P

CIAO!!

Sorry That I Loved You - Anthony Neely

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love, love, love, love in your life

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

ここにいる~

Okay, there is a friggin' high possibility the person I'm directing this to will never read this post but I just have to post this.

Which also brings me to this question: why the hell am I so nosy?

Easy - I'm that kind of person. I've got some kind of need to know a certain amount of things just so I can satisfy my curiosity. The term "curiosity kills the cat" is probably the reason why I hate cats -_-

That was... retarded, but that's not the point.

It's like that episode of Castle when Bobby Mann from the TV show apparently had a heart attack but actually was murdered? Beckett and Castle had to go around asking questions that would unmask the murderer, but since they didn't want the media to find out, they had to say it was to tie up loose ends for the coroner's report.

-_-

That wasn't the best example to pick, but for now, that'll have to do.

Anyways, I won't be mentioning any names, but it doesn't take a genius to know who I'm referring to.

Do you know I am so unbelievably tired of people who act as if the world is ending just because of one effing guy? Do you?!

Sure, he/she was your love. Sure, he/she was...

Oh my God, look at that, I can't even continue that line, which shows exactly how pointless these sort of things are in your youth. I mean, I know there have been rare relationships that have lasted incredibly long - I'm sure you can think of someone - but that doesn't necessarily apply to everyone, and it is definitely not the right kind of water for testing.

Can't you just enjoy a normal high school life? Can't you just focus on your education? Hell, is there not one human being in school who doesn't have "Get a boyfriend" as part of their New Year's resolutions?

I'm so glad you're finally calling it off yourself. I'm so glad you're finally seeing the light. I'm so glad you're finally noticing the more important things in life that have more value than whatever you saw in him/her.

Do not, I repeat, do NOT ruin it by running the same mistake by again. Doesn't matter how much you long for the feeling once more, doesn't matter how much you crave for the spark once again, because you've got better things to worry about.

And I swear, if you do something like this again, I will kill you.

:P

CIAO!!

P/S: And despite whatever negative things I'm spouting about here, I'll always be here for you, okay? Whenever you need someone to talk to or someone's shoulder to cry on, I'm here :)

~11/02/2011~

Ola :)

Okay, so this post is actually about yesterday :)

I woke up at 5:40a.m.

I know, right? This is the first time I've woken up so late.

Haha.

Managed to get to school and still be considered early, of course. Felt a little giddy about meeting all my friends again since I left them in a pretty awkward situation -_- My librarian friend was like, "Lou, are you okay??"

And I asked, "Oh, you heard?"

"Everybody heard."

...

Shit, right? :P

After that, we chatted a little more about what happened *because I couldn't remember anything* and then about some other stuff :)

Nothing important was mentioned during morning briefing, so following that, we all went downstairs to the  hall for our assembly. Whilst the Malays read their Yassin, the non-Muslims did their own stuff. For me, it was mostly smiling sheepishly at my friends and waving franticly at Chucky who seemed ecstatic to see I was fine.

:P

Up in class, I greeted all my friends and answered the usual questions, "You really don't remember anything?"

"No, I seriously don't remember."

-_-

The first subject that day was Modern Maths and my cirque of friends got scolded by teacher because we're always talking a little here and there while doing work :P What?? I wanted to know what happened :P

Second was Chemistry and whilst I was walking up the stairs to get to the lab, I ran into one of the teachers who witnessed me having a seizure and she was like, "Oh, you dah okay ke?"

And then we talked for a while before she let me go up :)

Honestly, she's not such a bad teacher when it comes to things like these. But I didn't like her the first few times I saw her because she was being really mean :P

Chemistry was okay. I missed the beginning of the third chapter so I was a bit blur, but I think I can catch up soon :)

Recess was next and I ate roti telur and a little of my fried rice :) Haha. Hung around with Cleo, mostly :) since Kanga was busy with her duty -_- But can you believe it? A senior prefect heard that I had a seizure. What the hell, right? :P

Bleghh~

After that was BM but I didn't bring my mahjong paper for the presentation cause I had a seizure so I didn't have to present. Bad news is, I have to present on Thursday -_-

At least I'll do it with Sara :P

Lastly was Add Maths, haha. But before the teacher came in, I got a full reenactment of what really happened that day when I had the seizure with Chucky and Kanga playing both themselves and me. Haha. It was hilarious.

Then again, it must have been scary for them, to see me like that, but I guess I'll never know -_- Can't believe people cried. Wow~ :P

Haha.

When the teacher came in, someone asked, "Teacher, aren't you happy Lou's okay now?" and then began the talk of that day and about other stuff unrelated to Add Maths -_-

As you can imagine, we didn't study Add Maths that day. We just talked about some suicidal incidents et cetera. At the end of the day, they thanked both Puan J and me :P

Cheh~ :P

We all went home after that and I got a whole lot of reminders from people telling me to sleep before 9 and 10 o'clock -_- Haha.

After having lunch, I went to bathe and then finished whatever homework I had not finished for tuition later that evening. I was actually feeling a little feverish, but I didn't want to skip any classes, so~

:)

Besides, Modern Maths tuition was postponed to Saturday, so I only had to endure History :) It was alright, I guess, but I kept feeling it was a very bad day. Can't remember why -_-

Bleghh~

Not to mention my curfews are ridiculously early now -_- Haha.

CIAO!!

Start Again - Sam Tsui & Kurt Hugo Schneider + D

Baby it breaks my heart that you don't smile any more
I'm dying to help you heal but won't unlock your door
They say it takes time, but you don't have to spend it alone.

Stuck in a memory that you're desperate to rewind
Too busy with looking back that you won't make another try
Now your trust is gone but you won't find it again on your own.

Don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in, maybe you could start again
Don't go telling me there's no second chance
You'll understand when you take my hand
And baby let me in, I promise we will start again

I'm trying to get to you, so I make these promises
I swear they're unbreakable, but you're still just hearing his
He won't let you go, till you decide that you want to be free

You're haunted by yesterdays and still sore from the fall
And all you need whitewash these old walls
We'll paint something new, if you let yourself listen to me.

So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in, maybe you could start again
Don't go telling me there's no second chance
You'll understand when you take my hand
And baby let me in, I promise we will start again

Don't give up yet
I won't let you close the curtain too soon
We can reset
If you take the leap and let me show you
Just gotta make the choice.

We love, we lose
And you think the best defense is distance
Tune the world out
Put it all on mute so you can't listen
But there's a way out of here
Just follow my voice
So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in...

So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in, maybe you could start again
Don't go telling me there's no second chance
You'll understand when you take my hand
And baby let me in, I promise we will start again

So don't go telling me it's too late to start
You're still holding a broken heart
But if you let me in, maybe you could start again


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ドラマ

Her eyes suddenly lost their light as she cocked her head to her right, staring at nothing in particular on her left. Her grip on the teacher's table tightened and it began to shake as her hand did.


Then a scream echoed.


And down she fell with a thud.


Her friends stared in shock and panic as they watched their friend's eyes roll up into her head, now gripping a pipe that ran along the wall of the classroom, still screaming. The trepidation on her teacher's face was now evident. 


Finally, one friend decided to call for help. And help came, droopingly slow, but better late than never. Little ones, older ones, rushed to her side. But still she showed no signs of being able to hear any of them. By now, her friends were crying - tears streaming down their flushed cheeks like running water, oh-so-worried for the sake of the girl who has yet to even answer to her name.


A stretcher was borrowed. The girl laid on top. To carry her down needed six burly men. Not from her class but the class opposite it.


Down. Down. Down.


Alas, her eyes fluttered, attempting to open. Yet by the sound of a reassuring voice telling her it was okay to rest, she did so and her eyes, she shut. And by another, telling someone else she had fainted in class, she immediately sat up, confused and puzzled.


Before anything else could be said, she took off in a car, a friend by her side, two teachers in front, and no recollections of what the hell happened earlier.

*          *           *

Woo~

Ola :)

It's 3:08p.m. now and I'm just killing time before I have to go for tuition :) It's a marathon-tuition day today because I have Modern Maths and History one after the other.

My sister says I don't need any tuition for Modern Maths and frankly, I think I might have to agree *cheh~* but it's not like I can stop now, so~

-_-

Anyways, I haven't been blogging these few days so I'll start with the most exciting thing that happened to me this week.

I had a seizure on Tuesday.

Hey, I said it was the most exciting thing that happened to me. I never said it was good -_-

Apparently that's what happened. My teacher was talking to me halfway during Add Maths and I suddenly had the fits. Technically, the short thingyamjing up there is what happened. These are what I heard through my other friends, so I don't exactly know what I did when I had my seizure.

Either way, the doctor said it was because of my lack of sleep, since I'd been going three days without sleep in total. Not only that, but I've been sleeping at 12 and 1 o'clock in the morning during weekdays finishing my homework.

I guess the stress was too much and I couldn't handle it.

Bleghh~

Enormous thanks to Sara who helped me when I was having my seizure.

Honestly, I was more than surprised to know I had fainted because I had no memories of doing so whatsoever. It felt like a dream that I was on a stretcher, or that I was on the way to the hospital, or even the fact that I could barely stand on my own two legs.

Bleghh~

But I did feel like throwing up when my parents offered me food or drinks.

It was cold in the hospital too, but at least I could eat something after that. Had the 1901 hotdog :P Makes you wonder if I was really having a seizure, right?

As if I would make up something like that -_-

I would've really loved to see how I acted during my seizure, though, despite the fact it scared the hell out of most my classmates and my teachers. Haha. Apparently I palau-ed one of the teachers my friends didn't like, so~

-_-

Haha.

Anyway, after going to the hospital, my parents and I went to collect my brother and my bag at school then we returned home. I changed out of my clothes then climbed into bed, exhausted. Felt so good sleeping there, only waking up to take my medicine and eating ham~

Oh yeah~ :P

Haha.

That was all for Tuesday :) CIAO!!

始めよう

Ola :)

It is currently 6:30 in the morning and I'm still at home because my marvelous parents are getting ready for a morning of golf -_-

Now you see why I wake up early.

Yet I'm still waiting -_-

Anyways, thought I'd just blog about something since I've got time.

Let's see, I finished my BM Gaya Bahasa thingymajing and all my other homework for Tuesday but I've still got tuition homework as well as school homework that is due tomorrow.

Don't we all just LOVE life?

-_-

Slept at around 12 something yesterday because I was doing that Gaya Bahasa thing. That was the one that ate up all my sleep -_- bleghh~ I'm gonna hate presenting it in class. I've actually always hated going up in front of the class alone and talking about something I don't have any interest in.

Yet we all have to, because it's part of our Oral -_-

Cacat, I know.

We were all very lucky yesterday, English-wise, though, because our teacher didn't ask for our Oral :P Mwahaha. That just means I have another day to prepare for it :P

My iPod freaked me out yesterday because I was charging my iPad and I wanted to listen to some music so I brought my iPod down to plug it in but I couldn't get it to switch on.

Freaky, right?

I literally panicked because I was so scared my iPod was spoilt. Even re-starting it didn't do any good! So I decided to plug it into the computer to see if it would switch on.

Turns out it was just very, very, very low on battery -_-

Bleghh~

Oh, mom's down. Gotta ciao~

CIAO!!

She's Too Beautiful - Jocosa XD

When I see you
I run out of words to say
I wanna leave you
'Cause I'm that type of girl to walk away

Can't you see me here tryna' holla? But I don't wanna bother you
'Cause I'm independent and she's got your attention
Don't even try to run, cause I just wanna tell you
That I know what you are doin' hun

I see you in the club, talking to that girl
I can't put up with you, yeah
I see you in the club, showing up my love
I can't put up with you

She's too beautiful
Too damn beautiful
Said she's too beautiful
Too damn beautiful

She's too beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
She's too beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
She's too beautiful

Like broken glass you
Sweep me away, far away, yeah
And like the rain, you
Dampen the day, you dampen my day, yeah

So much for not wanting to see me cry cry cry
How can I if you always lie lie lie
Said I cannot help but always cry cry cry
Because you cannot help but lie lie lie

I see you in the club, talking to that girl
I can't put up with you, yeah
I see you in the club, showing up my love
I can't put up with you

She's too beautiful
Too damn beautiful
Said she's too beautiful
Too damn beautiful

She's too beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
She's too beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
She's too beautiful

Dude, you're such a lowlife fellow
And I gotta let you know, it ain't all about you
Tell me, baby, what am I to do?
How far I have to go for you to tell the truth

You're a brute, thinking this is just a game
Every girl you treat just the same
So long as you're living, I'll be hating
Every moment you're breathing, even if your lady's

Flawless, helpless against all odds
Acting so stupid like there's nothing wrong
Lately I don't wanna talk to you,
I want to go but you won't free my hand

You go spend them grands on your lady's dress
Like a limited edition barbie doll princess
Mean, vicious, nonetheless,
You can shut your yap, I know she's beautiful, okay?

I see you in the club, talking to that girl
I can't put up with you, yeah
I see you in the club, showing up my love
I can't put up with you

She's too beautiful
Too damn beautiful
Said she's too beautiful
Too damn beautiful

She's too beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful
She's too beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful

She's too beautiful

AAA

Okie, okie :)

This is one manga that I decided to read since I wanted to do a manga review instead of an anime one :P

This manga is called AAA and was illustrated/written by Fukushima Haruka. It centers around a particular person namely Ogata Aoi from the Shuutoku High School. The school is, in fact, your typical rich-person's school where the wealthy and smart attend so hands down, we know Aoi's smart.

Actually, Aoi's the school's AAA, which, in their terms, means the best student. She's also the school's student council president.

Haha.

Nonetheless, she doesn't really care if she's the school's AAA. In fact, she doesn't think she deserves the title, since there was someone else who beat her in the school's entrance exam. In the end, he didn't attend that school and Aoi never returned his mechanical pencil to him.

Yeah, I can imagine your confused expressions at the mo -_-

The story goes like this:

Aoi was going to go for the entrance exam when she realized she'd left her mechanical pencil and normal pencils at home. Why? Because she was in a dilemma on which to bring that she forgot to bring both.

Yes, I know, for a smart girl, she's pretty stupid :P

That aside, the boy next to her decided to lend her his pencil and since then, she'd wanted to see him again, but since he didn't get to attend the same school, she never got the chance.

What's more, all she has of him is his pencil and a name: Kuroda Hayato.

Aaah, here comes the interesting part. Just when she thinks she's one step closer to finding her "first crush" - as she calls him - she gets tangled with the bad boys from the neighbouring school - Akutoku High School - and the gang leader wants her as his lackey!

As if it's not bad enough that she has to disguise herself as a guy and sneak into Akutoku High every time she gets a message from the gang leader, she finds out that he has the same name as her "first crush", Kuroda Hayato!

My conclusion: She ends up with the guy I said she would.

Even so, there are some interesting twists in the story, though we never got to understand certain things in the manga.

I'm not too crazy about the drawing style either, but hey, it's alright :)

That's about all :) CIAO!!