Myself

Doushite doushite suki nan darou
Konna ni namida afureteru

Ano koro ha ushinau mono ga oosukite nani mo utaenakatta
Sukoshi hanareta basho soko ga watashi no ibasho datta

Kimi no hitomi no oku ni ano hi samishisa wo mitsuketa
Futari niteru no kana?
Kitsukeba itsu mo tonari ni ite kureta

Doushite konna ni suki nan darou
Kimi no koe kanshii hodo hibiiteru yo
Ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
Tooku hanarete wakatta yo

Nakinagara sagashi tsuduketa maigo no kodomo no you ni
Kedo soko ni ha eien nante aru wake nakute

"dare ni mo shinjinakereba iin da yo" tsubuyaita ne
Futari niteru no kana?
Ano toki kimi wo mamoru to kimeta no ni

Doushite konna ni suki nan darou
Toosugite chikasugite todokanai yo
"wasureyou" tte omoeba omou hodo
Kimi ga ookiku natteku yo

Doushite konna ni suki nan darou
Kimi no koe kanshii hodo hibiiteru yo
Ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
Tooku hanarete wakatta yo

Doushite konna ni suki nan darou
Kantan sugite kotae ni naranai

Come What May - Nicole Kidman and Ewan McGregor

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I have never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

That's you...

Finding love,
Finding friends,
Hardest to let go,
In the end...

Finding love,
In family,
The only true thing I see,
That's you...

Stupid Itch...

It still hasn't gone away. My dad says it might be there for another week or two. -_- My life sucks. It's everywhere! My toes, feet, arms, fingers, my stomach, shoulders, back, and even my butt! And I ain't joking!

Well, gotta go now! Ciao, little bloggie!!!

Itchitable!!!

Ugh! Curse the stupid bugs that bit me! Sheesh! You'd think I did something wrong to them or something! Now, I've got stupid bite marks ALL OVER MY LEGS and it itches SO much! GahhH!!!

Ok, chill Lou, chill...

Anyways, so I've got cream and everything, fine, but it still doesn't work god dammit! Do you even know my pain and suffering? I can't even put slippers on without getting itchy!

Okay, this is what happened that day...

I was reading my sister's Mr. Darcy's Diary book when my mom suddenly called me to give a bottle of water to my father at the shop. I didn't want to go! I wanted to read some more! I told her I would get really itchy and it would be painful! But no, I still had to go.

So, angry and frustrated, I took my slippers and reluctantly put them on. Great, the itchiness was still there. I nearly cried on the road, but I was tough. I sent the bottle to my father with a glare on and went straight home. My mother saw me glaring and asked me what was wrong, but I just ignored her and went up to bathe. She told me the bath spa salt thing helps the itch, so I wanted to try it. I couldn't tahan any longer, I cried in the bath.

My sister suddenly came and told me, "Lou, hurry up! We're going to get daddy and go makan!"

I tried to hold back my tears as I said, "Okay."

"Hurry up! What's taking you so long?! How much more time do you need?!"

"A long while. I just came in."

"In that case, we go first lah! You go and buy your own food!"

She left. Great, it's not my fault I've got an itch and now she's going to ask me to GO OUT and buy my own food. Thanks. My brother soon came in.

"Lou, daddy say he'll wait for you! Hurry up!"

"Okay."

"Daddy said he'll wait 2 minutes."

I couldn't believe it. 2 minutes?! How the hell does he expect me to bathe in 2 minutes?!

"Then never mind lah! You go!" I told them, still trying not to cry. "I need a long time lah!"

"Hurry up-"

"Just GO lah!"

He left. I couldn't stop crying as I rubbed the spa salt thing on my feet, where it itched the most. Soon, my mother came.

"Eh, what's wrong?"

"Nothing."

"It's itchy is it?"

"... Yes."

"Are you using the spa salt?"

"Yes."

"You must leave it there for a while first then only put water, okay?"

"Mmm."

"Hurry up. Daddy will wait for you."

She left. Okay, fine, I told myself. They were going to wait for me, so stop crying. I tried to stop. I cried a little more first, then subsided. I then finished my bathing and stepped out. I had finally stopped. After that, I went downstairs and we all went out together to get my father. I used my comfortable shoes, so it didn't itch as much.

We ate lunch at Tesco, another thing I was pissed about that day. I went to food & tea to eat. I ordered a French Toast. Yummy. However, 20 minutes passed and it still didn't come. Finally, it appeared on the table where the waiters would take it to the customers.

To my utmost disgust, he gave it to the other table who came later than us.

I got so angry, I walked up to them and said, "That table came later than we did. Where's my French Toast?"

The lady asked me to hold on.

After a while, it finally came, but I was so angry, I didn't think I had the appetite anymore, but I finished it, of course. We went back after that, angry and certain we would never go there again.

That's the story. I was so angry!!!! Well, ciao, little bloggie!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't watch...

Balinese traditional plays. I swear to you, you will regret it. You shouldn't even watch them when you're on tour, because they're disgusting. Yi Zen can vouch for me, seriously.

Alright, lemme tell you: If you watch Balinese traditional plays *well, this one at least*, be prepared to watch people cut off other people's p*n*ses. Trust me, it was revolting on so many levels. Let me just say, in Bali, they assure people's deaths by grabbing it. But you can't really blame them since it was the only way to keep the audience from falling asleep. In our family's sake, it was amusing ourselves with Godiva chocolates. Yum.

However, the second play we "watched" wasn't as bad. Why " "? We didn't really get to watch the performance since we were late and they started early, so my family and I decided to skip it and laze in the bus. Not that we missed much, everybody else told us the only thing they did was chant "ke-chak ke-chak ke-chak ke-chak" all over and over and over and over...

... and over...

... and over....

... and over and over and over and over and over and over and over....

... and OVER AGAIN.

Yeah... -_-''

Right, and that's my review on Balinese traditional plays. See ya!! :P

Don't watch...

Twilight...

I watched Twilight yesterday. No, not in the cinema. I bought it at the pasar malam. The quality... Hmm... Not so good, but watchable anyway. I couldn't make out half the words Kristen was saying, and the subtitles didn't work, but since I read the book, I had a rough idea of what was coming out from her mouth.

Robert Pattinson just looked... -_- I don't even have the right words, but my sister said Tom Felton would've made a better choice. She says "Edward" looks constipated. *Look it up in a dictionary if you don't know what it means*. But apart from that, the show was only a disappointment because it cut so many parts from the book. Example, I don't recall having seen the part where Bella fainted because she saw blood and also the whole "What Angela and Jessica are thinking" thing. You know, where Edward reads their minds and goes all are they a thing and what Bella thinks of Edward or something like that.

Yeah, there are a few others but I don't seem to remember. I don't see myself as a critique or whatsoever. I'm just passing on a few of my comments. The only part I would've loved to watch over and over again, was when Alice twisted James' head, and the part where Edward started reading everyone's minds and went "Money... Sex... Money... Sex... Money... Cat."

Yup, that part was hilarious.

There are a few parts where Edward looked cute, but for what I had in mind before knowing the boy who played Cedric Diggory was playing Edward, it was a let-down. I was imagining someone with messy red hair and a black turtle neck outfit but yeah... It was a disappointment. The least you could've done was style Robert a little bit and make him look cool. To tell you the truth, I would've gone for Jasper or even James for that matter if I were Bella.

It was that bad.

But hey, I'm not a critique. I'm just passing comments. Insult me if you want, but I have my back covered because I think everyone else feels the same way I do.

Ciao.

1000 Words [English] - Koda Kumi

I know that you lied to me
Using gentle words to shelter me
Your words are like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
It's not right to me...

I'm acting so distant now
Turned my back, as you walked away
But I was listening
That you fight your battles far from me
It's not right to me...

"Don't you worry 'cause I'll come back."
I could hear you speaking as
You walked to that door
I acted strong
To hide the pain when I
Turned back the pages
Crying out a windy answer
What if I shed my tears and
Begged you not to leave

But now I'm not afraid
To do what's in my heart...

Those thousand words
Have never been spoken
So far away
I'm sending them to you wherever you are
Suspended on shiny wings

Those thousand words
Have never been spoken
They'll cradle you
Make you no longer there seem
So far away
And hold you forever

The dream isn't over yet
I pretend and say, "I can't forget."
I still live in my day
You've been there with me all the way
It's not right to me...

"Don't you worry 'cause I'll write to you."
I could see you speaking as
You look away
I acted strong
To hide the love when I
Turned back the pages
Anger might've been the answer
But if I shook my head and say
That I can't wait

But now I'm not afraid
To do what's in my heart...

Those thousand words
Have never been spoken
So far away
I'm sending them to you wherever you are
Suspended on shiny wings

Those thousands words
Have never been spoken
They'll cradle you
Make you no longer dare seem
So far away
And hold you forever

Those thousand words
Have never been spoken
La la la la
I'm sending them to you wherever you are
Suspended on shiny wings

Those thousands words
Have never been spoken
La la la la
Making all of that year seem like only days
La la la la..

More pictures!!

Me & Family in front of paddy plantation

Tanah Lot Temple

Me& Family again at TL temple

On the way back to the airport to get our luggages.